I used to be decent at remote viewing, but fell out of practice over a decade ago. My father lost something very important to him a few weeks ago and I decided to help.
In the beginning I started getting very sharp headaches whenever my meditation turned outward. A few days into my attempts to work through that I realized I stopped remembering my dreams and I can no longer visualize objects.
I worked through the headaches using guided meditation recordings, but every time I turned my meditation outward I started having tons of random intrusive thoughts and falling asleep. I do not have the same problems when meditating with focus on myself.
I moved on to more specific guided meditations involving contacting your higher self. I managed to almost visualize a garden and almost see a guide figure - I could just see flashes and outlines. Both times I got there my meditation was pulled out of my control and I was forcibly pulled out of the garden and off a cliff.
I stopped trying. In the four days since my last attempt I have had 2 snippets of remembered nightmares bad enough to wake me in a cold sweat and the adults of my house, including a guest who knows nothing of my meditations, have been complaining about strange dreams.
My husband is quite talented at dream magic - not sure what term to use there - and he has had some strange encounters and blocks trying to help.
I am hoping someone here will have ideas or be able to point me in the direction of resources to help.
In the beginning I started getting very sharp headaches whenever my meditation turned outward. A few days into my attempts to work through that I realized I stopped remembering my dreams and I can no longer visualize objects.
I worked through the headaches using guided meditation recordings, but every time I turned my meditation outward I started having tons of random intrusive thoughts and falling asleep. I do not have the same problems when meditating with focus on myself.
I moved on to more specific guided meditations involving contacting your higher self. I managed to almost visualize a garden and almost see a guide figure - I could just see flashes and outlines. Both times I got there my meditation was pulled out of my control and I was forcibly pulled out of the garden and off a cliff.
I stopped trying. In the four days since my last attempt I have had 2 snippets of remembered nightmares bad enough to wake me in a cold sweat and the adults of my house, including a guest who knows nothing of my meditations, have been complaining about strange dreams.
My husband is quite talented at dream magic - not sure what term to use there - and he has had some strange encounters and blocks trying to help.
I am hoping someone here will have ideas or be able to point me in the direction of resources to help.