Journal My energy transfer journal

[Roma]

Def:

1 inability to think - running forward too much, not listening to your environment. being deaf & blind. Going through the motions.

The interesting thing about definitions is that they define boundaries - limits to the subject concept

To be able to define a boundary requires a very broad and true awareness of reality. I do not know any area/topic in which my awareness is that broad or true.

So I work at relating to aspects of reality and see where they lead

For example, observing a human, I might look to identify the source/intent of mental inflows, and look at the ability of the brain to reflect those inputs accurately in the current timepath, and the ability of the human to make useful deductions and valid decisions despite existing personality trauma and stresses

 

[Öwnchef]

> The interesting thing about definitions is that they define boundaries - limits to the subject concept. To be able to define a boundary requires a very broad and true awareness of reality.

Then again realities can only be described by the interactions with each others. Definitions of realities define interactions.

 

[Roma]

realities can only be described by the interactions with each others

Is that true? Perhaps there are many planes of Existence so that it is better to be aware in a higher plane in order to describe reality on a lower plane.

And then I like to make a distinction between Existence and Beingness. Does Beingness set realities within Existence?


And what of parallel timelines/universes?

 

[Jk666]

Is that true? Perhaps there are many planes of Existence so that it is better to be aware in a higher plane in order to describe reality on a lower plane.

I don’t believe in higher/lower but more/less alive. In the lower planes beneath the regular material plane, there’s more death. the worlds of the shells/husks/qlipoth

the husks are garbage, but who says it isn’t useful?

 

[Roma]

there’s more death

What is death other than the discarding of an outer body?

 

[Jk666]

What is death other than the discarding of an outer body?

I disagree

death is discarding the shells from all the bodies: outer, etheric, astral, mental, spiritual, causal & acausal & higher/lower bodies we don’t know about

 

[Jk666]

Def:

1. sales: exchange of value between 2 or more parties usually willingly/sometimes not

2. value acquisition: collecting value through 1 & other means

map:

2 is done in order get upgrades to physical/other bodies/get spiritual truths/physical wealth & any other accomplishment not mentioned.

comments(cts):

1. the current writer’s defs(cwds) aren’t perfect

2 he forgot to define upgrades.

3 how to better his writing? Maybe do more comments

 

[Roma]

death is discarding the shells from all the bodies: outer, etheric, astral, mental, spiritual, causal & acausal & higher/lower bodies we don’t know about

Beethoven describes that in his third symphony Eroica

The hero is dead at the end of the first movement. In the second movement there are 3 crises - each followed by a period of piece, as the hero fights his way free of the physical, emotional and mental bodies

Then in the 3rd movement the hero steps out on the inner planes and interacts with nature spirits (double tempo) and higher devas (half tempo). The nature spirits and the higher devas imitate the actions of the hero and eventually the 3 groups are integrated

There are occasional accounts in religious texts about the second death and even the third death

Most Earth humans only experience the first death before being reincarnated

 

[Jk666]

There are occasional accounts in religious texts about the second death and even the third death

Most Earth humans only experience the first death before being reincarnated

I personally experienced death about 5 times on the physical plane

 

[Jk666]

Def:

1 lack of balance- inability to allocate enough time for needEd activities. Inability to find the golden middl.

2. lack of balanced movement- 1 as applied to the world of material action

3 lack of balanced idleness- 2 as applied to the deeper world of material shells= the Abortion of dense matter.

map:

can 3 lead to 4 which is undefined? Why isn’t it defined? Cuz I’m limited.

4 is actually the lack of balanced of personal form = it’s corrosio, that leads to the creation of even deeper shells.

 

[Jk666]

My journal is for myself so I will continue writing in it:

def:

1 a feeling of lack: I don’t have enough. Cuz I don’t see all I do have

2 cuz of 1 sadness: being disengaged from the earth. Having low energie.

3 doing poorly in my sales job cuz of 2: wonderful ability

4 turning around 3 to above average performance: using positive thinking flushing myself with positive emotions

map:

4 is an experiment I have to do to see how strong my will is.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

My journal is for myself so I will continue writing in it:

def:

1 a feeling of lack: I don’t have enough. Cuz I don’t see all I do have

2 cuz of 1 sadness: being disengaged from the earth. Having low energie.

3 doing poorly in my sales job cuz of 2: wonderful ability

4 turning around 3 to above average performance: using positive thinking flushing myself with positive emotions

map:

4 is an experiment I have to do to see how strong my will is.

It's a great ending on the first point
Ground thyself via sitting against a tree or visit a cave.
Depression. Causes problems with visualization, speaking from experience.

 

[Jk666]

Def:

1 applying the secret irl(in real life).

2 1st on time

3 etheric/material/astral//mental/causal/spiritual/acausal possessions

4 personal + impersonal form

5 catalyst for individual ego change

map:

the 6th and other terms undefined here are baby steps & that 5 requires 1 - 4 but they’re not enough for 5

 

[Jk666]

I don’t want to post too much cuz it crowds the forums, but I need to let out steam:

def:

1 difficulty of applying the secret -
taking negative experiences to heart

2 on time:
main foe

3 variation on 2- partial negativity in sales pitches -> ruins rest of day -> slippery slop

map:

4th undefined term the root of 3? Is it in space or time? It’s mostly time. Space is less relevant every second counts.

if to define earth as + & sky as -. To be positive is to be down to earth.

 

[Jk666]

Def:

1 obstacles in applying the secret :

thought/emotion/feeling/speech anything disturbing the pure flow of qi

2 time isn’t linear 1-sided arrow but an ocean of consciousness



map:

 

[Jk666]

3 people judging according to externality, therefore change it & you’ll change their judgment

4 you’re being oblivious to your surroundings- people thinking you’re an airhead

5 you’re noticing words & their meaning & digging within them: careful in their use more power to your speech

 

[Jk666]

6 feeling exhaustion after sleepin: heatwave + problems to fall asleep from it.

7 stuttering at the sales speech = seeds of lack of self confidence

 

[Jk666]

Map:

7 + undefined 8 = negative + hurtful thoughts leading to me hating myself finding ways to self-sabotag.

want to start turning my behavior around.
1st I can start by treating myself in 3rd person .

2nd I’ll write journals on multiple online platforms. I need to get all the poison out of my system.

 

[Jk666]

What’s the source of poison in me? Externalizing my sense of time place events & magic

I want to keep positivity within & negativity withou.

execution:

find small things to be thankful about.

separate the big work day into small manageable bits

find good in your missed sales pitches

try to evolve each day

 

[Jk666]

Writing a paralle

find good in your missed sales pitches

try to evolve each day

the last 2 don’t seem to work

I seem to wallow in self pity. People need to be convincEd to buy, but the heart buys not the brain.

how do you convince someone to buy?
practically they must 1st buy you & then the product you’re selling.