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Hi all,

Not going to start it now but tomorrow.
This journal will be on Gematria in both Hebrew and Greek systems, and commentary on Qabalah/Tree of Life.
I may also post imgur pics on my Book of Trees.
Hopefully this will help students of all paths in some way now or in the future.
To be clear, I won't plagiarize Bill Heidrick, and will post a link at the start of this journal to his gematria page.

Hope it will help myself and others.
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Let's start with basic Qabalah, and Tree of Life concepts.
Qabalah
Meaning of QBL = "to receive"
There are four levels of Qabalah from open to secret. There is the Practical Qabalah, the Dogmatic Qabalah, the Literal Qabalah, and the Unwritten Qabalah. This is from Macgregor Mathers, per Dion Fortune in the book The Mystical Qabalah.
Hall states that Moses communed with the face of God, the Greater Countenance, Metatron three times on Mount Sinai. Each time he was there for forty days and forty nights.
This we could conclude in Gematria the importance of the numbers 3, 40, and 120.
Tree of Life Biblical references.
To come later.
Parts of the Qabalistic Soul.
To come later.
The Hebrew /Greek Alphabets.
Aleph 1 Ox
Beth 2 House
Gimel 3 Camel
Daleth 4 Door
Heh 5 Window
Vav 6 Nail, Hook
Zayin 7 Sword
Cheth 8 Fence, Enclosure
Teth 9 Serpent
Yod 10 Hand
Kaph 20 Fist
Lamed 30 Ox Goad, Instruction
Mem 40 Water
Nun 50 Fish
Samech 60 Prop, Leg
Ayin 70 Eye, Fountain
Peh 80 Mouth
Tzaddi 90 Fishhook
Qoph 100 Back of Head
Resh 200 Face, Head
Shin 300 Tooth
Tav 400 Seal, Mark, Cross
These do not include finals.
Greek alphabet to come later.
Sephira = An individually sphere on the Tree of Life.
Sepheroth = The whole of the spheres on the Tree of Life.
Sepher Yetzirah= "Book of Formation".
Zohar = "Book of Splendour".
The tree of Life is a collection of ten spheres, from top to bottom per the Lightning Flash are:
Kether, the Crown
Chokmah, Stars, First Whirlings, Wisdom
Binah, Saturn, Understanding
Cheesed or Gedulah, Jupiter, Mercy
Geburah, Mars, Fear or Power or Severity
Tiphareth, Sol, Beauty
Netzach, Venus, Victory
Hod, Mercury, Glory or Splendour
Yesod, Luna, Foundation
Malkuth, Cosmic Elements, the Kingdom
 
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Well, my laptop is having power issues again, so may have to shut it down for a few days, charge it up and retry.
Always has to be something fucked up.
Always has to be something I can't control.
Anyway, it's going to be a slow moving journal.
I may just do some reading, take notes and draw some pictures to post via imgur.
Greek is slow moving, particularly because meanings of the letters were hijacked by the math and sciences.
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There are thirty two paths in the Sepher Yetzirah, ten for the Sephiroth and twenty two for the twenty two letters.

The twenty two letters include:
Tav, a dual meaning path (elemental Earth and Saturn combined),
Mem for elemental Water,
Aleph for elemental Air,
Shin for elemental Fire.
Kaph for Jupiter,
Peh for Mars,
Beth for Mercury,
Daleth for Venus,
Resh for Sol,
Gimel for Luna,
the remaining twelve represent the zodiac signs in some order.

There are actually three brief parts of the soul (Yechidah, Ruach, Nephesch), five expanded answering to Kether/Chokmah/Binah, Ruach for Chesed down to Yesod, and Nephesch at Malkuth.
Below Malkuth in a reverse tree is what is termed the Qlippoth, or kingdom of shells and gloom wrapped hades.
So...
Yechidah + Kether
Chiah + Chokmah
Neschemah + Binah
Ruach +Chesed down to Yesod
Nephesch + Malkuth

The term Supernal triangle stands for the collection of Kether, Chokmah and Binah.
The term Moral triangle stands for the collection of Chesed, Gebirah and Tiphareth.

There are four Qabballistic Worlds:
Atziluth - Pure deity and God forms, archetypal. Fire. Wands. Lion Kerub.
Briah - Creative. Water. Cups. Eagle Kerub. Archangelic.
Yetzirah - Formative. Angelic. Air. Swords. Man Kerub.
Assiah, material and physical world. Earth. Pentacles. Bull Kerub. Matter, man, shells, demons.
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Shapes on the tree starting from Malkuth and looking up toward Kether...
We have a main Water type triangle consisting of Malkuth, Hod and Venus due to the paths of Shin, Qoph, and Peh; however, there is a star trek type symbol for inclusion of Yesod formed by the paths Shin, Resh, Tzaddi, and Qoph. We omit Tav.
The Middle Pillar includes the paths of Tav, Samekh, and Gimel. Including the paths Beth and Aleph we have the Path of the Arrow.
We next have a diamond consisting of the paths Resh, Ayin, Nun and Tzaddi.
We next have a Square formed by the paths Peh, Mem, Teth, and Kaph.Within this Square we have four triangles, each apex pointing to Tiphareth, formed by the paths Peh, Ayin and Nun; Ayin, Mem and Lamed; Nun, Kaph and Yod; and Yod, Teth and Lamed.
We have a Water type triangle, formed by paths Zayin, Daleth and Heh.
We have another Square formed by paths Vav, Daleth, Cheth and Teth.
Finally the last Triangle of a fire type, formed by the paths Daleth, Beth, and Aleph.
Then we have shields, but will flesh that out later.
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Tarot cards (Major Arcana) on the ToL:
Path # (Thoth/Rider-Waite)
Aleph. 0. The Fool
Beth. 1. The Magus/Magician
Gimel. 2. The High Priestess
Daleth. 3. The Empress
Tzaddi/Heh. 4. The Emperor
Vav. 5. The Hierophant
Zayin. 6. The Lovers
Cheth. 7. The Chariot
Lamed/Teth. 8. Adjustment/Justice
Yod. 9. The Hermit
Kaph. 10. Fortune/Wheel of Fortune
Teth/Lamed. 11. Lust/Justice
Mem. 12. Hanged Man
Nun. 13. Death
Samekh. 14. Art/Temperance
Ayin. 15. The Devil
Peh. 16. The Tower
Heh/Tzaddi. 17. The Star
Qoph. 18. The Moon
Resh. 19. The Sun
Shin. 20. Aeon/Judgement
Tav. 21. Universe/The World
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Tarot trumps on the Sephiroth
Kether - Aces
Chokmah - Twos
Binah - Threes
Chesed/Gedulah - Fours
Geburah - Fives
Tiphareth - Sixes
Netzach - Sevens
Hod - Eights
Yesod - Nines
Malkuth - Tens.
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Godnames Archangels and Choirs
(On the Sephiras)
Kether Eheieh Metatron Chayoth ha Qodesh
Chokmah Yah Raziel Aiphanim
Binah YHVH Elohim Tzaphkiel Aralim
Chesed El Tzadqiel Chashmalim
Geburah Elohim Gibor Kamael Seraphim
Tiphareth YHVH Eloah veDaath Raphael Malakim
Netzach YHVH Tzabaoth Haniel Elohim
Hod Elohim Tzabaoth Michael Beni Elohim
Yesod Shaddai El Chai Gabriel Kerubim
Malkuth Adonai ha Aretz Sandalphon Ishim
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Sources - Hall, Fortune, Greer/Regardie
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Will get more into Hebrew and Greek for Gematria tomorrow hopefully.
Will try tonight to come up with ToL references from the KJV Bible
(1967 Scofield Reference Study Bible)
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###. Hebrew. Greek. Final.
1. Aleph. Alpha No
2. Beth. Beta. No
3. Gimel. Gamma No
4. Daleth. Delta. No
5. Heh. Epsilon. No
6. Vav. Sigma. No-Yes
7. Zayin. Zeta. No
8. Cheth. Eta. No
9. Teth. Theta. No
10. Yod. Iota. No
20. Kaph. Kappa. No
30. Lamed. Lambda. No
40. Mem. Mu. No
50. Nun. Nu. No
60. Samekh. Xi. No
70. Ayin. Omikron. No
80. Peh. Pi. No
90. Tzaddi. Coph. No
100. Qoph. Rho. No
200. Resh. Sigma. No
300. Shin. Tau. No
400. Tav. Upsilon. No
500. Kaph. Phi. Yes-No
600. Mem. Chi. Yes-No
700. Nun. Psi. Yes-No
800. Peh. Omega. Yes
900. Tzaddi. Sampsi. Yes-Yes
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Further sources
Bill Heidrick
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Back to reading Hall and Greer.
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Imgur is a no-go for me on my phone, it defaults to an .io site, and does not have an upload area.
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Pentagrammaton, pentagram.
Tetragrammaton is 72/3=24, a dodekagram.
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Or, is Tetragrammaton simply Tetragrammaton, and symbolized by a tetrad or decagram?
 
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Studying Sepher Yetzirah Chapter One per Secret Wisdom of all Ages by Hall.

YAH, the Lord of Hosts, the living Elohim, King of the Universe, Omnipotent, the Merciful and Gracious God, supreme and Extolled, Dweller in the Height whose habitation is Eternity, who is sublime and most-holy, engraved his name and ordained (formed), and created the Universe in thirty-two mysterious paths (stages) of wisdom (science), by three Seraphim, namely Numbers, Letters and sounds, which are in him one and the same.

THE TETRAGRAMMATON.
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The mystery of the paths:
1st Kether
2nd Chokmah
3rd Binah
4th Chesed/Gedulah
5th Geburah
6th Tiphareth
7th Netzach
8th Hod
9th Yesod
10th Malkuth
11th Aleph
12th Beth
13th Gimel
14th Daleth
15th Heh
16th Vav
17th Zayin
18th Cheth
19th Teth
20th Yod
21st Kaph
22nd Lamed
23rd Mem
24th Nun
25th Samekh
26th Ayin
27th Peh
28th Tzaddi
29th Qoph
30th Resh
31st Shin
32nd Tav

The "Moral Triangle", is actually termed the "Ethical Triangle", in the form of a water triangle, consisting of Geburah, Gedulah/Chesed, and Tiphareth.

Below this is the third and last triangle, the "Astral Triangle", in the form of a water triangle, consisting of Hod, Netzach and Yesod.

This leaves Malkuth on its own, unless we fold up the lower triangle upward, restoring Malkuth to where Daath is.

Again, this will be slow moving due to five factors:
1. Reading The Mystical Qabalah again
Reading the Tree of Life again
2. Reading Halls Secret Wisdom of All Ages, in three chapter-books.
3. Biblical references to the Tree of Life
4. Learning Greek and Hebrew intimately
5. Learning the Gematria and recording insights for both Greek and Hebrew Qabalah Gematria
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Let's start with some Gematria of the letters themselves, spelt out best I can make it, keeping Major Arcana in mind.
Aleph - A+L+V+Ph=1+30+6+800=837
looking up 837 and 1 on Heidrick site, let's see what we can infer.
Ox+Ox Goad+Nail+Mouth(f)
Without the final 800 we can also substitute 80 instead of 800, leaving the set to infer from as 1,117,837.
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837
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Too many references to quote, but it fits the Fool, it is one who carried burdens and nailed for it, zeal hath eaten him up. Yah is Lord, messenger, servant of God.
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Let's talk about Beth (House, Mercury, dark brothers)
B+Y+Th=2+10+400=412
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The meanings fit.
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Now Gimel:
G+M+L=73, also G+Y+M+L=83, or GYMYL, 93.
73 and 83 on his site from value 3 are yielded, not 93 though 93 seems precise or maybe overkill. What is interesting about Gimel being 93 is frankincense, the incense sacred to Tiphareth. Gimel runs from Kether to Tiphareth.
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This gives us the upper half of the Path of the Arrow, the only paths missing being Samekh and Tav.
Let's back up and consider Kether, KThR
20+400+200=620
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Accurate.
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Okay. Letter chart written, model of Kircher Tree of Life penned on paper with shapes highlighted.
We have Aleph, Beth, and Gimel defined.
Let's start with the Middle Pillar, the Path of the Arrow with Aleph and Beth included.
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S+M+K=60, 120 and 600.
They all infer certain ideas, the idea associated as Samekh id "leg" "prop", or "support"; however as both RW and Thoth show, there's alchemy there in some sort.

Tav (Th) or Th=400, or ThV=400+6=406
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seal, mark, Cross, restraint are themes.
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Will look next at the two lower spheres of the Supernal Triangle, Chokmah and Binah, short and long spellings.
ChAyKMAH=8+70+20+40+1+5=144
ChKMH=8+20+40+5=73
BYNAH=2+10+50+1+5=68
BYNH=2+10+50+5=67
So...
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73 fits better with Chokmah, though 144 is an interesting number and terms as well. The brains and heart of Adam Qadmon.
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Salt: MLCh = 78. References to salt.
Sulphur: GVPRYTh=699. No entries.
Mercury's KSPTh=570. No pertinent entries I infer.
Combined values= 1347
No entries exist for that value added.
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Onto Chesed and Gedulah. Then Geburah. Then Tiphareth. Then Netzach. Then Hod. Then Yesod. Then finally Malkuth.
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Then Gematria in Hebrew based on letter combinations by value.
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Here we go on the ten sephiras:
(Or eleven including Daath)
Kether. KThR. 620
Chokmah. ChKMH. 73
Binah. BYNH. 67
Daath. DAATh. 406. DAyTh. 476
Chesed. ChSD. 72 Gedulah. GDVLH. 48
Geburah. GBVRH. 216
Tiphareth. ThPhARTh. 1081
Netzach. NTzCh. 148
Hod. HVD. 15
Yesod. YSVD. 80
Malkuth. MLKVTh. 496
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Going through godnames now from Kether down to Malkuth.
First up, Ehieh, 21
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Second Yah 15
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YHVH Elohim 672
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El 31
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That's enough research and inference paths for now.
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Working through Zelator Knowledge Lecture, including Gematria of the divine names (archangels and choirs to come).
The troubling divine names are for the Sephora's Tiphareth, Netzach, and Hod.
Those are the most complicated calculations.
Back to Zelator studies.
 
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Reading The Mystical Qabalah
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Then there is the altar, altar of incense, table of shewbread, seven branches candlestick, etc. The tools. The robe. The staff. The lamp. The oil. The candle. Etc.
All of these I need to work put in Hebrew and look at the Gematria similarities and draw inferences. I still need to do this process on pretty much every thing so far.
But God, country and angels first. Perhaps central characters. Perhaps post Torah.


Here we go on the ten sephiras:
(Or eleven including Daath)
Kether. KThR. 620
Chokmah. ChKMH. 73
Binah. BYNH. 67
Daath. DAATh. 406. DAyTh. 474
Chesed. ChSD. 72 Gedulah. GDVLH. 48
Geburah. GBVRH. 216
Tiphareth. ThPhARTh. 1081
Netzach. NTzCh. 148
Hod. HVD. 15
Yesod. YSVD. 80
Malkuth. MLKVTh. 496
These have been verified with Heidricks tables, likely verified with 777.

Going through godnames now from Kether down to Malkuth.
First up, Ehieh, 21
HEBREW GEMATRIA: Values from 20 - 29
Second Yah 15
HEBREW GEMATRIA: Values from 10 - 19
Third YHVH Elohim 672
HEBREW GEMATRIA: Values from 670 - 679
Fourth El 31
HEBREW GEMATRIA: Values from 30 - 39
Fifth Elohim Gibor 297, 857

Sixth YHVH Eloah be Daath 548

Seventh YHVH Tzabaoth 525

Eighth Elohim Tzabaoth 1145

Ninth Shaddai El Chai 363

Tenth Adonai ha Aretz 1171


That's enough research and inference paths for now.
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These values are off, and think it is due to use of unnecessary or misplaced finals, or not using correct letters.
The letters constructed are from Greer and Regardie, The Golden Dawn 7th Ed.
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The crosscheck site is Bill Heidricks Gematria table site.
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Okay. Saw something interesting about a few archangels by number, but enough Gospel and Gematria for me for tonight.
May work out a few more, but not taking on all Hebrew tonight.
Nowhere close to Greek Gematria table and word or letter meanings.
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Picking it up again.
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Yeshua 321
Yeheshua 326
Metatron
Raziel
Tzaphqiel 311
Tzadqiel 235
Kamael 91
Raphael 311, 321
Haniel 96
Michael 101
Gabriel 246
Aurial 248
Sandalphon 930
Adonai 65
Elohim 86
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Reading Practical Work upon the Tree in the Mystical Qabalah.
 
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Yeshua 321
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Yeheshua 326
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Metatron 864
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Raziel 248
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Tzaphqiel 311
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Tzadqiel 235
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Kamael 91
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Raphael 311
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Haniel 96
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Michael 101
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Gabriel 246
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Aurial 248
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Sandalphon 930
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Adonai 65
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Elohim 86
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Robe 144
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Have looked them up on Heidricks site.
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Expanded (full notebook page) results:
Staff TzVVTh 502
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Lantern PhNS 190
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Lamp MNVRH 301
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Oil ShMNf 1040
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Book SPhR 340
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Law ChVPhf 814
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Precepts MTzVVTh 542
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Gourd DLAyTh 504
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Gate ShAyR 570
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Gate of Prayer ShAyR HThPhYLH 1100
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Gate of Tears ShAyR ShL DMAyVTh 1480
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Holy of Holies QVDSh HQDShYMf 1430
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Holy QVDSh 410
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Let's explore the shapes and patterns on the tree next.
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Looked up also
Pentacle MChVMSh 394
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Pentagrammaton PhNTGRMH 387
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Corrected a few error pages, the wise will have to find the value header themselves in such a case.
Going through and filling in the blanks.
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Okay. So what Fortune first presents is knowing the lineage of the tradition. This is termed the yoga of the west, and is a western model being worked with. This in particular.uses a Hebrew model called the Kircher Tree.
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Let's talk about the meanings of the letters. Malkuth for example - Mem Lamed Kaph Tav
Water Ox Goad/whip Fist Seal
Roughly translated, Malkuth means Kingdom.
What and where and how is this Kingdom? Who reigns in this Kingdom?
Mem also is related to Binah, the great sea of memory. Ox goad and whip are used to instruct. It is on hand. The seal or mark shall be given.
 
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A Greek Gematria and Qabalah will come last, primarily to find suitable meanings for the letters.
The source of this yoga of the west is from the Hebrews, and has been passed down primarily through glyphs and mouth to ear transmission of the meaning of it all. However the Torah, Tanakh and Talmud are vigorously studied at some times by certain select individuals.
We then see that none of this is overnight learning in full, that knowledge may take a lifetime to grasp a little, for some a lot.
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Eighty pages of reading with Fortune, then switch back to Hall, and hopefully find some terms to do Gematria on.
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So as we can see, there is Malkuth and there is The entry into the Qlippoth. Day side and night side of the Tree of Life.
What is advised to students is not to write letters of evil unless to the left is the counterbalanced good word of letters for good. This way the student does not get unbalanced, like myself at one time. Obcession is a great unbalancer.
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Rabbit holes are a common occurrence, and can be a great unbalancer second to obcession. Watch your footing and stay grounded.
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Now. Let's explore the supernal triad only for a moment.
Kether - KThR (620) or KYThYR (640).
Fist, Cross, face. Face of first causes?
Face of the crucified and ascended and resurrected?
Fist, hand, Cross, hand, face. There is more than one, indicated by two hands and a fist. A fist is not necessarily an angry or violent notion, as we're seated firmly in the fist of Christ.
Kether is the Crown. What do these meanings have to with one who reigns, nobility, power and might, a ruler?

Chokmah, or ChKMH, could also be spelled ChVKMAH. So we have a fence or enclosure, a fist, water, and a window. Or we have a fence or enclosure, a nail, water, an ox, and a window. So what can this mean? ChKMH means an enclosed view with which to safely see, water and a fist. Perhaps a fisherman? Adding a nail and ox, perhaps a space for a whip or instruction hook for a beast of burden?

Binah, or BYNH, house, hand, fish, window. What image do we commonly see these days of one who carries fishes?
House and window of the father, the one awaiting the prodigal child. Not just a prodigal son. But what if we spell it adding an Aleph, an ox to the meaning? BYNAH?
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So, KThR or KYThYR, 620 or 640
ChKMH or ChVKMAH, 72 or 79.
BYNH or BYNAH, 67 or 68?
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What is expected of the reader, is to view on their own at least 777 or Heidricks site, in order to get a solid grasp of different word meanings for the same number. From here, knowledge and wisdom, we can add PG to this, personal gnosis, expanding the meaning with a practical tale.
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Let's review other gods, shall we?
Osiris - VSYRYS 346
Isis - YSYS - 140
Ra - RA - 201
Path - PhTAH, PhTh - 95 or 480
Amun - AMVN - 97
Horus - HVRVSh - 517
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Interesting inferences of our word meaning for the same number, even if the word we did is not present.
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Tealight candle burning beside me I am currently working on a gematria by number dictionary.
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Up to seven and taking a break. Will run my results through Google translate and Heidricks site.
 
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Onto eight, the letter Cheth.
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1 A
2 Aa, B
3 G Ab, Ba
4 D. Aba, Baa, BB, Ag, Ga
5 H. Da, Ad, Abbb, Bab, Aga
6 V. Abba, Gab, Bag. ada, db, bd.
7 Z. av, VA, ha, ah.
8 Ch. Za. az. Gad. Agaba.
We really won't see much until the tens or hundreds.
However, I must exhort the reader to speak the letters on a clear day, knowing the times and weather.
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More on target than I'd thought, though some were blind stabs based on numbers.

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So what we have are permuted letters, that is, they swap order of the letters, derive and sum the values of the letters, and infer from meaning of other words based on the same number.

Onto the completion of the first ten, Teth.

9 Teth. Ach. Dad. Add. Gav. Bh.
Now, lets see what Bill came up with.
Teth means serpent in this dialect.

Now, let's consider the body of Adam Qadmon. But who is Adam Qadmon?

10 is Yod, meaning hand.
10 Yod. HH AT, TA, ChB.

Note: some of these words may be non-existent and are semi random permutations of letters that may surprisingly be a authentic word.
 
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Well, I was wrong, there is a lot going on in between the tens, hundreds and thousands.
Back to Adam Qadmon.
Adam Qadmon is the macrocosm, the Heavenly Man. The pure human Yechidah divine spark, the nucleus of pure spirit.
As the tree is macrocosmic and microcosmic like Adam, the Tree of Life can be backed into, that is Left ear Chokmah, Left shoulder Chesed, left hip Netzach, head in Kether and feet in Malkuth. When we back ourselves into this tree, we can get a glimpse of the parts of Adam Qadmon found in Gematria tables entries.
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So we are on Yod, hand. And all values up to 20, Kaph, Fist. And Adam Qadmon (and Adam of the earth plane as we back into the tree).
So elevens the next number to look at, here it may get interesting.
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10 Yod. AT. HH. ChB. ZG. DV. ABGD. GAAD. DAGA. BGH.

11. YA. HAH. HV. DZ. ChG.

12. AHAH. ChABA. TG. ABBZ. BAZA. DAGD. TAB. BAT. GT.

13. ABZBA. YAB. BAY. YAAA. YG. TD. DT. ChH. HCh. VZ. ZV. ZAH. HAZ. DACh. ChAD.

And so on..simple permutations of letters to form meaningful words, then infer meanings of letters to word. Backed by at least one source. Complete Magicians Tables, Three Books of Occult Philosophy, 777, etc. Or my beloved site .. Bill Heidrick.
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Researching Secret Wisdom of All ages and taking notes.
 
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Been reading a bit on the Sepher Yetzirah. Read the Qabalah Cosmology and got sent on a rabbit hole of why Samael and not Kamael in Geburah?
Will try to compile a thorough list of numbers 1 to 100 by end of week, phonetically spelled out in english.

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Picking back up on the Sepher Yetzirah today, and Gematria list for 1-100 using English phonetic letters.

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Just realized some words don't exist via Google translate, or that my phonetic spelling is left to right and not right to left like Hebrew.
Working on my Hebrew today.
I think a fresh Gematria dictionary is in order, though due to no Hebrew fonts on my phone, will have to be English phonetics right to left as it would be in Hebrew.
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Hebrew getting better slowly.
Up to Cheth in Gematria dictionary.
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Taking a break. Up to Teth, almost to Yod in dictionary.
 
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Back at it. Gematria and Qabalistic dictionary (up to Yod), Book Four of TGD, and Sefer Yetzirah.
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All of my examples thus far are from Heidrick's site. I would like to review 777, Three Books of Occult Philosophy, and The Complete Magicians Tables.
 
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Currently reading the Sepher Yetzirah.
After that will write a review on it, which with Hall is difficult.
After that, will write more on the Gematria dictionary.

Reading the Sefer Yetzirah and Qabalistic Cosmology chapters from Hall's Secret Wisdom of all Ages.

Regarding Chapter one, the triangle of Pythagoras, and the geometric series of the name, up to point four, restoring the word and leading the Creator back to his or her (?) Throne. Ten and nine - not the nine kings of Edom, and ten not eleven - not the eleven dukes/princes of Edom shall be included in the Sepheroth.
I'm sitting here pondering the names, their values, and how they behind the scenes sum to 72. Or what the constructed name would be of the names of the 72 angels.
Perhaps I should also study Exodus in Hebrew.
Point five discusses the polarities of infinitudes.

Or, what are the Gematria values of the parts of Adam Qadmon? Perhaps like Isis collecting the hewn parts of Osiris holds a key to the mystery of the names of 10, 15, 21, 26, 40, 72, 144, and 216.

10=I
15=IH or Yah
21=EHIEH
26=YHVH
So how do ten numbers equal seventy two?
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Hebrew needs some work.
Lost my rosary. I do have ten fingers.
Reading Sefer Yetzirah and working on Gematria for 10-19, and for godnames.
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Ten and twenty two - 32. 7, 10, 14, 22, 32, 40, 54, 56. Numbers to check out, particularly 10, 22, 32.
 
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Checking out values 80, 200, and 280 were interesting as TCR (Thoth) was the Collecting Intelligence, The Sun. Resh, face or head, 200. Card of the Day was the Exciting Intelligence, The Tower. Peh, mouth, 80. Combined PhR, 280.

Back to reading Sepher Yetzirah, and working on Gematria dictionary.
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What throws me is Chapter one part four:
"Ten are the numbers (of the Sephiroth) out of Nothing, ten -- not nine; ten -- not eleven. Comprehend this great wisdom, understand this knowledge and be wise. Inquire into the mystery and ponder it. Examine all things by means of the ten sephiroth. Restore the Word to its Creator and lead the Creator back to its throne again. He is the only Formulator and beside Him there is no other. His attributes are ten and are without limit."
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The rest is the creation of the Cube of Space, sealing the directions and making the alphabet like golems.
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We know of the nine kings encountered in Genesis,, five and four others, the nine kings of Edom or Esau. Ten and not nine.
We know of the eleven rulers of the Qlippoth, the kings and princes, the dukes of Edom which is Esau.
Ten and not eleven.
But the rest throws me.
 
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Up to 1.6 in the Sepher Yetzirah. 1.5 talks of the Infinitudes.
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Find it funny I was pathworking Qoph, my cards today equaled 100, but only by combined totals. Otherwise 90 and 9. Was thinking of my up to 99 Gematria comment. Its slowed down due to new research and life and mind.
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The Infinitudes talk of the One Holy ruling King without confines or bindings.
It also lays the foundation for the coming Cube of Space.
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But all came from the ten sephiroth.
 
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Okay, back to this now.
I have three hours to get ready for my appointment, so might as well waste my time learning.
The Sepher Yetzirah, chapter one, point six.
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1.5 The Infinitudes
Infinite beginning and infinite end.
Infinite good and infinite evil.
Infinite height and infinite depth.
Infinite North and the infinite South.
And the holy king rolls over all.
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1.6
The appearance of the ten spheres (Sephiroth) out of Nothing is as a flash of lightning or a sparkling flame, and they are without beginning or end. The Word of God is in them when they go forth and when they return. They run by His order like a whirlwind and prostrate themselves before His throne.

So what we have here is the idea of God the consuming fire, and everything is quick and orderly.
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1.7 The ten Sephiroth have their end linked to their beginning and their beginning linked to their end, conjoined as the flame is wedded to the live coal, for the Lord is superlatively one and to Him there is no second. Before one what can you count?

This reminds me of a train or linked list.
He is never ending.
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1.8
Concerning the number (10) of the spheres of existence (Sephiroth) out of Nothing, seal up you lips and guard your heart as you consider them, and if your mouth opens for utterance and your heart turns to thought, control them, returning to silence. So it is written "and the living creatures ran and returned." And on that wise was the covenant made with us.

Here we see Crowleys point of controlling thought speech and act and the all pervading law of Silence. It is said if one ponders Edom or Qlippoth, balance it with Israel and the Tree of Life so the evil impulse grows not.
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I'm following Halls translation.
Here is Westcotts translation:
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His translation is much larger than Halls.
 
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I've not gotten back to picking up on the Sepher Yetzirah continued yet. Plan to pick back up on this this week.

Have a lot of stuff to do.
 
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I have away one tremendous resource, so I may have to look up the book elsewhere.
Yet will continue on this, mainly from a standpoint of divination spread gematria and their associations, and attempts at pathworkings.
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The Pathworking of Vav
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Laid down for a bit and relaxed. Began to chant El-Jehovah and Jehovah-El, then each with their respective God-Name, Archangels and Order of Angels.
Concentrated on the meaning of Vav with eyes closed, visualizing the Hierophant card. Saw a light a far way off leading to what appeared to be a crown. Realized this was Mazloth and looking at Tzedek.
Pondered the meaning of the Hierophant card and its connection with Taurus.
Observed remembrance of the Mithraic mystery, the Golden Calf, Moloch, bit then saw sacrificed bulls on the altar which I presumed to be Jehovah's. All sound echoed but was relatively silent.
Opened eyes to the sound of the doorbell, which was my folks turning the keys in the lock before they hung their coats up.
Went out for a few packs of Cinnamon On and a 12 pack of Mountain Dew, then inhaled a Big Mac meal and a McDouble.
 
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Having read up on Chokmah and Chesed, and due to a double card pull this am for TCR and TCOTD, XVIII The Moon, reading The Mystical Qabalah on Netzach and Malkuth to do a Qoph pathworking today.


Hod is largely logical, literal, and analytical; having dealt with those forces or forms not destroyed through Geburah.

Netzach is passion and emotion, dealing with forces and forms passed from Hod through Peh, and those pass d from Chesed or Tiphareth.
 
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I was able to pathwork Vav by visualizing the Hierophant card and using a Yah-El mantra. I glimpsed four different cultures sacrificing a bull, with no sound other than the mantra chanting silently.

I have tried but not able to re enter the dreamscapes. I did however have more dreams, like a nightmare of missing a McDonalds drive thru Hot Fudge Sundae which repeated twice..also one of me selling meth.

My TCR was XIX The Sun, which is Yesod to Hod. I have not yet tried Key XII The Hanged Man yet, nor X The Wheel of Fortune, nor XVIII The Moon yet.
So a bit backed up ATM.
 
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Meditated on the sequence XX XIX and XXI.

Saw a golden light in a dark distance, much like a light on a hilltop or wading through smoke of a fire.

"And the seas gave up their dead" came to me when visualizIng key XX. Key XX is Shin, tooth/fang/tear apart, and has the value 300. It represents the element of fire, primal fire.

My TCR was V The Hierophant - Chokmah the Chesed, and TCotD was Knight of Cups - Air of Water, Tiphareth in Briah.
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Onto the next reading of Tarot Fundamentals, Teth/Strength.

Then Kaph/Wheel of Fortune, then Mem/The Hanged Man, then Qoph/The Moon, then Resh/The Sun.

Then the triads for the Malkuth triangle with Peh/The Tower as the upper line and Malkuth as the apex of the triangle. All paths to be pathworked.

Then the Diamond as the next pattern.
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Have read up on Vav, Cheth, Teth, Kaph and Mem.
Of the Tarot Contemplation Ritual keys that sprang up this week, still need to read up on Qoph and Resh.
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Fixed a cup of coffee for reading up on Qoph and Resh.
After I read those, will review all the preceding letter keys, and take notes on what should have been done that day.
Will do the same for the triads ands diamond.
Then pathwork the triads and diamond.
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Concentrated on the mantrum "Adonai Ha Aretz-YHVH Elohim.
Called out Shiniel.
Walked through the door leasing to the path of Shin.
Pondered what it takes to produce or start a fire. Fuel. Tinder. A spark and air through action, the reaction being fire.
But what of The No-Thing or The One, or God being an infinite light, a consuming fire?
It was ore existing in thought word and action to be, and a fire or light that lights every man.
Descended from YHVH-Elohim to Shiniel to Adonai Ha Aretz. Opened eyes and journaled.
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Tarot Contemplation Ritual:
VIII Strength. Leo. The Daughter of the Flaming Sword. Teth, snake/serpent, 9. Intelligence of All the Activities of the Spiritual Being. Geburah to Chesed. The White Queen taking the Red Lion.

So today's pathworking will be the path of Teth, Geburah (Strength, Elohim Gibor) to Chesed (Mercy, El).
 
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