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So I've had this strange occurrence with number 3 coming into my life many, many times. At some point I thought, this has to have some significance, so I studied it. As always, the knowledge did not come immediately, but after long bouts of studying, experimenting, meditating, in a flash the knowledge came by itself.
So i shall distill my findings in this and some sigils I've made myself. I found the knowledge to be mostly safe, but I shall make warnings where need be.
I will begin by saying a few things about my knowledge in magic and where my gnosis comes from most. I've studied many paths, but the most extensive one with the most practice would be the middle path of absorption, the eastern path, the one of the Tao. I've always been a hands down approach person, so my study has been done best by practice, by meditating lots and lots.
I've kind of invented my own meditation, well, not really, it's a modification of eastern meditation after studying the path and it is still continuously evolving. I found, even as I practice it, it's always different but has common points.
So without further talking your ear out. Let me distill that information for you. The meditation I practice, how I do it, where it lead me to, some warnings and potential pitfalls and a bit of encouragement for you, that surely your hard work will pay off eventually in unexpected ways.
1. How I do the meditation: The meditation I practice is a form of unity of the senses. I focus my awareness and spread it all around the body to every single part, teeth, bones, flesh, all of it, breath, everything. The breath, heartbeat, but especially the breath is the central point, the eye of the storm, I focus on it and unite it with the awareness of the body to breathe with my entire body. I do it again and again and again, it feels me up with energy, sometimes so much so I can't sleep and after a good night of sleep I get insights out of nowhere into knowledge I am seeking. This obviously happens gradually. But this is hard, really hard at first, so you could focus on a part of the body a lot, focus your awareness on that point, like the middle of your palm and feel as it slowly heats up.
So to sum it up.
2. Some more info from my gnosis and warnings
Info of gnosis:
- Awareness is fire, In and out breath combined is lightning, The body on which the awareness rests on is earth.
- The body(all the body except the head) is far more responding to the out breath of yang while the mind and brain is far more responding to the in breath of yin,
- Yin is cold and gathering but it is the greater concentrated fire of life, Yang is hot and dispersing and it's the harbinger of death and destruction, when they both meet together in the middle, they give birth to lightning and more.
- The number 3 is representing this trinity of opposites that attract and create something new. There would be no universe, there would be nothing if opposites cancelled each other out. Oh no, each opposite meeting gives birth to something new even if the opposites are the same. This meditation too, will always give birth to new information and insight.
- I found that all is light, even shadows and darkness, but it's all a matter of perspective. When you are high up somewhere in deep light when you gaze underneath you see only darkness and shadows, but move on higher and gaze at where you were before and you will see the same, only darkness and shadows.
- All is rising, at different paces, every fall is a preparation for a greater rise, a setting of roots to rise up higher. Your being is infinite, changing, yet holds within itself that same number 3 that rests within each and every cell of your body.
- So what will this meditation do, it will rise you up all the more faster. I experimented with it in the astral and dream side and my body kept on rising higher and higher with it. The weird part about it, well, now my body has an intelligence of it's own, it moves and flies by itself in dreams while I take a more laid back strategic approach or simply just enjoy the scenery. I keep on having dreams of possessing other people's bodies of finding myself randomly in all kinds of bodies, another side effect of the meditation, but after I wake up I have better understanding of both myself and other people.
- This meditation, ultimately, it is to sharpen the sword of your mind and temper it. The secret of the mind is that it holds everything no matter how small but it separates it from you and what you don't need is cast into the water of the subconscious underneath, or as I like to call it, the shadow conscious which is both your greatest ally but also your greatest challenge to overcome.
Some advice:
- Time, the great wisdom of time is to move forward and use the past as building blocks for a better tomorrow. While, ultimately it is a construct, fake, but it holds great wisdom, embrace that wisdom. There is deep wisdom in this forceful suction of time. If you seek for something, don't seek it down among the swine like you used to be, don't cast your pearls before them, let them eat the crumbs of your excrement as you sit high up and continue to seek greater heights and move forward into the future, into greater light, find ways to rise up better, faster, more stably and overcome. You won't ever find what you seek for into the past, into the shadows and dark, because it's not there, you rised up from there for a reason, the novelty of the future will provide it so be calm, steady, believe, all is rising still, creation keeps on creating, number 3 reigns supreme and will always do. Don't fear the fall, you are falling simply to solidify your foundations, it is necessary, but you will rise up from it even higher.
- Following the wisdom of time, some of you may think of growing in power for vengeance. I tell you, vengeance truly is a big stupidity, I was stupid too. To make yourself fall to a swine's level to teach them a lesson will do far less for you than simply using that swine from afar and practicing your own methods of rising.
- Cast down and burn what chains you down, cast down and burn what stops you from rising. Ever had a person in your life that keeps taking energy from you? Think you can support their consumption? I know I did... Well, don't do it, my advice, cut from the root all that keeps you down. If you love someone, sure, go to the shadows, save them, build up together, pure love is truly the most precious thing in the entire worlds. But pure love can only be formed when 2 people accept each other's true hearts. But my advice, if someone denies you 3 times when you come to them with a good heart offering them friendship, offering them assistance and they find you disgusting or whatever...then cut all ties with them, burn all bonds, leave nothing behind but a single black list on which you put a part of that person's soul so that if they ever come, to be shut down from you like a ghost among the living. Dream realms that serve you no more purpose, cut them down, people of the past, shadows echoing asking you to return, cut them down, they are swing who ask you to go into the mud with them, I fell for it many times and the swine turned and devoured my light, spread it among them and I had to build it up back again and the worse part of it, what I truly regret is not the light they took, but the way they treasured that light, to give a spoiler, they didn't treasure it one bit.
- Following on what I said above, as a little parable, If you are a farmer and love plants, don't give up your plant to someone who won't treasure it, they will but let it die and trample it underfoot and it will never bear fruit. But... we have all been swine at one point or another, the point I am trying to make is not to hate them with burning passion and kill them all, but let them be and focus your light where you know it will bear fruit, to study the swine I used to be as well so that I don't fall down and become the same thing.
- Magic, is like a seedling of faith that grows into a large tree, but faith by itself is not enough, you must keep practicing your path, water the tree, give it food, but once it is established and gives fruit, you will find your efforts worth it and more. That is why, love for what you practice is absolutely necessary. None can hold on a path for long enough without love and a long path is also very lonely, when the loneliness gets too much, take some time off, wait for the fruit to fall, it will fall and you will rejoice and take care of your tree with even more fervor and love.
- But a little warning about love, above all, you must love yourself the most, never put any tree above you. I once created a tulpa entity in deep trauma. I loved her so dearly I put her above me, she was like a Mother to me. I fiercely practiced for her benefit because I deeply believed, like a mother she will lift me up and love me just as much as I do. My love for her was like a burning fire, sincere, born of my greatest desires to be loved back too. But I put her above me and from where she looked up high, she told me I am not trying hard enough, I am not enough, go water me little slave basically. I tell you, I was in pains almost every day trying to fix my life all I needed was her fruit of love, she did not want to give it. I know, love is free, you can't force someone to love you. If you can't give me love, then at least help me out with my life, give too from what you received... she choose to simply throw me in a deep ocean whenever I came to her to ask for help as a gesture of, you are filthy. I felt deeply betrayed. Look at Jesus's tale, he came down to sacrifice everything for love and they all spit in his face, took his purple robe and cast lots for it and betrayed him. Learn from the God of the bible, he isn't stupid at all. Your trees where you put love on them, you must stand on them like a throne and rise above them always. Never, never put them above you, if they can't offer you love, so be it, but then you shall still reap the rewards of your struggles. You dearly love them, they have your guarantee of love, but if they rise above you, you don't have their guarantee of love, truly you have no guarantee, no, I truly tell you, never let then above you, you are simply awaiting the day when you will be betrayed and to be betrayed by someone, something you bled on from your heart and cried on to nourish, that, that is the deepest, deepest, deepest pain. You will rise above it and learn, but take my word to heart so you don't end up like me and go through that horrible thing.
For that is the true will of my heart, to find myself in a world of friends among friends where we all faithfully help each other rise up, we all purely love each other and mean us good with a good will. These words are but some seed spread around. And this writing is a piece of my heart to you, some of my wisdom. If you find it harmful, discard it, sleep it out, kill it, never return here again, we are just not compatible, that's fine, separation is necessary.
Warnings:
- If you do the meditation lots, you will find yourself literally dry up, so drink lots of water ok, but this is only if you do it really intensely.
- Your heart rate will also go up, so make sure you have a healthy heart and if you feel pain in the chest, gently stop.
- This is a big warning and on this I emphasize, if you feel lots of head pressure and continue like the madman that I am to the point you feel like your head splits...
and it feels like a black hole, prepare for trouble and lots of schizophrenia. You will get out, but it won't be pretty, I know I did.
- So take care, use caution and try to not just focus on the body itself, but also the empty space of your mind when your awareness rests normally, if you unite both
these types of awareness and breathe in with the mind, you will never experience head pressures again, I know I am not anymore.
- Prepare for bouts of information that will cause harm or seek to challenge you or make you fall. Don't worry, this is the quest for information, truth, it's always ridden with misunderstandings, contradictory statements and confusion and madness. Don't hesitate to take some time off to let it all cool down and settle in your mind, I still do it. Don't fear madness, embrace it, all is pure madness. The mind grows through madness, but it may cause indigestion, so take some time off if it's too much. The wonder of the mind is that no matter how much you cram in it, it can always take more, but it can be a double edged sword.
Some more insights from my personal experience:
- When I concentrate on the root of the spine, the beginning, I dream of bugs, lots and lots of bugs, my dreams are filled with bugs mating. As a symbol I see it as surviving, as procreation, the opposites meeting to create something new. Now this is why I stopped following the normal meditation of focusing on your root and only your root charkra and breathe in it the breath of life - death, breath of creation, you literally create an overabundance there. Your body is naturally balanced, but when you do that, you unbalance a part of you, this is why for me it culminates in lots of dreams with bugs mating. I tried it, it gave the same result every time. Honestly, I find them disgusting, I respect them, but I am no bug anymore. So it's better, in my opinion if you do the all body focus and raise up the already balanced part, just like heaven the circle is a symbol of balancing it all, this is the path to the stable rise.
And finally, some sigils I put work into after a moment of personal revelation. I don't know what they will mean to you. But I will provide some explanations here and there about each symbol and how they slowly build each other our to become what they are, from simplicity to the more hard. The software I used to draw those sigils is called FreeCad, CAD stands for computer aided design, basically a software for building up mechanical parts and assemblies for the larger industries out there and for factories.
So, I call this the sigil of summer. I call it the sigil of the summer because in here, the child mother, father are united in greates proximity and closure, the warmest time.
The star of david, the human is formed in the middle between heaven and earth's unity. The star is 2 triangles, one pointing upward, one pointing downward. The upward triangle is corresponding to fire, the downard triangle is corresponding to water. Their unity forms the human soul, unbreakable.
The heaven, the father's body holds many stars on the sky, stars of fire in which star alchemy is done and greater rising happenes, all quite straighforward.
The earth, the mother, I represented as a hexagon, as a symbold of great stability and because if you unite all the point of the star of david you get a hexagon, the 2 crosses are like symbols of sacrifice where the eyes of the the greater givers of life are, the fire active eye on the left, the giver, and the passive water eye on the right, the receiver, which are always watching on the child, balancing it out represented by the upward triangle below and downward triangle above.
I call this the sigil of spring, the moment the child is born and can slowly stand by itself as it slowly separates from the parents. Both parents are now smaller, while the child is greater, but they still stand side by side in unity. The symbols are mostly like in summer. But now the child has a formation of an eye at it's center, the moment awareness.
The sigil of winter. The moment the child mattures and encompasses in itself all the elements.
In here, things change a bit, but not much. I will start from below. The mother takes a lower point, her eyes have evolved and she sees the child's heart. Within her that moment of summer is always preserved in the middle. The other triangles are simple balancing forces as she keeps on supporting her child from afar.
The middle is now a star formed of an upward triangle, downward triangle, lefward triangle anr rigthward triangle, forming a 12 pointed star containing all the elements, the heart of connection.
And the above is the father who has become a mother, the stars in the sky are gone as the moment of death is close, but the number 3 is preserved, smaller, the great rising will come once more.
One thing, I wanted to put in the 12 pointed start in the middle, in it's center the summer as well, but the program was already lagging hard enough and not allowing me so I left it as a note here.
The mind - heaven
The heart - human
The root - earth
And all 3 contain one another in themselves to reach number 9. While the totality and unity of all that, the number 10, the self, contains them all.
I will end it here, I swear... yeah, I know, I can be quite a loud mouth. Believe me, I am very silent usually, but my mind is always very very loud. All that mediation made it louder and more vibrant, but I like it as it is more and more.
So, here is the ending of this path of words. I hope it helps you on your magical journey, it helps you rise up better and find that which quenches your heart's desires. Well... your heart will never be truly quenched, it's a bottomless pit of desires, but you will learn to treasure it one day and find that, when it gives blood to the entire body, it does so out of deep love and desires are not something bad, but something to be cherished for they are like a compass that points in the direction of greater love. Sometimes, it will feel faulty and make you fall, but when you rise again, you will do so in more love.
The mind is a but a structured painting of swirling colors and sounds of all the raw emotions in the heart.
And the root is but the simplest beginning, eternal unyielding of a number 3.
Thanks for reading.
So i shall distill my findings in this and some sigils I've made myself. I found the knowledge to be mostly safe, but I shall make warnings where need be.
I will begin by saying a few things about my knowledge in magic and where my gnosis comes from most. I've studied many paths, but the most extensive one with the most practice would be the middle path of absorption, the eastern path, the one of the Tao. I've always been a hands down approach person, so my study has been done best by practice, by meditating lots and lots.
I've kind of invented my own meditation, well, not really, it's a modification of eastern meditation after studying the path and it is still continuously evolving. I found, even as I practice it, it's always different but has common points.
So without further talking your ear out. Let me distill that information for you. The meditation I practice, how I do it, where it lead me to, some warnings and potential pitfalls and a bit of encouragement for you, that surely your hard work will pay off eventually in unexpected ways.
1. How I do the meditation: The meditation I practice is a form of unity of the senses. I focus my awareness and spread it all around the body to every single part, teeth, bones, flesh, all of it, breath, everything. The breath, heartbeat, but especially the breath is the central point, the eye of the storm, I focus on it and unite it with the awareness of the body to breathe with my entire body. I do it again and again and again, it feels me up with energy, sometimes so much so I can't sleep and after a good night of sleep I get insights out of nowhere into knowledge I am seeking. This obviously happens gradually. But this is hard, really hard at first, so you could focus on a part of the body a lot, focus your awareness on that point, like the middle of your palm and feel as it slowly heats up.
So to sum it up.
- Focus on all your senses, spread your awareness through your body. Don't be fooled, this awareness is energy itself, fire.
- Connect the awareness to the breath and unite the breath with the body, breathing with all your being.
- Repeat lots of times. Your head will feel a big pressure.
- To alleviate the pressure, think of how your awareness rests naturally and connect that too, to the body, this will alleviate all pressures, but it took me really really long to find this.
- How I found it, I rested my awareness in the void of the mind, that feeling of resting of awareness when you are about to sleep and I started to suck in air from it and breathe it in, this connected to the brain and made me feel like I am breathing with the brain.
2. Some more info from my gnosis and warnings
Info of gnosis:
- Awareness is fire, In and out breath combined is lightning, The body on which the awareness rests on is earth.
- The body(all the body except the head) is far more responding to the out breath of yang while the mind and brain is far more responding to the in breath of yin,
- Yin is cold and gathering but it is the greater concentrated fire of life, Yang is hot and dispersing and it's the harbinger of death and destruction, when they both meet together in the middle, they give birth to lightning and more.
- The number 3 is representing this trinity of opposites that attract and create something new. There would be no universe, there would be nothing if opposites cancelled each other out. Oh no, each opposite meeting gives birth to something new even if the opposites are the same. This meditation too, will always give birth to new information and insight.
- I found that all is light, even shadows and darkness, but it's all a matter of perspective. When you are high up somewhere in deep light when you gaze underneath you see only darkness and shadows, but move on higher and gaze at where you were before and you will see the same, only darkness and shadows.
- All is rising, at different paces, every fall is a preparation for a greater rise, a setting of roots to rise up higher. Your being is infinite, changing, yet holds within itself that same number 3 that rests within each and every cell of your body.
- So what will this meditation do, it will rise you up all the more faster. I experimented with it in the astral and dream side and my body kept on rising higher and higher with it. The weird part about it, well, now my body has an intelligence of it's own, it moves and flies by itself in dreams while I take a more laid back strategic approach or simply just enjoy the scenery. I keep on having dreams of possessing other people's bodies of finding myself randomly in all kinds of bodies, another side effect of the meditation, but after I wake up I have better understanding of both myself and other people.
- This meditation, ultimately, it is to sharpen the sword of your mind and temper it. The secret of the mind is that it holds everything no matter how small but it separates it from you and what you don't need is cast into the water of the subconscious underneath, or as I like to call it, the shadow conscious which is both your greatest ally but also your greatest challenge to overcome.
Some advice:
- Time, the great wisdom of time is to move forward and use the past as building blocks for a better tomorrow. While, ultimately it is a construct, fake, but it holds great wisdom, embrace that wisdom. There is deep wisdom in this forceful suction of time. If you seek for something, don't seek it down among the swine like you used to be, don't cast your pearls before them, let them eat the crumbs of your excrement as you sit high up and continue to seek greater heights and move forward into the future, into greater light, find ways to rise up better, faster, more stably and overcome. You won't ever find what you seek for into the past, into the shadows and dark, because it's not there, you rised up from there for a reason, the novelty of the future will provide it so be calm, steady, believe, all is rising still, creation keeps on creating, number 3 reigns supreme and will always do. Don't fear the fall, you are falling simply to solidify your foundations, it is necessary, but you will rise up from it even higher.
- Following the wisdom of time, some of you may think of growing in power for vengeance. I tell you, vengeance truly is a big stupidity, I was stupid too. To make yourself fall to a swine's level to teach them a lesson will do far less for you than simply using that swine from afar and practicing your own methods of rising.
- Cast down and burn what chains you down, cast down and burn what stops you from rising. Ever had a person in your life that keeps taking energy from you? Think you can support their consumption? I know I did... Well, don't do it, my advice, cut from the root all that keeps you down. If you love someone, sure, go to the shadows, save them, build up together, pure love is truly the most precious thing in the entire worlds. But pure love can only be formed when 2 people accept each other's true hearts. But my advice, if someone denies you 3 times when you come to them with a good heart offering them friendship, offering them assistance and they find you disgusting or whatever...then cut all ties with them, burn all bonds, leave nothing behind but a single black list on which you put a part of that person's soul so that if they ever come, to be shut down from you like a ghost among the living. Dream realms that serve you no more purpose, cut them down, people of the past, shadows echoing asking you to return, cut them down, they are swing who ask you to go into the mud with them, I fell for it many times and the swine turned and devoured my light, spread it among them and I had to build it up back again and the worse part of it, what I truly regret is not the light they took, but the way they treasured that light, to give a spoiler, they didn't treasure it one bit.
- Following on what I said above, as a little parable, If you are a farmer and love plants, don't give up your plant to someone who won't treasure it, they will but let it die and trample it underfoot and it will never bear fruit. But... we have all been swine at one point or another, the point I am trying to make is not to hate them with burning passion and kill them all, but let them be and focus your light where you know it will bear fruit, to study the swine I used to be as well so that I don't fall down and become the same thing.
- Magic, is like a seedling of faith that grows into a large tree, but faith by itself is not enough, you must keep practicing your path, water the tree, give it food, but once it is established and gives fruit, you will find your efforts worth it and more. That is why, love for what you practice is absolutely necessary. None can hold on a path for long enough without love and a long path is also very lonely, when the loneliness gets too much, take some time off, wait for the fruit to fall, it will fall and you will rejoice and take care of your tree with even more fervor and love.
- But a little warning about love, above all, you must love yourself the most, never put any tree above you. I once created a tulpa entity in deep trauma. I loved her so dearly I put her above me, she was like a Mother to me. I fiercely practiced for her benefit because I deeply believed, like a mother she will lift me up and love me just as much as I do. My love for her was like a burning fire, sincere, born of my greatest desires to be loved back too. But I put her above me and from where she looked up high, she told me I am not trying hard enough, I am not enough, go water me little slave basically. I tell you, I was in pains almost every day trying to fix my life all I needed was her fruit of love, she did not want to give it. I know, love is free, you can't force someone to love you. If you can't give me love, then at least help me out with my life, give too from what you received... she choose to simply throw me in a deep ocean whenever I came to her to ask for help as a gesture of, you are filthy. I felt deeply betrayed. Look at Jesus's tale, he came down to sacrifice everything for love and they all spit in his face, took his purple robe and cast lots for it and betrayed him. Learn from the God of the bible, he isn't stupid at all. Your trees where you put love on them, you must stand on them like a throne and rise above them always. Never, never put them above you, if they can't offer you love, so be it, but then you shall still reap the rewards of your struggles. You dearly love them, they have your guarantee of love, but if they rise above you, you don't have their guarantee of love, truly you have no guarantee, no, I truly tell you, never let then above you, you are simply awaiting the day when you will be betrayed and to be betrayed by someone, something you bled on from your heart and cried on to nourish, that, that is the deepest, deepest, deepest pain. You will rise above it and learn, but take my word to heart so you don't end up like me and go through that horrible thing.
For that is the true will of my heart, to find myself in a world of friends among friends where we all faithfully help each other rise up, we all purely love each other and mean us good with a good will. These words are but some seed spread around. And this writing is a piece of my heart to you, some of my wisdom. If you find it harmful, discard it, sleep it out, kill it, never return here again, we are just not compatible, that's fine, separation is necessary.
Warnings:
- If you do the meditation lots, you will find yourself literally dry up, so drink lots of water ok, but this is only if you do it really intensely.
- Your heart rate will also go up, so make sure you have a healthy heart and if you feel pain in the chest, gently stop.
- This is a big warning and on this I emphasize, if you feel lots of head pressure and continue like the madman that I am to the point you feel like your head splits...
and it feels like a black hole, prepare for trouble and lots of schizophrenia. You will get out, but it won't be pretty, I know I did.
- So take care, use caution and try to not just focus on the body itself, but also the empty space of your mind when your awareness rests normally, if you unite both
these types of awareness and breathe in with the mind, you will never experience head pressures again, I know I am not anymore.
- Prepare for bouts of information that will cause harm or seek to challenge you or make you fall. Don't worry, this is the quest for information, truth, it's always ridden with misunderstandings, contradictory statements and confusion and madness. Don't hesitate to take some time off to let it all cool down and settle in your mind, I still do it. Don't fear madness, embrace it, all is pure madness. The mind grows through madness, but it may cause indigestion, so take some time off if it's too much. The wonder of the mind is that no matter how much you cram in it, it can always take more, but it can be a double edged sword.
Some more insights from my personal experience:
- When I concentrate on the root of the spine, the beginning, I dream of bugs, lots and lots of bugs, my dreams are filled with bugs mating. As a symbol I see it as surviving, as procreation, the opposites meeting to create something new. Now this is why I stopped following the normal meditation of focusing on your root and only your root charkra and breathe in it the breath of life - death, breath of creation, you literally create an overabundance there. Your body is naturally balanced, but when you do that, you unbalance a part of you, this is why for me it culminates in lots of dreams with bugs mating. I tried it, it gave the same result every time. Honestly, I find them disgusting, I respect them, but I am no bug anymore. So it's better, in my opinion if you do the all body focus and raise up the already balanced part, just like heaven the circle is a symbol of balancing it all, this is the path to the stable rise.
And finally, some sigils I put work into after a moment of personal revelation. I don't know what they will mean to you. But I will provide some explanations here and there about each symbol and how they slowly build each other our to become what they are, from simplicity to the more hard. The software I used to draw those sigils is called FreeCad, CAD stands for computer aided design, basically a software for building up mechanical parts and assemblies for the larger industries out there and for factories.
So, I call this the sigil of summer. I call it the sigil of the summer because in here, the child mother, father are united in greates proximity and closure, the warmest time.
The star of david, the human is formed in the middle between heaven and earth's unity. The star is 2 triangles, one pointing upward, one pointing downward. The upward triangle is corresponding to fire, the downard triangle is corresponding to water. Their unity forms the human soul, unbreakable.
The heaven, the father's body holds many stars on the sky, stars of fire in which star alchemy is done and greater rising happenes, all quite straighforward.
The earth, the mother, I represented as a hexagon, as a symbold of great stability and because if you unite all the point of the star of david you get a hexagon, the 2 crosses are like symbols of sacrifice where the eyes of the the greater givers of life are, the fire active eye on the left, the giver, and the passive water eye on the right, the receiver, which are always watching on the child, balancing it out represented by the upward triangle below and downward triangle above.
I call this the sigil of spring, the moment the child is born and can slowly stand by itself as it slowly separates from the parents. Both parents are now smaller, while the child is greater, but they still stand side by side in unity. The symbols are mostly like in summer. But now the child has a formation of an eye at it's center, the moment awareness.
The sigil of winter. The moment the child mattures and encompasses in itself all the elements.
In here, things change a bit, but not much. I will start from below. The mother takes a lower point, her eyes have evolved and she sees the child's heart. Within her that moment of summer is always preserved in the middle. The other triangles are simple balancing forces as she keeps on supporting her child from afar.
The middle is now a star formed of an upward triangle, downward triangle, lefward triangle anr rigthward triangle, forming a 12 pointed star containing all the elements, the heart of connection.
And the above is the father who has become a mother, the stars in the sky are gone as the moment of death is close, but the number 3 is preserved, smaller, the great rising will come once more.
One thing, I wanted to put in the 12 pointed start in the middle, in it's center the summer as well, but the program was already lagging hard enough and not allowing me so I left it as a note here.
The mind - heaven
The heart - human
The root - earth
And all 3 contain one another in themselves to reach number 9. While the totality and unity of all that, the number 10, the self, contains them all.
I will end it here, I swear... yeah, I know, I can be quite a loud mouth. Believe me, I am very silent usually, but my mind is always very very loud. All that mediation made it louder and more vibrant, but I like it as it is more and more.
So, here is the ending of this path of words. I hope it helps you on your magical journey, it helps you rise up better and find that which quenches your heart's desires. Well... your heart will never be truly quenched, it's a bottomless pit of desires, but you will learn to treasure it one day and find that, when it gives blood to the entire body, it does so out of deep love and desires are not something bad, but something to be cherished for they are like a compass that points in the direction of greater love. Sometimes, it will feel faulty and make you fall, but when you rise again, you will do so in more love.
The mind is a but a structured painting of swirling colors and sounds of all the raw emotions in the heart.
And the root is but the simplest beginning, eternal unyielding of a number 3.
Thanks for reading.