Journal Rebirth of Primal

[Primal]

Instead of endless begging for forgiveness through prayers, I shall use meditation and bibliomancy to develop real relationship to the archetype of Christ, as equals.

Post automatically merged: Monday at 10:21 AM

Some say - clean house, clean mind. It makes so much sense. Just a little bit of rearranging things around the house clears up my mind. Instead of listening to music, I started listening to educational podcasts and videos. Every minute counts!

Post automatically merged: Monday at 6:38 PM

5 am club, here I come! Being productive is important.

 

[Primal]

Self-control is going well. No masturbation, even. No overeating. I have a busy schedule, so I really have to get up early. Bibliomancy is going great, too. God responds to my questions. It is possible to communicate with Jesus through it. I pray, and I'll start fasting soon. I have social anxiety, and I do everything to overcome it, too.

My daily plans:
Socialise
Work
Learn the necessary things for my work
Clean the house every day
I got some advice from the Bible to start bathing more often to get rid of the negative energy, and allow God into my life
Put things back in their place.
Cleansing the house daily
Getting up early
Cut the time spent on doomscrolling
Learning how to cook

 

[Primal]

Getting up at 5 am is too ambitious for me. There are house members awake at that time, so the time after midnight is my time for self-reflection and prayers.

Post automatically merged: Yesterday at 10:13 PM

Bibliomancy gives concrete and clear answers so far. I studied secondary progressions and solar returns in detail today.

Post automatically merged: Yesterday at 10:20 PM

Tarot is not resonating with me, but the Major Arcanas are used in the Matrix of Destiny. I never felt connected to the Tarot. Rarely. Astrology, on the other hand, is fascinating, and I understand her well. So as the Matrix of Destiny. I am a newbie at numerology.