Journal The enegies of this world are tainted

[Umi0]

I meditate a lot, can do it while walking. Even normally. And I noticed something. There is an energy going on... something filled with betrayal, suspicion and mistrust and it is everywhere.

When I meditate a lot, I am also affected by it more. When I stop meditating, I have a period of more calm.

I don't think it's just technology and the phone, the energy is tainted, I can feel it and it is affecting everyone. It also resonates more with those that have been or feel denied, those that have been betrayed... obviously, those more introverted, those whose trust has been broken.

And when it resonates with you, it affects you more.

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When resonating and being affected by those energies more. The symptoms are desire to withdraw, not wanting to communicate with others, having a kind of fear of people. This makes bondings, if they happen at all, shallow and just business based.

It is not as simple as telling yourself that you need to communicate. It is like telling a diseased person, stop coughing, when their throat is itching.

 

[Seekah]

Okay, I didn't know about this...

 

[albie]

this world is tainted by the minds of several powerful wizards who feel they should not be living on this planet or dimension.

 

[Durward]

There is an energy going on... something filled with betrayal, suspicion and mistrust and it is everywhere.

It is exactly why I keep calling this place a cesspool. There are a few gems floating in there with all the turds and urine, but in general this place is a cesspool because human beings are generally rotten turds and with billions of minds nose deep in the cesspool mentality, there is a giant broadcast of cesspool turd mentality that stinks all the way out into the universe.
This happens when too many of the handlers and influencers promote this type of thinking and this type of feeling. The followers just do what they do, like lemmings.
Those who are not affected by influencers see it, feel it, and reject it, but we are not handlers or influencers, we are free of that.
If you attempt to correct the minds and hearts of the masses, they will turn on you, or agree with you for a moment before returning to that cesspool they all drink from.
Have you ever noticed that you can tell friends or family members something important, over and over, and they nod and ignore you? But, as soon as Joe R says the same thing, they are telling you like you never told them that 1,000 times...
So, if you want to know if you are one of the few that can change the hearts and minds of the masses, and you got the above treatment from people who should listen to you, you aren't.

 

[borbponderer]

This world has become a terrible place. It used to be a gorgeous and pristine green paradise. Then murderous humans came along and rinsed away all the wonder and beauty for their selfish and short sighted wants and urges, and then crapped all over it.

Glad you've finally noticed. I suggest feeding the birds. It won't make up for it all, but it will help a little bit and make you feel better.

 

[Ananda]

This world has become a terrible place. It used to be a gorgeous and pristine green paradise. Then murderous humans came along and rinsed away all the wonder and beauty for their selfish and short sighted wants and urges, and then crapped all over it.

Glad you've finally noticed. I suggest feeding the birds. It won't make up for it all, but it will help a little bit and make you feel better.

It wasn't so bad until the industrial revolution, which enabled Europeans to spread their materialistic, destructive, YOLO culture throughout the world.

 

[borbponderer]

It wasn't so bad until the industrial revolution, which enabled Europeans to spread their materialistic, destructive, YOLO culture throughout the world.

Fossil fuels enabled this massively overpopulated and overconsuming technological bubble we currently occupy. The Industrial Revolution really kicked things into high gear as you rightly say. Overshoot is real and is coming for us all. Now we are really starting to see the climatic and ecological effects to the point where even the most blinkered normies will no longer be able to keep up the denial, as well as us being on what looks the the start of the downward slope of the peak oil curve. It's going to be a rough ride.

But we were already doing a great job with deforestation, especially once agriculture got underway in the early holocene. And the upper paleolithic megafauna extinctions appear to correlate with the shift in human consciousness starting around the end of the middle paleolithic and through the upper, no doubt also coinciding with the increasing dominance of sapiens over all the other species in the genus homo.

I believe it is something to do with our mastery of fire which enabled us clever hairless apes who originally evolved on the African savanna to migrate to colder less hospitable climates less suited to our physiology, and become ever more effective at extracting finite resources from our rapidly shinking world.

There may will be something to the stories of the Watchers bringing all this cursed knowledge to mankind. Just as the narrative of the Fall in Genesis touches upon this. Even the story of Cain and Abel(I think) is strongly suggestive of the conflict between hunter-gatherer, or at least more pastoral, societies and ever the ever expanding agricultural civilisation. Or for a more pagan Classical context, how about Prometheus bringing the gift of fire?

It is almost as if our mastery of fire was a pact with demonic entities that ultimately led us through the neolithic into the metal ages and into an exponential escalation of us burning absolutely everything we can rip out of ever deepening holes in the Earth.

While I'm not Gnostic in the sense that I believe that physical reality has alway been corrupt, clearly there is something amiss in the world that isn't entirely material in origins but can be traced to devouring spiritual forces. Is it any wonder that things feel off?

 

[Ohana]

Fossil fuels enabled this massively overpopulated and overconsuming technological bubble we currently occupy. The Industrial Revolution really kicked things into high gear as you rightly say. Overshoot is real and is coming for us all. Now we are really starting to see the climatic and ecological effects to the point where even the most blinkered normies will no longer be able to keep up the denial, as well as us being on what looks the the start of the downward slope of the peak oil curve. It's going to be a rough ride.

But we were already doing a great job with deforestation, especially once agriculture got underway in the early holocene. And the upper paleolithic megafauna extinctions appear to correlate with the shift in human consciousness starting around the end of the middle paleolithic and through the upper, no doubt also coinciding with the increasing dominance of sapiens over all the other species in the genus homo.

I believe it is something to do with our mastery of fire which enabled us clever hairless apes who originally evolved on the African savanna to migrate to colder less hospitable climates less suited to our physiology, and become ever more effective at extracting finite resources from our rapidly shinking world.

There may will be something to the stories of the Watchers bringing all this cursed knowledge to mankind. Just as the narrative of the Fall in Genesis touches upon this. Even the story of Cain and Abel(I think) is strongly suggestive of the conflict between hunter-gatherer, or at least more pastoral, societies and ever the ever expanding agricultural civilisation. Or for a more pagan Classical context, how about Prometheus bringing the gift of fire?

It is almost as if our mastery of fire was a pact with demonic entities that ultimately led us through the neolithic into the metal ages and into an exponential escalation of us burning absolutely everything we can rip out of ever deepening holes in the Earth.

While I'm not Gnostic in the sense that I believe that physical reality has alway been corrupt, clearly there is something amiss in the world that isn't entirely material in origins but can be traced to devouring spiritual forces. Is it any wonder that things feel off?

I almost wonder what the point of all this civilization was. Once we had enough food to sustain ourselves and shelter why keep expanding? Is that all we as humans can do guided by some force that say keep going.

Keep gaining, keep expanding, keep making more for some unknown reason. Why? Why do we need to expand so far. After thousands of years of civilization then thousands more maybe in space maybe not maybe nowhere. What are we looking for?

What is the point of all this not not needed desecration of lands. It is like we have forgotten that we came from the same ground. Is there no better way? I think people are self destructive in that they destory the very thing that supports them.

Once nature has been gone human populations might dwindle without these resources that support them. I have to wonder if one or multiple people hate their own species so much that they just want to see us self destruct. But how many more species must also suffer from this mutual hatred of people. The solution is so obvious we just have to work alongside nature yet we fail. Why? Do people just think its not that simple. Our people so far gone in their own venom of themselves.

It is like we think we are special but people are not. The shadow of death that all life runs from till the end is one we must face as well. We are not different so why do we act as though we are? Why can we not just work with nature and make sure people are taking just the right amount? Is this an endless cycle.

Sorry that got a little ranty