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I meditate a lot, can do it while walking. Even normally. And I noticed something. There is an energy going on... something filled with betrayal, suspicion and mistrust and it is everywhere.
When I meditate a lot, I am also affected by it more. When I stop meditating, I have a period of more calm.
I don't think it's just technology and the phone, the energy is tainted, I can feel it and it is affecting everyone. It also resonates more with those that have been or feel denied, those that have been betrayed... obviously, those more introverted, those whose trust has been broken.
And when it resonates with you, it affects you more.
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When resonating and being affected by those energies more. The symptoms are desire to withdraw, not wanting to communicate with others, having a kind of fear of people. This makes bondings, if they happen at all, shallow and just business based.
It is not as simple as telling yourself that you need to communicate. It is like telling a diseased person, stop coughing, when their throat is itching.
It is exactly why I keep calling this place a cesspool. There are a few gems floating in there with all the turds and urine, but in general this place is a cesspool because human beings are generally rotten turds and with billions of minds nose deep in the cesspool mentality, there is a giant broadcast of cesspool turd mentality that stinks all the way out into the universe.
This happens when too many of the handlers and influencers promote this type of thinking and this type of feeling. The followers just do what they do, like lemmings.
Those who are not affected by influencers see it, feel it, and reject it, but we are not handlers or influencers, we are free of that.
If you attempt to correct the minds and hearts of the masses, they will turn on you, or agree with you for a moment before returning to that cesspool they all drink from.
Have you ever noticed that you can tell friends or family members something important, over and over, and they nod and ignore you? But, as soon as Joe R says the same thing, they are telling you like you never told them that 1,000 times...
So, if you want to know if you are one of the few that can change the hearts and minds of the masses, and you got the above treatment from people who should listen to you, you aren't.
This world has become a terrible place. It used to be a gorgeous and pristine green paradise. Then murderous humans came along and rinsed away all the wonder and beauty for their selfish and short sighted wants and urges, and then crapped all over it.
Glad you've finally noticed. I suggest feeding the birds. It won't make up for it all, but it will help a little bit and make you feel better.
This world has become a terrible place. It used to be a gorgeous and pristine green paradise. Then murderous humans came along and rinsed away all the wonder and beauty for their selfish and short sighted wants and urges, and then crapped all over it.
Glad you've finally noticed. I suggest feeding the birds. It won't make up for it all, but it will help a little bit and make you feel better.
It wasn't so bad until the industrial revolution, which enabled Europeans to spread their materialistic, destructive, YOLO culture throughout the world.
It wasn't so bad until the industrial revolution, which enabled Europeans to spread their materialistic, destructive, YOLO culture throughout the world.
Fossil fuels enabled this massively overpopulated and overconsuming technological bubble we currently occupy. The Industrial Revolution really kicked things into high gear as you rightly say. Overshoot is real and is coming for us all. Now we are really starting to see the climatic and ecological effects to the point where even the most blinkered normies will no longer be able to keep up the denial, as well as us being on what looks the the start of the downward slope of the peak oil curve. It's going to be a rough ride.
But we were already doing a great job with deforestation, especially once agriculture got underway in the early holocene. And the upper paleolithic megafauna extinctions appear to correlate with the shift in human consciousness starting around the end of the middle paleolithic and through the upper, no doubt also coinciding with the increasing dominance of sapiens over all the other species in the genus homo.
I believe it is something to do with our mastery of fire which enabled us clever hairless apes who originally evolved on the African savanna to migrate to colder less hospitable climates less suited to our physiology, and become ever more effective at extracting finite resources from our rapidly shinking world.
There may will be something to the stories of the Watchers bringing all this cursed knowledge to mankind. Just as the narrative of the Fall in Genesis touches upon this. Even the story of Cain and Abel(I think) is strongly suggestive of the conflict between hunter-gatherer, or at least more pastoral, societies and ever the ever expanding agricultural civilisation. Or for a more pagan Classical context, how about Prometheus bringing the gift of fire?
It is almost as if our mastery of fire was a pact with demonic entities that ultimately led us through the neolithic into the metal ages and into an exponential escalation of us burning absolutely everything we can rip out of ever deepening holes in the Earth.
While I'm not Gnostic in the sense that I believe that physical reality has alway been corrupt, clearly there is something amiss in the world that isn't entirely material in origins but can be traced to devouring spiritual forces. Is it any wonder that things feel off?
Fossil fuels enabled this massively overpopulated and overconsuming technological bubble we currently occupy. The Industrial Revolution really kicked things into high gear as you rightly say. Overshoot is real and is coming for us all. Now we are really starting to see the climatic and ecological effects to the point where even the most blinkered normies will no longer be able to keep up the denial, as well as us being on what looks the the start of the downward slope of the peak oil curve. It's going to be a rough ride.
But we were already doing a great job with deforestation, especially once agriculture got underway in the early holocene. And the upper paleolithic megafauna extinctions appear to correlate with the shift in human consciousness starting around the end of the middle paleolithic and through the upper, no doubt also coinciding with the increasing dominance of sapiens over all the other species in the genus homo.
I believe it is something to do with our mastery of fire which enabled us clever hairless apes who originally evolved on the African savanna to migrate to colder less hospitable climates less suited to our physiology, and become ever more effective at extracting finite resources from our rapidly shinking world.
There may will be something to the stories of the Watchers bringing all this cursed knowledge to mankind. Just as the narrative of the Fall in Genesis touches upon this. Even the story of Cain and Abel(I think) is strongly suggestive of the conflict between hunter-gatherer, or at least more pastoral, societies and ever the ever expanding agricultural civilisation. Or for a more pagan Classical context, how about Prometheus bringing the gift of fire?
It is almost as if our mastery of fire was a pact with demonic entities that ultimately led us through the neolithic into the metal ages and into an exponential escalation of us burning absolutely everything we can rip out of ever deepening holes in the Earth.
While I'm not Gnostic in the sense that I believe that physical reality has alway been corrupt, clearly there is something amiss in the world that isn't entirely material in origins but can be traced to devouring spiritual forces. Is it any wonder that things feel off?
I almost wonder what the point of all this civilization was. Once we had enough food to sustain ourselves and shelter why keep expanding? Is that all we as humans can do guided by some force that say keep going.
Keep gaining, keep expanding, keep making more for some unknown reason. Why? Why do we need to expand so far. After thousands of years of civilization then thousands more maybe in space maybe not maybe nowhere. What are we looking for?
What is the point of all this not not needed desecration of lands. It is like we have forgotten that we came from the same ground. Is there no better way? I think people are self destructive in that they destory the very thing that supports them.
Once nature has been gone human populations might dwindle without these resources that support them. I have to wonder if one or multiple people hate their own species so much that they just want to see us self destruct. But how many more species must also suffer from this mutual hatred of people. The solution is so obvious we just have to work alongside nature yet we fail. Why? Do people just think its not that simple. Our people so far gone in their own venom of themselves.
It is like we think we are special but people are not. The shadow of death that all life runs from till the end is one we must face as well. We are not different so why do we act as though we are? Why can we not just work with nature and make sure people are taking just the right amount? Is this an endless cycle.
I almost wonder what the point of all this civilization was. Once we had enough food to sustain ourselves and shelter why keep expanding? Is that all we as humans can do guided by some force that say keep going.
Keep gaining, keep expanding, keep making more for some unknown reason. Why? Why do we need to expand so far. After thousands of years of civilization then thousands more maybe in space maybe not maybe nowhere. What are we looking for?
What is the point of all this not not needed desecration of lands. It is like we have forgotten that we came from the same ground. Is there no better way? I think people are self destructive in that they destory the very thing that supports them.
Once nature has been gone human populations might dwindle without these resources that support them. I have to wonder if one or multiple people hate their own species so much that they just want to see us self destruct. But how many more species must also suffer from this mutual hatred of people. The solution is so obvious we just have to work alongside nature yet we fail. Why? Do people just think its not that simple. Our people so far gone in their own venom of themselves.
It is like we think we are special but people are not. The shadow of death that all life runs from till the end is one we must face as well. We are not different so why do we act as though we are? Why can we not just work with nature and make sure people are taking just the right amount? Is this an endless cycle.
In purely biological terms we're just too effective. There is a kind of inevitability to it. All lifeforms will consume and reproduce as far as they are able. We are like bugs in a petri dish that consume everything and then devour themselves. Our petri dish just happens to be the planet.
In purely biological terms we're just too effective. There is a kind of inevitability to it. All lifeforms will consume and reproduce as far as they are able. We are like bugs in a petri dish that consume everything and then devour themselves. Our petri dish just happens to be the planet.
Is the next step then for our speicies just getting resources from other planets? Where is humanity even headed? Is it better to stay here but do just do more sustainable practices or is it inevitable humanity's just going to leave and go to different planets and get a bigger petri dish. Is life just a series of stages in which the only thing to do is progress. Thats kind of depressing.
Sometimes I want to go back before agricultural revolution and live in a cave. Sometimes cave = joy, cave = belonging, cave = not working for hours, cave = nice and cold rocks nearby. I think I have caveman nostalgia. Don't go back to the 30s, 40s, or 50s go back to cave.
Look, I know humans are flawed. But when you were cold, who gave you clothes? When you were hungry, who gave you food, when you alone, who gave shelter?
We made many lies to beauty up nature so our children will feel safe. But we live in steel fortresses and subdue nature completely, why do we do this? Just because we are cruel? Humanity is the kindest species on the planet. You won't find a species more willing to help other animals than us and more empathetic, on average, humans are the kindest.
True nature is cold and uncaring, capricious and selective. Kindness is a human invention. Nature is not kind, just cruel, capricious, selective, uncaring and a slot machine that is always against you.
I went insane once and in my insanity went outside in late autumn, barely adequate clothing. I crossed a river and was cold as hell to arrive on some barely lived island. I was barked by dogs in the night, cold, scared shitless, it was a horrible experience that opened my eyes. Who saved me? Humans.
What you all crave for is more safe vegetation in the steel fortress and more cute safe animals, not a true wild forest.
Let humanity subdue nature fully. Let our steel fortresses roar with the engine of progress. Let us shatter nature and subdue it completely. True nature is a horror maze of terror, our nature is like a subdued kitten, purring and cute, loving and devoted.
That betrayal energy stuff... better endure that human fart, than go back for even one night to live in that horror maze of true nature.
You were fed lies. Nature is not some loving entity, that needs saving, but there to be fully subdued. Only when we have fully subdued nature to our whims, can we claim that we will have a good time in this world and paradise.
As for our livestock. Don't cry for them, they live in paradise until they die. My cats would rather die than go outside to live with the wild cats.
Animals are not stupid. Many species chose humans because their life among us is better than otherwise. We are the best friend makers. Sure, some cruel humans are all about exploitation for profit. But not all humans are like that.
Why should we care if nature is broken by our might? Let it be broken, as long as we can make use of it and do not self destruct with nature's destruction, but find a crack to thrive.
If I put any of you in a true forest, you will see my words are right. I would take even a peasant's dirty hand and kiss it, lick the dirt, than go back to that cruel place, that is how much the experience traumatized me.
Nature is there to be fully subdued and made into a garden of lies where we can spin it for our children as loving and caring, even as we put them in steel fortresses and prepare for them fire to burn forests down in their wrath when they get pricked by nature's thorns.
Nature will be cast into the fire of humanity to burn for our warmth, because when we went out into true nature. It beat us, it pricked us with thorns, subjected us to horrific sufferings and mocked our kindness and ideas of paradise as futile.
So let's prove nature wrong. Let's make all of nature our slave and show it, that it is better to live as our slave than otherwise.
Do not give up your ancestral memory of pain, your burning wrath, your desire for destruction because the now lie is too sweet and get drunk on it.
Nature, at it's core, is just cruel and uncaring. When i went insane, my mind devolved to that of a child. Instead of be loved by a Mother's embrace, all I got is absolute terror. This is how nature would treat our little ones too, just traumatize them.
If you want paradise, you must be ready to burn a few true forests. We are the species of lies. Our lies are so sweet and intoxicating and we make them truth. Our Father is the Father of lies.
But has he kept us cold? Did he forget to feed us? When we cried, did he let us suffer in there.
Where is it better to live, in amazon, or in Europe?
Our Father loves lies because lies keep him warm. When he was out in true nature, all he got was breaking and madness and terror. So let us become like a swarm of insects that devours it all in our wrath. I want to see this world become a metal fortress adorned in green jewels selected and bred by us for us. Where nature is utterly subdued and ordered for us to thrive.
Nature is only good as a slave. If you let nature be free too much, it will come around to bleed you. The time of lies is gone. Nature is a hungry monster that needs to be utterly enslaved. Let us make our own Mother, a slave Mother of steel and beauty and not let the sweet whispers of mother nature fool us. In her, only the strong have a place, until even they lose the favour.
A lion may be strong now, but who can say what will happen when a stronger lion comes around. But to our Mother of steel, even the lame who would be devoured have a place. Our weak children are playing full of laughter.
Go to a park. See the children smile and play. You were once like them. See their joy, their beauty. How innocently they believe the world is all pink. Sell them those lies and let them be warm. Their place is among our new Mother of steel adorned with green jewels, not among our old cruel mother that never cared for us and just terrorized us at every chance
If I can be immortal. I dream of one day taking a stroll through an endless paradise encased in steel adorned with beautiful trees with fruit, with cute innocent animals that would not hurt those lovely children of ours.
I want to be like them, an eternal child, without fear, walking in our once lie that has become truth. To play around happily, smile with joy without fear gripping my heart and if nature dares to prick me with thorns, I shall cry and my Mother of steel will burn 100 forests for my anguish.
To explore the entire world without fear, because it all feels like my garden of Eden and my children, to see them joyful and able to remain like children forever.
That is the dream of our Father of lies. He may have some nasty energies around him. But I would rather he fart in my face, than go back to that place. Our Father is truly kind, selfish for him and his people, but very kind. Better be a slave of Father, than go back to that mother.
So after I drinked my bitter cup I realized this. I am all for the lies, for our lie to become truth. If Father needs my fire. I will go burn a few forests for him with my mates even if I am afraid.
You may all talk bad about the Father of lies, but then cuddle in his steel fortresses, enjoy his clothes, his drink, food and warm yourself next to the fire when the cold comes.
I know who is my friend and who is my enemy. Humanity is my friend and the new steel Mother we bring to the world, as for nature, she is my enemy.
Nature, to me, is only as good as a total slave. Any more good status and she will concont a horrific potion to kill lots of us and you know how many disease are out there... and how horrific some of them are.
As for the new Mother of steel. Also a slave. I won't have it any other way and Father too won't have it any other way.
Unless we enslave this entire planet, we will never have true paradise. And I don't mean soft slavery. Utter complete domination level slavery.
Out of the enslaved, a tool of slavery was born, out of the opressed, a tool of opression. Out of the betrayed, a tool of betrayal, for salvation comes from the Jews. But I won't have it any other way.
Mother nature gets slavery, Mother of steel gets slavery, all of them get slavery. Complete utter slavery and my humanity wins and the dream of being an eternal child for all, fulfilled.
And I plan to make it intoxicatingly good too for them to be slaves. They will love it as our slaves, love it and thank us for it, worship humanity for it, for we have saved them from the terror maze.
Me and Father and all that support the Father of lies will stop at nothing until we make everything our docile slaves, by using any and all means. We will stop at nothing for that goal, because that will give us our Eden.
The Mother of steel will be coddled by warm pleasant lightning that flows through her everything. She will create joyfully, make art, beauty, put those cake lies in our children's mouths so they don't fear and play joyfully for longer. As for old mother nature, she will be enslaved to Mother steel, for having the audacity to hurt her child and prick him with thorns.
If she dares to ignite my wrath, I will just burn all of nature down and encase all humanity in lovely steel. No more mother nature, a distant dream eradicated in the fire of my ultimate betrayal.
I have chosen my Mother, the Mother that supports my lies and makes them truth. Not the one that told me I am not ferocious enough and pricked me with thorns at every step and picked the ferocious ones.
I may be weak, but I have a strong psyche deep down. I will stop at nothing until I completely and utterly enslave her to me and my humanity and if she dares concoct one more bad potion, she will be utterly burned down until nothing remains and all that is left is steel. I am the beast that causes desolation and I take great pride in it. Let the desolation come, the desolation of endless steel, safety, comfort, dreams fulfilled and eternal childhood.
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There is a deep boundless desolation of steel in my heart. But my Steel Mother is there and I will bring her here cause she is so amazing, she needs to be here. Let my heart roar with Iron and Blood and bring that much needed desolation, the world can't get it sooner.
