Come to think of it, a year ago I was about to commit suicide, and had left a note on social media or sorts, a one liner statement.
My sister called and tried to talk me out of it. I laid my phone down on the church steps and walked after a while down the road. Ducking behind the American Red Cross building, I broke down and cried. I realized I didn't have my phone.
I ran out and tried to glag this guy down to see if he had seen a phone lying around,
I ended up getting punched from behind and then nearly stomped. There is my three years of martial arts, being able to roll away off the ground to avoid being kicked, and threw my hands up and away from my face to strike if I had to. I plead for my life stating if he left me alone Id kill myself. He said "well then go kill yoursefl n***a". I ran into this guy a year later and nearly got in a fight with this guy.
Luckily a friend of mine with former gang activity was with me, and nothing ended up happening.
So, long story short, maybe getting jacked from behind damaged or broke the interface. Teeth fillings? Yeah probably. Born berfore 1970? Probably ate lead paint chips as a toddler knowing me.
Maybe they can't use me ... I would think they could still communicate somehow. Doesn't make sense though, because take the GoM books, its supposed to be easy peasy calling down shem angels.
I do know there are up to ten heavens so it may be the closer to Gods throne, the higher the vibration, energy and frequency.
Especially given fluttering of angel wings like fans, and thousands of hosts upon thousands of hosts nearby.
The se of glass, a Rabbi nearly got killed by higher level angels thinking they were going to drown -- his saving words given to him - "Dont mistake the illusion for what or who is real."
Also, it used to be rumored before science caught up, that epileptics were considered to either be demon possessed, or that it was someone who tried to approach the Throne of God too quickly. Maybe the energy and vibration.
His face revealed nearly cost the Israelite(s) their lives.
Maybe, perhaps. Parasites, yeah, still researching all methods for this.
I suspect trying to bring down or in as much heavenly love as possible, as my heart feels like a stone.
That might help as well, that love stuff.