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I've just remembered another thread of yours about your Self being a demon and such. Regarding all the criticism on that subject, I just want to add the following idea: if you walk through a path aims Self-Deification, very few things could be considered too bold or too arrogant. You aim to be God, what else would anyone expect?I wanted to know why demons treat me so kindly and with love. Anywhere from succubi to the goetia demons, it seems like they all have love to me.
Nevertheless I think it's your natural inclination towards their realm. Perhaps you lived or wandered in their realm in a point of your existence where you weren't born into this material world. Perhaps the last point where your soul lived was there. It's more about your soul than your ego, that's all I can say for sure. I know I have lived in demonic realms or at least some very dark dimensions where things seemed very diabolic aesthetically. It is probably ONE point on your infinite existence that still transpires today.
Also, you say they seem to "love" you. What kind of affection is this? I think you have to pay more attention on what you feel about this rather than the possible cause. Demons can and will confuse you. Just like any source of spiritual power, to be honest. So listen to yourself. I've grown cynical enough in this world to only recognize the affection that actually produces something in my objective reality, I really don't care about angels or demons who would identify with me or vice versa, but can't actually perform in the most basic of ways.
"We love you but we are too far away to help you in any way!"
"So wait until I die, lol. What can you do, shit's nasty down here!"
If they're to be subtle and secret, so be it, no need to contact us. Always distrust beings that reveals themselves to you but never reveals what they do exactly and how could they help you objectively. This world, this life, pardon my french, is pure fucking business. Nobody's a tourist here, the fact that you are born covered in blood and screaming your lungs out is a very explicit sign of what this is about. So respect your place in this world.
Now, you seem to be evoking them. Are you sure that this point of affection isn't your very own vulnerability, are you sure this isn't a weak point they could be exploiting? In the end, it's much more about you then "them", in my opinion.