As a former Freemason I never want to hear about any secret society, cult, or sect again. When I became a Freemason, I was brainwashed, thinking they had the absolute truth (they don't have a shit) and that it would solve my problems. I ended up solving my superiors' problems instead of my own and wasting a lot of my life studying a lot of hand gestures and symbols in those stupid two- or three-hour meetings inside the Lodge just to realize at the end that i joined to a Men Social Club instead of a real secret society of knowledge or power that you can use to solve problems in real life. People think that satanic and vampire cults are the ones that abuse people the most, but believe me, the organizations that pretend to be moralistic, holy, sacred, good, enlighted whatever are the worst. You only have to look at the life of Aleister Crowley and how he ended his days poor and addicted to drugs, not to mention other darker and more perverse aspects of his life. My advice is to follow your own path no matter many stumbles you have, in the end, they will be stumbles of your own cause, not for the cause of anyone else.