Journal Journal of Night and Day, Son and Moon

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Almost time to get ready for and off to work.
I think I will bring my bag with me tonight so that I can work on stuff at work while people are munching, as long as I keep awaye of portions leftover.

Without further adieu,

TUESDAY 4/26/2022 (=4+8+6=18=9, Conclusion,ending). Planet Ruling the Day: Mars. Archangel: Kamael. Color of the Day: Scarlet/Orange
Sleep: 5 hours total.

Dreams: None

Moon/Transits:

Date	Moon Phase (Lunar Phase)	Moon Sign	Chart
April 26, 2022	Waning Crescent	Pisces	13°41’	( Please, Log in or Register to view URLs content! )

Current Moon is in

Pisces:
Moon in Pisces has the greatest sensitivity and perceptiveness of surroundings. You can experience feelings of insecurity, be passive and only wait and see what happens in your life. If you engage in creative or spiritual search, you will benefit from great imagination of Pisces.

Organs influenced by the current

Pisces Moon Sign:
Organs: Feet, toes, hypophysis, pineal gland, endorphin, melatonin.
These organs are now more sensitive so provide them with extra care.

Surgical operations:
Yes - Surgical operations are recommended during the Waning Moon.
However, avoid surgeries of organs under the influence of the Moon Sign.


Current Transits:
Aqu:
Saturn 24 deg
Does not come out til 2023 into Pisces then
Pis:
Moon 17.12'
Mars: 8 deg
Venus 23 deg
Neptune 24 deg
Jupiter 27 deg
The last three soon to be in Aries
Ari:
Chiron 13.46'
Tau:
Sol 6 deg
Uranus 14 deg
North Node 23 deg
Mercury 26 deg
This is interesting, as Mercurys favorite sign is Gemini which is closely approaching for Mercury.

Weather: 64 deg, Cloudy, cool. Spring/fall temp feel. Hi 82 Lo 55 Low wind

Mood: Medium

Physical Notes: Need new pants and shoes for work. Will wear the same pants as yesterday today, but need to do a load of laundry tomorrow before the doctors appointment, so very early.

Mental Notes: Tired, a little worried about the afterlife, ready to get out of debt.

Adorations:
Lord of the Universe: Morning done, will do evening when home from work before 9:30
Liber Resh Vel Helios: Morning done and will do afternoon before leaving for work, will do evening and midnight adorations when home from work before 9:30.

Rituals:
Fourfold breathing: Did genital awareness while doing foot to solar plexus breathing in of energy, and pushing energy out through feet.
Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram -- Doing fire invoking today as its the day of Mars. If problematic, will invoke water or spirit.
Middle Pillar
Neophyte Meditation
Fourfold Breath Root chakra
Ascent Into the Cube of Space
Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram
Banishing Ritual of the Hexagram
Invoking the Four Powers of Earth
Middle Pillar
The Body in Assiah
Zelator Meditation
Banishing the Four Powers of Earth
Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram

Will do LIRP (Fire) and get off to work, will do Formulae when home.

Archangel of the Day: Kamael/Chamael
KAMAEL/CHAMAEL INVOCATION- Tuesday- Day of Mars
+ In the Name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Amen.

Under the authority of ELOHIM GIBOR, who governeth the sphere of Geburah and Mars, I call upon KAMAEL, One Who Seeks God, the Archangel of War and Peace. Form us unto completion through energy, courage, and loyalty as inheritors of the world imperfect. Shape us as reliable agents of the Lord’s grace and glory to assist Mankind in the Great Work of Reintegration.

Archangel Kamael, I humbly ask of your guidance and to bless my endeavor to connect with the positive energies of Mars. Rid me of impulsivity, cruelty, anger, and hate. Inspire me with proper motivation, assertiveness, vitality, the ability to calm my inner conflicts, and the endurance to overcome enemies both within and without.

I submit this request in the name of the sovereignty of the Most High God the Father +, the unending love of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ +, and the illuminating essence of the glorious Spirit Most Holy +. Amen.


Shem Angel of the Day: 40th – IEIAZEL.
His attribute is “God Who Rejoices”. He corresponds to the holy divine name of “Goed” in the language of the Belgians. His ray commences from the 196th degree up to the 200th degree inclusive, corresponding to the twentieth decade and to the angel called Aterchinis. He rules over the following five days: 28th April, 9th July, 19th September, 30th November, 10th February. The invocation is done from 1:00pm till 1:20pm. The request is voiced with the Divine Names and the 14th verse of Psalm 88: “Lord, why castest thou off my soul? Why hidest thou thy face from me?” (Ut quid Domine repellis orationem meam: avertis faciem tuam a me). This psalm has marvelous properties; it serves to deliver prisoners, give consolation and to be delivered from one’s enemies.
This angel rules over printing and libraries; he influences men of letters and artists. The person born under this influence will love speaking, design, and all sciences in general.
The bad angel rules over all evil qualities of the body and soul; he influences somber spirits and those who flee society.
I conjure thee in the name of the Twenty-Four Elders, in the name of the Nine Choirs to which you belong, O <Name of Angel>! I conjure thee in the name of Angels, Archangels, Thrones, Dominations, Principles, Powers, Virtues, Cherubim and Seraphim! In the name of the Four Mysterious Powers which carry the Throne of the Most High, and who have eyes before and behind; in the name of all that contributes to our Salvation!
CONJURATION:
I conjure thee, Spirit of Light, in the Name of the True God, the God of Life! In the name of the Seven Mysterious Candlesticks in the right hand of God! In the name of the Seven Churches of Asia! In the name of Ephesus, Smyrna, Pergamum, Thyatira, Sardis, Philadelphia and Laodicea.
I conjure thee by Heaven and Earth, by Sun and Moon, by Day and Night; by all that exists and all the Virtues therein encompassed; by the Four Primordial Elements; by all which may be said or thought by the Sovereign Creator, through His Supreme Will and the Celestial Court in which He reigns; through Him who has produced all from nothing; through the Glorious Phalanxes to which you belong; through the Saints, through all those who, night and day, endlessly cry: “Holy, Holy, Holy, Lord God of Hosts. Heaven and Earth are full of Thy Glory. Glory be to Thee, O Lord Most High.”

I conjure thee, Illuminating Intelligence, Messenger of Light! I conjure thee in the name of Uriel, Guardian of the North! I conjure thee in the name of Raphaël, Guardian of the South! I conjure thee in the name of Mikaël, Guardian of the East! I conjure thee in the name of Gabriel, Guardian of the West! I conjure thee, O Divine Messengers, by the Seven Golden Candlesticks which burn before the Altar of God; by the Company of the Blessèd who follow the footsteps of the Immaculate Lamb! I conjure thee, O Celestial <Name of Angel> in the name of all the Saints whom God has chosen from and before the Creation of the World, because of their merits which are agreeable to God! I conjure thee, O Invisible yet Immanent Power, and I conjure thee through the Redoubtable Power of the Lord’s Name; through the Glory of this Divine Name, manifested in the World, where the most beautiful attributes of God find expression.

I conjure and implore thee, O <Name of Angel> in the Name of these Attributes!
May you quit the Celestial Abode at the call of their syllables! May you deign, O
Illuminating Power, when they are invoked, to descend to this place, there to instruct
thine Unworthy Servant. I conjure thee in the name of Adonai Melech, Master of the
Realm of Form! I conjure thee in the name of Shaddai, Mirror of Truth! I conjure thee in
the name of Hod, Lord and Master of the Divine Words! I conjure thee in the name of
Netzach, Sovereign Essence of Beauty! I conjure thee in the name of Tiphereth,
Principle of the Realm of Glory! I conjure thee in the name of Geburah, Principle of

I conjure thee, O Celestial Teacher, in the Name of the Tetragrammaton! I conjure thee in the Name of Eheieh! I conjure thee in the Name of Elohim! I conjure thee in the Name of Eloah! May it be thus in the Blessèd Name of the Lord.
I implore thee, O Celestial <Name of Angel>, in memory of the Seven-Coloured Rainbow, which appeared in the skies, so showing the Covenant between God and Noah the Patriarch! I conjure thee in memory of the Luminous Cloud which surrounded the Ark of the Covenant, so showing the Covenant between the Eternal One and the Sons of Abraham4. I conjure thee, Celestial Powers, in memory of the Signs which thou had appear in the skies, shortly before the destruction of the Temple! I conjure thee, O Spirits of Light and Truth, in memory of the Signs which accompanied the birth of the Saviour; in memory of the Alleluiahs in the valleys of Bethlehem; in memory of thy message to the shepherds; in memory of the Blazing Star which guided the Mages! May thy Sign be to me the symbol of protection which Thou deigns to grant to this Theurgic Work! I implore thee, O Celestial <Name of Angels> in memory of the Signs which thou deigned to transmit to Thine Apostles! Deign, O Spirit of Light, to show thy agreement and thine aid!

(Silence and meditation).

THANKSGIVING
Angels of Light and Peace, Messengers of Divine Glory, Illuminating and Glorious Powers; may the fumes of this Incense be to thy intention, the pledge of my gratitude and my thanks! Deign, O Spirit of Light and Knowledge, to continue to grant to thy faithful servant the marvelous treasure of thy inspiration, thy assistance, and thy support. Henceforth may Peace Divine be between me an thee. Amen. +

 

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Fire invoking LRP done (Divine name of Quarter, ELOHIM GIBOR KAMAEL SERAPHIM) at each quarter.
Will do afternoon adoration and get off to work.

 

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Well, was too busy at work to do reading, web browse, art. Etc.
So should be home soon.

 

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Home now. Did afternoon and evening Lord of the Universe/Liber Resh Vel Helios adorations, and had some ignorant neighbors laughing at the adorations and the qabalistic cross, so I got angry, gathered all my energy during the drawing of the pentagram in the east, and pointed down at them, as in an IOB. They're acting up again as due to their personal ignorance, but they did remain quiet during my LRP. Did closing QC.

 

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Going to do Neophyte Formula snd possibly Zelator Formula as well. Found tape, so mounting the Enovchian Earth Watchtower tablet in the Northern wall, and possibly complete the Enochian Air Watchtower tonight and mount on the Eastern Wall.

 

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"Describe my day today"
Split Hexagram Spread
Greater Spiritual Influence - XIX The Sun. Sol. Lord of the Fire of the World. Resh, head or face, 200. Regeneration.
Lesser Spiritual Influence - XIII Death. Scorpio. The Child of the Great Transformers, Lord of the Gates of Death. Nun, fish, 50. Transformation.
Spiritual Advice - IV The Emperor. Aries. Son of the Morning, Chief Among the Mighty. Heh, window, 5. Sight, Order.
Unconcscious Desires - VI The Lovers. Gemini. Children of the Voice Divine, The Oracles of the Mighty Gods. Zain, sword, 7. Taste, Super-Consciousness.
Concscious Desires - I The Magician. Mercury. The Magus of Power. Beth, house, 2. Self-Consciousness.
Practical Advice - V The Hierophant. Taurus. Magus of the Eternal Gods. Vav, nail, 6. Sound, Hearing.
Final Outcome - IX The Hermit. Virgo. The Magus of the Voice of Light, The Prophet of the Gods. Yod, hand, 10. Law of Response.
Gematria: 280 (note: 7*10*4)
Reduction: 10=1, Beginning.
Top of Deck - VIII Strength. Leo. Daughter of the Flaming Sword, Leader of the Lion. Teth, serpent, 9. Law of Suggestion.
Bottom of Deck - X Wheel of Fortune. Jupiter. The Lord of the Forces of Life. Kaph, fist, 20. Cause and Effect, Action.
Final Gematria: 309
Reduction: 12=3. Multiplication.

Interpretation to come later.
Keys to Label:

 

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Need to label from this draw, Keys VI, X.

 

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Keys leabeled from earlier spread, altar setup for Mars.

Looking at the two birthday/spell candles, one orange (personal candle), other red (objective candle), surrounded by four water cups (altar cups citrine, personal russet, objective blue)) in a square formation, seal of Kamael underneath candles.

Idea is twofold - to push forms simulating an attack on me from Hod to Geburah, which naturally destroys form from force; to acquire courage and honor, to be untouchable from enemies.

Hours are Wed 0500 and 1200, missed Tue 2200 by 55 minutes +prep time. Now I know next week, to invoke Mars, and Kamael "One who seeks God", and the 26 defense angels as well on the reg daily. Next week at 2200 would be day and hour, check phase of moon to determine type of ritual.

Now ... is the altar setup correct?
Will remove all other unnecessary (cups and candles are necessary as is fire cup for burning incense and petitions) items but wand and dagger.

Something about the colors and position of the cups seems off to me for some reason, and cannot figure out based on my idea matching the altar setup.

Russet personal (push anger and force toward Geburah of simulated attack form), objective blue as water neutralizing. Orange candle representing Hod and personal candle, right red for Objective and Geburah.

Seal of Kamael underneath candles is also necessary. Fire cup also has a piece of iron to rest incense sticks on to center smoke, and also representative of Geburah, as well as the purpose of what goes in the fire cup. Citrine cups are altar cups, as they are the only two same color.

Altar is facing south, and will be pulled back, giving me about a one foot circle, the circle from ties martial arts belts from white to red-white (entry into fire element, never got to wind or void though).

 

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Now, healing is necessary as is protection and instruction, to go to Raphael. Wednesday, day of Mercury, presiding Archangel Raphael.

Considerations for Wednesday (Abano):
Name on Seal: One of the following - Raphael, Raquie, Raphail, Raaiue.
Other sources claim Michael to be in Hod, but I digress. Raphail it is.
Angels of Wednesday: Raphael, Miel, Seraphiel.
Angels of the Air ruling on Wednesday: Mediation or Mediate, King.
Ministers: Suquinos, Sallales.
Wind to which we are subject: Southwest wind.

The Angels of the second heaven govern Wednesday, which ought to be called from the four parts of the world.​

• At the East.
  • Mathlai. Tarmiel. Baraborat.
• At the West.
  • Jeresous. Mitraton.
• At the North.
  • Thiel. Rael. Jariahel. Venahel. Velel. Abuiori. Ucirnuel.
• At the South.
  • Milliel. Nelapa. Babel. Caluel. Vel. Laquel.

Fumigation of Wednesday: Mastick/Mastix.

Conjuration of Angel of Wednesday, Raphael:
I Conjure and Confirm upon you, ye strong, holy and potent Angels, in the name of the most strong, most dreadfull, and blessed Ja, Adonay, Eloim, Saday, Saday, Saday, Eie, Eie, Eie; Asamie, Asaraie; and in the name of Adonay, the God of Israel, who created the two great lights to distinguish the day from the night; and by the name of all the Angels serving in in the second host, before Tetra, a great strong and powerful Angell; and by the name of his Star which is Mercury; and by the name of the Seal which is Sealed by God most mighty and honourable: by all things before spoken, I Conjure upon thee, Raphael a great Angel, who art chief ruler of the fourth day, and by the holy name which is written in the forehead of Aaron the priest of the most high Creator, and by the names of the Angels who are confirmed into the grace of our Saviour; and by the name and the seat of the Animals having six wings, that for me thou labour,and fulfil all my petitions, according to my will and desire, in my cause and business.

TO BE HEALED AND RAISED IN MIND, BODY, SOUL, AND SPIRIT - HEAL THE SICK AND RAISE THE POOR; ALL WHO DWELL IN THIS BUILDING I DWELL IN.

† In the Name of the Father, † and of the Son, † and of the holy Ghost, go in peace unto your places; peace be between us and you; be ye ready to come when yeare called.


Works of the angels of Wednesday:
"The Spirits of the Air of Wednesday are subject to the South-west-winde: their nature is to give all Metals; to reveal all earthly things past, present and to come; to pacifie judges, to give victories in war, to re-edifie, and teach experiments and all decayed Sciences, and to change bodies mixt of Elements conditionally out of one into another: to give infirmities or health; to raise the poor, and cast down the high ones; to binde or lose Spirits; to open locks or bolts: such-kinde of Spirits have the operation of others, but not in their perfect power, but in virtue or knowledge. The what manner they appear, it is before spoken."

 

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So, hours are: 0100 0800 1500 2200

Altar setup will be:
Altar facing West, belt circle around it.
On Altar: Citrine ALTAR Cups, Fire Cup to west.
Seal of Raphail under two orange candles representing Hod, and a blue candle for healing arranged in water triangle form of candles, in center.
Orange PERSONAL cup, Blue OBJECTIVE cup.
Frankincense, cinnamon dressed candles.
Dagger, Wand, Pentacle, Silver Water Vessel.

Idea on ritual structure:
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Meditation on objective - "TO BE HEALED AND RAISED IN MIND, BODY, SOUL, AND SPIRIT - HEAL THE SICK AND RAISE THE POOR; ALL WHO DWELL IN THIS BUILDING I DWELL IN."
LBRP.
Reading from Siddurr in opening after Oratory prayer.
Invocation of Mercury and invocation of Raphael and conjuration.
Reading from Siddur will be morning blessing.
LRH, Mercury Invoking
Middle Pillar
Invoking the Four Powers of Earth
Meditation on Objective - "TO BE HEALED AND RAISED IN MIND, BODY, SOUL, AND SPIRIT - HEAL THE SICK AND RAISE THE POOR; ALL WHO DWELL IN THIS BUILDING I DWELL IN."
Banishing Four Powers of Earth
LBRP
Grounding - Eat m&m's, go outside for a cigarette.


Will need to draw sigils of the angels of Mercury. Perhaps this is best a noon ritual project.

 

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Wide awake right now, so have supplies set for tomorrows ritual, will need to work on a free flowing easy to read ritual detailed by step and easy to read (tall letters).

Work on Enochian Air (or Water? Water is calling to me, even though the logical step is Air, so air it is) Watchtower tablet, snd start reading through Regards Foundations of Practical Magic (Outer Order) and Ceremonial Magic (Inner Order). Work off Christophers textbook directions, and mount on Northern and Eastern walls the Earth Watchtower and the Air Watchtower.

Work on Tarot notes from Book "T" in The Golden Dawn, compare to the Book of Thoth. Read Josephoines Tarot for the 21st Century book. Compare. Write brief reference document.

Work on idea on sending force into form from Malkuth to Hod and from Hod to Geburah, that models attacked directed toward me, set as a servitor that feeds off of negative energy.

Work on Shemhamphoresh angels conjurations and deal with attacks and healing.

Work on Defense Angels conjuration modeled into a layered spell, based on perception of danger.

Work likewise on a Healing Angels conjuration.

Work on Neophyte and Zelator Formula, get LRH downpat.

Most of all, work on meditation every single day for at least ten minutes.

 

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Wednesday, April 27, 2022 (4+9+6=19=10=1, Beginning). Ruling Planet: Mercury. Archangel: Raphael. Shem Angel: Rehael. Color: Orange.

Sleep: None
Dreams: None

Mood: Low

Diet: Ate last night.
Exercise: Danced today.

Mental Notes: Sluggish. Want to do a lot but cannot focus. Seizure aura symptoms.
Physical Notes: Seizure aura symptoms.

Weather:
32 deg F - Cloudy - Day 44 - Night 27 deg F

Moon Phase/Transits: 28.31 deg Pisces

Aspects:
Favorable -
Trine - N Node, Pluto; Mercury, Pluto.
Sextile - Sol, Mars; Luna, Mercury; Luna, Pluto; Mercury, Venus; Mercury, Jupiter; Mercury, Neptune; Jupiter, Pluto.
Conjunction - Sol, Uranus; Luna, Venus; Luna, Jupiter; Luna, Neptune; Luna, Pluto; Venus, Jupiter; Venus, Neptune.
Unfavorable-
Opposition - None.
Square - Lilith, Jupiter; Lilith, Luna; Sol, Pluto; Mercury, Saturn; N Node, Saturn.
Quincunx - Lilith, Pluto.

Adorations and Rituals:

Tarot Card for the Day, label if need be:
Tarot Contemplation Ritual, label if need be:

Morning and Afternoon Lord of the Universe and Liber Resh Vel Helios will be done.

Fourfold breathing will be done.
Qabalistic Cross will be done.
Lesser Ritual of the Pentagram will be done. (Water invoking)
Ascent Into Cube of Space will be done.
Middle Pillar will be done.
Qbalistic Cross will be done.

Angelic Invocations
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Raphael and his angels,

The Angels of Wednesday.2​

• Raphael. Miel. Seraphiel.

The Angels of the Air ruling on Wednesday.3​

• Mediat, or Modiat, King.

Ministers.​

• Suquinos, Sallales.

The winde to which the said Angels of the Air are subject.​

• The Southwest-winde.

The Angels of the second heaven govern Wednesday, which ought to be called from the four parts of the world.​

• At the East.
  • Mathlai. Tarmiel. Baraborat.
• At the West.
  • Jeresous. Mitraton.
• At the North.
  • Thiel. Rael. Jariahel. Venahel. Velel. Abuiori. Ucirnuel.
• At the South.
  • Milliel. Nelapa. Babel. Caluel. Vel. Laquel.

The Spirits of the Air of Wednesday are subject to the South-west-winde: their nature is to give all Metals; to reveal all earthly things past, present and to come; to pacifie judges, to give victories in war, to re-edifie, and teach experiments and all decayed Sciences, and to change bodies mixt of Elements conditionally out of one into another: to give infirmities or health; to raise the poor, and cast down the high ones; to binde or lose Spirits; to open locks or bolts: such-kinde of Spirits have the operation of others, but not in their perfect power, but in virtue or knowledge. The what manner they appear, it is before spoken.


and the Shem angel of the day,
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39th – REHAEL. His attribute is “God Who Received Sinners”. He corresponds to the holy divine name of “Goot” in the language of the Scottish. His ray commences from the 191st degree up to the 195th degree inclusive, corresponding to the twentieth decade and to the angel called Techout, under the influence of Saturn. He rules over the following days: 27th April, 8th July, 18th September, 29th November, 9th February. The invocation is done from 12:40pm till 1:00pm. One must recite the 13th verse of Psalm 29: “Hear, O Lord, and have mercy upon me: Lord, be thou my helper” (Audivit Dominus, et misertus est mei: Dominus factus est meus adjutor).
He serves as a cure for maladies and to obtain the mercy of God. This angel rules over health and long life; it influences paternal and filial love, and the obeisance and respect of children for their parents.
The bad angel is called Terre-Morte or Terre-Damnée30 following the expression of Eteilla, in his Philosophy of High Sciences, page 83. He is the most cruel and treacherous of all; he influences infanticides and parricides.

 

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Colored pens, colored markers, pushpins. Two Enochian Watchtowers will be mounted on walls tonight.

Need to check Mercury hours tonight, and try to do a ritual in hour and day of Mercury tonight before 11pm.

Been dancing, building up energy yesterday and today .. very unlike me, but it worked, nearly fainted from the energy built up/exhausted.
Grounded immediately.

Used Feral sorcery method to create a spell candle holder out of a used tealight, fingernail/fingertips, a quarter, and bubble gum.
Will create another one for up to four birthday candles in one tin.
Keep fire safety in mind since gum, clay and putty can be flammable, bubble gum used is for sure flammable from experience.

 

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After my neighbor Craig gifted me with three Celtic magic books, I turned him onto Raymond Buckland and Liam Christopher. Based on my recommendation, he bought Complete Book of Witchcraft, Book of Spirit Communications, and now Kaballah, Magic, and the Great Work of Self Transformation.
Im going to turn him onto The Golden Dawn by Israel Regardie when he completes Christophers book.

 

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Thinking about the purpose of the LHP and the purpose of the RHP, and while we generally per path side with one class of entity vs the other, it gets less apparent of a war between good and evil, as evil has gained ground with everyone who opens up the Qlippoth. So what is the RHP doing about it? Ive got a few ideas. Some may not agree with the means, but means to an end.

 

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Thinking of the spiritually lost, even parts of myself, and those who took their lives before they even knew anything (children/teens). Thinking of sending a portal to light to them who are in dark places. Not sure how to do any of this however. But my heart wants to do it. To retrieve the souls and guide them to a place of everything we think of as heaven until negative Nancies interject their opinions on heaven.

 

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I need to have a teacher beside me physically, to give me a kick in the ass when I dont do any sort of ritual activity and lose focus on tasks at hand, leading to millions of unfulfilled ideas and no work done for days to weeks.

So, Im kicking myself in the ass, doing all my reading tonight, scrapping tonight for a Mercury ritual, and instead tasking the same aim to Tzadkiel.

Have altar setup:
The two Citrine water cups as manifestation base of altar spirit
Fire cup for incense
Wand, dagger
Orange Personal Water Cup, Blue Objective Water Cup, slightly moved closer to center forming a water triangle
Kamea, seal and sigil for Tdadkiel
Silver Water Vessel to West holding seal propped up against it
Tin with gum and Blue candle on Kamea in front of Seal
Lapis Lazuli supporting seal front base, tpurmal;ine and shungite on kamea edges in fire triangle form
Quartz in front for impressions
Notebook and pen, Siddur open to Blessings for Shavas and ritual book with step by step ritual, easy to read.

Aim: Heal the Sick, Raise the Poor.

 

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Sandalwood incense.
Stones actually form a diamond, not a fire triangle.

Hours: 0100, 0800, 1500, 2200.
Incense called for is Saffron, according to Abano.
A conjuration to each direction is called for instead of invoking wind spirits as this day does not have any.

Spread: Celtic Cross
"What should I evoke Sachiel-Tzadkiel for?"
Significator: III Empress. Daughter of the Mighty Ones. Venus. Creative Imagination Power. Fertility and growth, love.
Covers: Knight of Wands. Prince of the Chariots of Fire. 20-30 Cancer to 10-20 Leo, including Leo Minor. Air of Fire. O of BITOM. Swift, strong and hasty yet just and generous, noble and scorning meanness.
Crosses: Eight of Wands. Lord of Swiftness. Mercury in Sagittarius. Danger, incoming messages, swift action.
Crowns: Five of Cups. Lord of Loss in Pleasure (Disappointment). Mars in Scorpio.REalization of loss.
Beneath: Knight of Swords. Air of Air. R of EXARP. 20 deg Capricorn to 20 deg Aquarius. Full of ideas and thoughts and designs, distrustful, suspicious, firm in friendship and enmity, careful, slow, over-cautious. Symbolises Alpha and Omega, the Giver of Death, who slays as fast as he creates.
Behind: Ace of Swords. Spirit of Air. Root of the Powers of Air.
Before: Two of Wands. Lord of Dominion. Venus in Aries.
Querent: Two of Pentacles. Lord of Harmonius Change. Jupiter in Capricorn.
EnvironmentL IV Emperor. Aries. Order, sight, management.
Hopes and Fears: X Wheel of Fortune. Jupiter. Cause and effect, change of season.
Final Outcome: Queen of the Thrones of Earth. 20 def Sagittarius to 20 deg Capricorn.

Yep, folks are right, I could use education on sound interpretation of cards, which every deck author creates anyway.
But lets take a stab at this ...
Love, fertility and growth, creativity, is the underlying force. Being swift, strong, just, generous and noble will take me to far away places. The problem however is repetitive attacks and delays.
Disappointment has been a ruling trend it seems, ideas and thoughts haven't seemed to come to fruition.
Keep the root of strife far away, and make education the new force of air. Await dominion, create and sustain dominion through this. Juggling things seems to be a side duty of life, several things that can fall if not careful.
I am in an environment that is like management, demanding order and keeping sight on all details, a problem Ive had in the past. The way the stars are laid out on this cards, Jupiter in Capricorn, Jupiter and Sag to Cap look positive for matters related to earth, Dominion and Order come though Aries, the originator of things, an alpha person.