All is right in the world.god's in his heaven
Christ. What the hell is wrong with me?Pull all of that stunt and you thought you would get away, have a nice life, right?
You would just have it your way just like you had it all the time, right? You couldn't be said no, right?
What happened? Whats wrong, your patrons couldn't protect you from me? Where is your so precious Melek Tawus? Metatron? Leviathan?
Whats wrong?
I came to your safe haven, threatened you in front of your online friends, taunted your irl friends, yet you still can't do shit about it can you? Pussy. Putting on a high and mighty mask, while we know you are nothing more than an addict with a daydreaming fetish. The hell with you and your pathworkings. You don't know of real power.
Don't worry, I am done with you, believe or not. You are scarred for good, without me seriously doing something. Go put on your mask and dilly dally with those stupid friends of yours, I know you are living in fear. But I won't show up, like I said.
I am done with this.
Growing pains.Christ. What the hell is wrong with me?
Read Dion Fortunes Mystical Quabalah, Rabbi Ariel Bar Tzadok has a website with free audio classes and and YouTube videos explaining the QuabalahQabala study should be over in a week tops. Learned a good chunk. It may come useful later.
At Tiphareth, you look at the associations and there are a lot of 'Sacrificed God' concepts. It is also associated with 'The Son'. Made me remember this John 14 verse which I was held on gunpoint to read, but thats okay
“Most assuredly, I say to you, he who believes in Me, the works that I do he will do also; and greater works than these he will do, because I go to My Father. And whatever you ask in My name, that I will do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son. If you ask anything in My name, I will do it.
Father is associated with Kether (also Chokmah), and Tiphareth is the Son. We know that Tiphareth is Kether on a lower arc. Makes sense. Makes a lot of sense.
Have to improve ritualwork but some sense of discipline has been established, finally. Last but not least, frog pose is awesome for getting into asanas.
Happy birthdayOne or two days after I made this post, dunno the exact time, I have made a hypersigil in the form of an e-mail, with the intent of acceptance of the situation and moving on.
No, I haven't cut anything.
I can't say it has worked 100% yet, since
1) Hypersigils do take time,
2) Its my birthday today and I am missing a thing or two,
but its showing signs. It started with release on my middle dan tien, and now my voice has gotten a lower tone (I certainly didn't expect that), and I am slowly looking forward, more and more.
We have two more months to go but I can confidently say this was the best year I have had so far. Happiness was bliss and pain was a lesson to learn, and I have had an abundance of both. Its time to look forward. I can corone this year if I manage to win my last fight. One month, and we shall see.
A weird event will happen in future, beyond my power, I can sense it, it will be significant for me, but what?
Thank you very much manHappy birthday
Happy Birthday dude!!! Hope it was a great one, and a great year ahead for you.One or two days after I made this post, dunno the exact time, I have made a hypersigil in the form of an e-mail, with the intent of acceptance of the situation and moving on.
No, I haven't cut anything.
I can't say it has worked 100% yet, since
1) Hypersigils do take time,
2) Its my birthday today and I am missing a thing or two,
but its showing signs. It started with release on my middle dan tien, and now my voice has gotten a lower tone (I certainly didn't expect that), and I am slowly looking forward, more and more.
We have two more months to go but I can confidently say this was the best year I have had so far. Happiness was bliss and pain was a lesson to learn, and I have had an abundance of both. Its time to look forward. I can corone this year if I manage to win my last fight. One month, and we shall see.
A weird event will happen in future, beyond my power, I can sense it, it will be significant for me, but what?
I don't know if it will help, but John Michael Greer has a post on a simple etheric cleansing ritual called the Judson Exercise. I've tried it a few times and need to make it a part of my daily routine.I have ripped something off of my spine, in my etheric body
Love me some Greer man. This type of rituals is the thing I need because I am sure there is a lot of gunk in my subtle bodies at the moment, this is gonna be a daily thing for me probably, so thank you !I don't know if it will help, but John Michael Greer has a post on a simple etheric cleansing ritual called the Judson Exercise. I've tried it a few times and need to make it a part of my daily routine.