Some of y'all may balk at this, but my goal is threefold: To save death, to kill Mammon, and to reveal the first word of creation.
When I say it like that I sound like a nutter, of course.
But it's simply that: in the next 30 years someone is going to try to kill death, and I know they cannot be allowed to succeed: death is our only reprieve from The Tyrant. The only ways to keep them from succeeding, as far as I can tell, is to beat them to it and then use my leverage over what I create to convince others what I already know about death; or to cause the apocalypse and end the world and throw the baby out with the bathwater.
So I'm going to try to beat whoever to it, and do as suggested b Richard K Morgan in
and pull a Quellcrist Falconer, putting a rather unavoidable timeout in the works.
It means I'm going to eventually self-destruct, too, but I'm alright with that; I'll have gotten to live
again in the process without even having to die this time to do it, and I'll be back again anyway. I'm like a bad penny that way.
I also want to "kill" Mammon. "Mammon" to me is a dark entity born of human greed and sustained by the fact that it is possible to extort more resources using resources you have. He is a creation of "leverage" and power over and I very much wish to put a spear in his mouth.
Using the influence I get from the whole anti-lich goal (think what Musk did with Tesla) I want to influence a modification on how the very idea of "ownership" operates in our society, namely how it does not "leak" into the hands of the people actually doing work. By changing the tone and song of "ownership" to something that you give up by leveraging it, Mammon would deflate like so much Wacky Arm Waving Inflatable Tube Man without a blower.
Finally, I wish to learn the First Word of Creation. At a beginning (not the beginning), defined as the moment inflation stops and gravity kicks in, something happened. A rule was spoken out of the outer void: (To Exist is to) °°°!
I might already be there on this one, but I can't say anything about that until I check my work and then show my work, which will take several years and a Doctoral degree in theoretical physics (and possibly also math) that I don't already have yet.
To be honest, I don't mind if someone else beats me to accomplishing any of these things:
I already learned "mutually compatible self-actualization is the most powerful basis of strategy in closed-system game theory."
