Journal An Owl's Observations, Meditations, and Nonsense

[IllusiveOwl]

Visualization tech: this visualization is to be used to divert the stream of your focus towards your desired goal (let's be real your mind is wriggly and easily distracted, it needs hands to guide it.)

This visualization is a set of two transparent hands which float outside of your person, yet you can feel them as though their nerves were connected to your brain through Bluetooth. These hands are imbued with a simple truth: there is no difficulty. This truth gives them the power to act independently of wandering mind and its natural interset in it, because we think it is difficult to control our focus, but the hands have no issue doing this. The hands guide your focus back to your goal or meditation object.

I have found this technique useful, experimentation with focusing outside your body and condensing the energy of that focus, ignoring your bodily senses and concentrating on that spot of external focus... has proved interesting results

 

[IllusiveOwl]

transparent hands

This technique is fire. The intuitive and silent "you" who wishes to focus and meditate is where the power for this technique comes from, it is a visceral visualization where you literally "get a grip" on yourself, something that our monkey-brain is able to understand deeply. Operating as the entity controlling these hands is a very conscious choice to transcend the thoughts they are keeping in line. The more time you use this technique, the better you get at it and thus the more tangible an effect they have.

Before I struggled quite a bit with visualization, but that was because I was attempting to see shit in my head visually, but now I understand visualization is all about feeling and spatial awareness; you don't just see the cup on the table, you see it visually sure, but there is a subtle part of your brain registering it and logging it as a nearby entity. These subtle brain mechanics (that you can only recognize if you're really watching what it's doing moment-by-moment) are the ones that need to be harnessed, at least in this bird's opinion

 

[IllusiveOwl]

The safe is empty, people. It always has been. Wake up.

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In hindsight it's probably better to show the clip instead on a snip. This scenes been in my head for a while. It rings to the hollowness of egoistic goals, the emptiness of our "narratives" that drive us in this physical locality.

 

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"The anamnesis or “remembered knowledge” experienced by the slave boy in Plato’s Meno is perhaps more accurately described as the physical-process, stimulus/response brain reaching in to the ba for bits of its immortal, eternal wisdom. But this is akin to reaching for a coal in a hot fire. It is stressful to do, and the result can be held only for a fleeting moment without further stress. The superficial/physical “self”, which through material “hits” continuously reassures itself that it is the only self, is shaken by exposure to its falseness, its nothingness. It backs away from such “close encounters”, dismisses them as “illusions”, “fantasy”, “imagination”, etc., and hastens to rebuild its fortress of materialsensation walls." -Mindstar p.70, explanation of the Ba being used for Higher Black Magic.

 

[IllusiveOwl]

When you sit in a room to meditate, focus on what non-duality would imply. Just considering it hypothetically... that there is no "you" in the room, there is only a moving part of the grand-room within the room looking around the room.

Give it a try, remove identity for a sec, just for kicks

 

[IllusiveOwl]

It is of supreme importance to get the idea of physical identification out of your psyche. You are, by your miraculous existence, a metaphysical being, not a physical one.

If you are conscious enough to understand this, please meditate on this and trace your attention back to the totality and vacuity that makes up your source of being.

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“What is man?” he asks. “If man is the most complete being on Earth, I ought, knowing this, to know all else; but I’m a man and I don’t know myself. I don’t know who or what is in me.” The Sage (a Priest of Isis) responds: What is life? It is a form of the divine presence. It is the power, immanent in created things, to change themselves by successive destructions of form until the spirit or activating force of the original life-stream is freed. This power resides in the very nature of things. Successive destruction of forms, metamorphoses, by the divine fire with rebirth of forms new and living is an expression of consciousness. It is the spiritual aim of all human life to attain a state of consciousness that is independent of bodily circumstance. What I have just said concerns the living spirit bestowed on the man already quickened, like every living thing, by a rudimentary soul, which makes of such a man a creature superior to the animal-human kingdom. He who recognizes the divine meaning of life knows that knowledge has but one aim, which is to achieve the successive stages that liberate him from the perishable. For things die only in their body; the spirit, the divine Word, returns to its source and dies not. Unhappy is the kea that fails to recover its soul."
-Her-Bak: Egyptian Initiate

 

[IllusiveOwl]

The interactions of living beings gives intuitive insights you just can't get from books.

 

[IllusiveOwl]

Some kind of threshold has been passed and my visualization abilities have become much more defined.

I can use will to create things in some kind of other vibratory dimension that has a space-time relativity to me. I created a body and made it dance around me, it was real and happened in real time. I can create a ball of light and have it radiate divine energy down to me, on inhaling it my whole chest goes warm like I had swallowed a mouthfull of whisky and my will-body feels energized.

Attention, awareness, and observation have also been steadily increasing.

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Your ego, the mundane identity that has naturally formed around you, is an egg. It nurtures you within it, and inside it you sleep.

But a time ought to come when the magical being you are stirs, and with insight, you may break out of this egg into a freedom you couldn't have imagined from the darkness of your cocoon.

 

[IllusiveOwl]

Here is a very simple diagram I made in paint

 

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This is an expansion on what could be accomplished with use of the diagram. The painting didn't come out as clear as I wanted and I ran out of paint.

This image is of a single water source sprouting up into matter as several entities. The entities that touch down and are connected to the source of their being have more of that sources energy within them. You may want to try and do the same.