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So, to be a god, perhaps we concentrate on parapsychology for starters.
A simple Will training exercise, and a good clairvoyance training exercise, is to control the flame of a candle. Let there be no draft or reason for the flame to sway left or right etc. Stare at the blue part of the flame and blend it into the yellow by your will alone, the candle flame should change color and rise. Make it sway left and right, back and forth. Then relax and let it talk to you. Let it burn completely.
A key to being a deity is knowledge, exoteric and esoteric.
So....
My Current Reading:
Academic
Saturday - Astronomy, A Visual Guide
Sunday - Math College Textbook, Madison College
Monday - Organic Chemistry with Biology Application
Tuesday - Outlines of Mineralogy and Geology
Wednesday - Introduction to Botany
Thursday - The C Programming Language/C Standard Library
Friday -Statistics, A Teachers Guide
Magickal
Saturday - The Golden Dawn, Book Eight: Geomancy, The Art and Practice of Geomancy
Sunday - The Alchemists Handbook, Israel Regardie and the Philosophers Stone
Monday - Candle Burning Magick: A Spellbook for Good and Evil
Tuesday - 72 Angels of Magick/Magick of Angels and Demons
Wednesday - Kaballah, Magick, and the Great Work of Self-Transformation
Thursday - Hoodoo Herbal/Little Herb Encyclopedia
Friday - Buckland Book of Spirit Communications
One chapter each minimum daily, goal is two chapters per day. Mot of these on that schedule should be finished in a month.
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A god is not poor, because there are as many wealth channels as there are magical currents. Harness them all to be the god of wealth.
A god(dess, not being chauvinistic here by design) is not fearful, as fear is failure. Therefore, a god(less) is in control of all things, leaving no space for fear, anxiety or worry. A god(ess) is decisive, leaving no opportunity for fear, anxiety or worry.
A god(dess) is able to create certain chemical compositions naturally that provides natural light or light when ignited with flame. Can you create a flame? Can you create light? You will be able to in time.
A god(dess) controls thought, and dreams as well. A god(dess) can repeat and re enter previous dreams for clarification and communion with entities through the dreams.
Lets start with meditation and astral projection.
As March is Vassagos test month,
Well, February was a failed project but continues an agonizing development process until completion.
So divination and SEO it is to divine past present and some futures.
A god(dess) does not overwhelm themselves by taking on too much, they are decisive, knowledgeable, able, accurate, and patient.
They know their limit, have the ability to say "No" or "Not now". They segment it and tackle each segment in turn. Divide and conquer.
I am simply myself, neither adept nor god, just a humble student
A geomancy reading...
Drew Pentagram on top in style of earth invoking, and encircled touching points as much as possible. Pentagram was uneven.
Theme/Question - Regarding Bloods and their dogs ...
11, 18, 17, 17 - Odd, Even, Odd, Odd. A T with a * on top. Puella, Air, a beautiful girl; Bartzabel, Mars, Scorpio. Fitting.
Geomancy reading again ...
Same process as before on clean sheet of paper.
Closed eyes and drew dots, then opened and counted.
Figured talismanic figure/spirit and drew sigil of spirit in center of pentagram.
Here it is:
Theme/Question - How does this hostility cease between they and I?
13, 11, 10, 24. Air. Fortuna Major. Lesser fortune, and aid; safeguard going out.
Sorath, Sol, Leo.
Drew sigil in center.
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Picking back up on Buckland Book if Spiirt Communications, at least in exercises.
A note or two for myself......
Coming up on March.
For new readers, the point is to put forth all of our effort at any time, perhaps learning ourself in the process, and then asking for divine help to accomplish the rest of the goal at hand. So each month, from the Magick of Angels and Demons, we take the combined powers, which are not all of either powers, but working with the two, we take one the 72 pair each month, and try to run with it to try to bring out more of ourself to the forefront.
So --
Jan #1
Vehuiah and Bael
To expand consciousness, especially in the sciences
To carry out a demanding task through to completion
To change the mind of one who is wise
To appear confident to all who know or meet you
To speak with courage and wit to conceal deception
To create an illusion that conceals the truth of any situation or relationship
To make an enemy irrationally afraid
Feb #2
Yeliel and Agares
To calm unfair anger, aggression, or rebellion
To bring peace between lovers
To bring peace to a disturbed or argumentative household
To win arguments or change the minds of those of superior status
To make somebody who has left you return to your home
To make a person lose all dignity
To enable you to learn new languages more easily
Mar #3
Sitael and Vassago
To offer protection during a period of misfortune
To find solutions during times of chaos or great change
To encourage genorosity in somebody known to you
To shut down the lies and gossip of an individual or group
To make somebody believe you
To discover the truth behind a suspicious claim
To find something that has been lost or hidden
To put the past into perspective and perceive all the facts
A key to being a deity is knowledge, exoteric and esoteric.
So....
My Current Reading:
Academic
Saturday - Astronomy, A Visual Guide
Sunday - Math College Textbook, Madison College
Monday - Organic Chemistry with Biology Application
Tuesday - Outlines of Mineralogy and Geology
Wednesday - Introduction to Botany
Thursday - The C Programming Language/C Standard Library
Friday -Statistics, A Teachers Guide
Magickal
Saturday - The Golden Dawn, Book Eight: Geomancy, The Art and Practice of Geomancy
Sunday - The Alchemists Handbook, Israel Regardie and the Philosophers Stone
Monday - Candle Burning Magick: A Spellbook for Good and Evil
Tuesday - 72 Angels of Magick/Magick of Angels and Demons
Wednesday - Kaballah, Magick, and the Great Work of Self-Transformation
Thursday - Hoodoo Herbal/Little Herb Encyclopedia
Friday - Buckland Book of Spirit Communications
One chapter each minimum daily, goal is two chapters per day. Mot of these on that schedule should be finished in a month.
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Oh ... I get the gist of Geomancy now.
It's not just four sets of points, its twelve so they can fit in the flat chart/square chart.
The Four mothers, then the Four Daughters, then the Four Nephews/Resultants.
I was just doing the Four Mothers. Cool. I can work with this now that I know the game rules.
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Ive done four readings of the Four Mothers, and understand how to derive the Four Daughters and the Four Nephews/Resultants. Then plug those into a square chart and divine it giving an interpretation of the figures in the houses.
Work on Divination and Geomancy Chapters, and look into the flip to Luna and Clairvoyance. Make a Table of the Moon/Luna and place a Purple candle and recite a psalm to attract clairvoyance capabilities.
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Ive been listening to music, breaking my rule but will only endure a few more minutes before I switch to David McGraws 500 Positive Power Affirmations and Napolean Hill, an idol of Earl Nightingale. Math and Alchemy todays reading. Make notes on Astronomy, Geomancy, Alchemy and Mathematics.
Work on courage with heights.
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Talk with Social Worker/Case Worker on this Acrophobia and Vertigo/Syncope issue with work, and also housing situation, and on Anger Management. Stop in tomorrow morning at the Annex.
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January success: Aside from syncope/vertigo/epilepsy issues, much more confident. Much more interest in the sciences and seek occult links to fact.
February success: Anger management under control. Working still on randr.c, a program that records missing and found people through various means.
March success: New housing found, so I can be out of this neighborhood. Can move in pretty soon and not pay until April. I am still on the hook for my current rent, but I will notify the office Ive found new arrangements.
No work was done today. Magical or Mundane. Instead, looked at new space, got an idea of the basics (no keys until trustworthiness is proved, size of the room, basic rules of house, etc. Went ring shopping with friends and noticed silver bars, which could prove magically worthwhile.
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Another runaway teen found dead. Staying on my program development like white on rice.
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Thoth Deck Reading: Celtic Cross Spread
Question
"What is the personal nature of God?"
Drawn and knocked under the name EL EL Y ON
Significator. XVII The Star. Aquarius. 28th Path
Covers. VI The Lovers. Gemini. 17th Path
Crosses. X Fortune. Jupiter. 21st Path
Crowns. Prince of Disks. Fire of Earth.
Beneath. IV Emperor. Aries. 15th Path.
Behind. Knight of Cups. Air of Water.
Before. Princess of Wands. Earth of Fire.
Querent. Ace of Swords. Spirit of Air.
Environment. XIII Death. Scorpio. 24th Path.
Hopes/Fears. XIX The Sun. Sol. 30th Path.
Final Outcome. V The Hierophant. Taurus. 16th Path.
ToD. Ace of Wands. Spirit of Fire.
BoD XV The Devil. 26th Path
Wow. Not sure how to begin here.
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Mineralogy and Angelology the topics of learning today.
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Minerals are the result of space body collisions with the earth, volcanic eruption, and other changes in chemical combinations or operation resulting in different types of crystals, each type as unique as can be under three to five categories:
Sedimentary
Igneous
Metamorphic
Volcanic
Plutonic
Thus, my understanding and interest in all areas of science has been deepened due to #1. Hail #1.
Two girls went missing in the past week, a groper/exhibitionist is hiding around town, and one girl ended up dead. She was seventeen. The other teen was found alive. My program development of randr.c is still priority one or two. Hail #2.
An interesting tarot reading this morning posted in my main journal. Hail #3.
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Change minds of a superior. Hail #2, a solution for them and me. I cannot call off again however. So look for a second job, while knowing exactly what I need now. Hail #2.
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Scrolling through Outlines of Mineralogy and Geology, searching out crystal compounds that form a solid cube. Very few exist, most are right rhomboids (rectangles that are tall).
Reminder to self now that Ive been fired and my schedule is wide open.
Mar #3
Sitael and Vassago
To offer protection during a period of misfortune
To find solutions during times of chaos or great change
To encourage genorosity in somebody known to you
To shut down the lies and gossip of an individual or group
To make somebody believe you
To discover the truth behind a suspicious claim
To find something that has been lost or hidden
To put the past into perspective and perceive all the facts
A key to being a deity is knowledge, exoteric and esoteric.
So....
My Current Reading:
Academic
Saturday - Astronomy, A Visual Guide
Sunday - Math College Textbook, Madison College
Monday - Organic Chemistry with Biology Application
Tuesday - Outlines of Mineralogy and Geology
Wednesday - Introduction to Botany
Thursday - The C Programming Language/C Standard Library
Friday -Statistics, A Teachers Guide
Magickal
Saturday - The Golden Dawn, Book Eight: Geomancy, The Art and Practice of Geomancy
Sunday - The Alchemists Handbook, Israel Regardie and the Philosophers Stone
Monday - Candle Burning Magick: A Spellbook for Good and Evil
Tuesday - 72 Angels of Magick/Magick of Angels and Demons
Wednesday - Kaballah, Magick, and the Great Work of Self-Transformation
Thursday - Hoodoo Herbal/Little Herb Encyclopedia
Friday - Buckland Book of Spirit Communications
One chapter each minimum daily, goal is two chapters per day. Mot of these on that schedule should be finished in a month.
Did day Four of Forty Nine Rejection of Personal Poverty (7OMR)
Did Neophyte Formula
Was suicidal today until a place and a job bombed but a place and an opportunity for service appeared and instilled hope. Hail #3.
Been reading Introduction to Botany this morning. Interesting, I like Botany and Biology it seems. I find plants interesting sometimes. For shamanic or homeopathic/holistic medicine even more so.
The other read for today is my textbook, which will be a careful recap of chapters up through Zelator. Three months on Zelator now, I need to memorize certain aspects to make rituals easier. Memorization has always been difficult for me.
Finally, a recap on C and hoodoo, devoting more time tomorrow to flesh out randr.c so that I can put it out on a software repository for others to run with. Get oil and make some oils. Go to the conjiure shops tomorrow.
Mental Note: Study and dare Buckland hard af. Master clairs quickly if possible, or at least make self open to them on my part.
Do psychic testing daily, guess the suit/trump is always a fair one, or major minor or court, or guess the major.
Work tonight on squares and seals for Sol/Michael (Done), Venus/Haniel, Mercury/Raphael. No blue paper to redraw Jupiter and Sachiel, so continue using seal until out tomorrow and get poster board or colored paper.
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Internal prompt to divine, by effectively and thoroughly understanding how to use both IChing and Geomancy. Hail #3.
Reminder to self now that Ive been fired and my schedule is wide open.
Mar #3
Sitael and Vassago
To offer protection during a period of misfortune
To find solutions during times of chaos or great change
To encourage genorosity in somebody known to you
To shut down the lies and gossip of an individual or group
To make somebody believe you
To discover the truth behind a suspicious claim
To find something that has been lost or hidden
To put the past into perspective and perceive all the facts
A key to being a deity is knowledge, exoteric and esoteric.
So....My Current Reading:
Academic
Saturday - Astronomy, A Visual Guide
Sunday - Math College Textbook, Madison College
Monday - Organic Chemistry with Biology Application
Tuesday - Outlines of Mineralogy and Geology
Wednesday - Introduction to Botany
Thursday - The C Programming Language/C Standard Library
Friday -Statistics, A Teachers Guide
Magickal
Saturday - The Golden Dawn, Book Eight: Geomancy, The Art and Practice of Geomancy
Sunday - The Alchemists Handbook, Israel Regardie and the Philosophers Stone
Monday - Candle Burning Magick: A Spellbook for Good and Evil
Tuesday - 72 Angels of Magick/Magick of Angels and Demons
Wednesday - Kaballah, Magick, and the Great Work of Self-Transformation
Thursday - Hoodoo Herbal/Little Herb Encyclopedia
Friday - Buckland Book of Spirit Communications
One chapter each minimum daily, goal is two chapters per day. Mot of these on that schedule should be finished in a month.
So today (Sunday) is Math and Astronomy, and Geomancy. I am still working on the program for #2. May redo in python, might have more success with more library functions than C, or use C++ and classes. All things on earth and the sky is the focal point of study.
So far the reading has been a roller coaster, need to perhaps limit time and structure my schedule in a way that I can say work on C/C++/Python as well as the academic and other days subjects. Only one chapter a week is plenty, considering practice exercises, quizzes, reviews, etc. Notes.
Since my week was a waste, two chapters each of reading for Sat-Sun-Mon.
So two chapters Astronomy, Pre-Algebra and Algebra, and Organic Chemistry with Biology Applications, Geomancy, Alchemists Handbook, and Candle Burning Magick/Shemhamphoresh.
Astronomy, Math and Organic Chemistry, Geomancy, Alchemy, Candle Magick. These be the studies in the afternoon and evening.
Annex Appointment this morning to see doctor, case worker and psychiatrist.
Ask about New Oakland Group Therapy.
Apply to jobs near the new side of town.
Ask Brian about the room for rent.
Start separating stuff and packing.
Gave kitty catnip, she is comfortably numb.
Took my pipe hit, comfortably numb.
Quit smoking, back on nicotine pouches.
Ate macaroni mixed with Honey Mustard.
Go heavy on the randr.c program and get it done and compiling and linking.
Look into Anger Management Therapy.
Listen to Positive Affirmations for Self Confidence.
Progress on randr.c file -- tried to correct typos found, complete missing code or at least spruce it up, and put flags in structs.
#include <stdio.h>
#include <stdlib.h>
#include <math.h>
#include <ctype.h>
#include <string.h>
/* Pre-processor directives and includes */
const int boolean;
/*
Purpose: This program reads two files, runaways and motivational/HelpNumbers.
The goal is to return the runaways to a SAFE environment.
Once a runaway is found, flags are updated to signal to update the returns file,
and unlink the runaway node and insert into the return list.
At that point the flags are read everything updated.
There is an interface engineers will have to create and implement.
*/
/* Abstract Data Type structure definitions */
/* Runner data and stats ADT using runners.dat file */
typedef struct Runner {
char* runner_name[40];
char* runner_age[3];
char* runner_gender[2];
char* runner_contact[20];
boolean returned=0; /* not lost and safe */
boolean found = 0; /* found and safe */
boolean motivated = 0; /* motivated and got help */
boolean GotHelp = 0; /* got help and motivated */
boolean lost = 1; /* not lost and found */
boolean safe = 0; /* found and safe */
} runner;
/* Returns data and stats ADT using returns.dat file */
typedef struct Returns {
char* returns_name[40];
char* returns_age[3];
char* returns_gender[2];
char* returns_contact[20];
boolean returned = 1; /* not lost and safe */
boolean found = 1; /* found and safe */
boolean motivated = 1; /* motivated and got help */
boolean GotHelp = 1; /* got help and motivated */
boolean lost = 0; /* not lost and found */
boolean safe = 1; /* found and safe */
} returns;
/* Motivational messages ADT using motivation.txt file */
typedef struct Motivational
{
/* To comply with characters display size for LED text scroll devices */
char* Intro_String[40];
char* Core_Motivational_String[40];
char* List_Help_Num_String[40];
boolean returned = 0; /* not lost and safe */
boolean found = 0; /* found and safe */
boolean motivated = 1; /* motivated and got help */
boolean GotHelp = 1; /* got help and motivated */
boolean lost = 0; /* not lost and found */
boolean safe = 0; /* found and safe */
} motivational;
/* SAFE houses and mental health and DPS numbers ADT using SAFE.dat file */
typedef struct SAFENumbers {
char* SAFE_address[40];
char* SAFE_state[3];
char* SAFE_zipcode[6];
char* SAFE_contact[20];
boolean returned=1; /* not lost and safe */
boolean found = 1; /* found and safe */
boolean motivated = 1; /* motivated and got help */
boolean GotHelp = 1; /* got help and motivated */
boolean lost = 0; /* not lost and found */
boolean safe = 1; /* found and safe */
} safenumbers;
/* FOR ENGINEERS TO IMPLEMENT -- interface for LED text scrolling devices */
typedef struct LED_Device_Interface { } LEDDevInterface;
typedef struct Histogram { } histogram;
typedef struct Statistics { } statistics;
typedef struct Set_ADT {
/*
Items are inserted and deleted, there is no inherent order in the
items in a given set. Merge_set, however does a merge-sort on the
items in the given set(s). Before any call is made to a set operation,
The set has been declared and a constructor has been applied.
The '==' and '<<' operators apply to values of ItemType.
*/
} set_adt;
typedef struct set_adt set;
typedef struct List
{
}list_adt;
typedef struct list_adt list;
const MAX_SET_ITEMS=2048;
returns="ReturnsData.txt"
OFile="RandRStatResults.txt"
runner runaway_list(list L);
list L, runaway_list, return_list, safe_list;
set S, S1, S2, MergedSet, joinedSet;
int numSetItems=0;
char mode="r";
/* Function Prototypes */
void setMakeEmpty(set S);
boolean setIsEmpty(set S);
boolean setIsFull(set S);
int setCardinality(set S);
int setUnion(set S1,S2);
int setIntersection(set S1, S2);
int setDifference(set S1,S2);
set setStore(set S; int item);
int setDeleteItem(set S, int item);
set setCreate(set S);
set setJoin (set S, S1, S2, joinedSet);
set setMerge(set S1, S2, mergedSet);
set setPrintSet (set S);
int setDestroy(set S);
FILE* chomp_file(&filename, &mode, 256);
FILE* slurp_file(&filename, &mode, 4196);
returns runawayfound();
runner runawayreturn();
void motivational();
void helpresources();
list return_list():
list setItem_to_Node();
void print_stats(void);
void print_histogram(returns R1, runners R2, histogram H){ }
/* Function Implementation */
set setCreate(set S) {
/* Purpose: to create a new set of runners, returns, and other structures as */
/* well as flags to signal to the reader to be updated in terms of statistics, */
int setUnion(set S1,S2)
/* Purpose: Return the union elements of S1 and S2 sets, stored in result. */
{
result.maxItems=MAX_SET_ITEMS;
for (i=0;i < MAX_SET_ITEMS-1;i++)
{
result.items=items || S2.items;
}
/*
S1=result;
return S1;
*/
return result;
}
int setIntersection(set S1, S2)
/* Purpose: Return the intersection elements of S1 and S2 sets, stored in result. */
{
result.maxItems=MAX_SET_ITEMS;
for (i=0;i < MAX_SET_ITEMS-1;i++)
{
result.items=items && setB.items;
}
return result;
}
int setDifference(set S1, S2)
/* Purpose: Determine and return the difference between two sets S1 and S2, store in
S, then clear contents of S1 and S2, then split and merge as needed. */
{
int result;
result.maxItems=MAX_SET_ITEMS;
for (i=0;i < MAX_SET_ITEMS-1;i++)
{
result.items=items && setB.items;
}
return result;
}
set setStore(set S; int item)
/* Purpose: Store new item in specified set S */
{
do
{
/* merge sets by merge sort and return mergedSet */
setMerge(S1,S2,mergedSet);
/* save mergedSet */
S1=mergedSet;
/* reset S2 */
S2=NULL;
/* test if setIsEmpty and setIsFull */
()?:;
/* store item */
}
while(!setIsFull(S1))
return mergedSet;
}
int setDeleteItem(set S, int item)
/* Purpose: Delete set item from set S. */
{
return S;
}
set setJoin (set S, S1, S2, joinedSet)
/* Purpose: to create a new set of runners, returns, and other
structures as well as flags to signal to the reader to be
updated in terms of statistics. */
{
return S=joinedSet;
}
set setMerge(set S1, S2, mergedSet)
/* Purpose: to merge S1 and S2, which could contain data from
runners and returns, and returns a merged set in an ordered manner. */
{
/* mergedSet must be filled with a merge of sets S1 and S2 */
set TempArray[MAX_SET_ITEMS];
int index = leftFirst;
int leftLast,rightFirst,rightLast,index,values=0;
int saveFirst = leftFirst;
while ((leftFirst <= leftLast) && (rightFirst <= rightLast))
{
if (values[leftFirst] < values[rightFirst])
{
TempArray[index] = values[leftFirst];
leftFirst++;
}
else
{
TempArray[index] = values[rightFirst];
rightFirst++;
}
index++;
}
/* merge sort will be the preferred method. */
return mergedSet;
}
int mergeSort(int values[], int first, int last)
{
if (first < last)
{
int middle = (first+last)/2;
mergeSort(values, first, middle);
mergeSort(values, middle+1, last);
setMerge(values, first, middle+1, last);
}
}
set setPrintSet (set S) { ; }
{
/* Purpose: to print exact set pointed to. */
}
int setDestroy(set S)
{
/* Purpose: to destroy exact set pointed to, then deallocate memory and return */
/* the deallocated memory back to the heap to avoid memory leaks, free pointers */
/* to avoid dangling pointer/null pointer errors. */
}
FILE* chomp_file(&filename, &mode, 256);
{
/* Purpose: to split the current exact file pointed to that has read mode enabled, */
/* and returns the exact field values specified. */
}
FILE* slurp_file(&filename, &mode, 4196);
{
/* Purpose: to read the current exact file pointed to that has read mode enabled */
/* all at once. */
}
return runawayfound(runner);
{
/* Purpose: to signal to the reader to be updated in terms of statistics, */
/* number or returns, latest found, then print motivational and help number */
/* message strings. runawayfound means that the structure node/element that */
/* the runaway node record fields now get inserted into a new return node. */
found = 1; /* found yet still lost */
returned = 0; /* found but not returned */
motivated = 1; /* found and motivated */
lost = 1; /* lost but found */
gotHelp = 1; /* runaway runner got help */
safe = 0; /* found but not returned or safe */
}
return runawayreturn(runner);
{
/* Purpose: to signal to the reader to be updated in terms of statistics, */
/* number or returns, latest found, latest returned, then print motivational */
/* and help number message strings. runawayreturn means that the structure node */
/* or element that the runaway node record fields now get inserted into a new */
/* return node. */
returned=1; /* not lost and safe */
found = 1; /* found and safe */
motivated = 1; /* motivated and got help */
GotHelp = 1; /* got help and motivated */
lost = 0; /* not lost and found */
safe = 1; /* found and safe */
}
def motivational();
{
/* Purpose: to signal to the reader to print a new motivational message and */
/* call helpresources() */be updated in terms of statistics, */
lost = 1;
motivated = 0;
Got help = 0;
Got help = 1;
Lost = 0;
print_stats();
helpresources();
}
def helpresources();
{
/* Purpose: to signal to the reader numbers that can be called toll free for */
/* help in being found, and reader to be updated in terms of statistics, */
motivated = 1;
GotHelp = 1;
motivational();
}
def return_list():
{
/* Purpose: to signal to the reader to be updated in terms of statistics, */
/* number or returns, latest found, latest returned, then print motivational */
/* and help number message strings. returnlist means that the structure node */
/* or element that the runaway node record fields now get inserted into a new */
/* return node. */
Return = Runner;
motivated =1;
GotHelp = 1;
found = 1;
safe = 1;
}
void print_stats()
{
/* Purpose: to signal to the reader to be updated in terms of statistics, */
/* number or returns, latest found, latest returned, then print motivational */
/* and help number message strings. runawayfound means that the structure node */
/* or element that the runaway node record fields now get inserted into a new */
/* return node. */
while (n = 0)
{
read x
if (x = sentinel);then
n = n+1
y[n] = x
call_sort(y,n)
sum=0
for(i=0;i <= n;i++)
{
sum = sum+y
}
mean = sum/n
j = (n/2)
if (n/2-j = 0)
{
median = y[j]
else
median = (y[j]+y[j+1])/2
}
sum = 0
for (i=0;i<=n;i++)
{
sum = sum+(y-mean)^2
}
variance = sum/n-1
std_dev = sqrt(variance)
coeff_var = std_dev/mean
printf ("\nN:%f MEAN:%f MEDIAN%f\n",&n,&mean,&median)
printf ("\n%f %f",&x[j],&x[n])
printf ("\nVARIANCE:%f STD_DEV:%f COEFF_VAR:%f\n",&variance,&std_dev,&coeff_var)
}
}
runner runaway_list():
{
/* Purpose: to signal to the reader to be updated in terms of statistics, */
/* number or returns, latest found, latest returned, then print motivational */
/* and help number message strings. runawayfound means that the structure node */
/* or element that the runaway node record fields now get inserted into a new */
/* return node. */
# Set total Runaways R = 0
R=0
# Open file for read
*fp=fopen("RunFile.dat","r+")
# Loop R through file RunFile
fseek("RunFile",0,0)
while (*fp != NULL)
do
fread("RunFile",&i)
R=R+R
# Return Runaways=R
done
# Close RunFile
fclose("RunFile")
}
def return_list():
{
/* Purpose: to signal to the reader to be updated in terms of statistics, */
/* number or returns, latest found, latest returned, then print motivational */
/* and help number message strings. runawayfound means that the structure node */
/* or element that the runaway node record fields now get inserted into a new */
/* return node. */
# Set total Returns R = 0
R=0
# Open file for read
*fp=fopen("RetFile.dat","r+")
# Loop R through file RetFile
fseek("RetFile",0,0)
while (*fp != NULL)
do
fread("RetFile",&i)
R=R+R
# Return Returns=R
done
# Close RetFile
fclose(RetFile)
}
Card of the Day: Ace of Pentacles - Spirit of Earth, N of NANTA, Root of the Powers of Earth, throne seat for the Page/Princess of Disks.
Expanded intio Celtic Cross Spread (Thoth deck):
Significator - Ace of Disks -- Root of the Powers of Earth - Spirit of Earth - N of NANTA - New enterprise or income or similar. MATERIALITY.
Covers - Death - Child of the Great Transformers, Lord of the Gtes of Death. 24th Path - Scorpio - Change/Transformation, end of a matter.
"The Twenty-fourth Path is the Imaginative Intelligence, and it is so called because it gives a likeness to all the similitudes, which are created in like manner similar to its harmonious elegancies."
Crosses - Queen of Disks - Queen of the Thrones of Earth - Water of Earth. N of NANTA. Binah/Malkuth. REGERNERATIVE FORCE.
Crowns - The Moon. Ruler of Flux and Reflux, Child of the Sons of the Mighty. Pisces. Subconsciousness, Sleep, Dreams, Mental Organization.
"The Twenty-ninth Path is the Corporeal Intelligence, so called because it forms every body which is, formed beneath the whole set of worlds and the increment of them."
Beneath - Ace of Swords - Root of the Powers of Air - Spirit of Air - E of EXARP. INVOKED FORCE for good or ill. Yetzirah/Kether.
Behind - Princess of Wands - The Princess of the Shining Flame; The Rose of the Palace of Fire. Earth of Fire - M of BITOM. EXPLOSIVE FORCE.
Before - Prince of Wands - The Lord of the Flame and the Lightning; King of the Spirits of Fire. Fire of Fire. O of BITOM. DYNAMIC FORCE.
Querent - The Tower. Lord of the Hosts of the Mighty. Mars. 27th Path. Disintegration before reintegration.
"The Twenty-seventh Path is the Exciting Intelligence, and it is so called bemuse by it is created the Intellect of all created beings under the highest heaven, and the excitement or motion of them."
Environment - Ace of Cups - Root of the Powers of Water. Spirit of Water. H of HCOMA. - Agape Love, first stirrings of relationship. Briah/Kether.
Hopes/Fears - Ace of Wands - Root of the Powers of Fire. Spirit of Fire. B of BITOM. New beginnings. Atziluth/Kether. NATURAL FORCE.
Final Outcome - Knight of Wands - The Prince of the Chariot of Fire. Air of Fire. O of BITOM. SWIFT FORCE.
Top of Deck - The Star. Aquarius. Meditation/hope.
Bottom of Deck - High Priestess. Luna. Subconsciousness.
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But...what if:
Significator - You in Assiah too Atziluth by suit
Covers - Malkuth
Crosses - Yesod
Crowns - Hod
Beneath - Netzach
Behind - Tiphareth
Before - Geburah
Querent - Gedulah
Environment - Binah
Hopes/Fears - Chokmah
Final Outcome - Kether
Then determine to resistance/opposition, support/rulership of the card in the sphere, for example Death would best fit in Netzach, so how is it afflicted?
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I suppose I could scrap the sets from randr.c, but I was thinking that was the best resource for final histograms. Will word from a graph of linked lists.
Might be a new approach there too. Or perhaps just start with arrays of records at a lowest approach. I still think creating C++ and Python alternatives are a good idea. I am really hoping the makes a big impact on the continent in a positive way. Hail #1, and #2.
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Apr, #4: Elemiah and Gamagin
To help you emerge from spiritual torment.
To discover a traitor when you have suspicions.
To make a long journey safe.
To make creative and speculative work yield discoveries.
To seek answers from a friend or relative who has died, in the form of dreams.
To appear commanding when speaking to those you wish to influence.
To write convincingly.
A key to being a deity is knowledge, exoteric and esoteric.
So....
My Current Reading:
Academic
Saturday - Astronomy, A Visual Guide
Sunday - Math College Textbook, Madison College
Monday - Organic Chemistry with Biology Application
Tuesday - Outlines of Mineralogy and Geology
Wednesday - Introduction to Botany
Thursday - The C Programming Language/C Standard Library
Friday -Statistics, A Teachers Guide
Magickal
Saturday - The Golden Dawn, Book Eight: Geomancy, The Art and Practice of Geomancy
Sunday - The Alchemists Handbook, Israel Regardie and the Philosophers Stone
Monday - Candle Burning Magick: A Spellbook for Good and Evil
Tuesday - 72 Angels of Magick/Magick of Angels and Demons
Wednesday - Kaballah, Magick, and the Great Work of Self-Transformation
Thursday - Hoodoo Herbal/Little Herb Encyclopedia
Friday - Buckland Book of Spirit Communications
One chapter each minimum daily, goal is two chapters per day. Mot of these on that schedule should be finished in a month.
Todays studies, given a rewind on yesterday and prepared for tomorrow,
Chaps 1-3 -- Organic Chemistry
Chaps 1-2 -- Alchemists Handbook, Israel Regardie and the Philosophers Stone
Chaps 1-3 -- Outlines of Mineralogy and Geology, all books mineral
Chaps 1-3 -- 72 Angels of Magic, Shemhamphoresh, Magick of Angels and Demons, Demons of Magick
Chaps 1-4 -- Kaballah, Magick, and the Great Work of Self-Tranformation
Chaps 1-3 -- Introduction to Botany, all books plant kingdom
This is the way we roll. One to two chapters per week, in third week now.
Now, as for powers ...
For new readers, the point is to put forth all of our effort at any time, perhaps learning ourself in the process, and then asking for divine help to accomplish the rest of the goal at hand. So each month, from the Magick of Angels and Demons, we take the combined powers, which are not all of either powers, but working with the two, we take one the 72 pair each month, and try to run with it to try to bring out more of ourself to the forefront.
So --
Jan #1
Vehuiah and Bael
To expand consciousness, especially in the sciences
To carry out a demanding task through to completion
To change the mind of one who is wise
To appear confident to all who know or meet you
To speak with courage and wit to conceal deception
To create an illusion that conceals the truth of any situation or relationship
To make an enemy irrationally afraid
Feb #2
Yeliel and Agares
To calm unfair anger, aggression, or rebellion
To bring peace between lovers
To bring peace to a disturbed or argumentative household
To win arguments or change the minds of those of superior status
To make somebody who has left you return to your home
To make a person lose all dignity
To enable you to learn new languages more easily
Mar #3
Sitael and Vassago
To offer protection during a period of misfortune
To find solutions during times of chaos or great change
To encourage genorosity in somebody known to you
To shut down the lies and gossip of an individual or group
To make somebody believe you
To discover the truth behind a suspicious claim
To find something that has been lost or hidden
To put the past into perspective and perceive all the facts
Apr, #4: Elemiah and Gamagin
To help you emerge from spiritual torment.
To discover a traitor when you have suspicions.
To make a long journey safe.
To make creative and speculative work yield discoveries.
To seek answers from a friend or relative who has died, in the form of dreams.
To appear commanding when speaking to those you wish to influence.
To write convincingly.
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Now, when I do a Psalms ritual out of Riva's Candle Burning Magick, I cross reference 72 Angels of Magic/72 Names/Shemhamphoresh paper for the possible angels involved, particularly if more than one psalm is invoked, then I note down the name, number office and verse - and create invocations for them merged into a logical point in the ritual at hand. It sometimes becomes too many invocations, where the incense and candles go out halfway into the ritual (chime candles no less).
So, what we do is:
Determine our need/want --> Goal/Intent/Objective
Look up the Ritual involved and note the psalms.
Look up the 72 Angels and find any match.
If a match is found, note down name, number, office and psalm verse.
Merge the information into a solid ritual act.
Sigilize/etch and oil your candles, light candles and incense
Call the angels in the ritual, focusing on goal
Let the candles burn.
Sometimes you will find, in a recent case where I helped someone and saw the same in a tarot reading that was personal but pointed to the post result (positive cards), and sure enough Shem angels with that related office to the need was one to be called.
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A lot of love poured into this this evening. Still wouldn't compile for crap, but some logic tried to be inserted at various points in the code.
#include <stdio.h>
#include <stdlib.h>
#include <math.h>
#include <ctype.h>
#include <string.h>
/* Pre-processor directives and includes */
const int boolean;
/*
Purpose: This program reads two files, runaways and motivational/HelpNumbers.
The goal is to return the runaways to a SAFE environment.
Once a runaway is found, flags are updated to signal to update the returns file,
and unlink the runaway node and insert into the return list.
At that point the flags are read everything updated.
There is an interface engineers will have to create and implement.
*/
/* Abstract Data Type structure definitions */
/* Runner data and stats ADT using runners.dat file */
typedef struct Runner {
char* runner_name[40];
char* runner_age[3];
char* runner_gender[2];
char* runner_contact[20];
boolean returned=0; /* not lost and safe */
boolean found = 0; /* found and safe */
boolean motivated = 0; /* motivated and got help */
boolean GotHelp = 0; /* got help and motivated */
boolean lost = 1; /* not lost and found */
boolean safe = 0; /* found and safe */
} runner;
/* Returns data and stats ADT using returns.dat file */
typedef struct Returns {
char* returns_name[40];
char* returns_age[3];
char* returns_gender[2];
char* returns_contact[20];
boolean returned = 1; /* not lost and safe */
boolean found = 1; /* found and safe */
boolean motivated = 1; /* motivated and got help */
boolean GotHelp = 1; /* got help and motivated */
boolean lost = 0; /* not lost and found */
boolean safe = 1; /* found and safe */
} returns;
/* Motivational messages ADT using motivation.txt file */
typedef struct Motivational
{
/* To comply with characters display size for LED text scroll devices */
char* Intro_String[40];
char* Core_Motivational_String[40];
char* List_Help_Num_String[40];
boolean returned = 0; /* not lost and safe */
boolean found = 0; /* found and safe */
boolean motivated = 1; /* motivated and got help */
boolean GotHelp = 1; /* got help and motivated */
boolean lost = 0; /* not lost and found */
boolean safe = 0; /* found and safe */
} motivational;
/* SAFE houses and mental health and DPS numbers ADT using SAFE.dat file */
typedef struct SAFENumbers {
char* SAFE_address[40];
char* SAFE_state[3];
char* SAFE_zipcode[6];
char* SAFE_contact[20];
boolean returned=1; /* not lost and safe */
boolean found = 1; /* found and safe */
boolean motivated = 1; /* motivated and got help */
boolean GotHelp = 1; /* got help and motivated */
boolean lost = 0; /* not lost and found */
boolean safe = 1; /* found and safe */
} safenumbers;
/* FOR ENGINEERS TO IMPLEMENT -- interface for LED text scrolling devices */
typedef struct LED_Device_Interface { } LEDDevInterface;
typedef struct Histogram { } histogram;
typedef struct Statistics { } statistics;
typedef struct Set_ADT {
/*
Items are inserted and deleted, there is no inherent order in the
items in a given set. Merge_set, however does a merge-sort on the
items in the given set(s). Before any call is made to a set operation,
The set has been declared and a constructor has been applied.
The '==' and '<<' operators apply to values of ItemType.
*/
} set_adt;
typedef struct set_adt set;
typedef struct List
{
}list_adt;
typedef struct list_adt list;
const MAX_SET_ITEMS=2048;
returns="ReturnsData.txt"
OFile="RandRStatResults.txt"
runner runaway_list(list L);
list L, runaway_list, return_list, safe_list;
set S, S1, S2, MergedSet, joinedSet;
int numSetItems=0;
char mode="r";
/* Function Prototypes */
void setMakeEmpty(set S);
boolean setIsEmpty(set S);
boolean setIsFull(set S);
int setCardinality(set S);
int setUnion(set S1,S2);
int setIntersection(set S1, S2);
int setDifference(set S1,S2);
set setStore(set S; int item);
int setDeleteItem(set S, int item);
set setCreate(set S);
set setJoin (set S, S1, S2, joinedSet);
set setMerge(set S1, S2, mergedSet);
set setPrintSet (set S);
int setDestroy(set S);
FILE* chomp_file(&filename, &mode, 256);
FILE* slurp_file(&filename, &mode, 4196);
returns runawayfound();
runner runawayreturn();
void motivational();
void helpresources();
list return_list():
list setItem_to_Node();
void print_stats(void);
void print_histogram(returns R1, runners R2, histogram H){ }
/* Function Implementation */
set setCreate(set S) {
/* Purpose: to create a new set of runners, returns, and other structures as */
/* well as flags to signal to the reader to be updated in terms of statistics, */
int setUnion(set S1,S2)
/* Purpose: Return the union elements of S1 and S2 sets, stored in result. */
{
result.maxItems=MAX_SET_ITEMS;
for (i=0;i < MAX_SET_ITEMS-1;i++)
{
result.items=items || S2.items;
}
/*
S1=result;
return S1;
*/
return result;
}
int setIntersection(set S1, S2)
/* Purpose: Return the intersection elements of S1 and S2 sets, stored in result. */
{
result.maxItems=MAX_SET_ITEMS;
for (i=0;i < MAX_SET_ITEMS-1;i++)
{
result.items=items && setB.items;
}
return result;
}
int setDifference(set S1, S2)
/* Purpose: Determine and return the difference between two sets S1 and S2, store in
S, then clear contents of S1 and S2, then split and merge as needed. */
{
int result;
result.maxItems=MAX_SET_ITEMS;
for (i=0;i < MAX_SET_ITEMS-1;i++)
{
result.items=items && setB.items;
}
return result;
}
set setStore(set S; int item)
/* Purpose: Store new item in specified set S */
{
do
{
/* merge sets by merge sort and return mergedSet */
setMerge(S1,S2,mergedSet);
/* save mergedSet */
S1=mergedSet;
/* reset S2 */
S2=NULL;
/* test if setIsEmpty and setIsFull */
()?:;
/* store item */
}
while(!setIsFull(S1))
return mergedSet;
}
int setDeleteItem(set S, int item)
/* Purpose: Delete set item from set S. */
{
return S;
}
set setJoin (set S, S1, S2, joinedSet)
/* Purpose: to create a new set of runners, returns, and other
structures as well as flags to signal to the reader to be
updated in terms of statistics. */
{
return S=joinedSet;
}
set setMerge(set S1, S2, mergedSet)
/* Purpose: to merge S1 and S2, which could contain data from
runners and returns, and returns a merged set in an ordered manner. */
{
/* mergedSet must be filled with a merge of sets S1 and S2 */
set TempArray[MAX_SET_ITEMS];
int index = leftFirst;
int leftLast,rightFirst,rightLast,index,values=0;
int saveFirst = leftFirst;
while ((leftFirst <= leftLast) && (rightFirst <= rightLast))
{
if (values[leftFirst] < values[rightFirst])
{
TempArray[index] = values[leftFirst];
leftFirst++;
}
else
{
TempArray[index] = values[rightFirst];
rightFirst++;
}
index++;
}
/* merge sort will be the preferred method. */
return mergedSet;
}
int mergeSort(int values[], int first, int last)
{
if (first < last)
{
int middle = (first+last)/2;
mergeSort(values, first, middle);
mergeSort(values, middle+1, last);
setMerge(values, first, middle+1, last);
}
}
set setPrintSet (set S) { ; }
{
/* Purpose: to print exact set pointed to. */
}
int setDestroy(set S)
{
/* Purpose: to destroy exact set pointed to, then deallocate memory and return */
/* the deallocated memory back to the heap to avoid memory leaks, free pointers */
/* to avoid dangling pointer/null pointer errors. */
}
FILE* chomp_file(&filename, &mode, 256);
{
/* Purpose: to split the current exact file pointed to that has read mode enabled, */
/* and returns the exact field values specified. */
}
FILE* slurp_file(&filename, &mode, 4196);
{
/* Purpose: to read the current exact file pointed to that has read mode enabled */
/* all at once. */
}
return runawayfound(runner);
{
/* Purpose: to signal to the reader to be updated in terms of statistics, */
/* number or returns, latest found, then print motivational and help number */
/* message strings. runawayfound means that the structure node/element that */
/* the runaway node record fields now get inserted into a new return node. */
found = 1; /* found yet still lost */
returned = 0; /* found but not returned */
motivated = 1; /* found and motivated */
lost = 1; /* lost but found */
gotHelp = 1; /* runaway runner got help */
safe = 0; /* found but not returned or safe */
}
return runawayreturn(runner);
{
/* Purpose: to signal to the reader to be updated in terms of statistics, */
/* number or returns, latest found, latest returned, then print motivational */
/* and help number message strings. runawayreturn means that the structure node */
/* or element that the runaway node record fields now get inserted into a new */
/* return node. */
returned=1; /* not lost and safe */
found = 1; /* found and safe */
motivated = 1; /* motivated and got help */
GotHelp = 1; /* got help and motivated */
lost = 0; /* not lost and found */
safe = 1; /* found and safe */
}
void motivational();
{
/* Purpose: to signal to the reader to print a new motivational message and */
/* call helpresources() and be updated in terms of statistics, flags */
lost = 1;
motivated = 0;
Got help = 0;
Got help = 1;
Lost = 0;
print_stats();
helpresources();
}
void helpresources();
{
/* Purpose: to signal to the reader numbers that can be called toll free for */
/* help in being found, and reader to be updated in terms of statistics, flags */
motivated = 1;
GotHelp = 1;
motivational();
}
def return_list():
{
/* Purpose: to signal to the reader to be updated in terms of statistics, */
/* number or returns, latest found, latest returned, then print motivational */
/* and help number message strings. returnlist means that the structure node */
/* or element that the runaway node record fields now get inserted into a new */
/* return node. */
Return = Runner;
motivated =1;
GotHelp = 1;
found = 1;
safe = 1;
}
void print_stats()
{
/* Purpose: to signal to the reader to be updated in terms of statistics, */
/* number or returns, latest found, latest returned, then print motivational */
/* and help number message strings. runawayfound means that the structure node */
/* or element that the runaway node record fields now get inserted into a new */
/* return node. */
while (n = 0)
{
read x
if (x = sentinel);then
n = n+1
y[n] = x
call_sort(y,n)
sum=0
for(i=0;i <= n;i++)
{
sum = sum+y
}
mean = sum/n
j = (n/2)
if (n/2-j = 0)
{
median = y[j]
else
median = (y[j]+y[j+1])/2
}
sum = 0
for (i=0;i<=n;i++)
{
sum = sum+(y-mean)^2
}
variance = sum/n-1
std_dev = sqrt(variance)
coeff_var = std_dev/mean
printf ("\nN:%f MEAN:%f MEDIAN%f\n",&n,&mean,&median)
printf ("\n%f %f",&x[j],&x[n])
printf ("\nVARIANCE:%f STD_DEV:%f COEFF_VAR:%f\n",&variance,&std_dev,&coeff_var)
}
}
runner runaway_list():
{
/* Purpose: to signal to the reader to be updated in terms of statistics, */
/* number or returns, latest found, latest returned, then print motivational */
/* and help number message strings. runawayfound means that the structure node */
/* or element that the runaway node record fields now get inserted into a new */
/* return node.
# Set total Runaways runners R = 0 */
runners R=0;
/* Open file for read */
*fp=fopen("RunFile.dat","r+")
/* Loop R through file RunFile */
fseek("RunFile",0,0)
while (*fp != NULL)
do
fread("RunFile",&I,4096)
/* do cool list stuff here, perhaps check equality of a list record item */
void return_list(runner R)
{
/* Purpose: to signal to the reader to be updated in terms of statistics, */
/* number or returns, latest found, latest returned, then print motivational */
/* and help number message strings. runawayfound means that the structure node */
/* or element that the runaway node record fields now get inserted into a new */
/* return node. */
/* Set total Returns R = 0 */
returns R=0;
/* Open file for read */
*fp=fopen("RetFile.dat","r+")
/* Loop R through file RetFile */
fseek("RetFile",0,0)
while (*fp != NULL)
do
fread("RetFile",&i)
returns R=R+i;
/* Return Returns=R */
done
/* Close RetFile */
fclose(RetFile);
motivational();
helpresources();
return returns=R;
}
main()
{
/*
Purpose:
Main driving logic in completion of the goal,
(isEmpty(runners == 1) && isFull(returns == 1) == 1) [no runners, full returns]
To do this, flags have to be equal and true in certain cases of runners,returns.
They are in a circular linked list structure and behave as such.
lagrange should return the curve for the histogram, and printstats is executed.
Now we do a search, and if returns and runners then. Merge sort on each.
Otherwise, we continue a search foreach runner, running helpresources() and
running motivational().
*/
void return_list();
float lagrange(y,j,n)
{
lagrange(returns,runners,n);
}
void helpresources()
{
}
void runawayfound()
{
}
void runawayreturn()
{
}
void print_histogram(returns R1, runners R2, histogram H)
{ }
void motivational(){Runners="RunawayData.txt"
Returns="ReturnsData.txt"
OFile="RandRStatResults.txt"
printf("\n\nRunaways and Returns starting..");
printf("Slurping File ..");
slurp_file();
int n=0;
*fp =fopen(&Runners,"r+");
for (a=0;a!=NULL;a++)
{
fread $x;
x==sentinel?continue:break;
{
$n=$n+1;
y[$n]=$x;
}
}
fclose(&Runners);
sum=0;
i=0;
while($i<$n)
{
$i=$i+1;
$sum=$sum+$y[$i];
}
mean=$sum/$n;
j=$n/2;
if((n/2) == 0i)
then{
$median=$y;
else
$median=($y[j]+($y[j]+1));
}
$sum=0;
$i=0;
while ($i<$n)
{
$i=$i+1;
$sum=$sum+($y[$i]-$mean)/2;
variance=$sum/$n-1;
stddev=sqrrt($variance);
coeffvar=$stddev/$mean;
printf("\n%f %f $f",$n,$mean,$median);
x=pow($x,3);
printf("\n%f %f", $x[$i], $x[$n]);
printf("\n%f %f %f",$variance, $stddev, $coeffvar);
}
}
/* Function prototypes as reminder
void setMakeEmpty(set S);
boolean setIsEmpty(set S);
boolean setIsFull(set S);
int setCardinality(set S);
int setUnion(set S1,S2);
int setIntersection(set S1, S2);
int setDifference(set S1,S2);
set setStore(set S; int item);
int setDeleteItem(set S, int item);
set setCreate(set S);
set setJoin (set S, S1, S2, joinedSet);
set setMerge(set S1, S2, mergedSet);
set setPrintSet (set S);
int setDestroy(set S);
FILE* chomp_file(&filename, &mode, &size);
FILE* slurp_file(&filename, &mode, &size;
returns runawayfound();
runner runawayreturn();
void motivational();
void helpresources();
list return_list():
list setItem_to_Node();
void print_stats(void);
void print_histogram(returns R1, runners R2, histogram H){ }
*/
slurpfile(runners.dat,"r", 256);
chomp_file(returns.dat,"r", 4196);
(runner.name == return.name)?runawayfound(runner.name):break;
runawayreturn(runner.name);
motivational();
helpresources();
printf("Statistics run DayAndTime..");
print_stats();
print_histogram();
printf("\n\nPrinting motivaionalMessageString");
motivational();
prinf("\n\nProviding HelpNumbers...)";
help_numbers();
return 0;
}
The object is safe return homes, motivation, and help numbers; runaways and missing found in forms of national data files available to public to be input files for the program. I really need to in spare time print it all out, analyze the crap out if it and get it runnable as designed.
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Reminder to self, sorry this is monotonous, but pasting incoherent code takes up a page or two in itself, I promise not to past source code unless it compiles and runs, no matter validit or functionality of the output.
Tues-Wed-Thurs study days today, which mesh well actually. Mercurial day. Lets get on with this.
This is the point of this journal after all, and Ive done probably 1% out of 220% effort.
A key to being a deity is knowledge, exoteric and esoteric.
So....
My Current Reading:
Academic
Saturday - Astronomy, A Visual Guide
Sunday - Math College Textbook, Madison College
Monday - Organic Chemistry with Biology Application
Tuesday - Outlines of Mineralogy and Geology
Wednesday - Introduction to Botany
Thursday - The C Programming Language/C Standard Library
Friday -Statistics, A Teachers Guide
Magickal
Saturday - The Golden Dawn, Book Eight: Geomancy, The Art and Practice of Geomancy
Sunday - The Alchemists Handbook, Israel Regardie and the Philosophers Stone
Monday - Candle Burning Magick: A Spellbook for Good and Evil
Tuesday - 72 Angels of Magick/Magick of Angels and Demons
Wednesday - Kaballah, Magick, and the Great Work of Self-Transformation
Thursday - Hoodoo Herbal/Little Herb Encyclopedia
Friday - Buckland Book of Spirit Communications
One chapter each minimum daily, goal is two chapters per day. Mot of these on that schedule should be finished in a month.
Todays studies, given a rewind on yesterday and prepared for tomorrow,
Chaps 1-3 -- Organic Chemistry
Chaps 1-2 -- Alchemists Handbook, Israel Regardie and the Philosophers Stone
Chaps 1-3 -- Outlines of Mineralogy and Geology, all books mineral
Chaps 1-3 -- 72 Angels of Magic, Shemhamphoresh, Magick of Angels and Demons, Demons of Magick
Chaps 1-4 -- Kaballah, Magick, and the Great Work of Self-Tranformation
Chaps 1-3 -- Introduction to Botany, all books plant kingdom
This is the way we roll. One to two chapters per week, in third week now.
Now, as for powers ...
For new readers, the point is to put forth all of our effort at any time, perhaps learning ourself in the process, and then asking for divine help to accomplish the rest of the goal at hand. So each month, from the Magick of Angels and Demons, we take the combined powers, which are not all of either powers, but working with the two, we take one the 72 pair each month, and try to run with it to try to bring out more of ourself to the forefront.
So --
Jan #1
Vehuiah and Bael
To expand consciousness, especially in the sciences
To carry out a demanding task through to completion
To change the mind of one who is wise
To appear confident to all who know or meet you
To speak with courage and wit to conceal deception
To create an illusion that conceals the truth of any situation or relationship
To make an enemy irrationally afraid
Feb #2
Yeliel and Agares
To calm unfair anger, aggression, or rebellion
To bring peace between lovers
To bring peace to a disturbed or argumentative household
To win arguments or change the minds of those of superior status
To make somebody who has left you return to your home
To make a person lose all dignity
To enable you to learn new languages more easily
Mar #3
Sitael and Vassago
To offer protection during a period of misfortune
To find solutions during times of chaos or great change
To encourage genorosity in somebody known to you
To shut down the lies and gossip of an individual or group
To make somebody believe you
To discover the truth behind a suspicious claim
To find something that has been lost or hidden
To put the past into perspective and perceive all the facts
Apr, #4: Elemiah and Gamagin
To help you emerge from spiritual torment.
To discover a traitor when you have suspicions.
To make a long journey safe.
To make creative and speculative work yield discoveries.
To seek answers from a friend or relative who has died, in the form of dreams.
To appear commanding when speaking to those you wish to influence.
To write convincingly.
So today is -
Tuesday - Outlines of Mineralogy and Geology
Wednesday - Introduction to Botany
Thursday - The C Programming Language/C Standard Library
Tuesday - 72 Angels of Magick/Magick of Angels and Demons
Wednesday - Kaballah, Magick, and the Great Work of Self-Transformation
Thursday - Hoodoo Herbal/Little Herb Encyclopedia
Thursdays Magical matches with Tuesday Mundane,
Tuesday Mundane works well with Tuesday natural in context of mineralogy and alchemy of stones, where angels most likely can and will help.
Consider petition ritual method, with requests written in the Celestial and Enochian angelic languages, burnt within incense smoke and candle flame, held in between with tweezers near the fire cup (china with red brick and water on altar).
Finally, mundane Thursday C(++) programming and library for randr.c, with light reading from Christopher, though committing ritual parts to memory since the movement and visualization is down, adding functionality to a framework, breathing life into it like a humonculous.
Mineralogy is fundamental to both gemology and geology; and involved chemistry, therefore both Mineralogy and Mineral Alchemy should be researched and experimented with together.
Minerals are in the base of our soil above layers of gas, oil, shale, bedroncks like limestone and silica, clay, and sandy soil below rich soil. Plant spagyrics/alchemy is therefore encouraged to be studied with botany after the formers. Here Hoodoo and herbology enter in.
Finally, the animal kingdom, man and angels. For solving complex problems like the C/C++ language does on computers; server work as well.
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From my main journal:
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Although disabled and getting weaker every month, I need two jobs and a cheap too for rent. So far I'm looking at 200-400 for a room. Cheapest preferred. Me and my cat. Need two jobs, the one I interview for tomorrow, and one down the street that pays weekly. This way every week I have something to work with as opposed to being tsol with one biweekly job.
PO Box. Amazon shipments. Rent paid. Room paid for. Boxes for moving. A moving plan.
Worst comes to worst, one of two will bail me out, cat or no cat, even if I have to put her up for adoption a third time. She is too sweet to not get a loving home with strong and understanding owners. Ive had her for ten years, if anyone knows her its me.
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Cannot wait to move out of this shithole and get a restructured life.
Just got a call, we have yet another client, this makes five possible that I know of let alone his. Everyone wants their own podcast, right? Spinning their own wax?
So, more to talk with him about as he had to take another call.
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Going through Center for Internet Security documentation Debian and Diet Independent security audit checjklists, automating as much as possible in urgent fifo to low priority. This way we are way ahead of the curve, and collecting a post install, post configuration backup via tar, then if in a DR case, we just build a new server, set a new passoword, and using sudo extract and overwrite. Finally we set root password. Then audit scripts and security monitor running."
Hail #1, #2, #3, and #4.
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Still a ways to go on server configuration detail which needs to be done, along with the audit and hardenOS scripts to be created and tested. Unfortunately it will have to be a live test. Also need to ensure the security monitor scripts are correct and in the IPC table.nd
Still, got a lot of notes taken to be put into server instance creation documentation to roll out with a DVD to a client. Correct hosts.allow and hosts.deny settings. Web server hardening. Database hardening. App Armor running on it all. Firewall rules correct and firewall status running.
Yes, with that step against inrtia, a lot got accomplished towards the goal. Loose DR p lan idea in place. Tried to groom kitty but that is a no-go.
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All my reserves are empty. Seriously thinking about quitting magic, but three necessary things: pawn worthwhile things for getting by and declare bankruptcy, get at least one job and rent a room, and group therapy outpatient. Magick or not, I need things done when I need them. I dont have a luxury of time. Im old and could croak at any moment.
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No magickal books of any kind are open on my computer, only academic books, and only one or two per topic tops.
The hacker assholes won, as did the poor quality of the computer Im using. Yay says the character from Crank Yankers.
At this point Im hanging my hat on magick until my self soul and life are under my control.
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And to be clear, I am not friends with darkness, the goetia, the qlippoth or "dark" entities, nor contemporary edge lord bullshit.
Started work on the server setup script, and reviewed the security monitor scripts. Still doing so and automating as much as possible. Now to review configuration according to CIS audit docs for Debian, Ubuntu, NGINX, Apache, Tomcat, AWS. Also fail2ban and portsentry, allow files. Time to get a SecDevOps center together. A ticketing system and all. Split time into fleshing out of functions for randr.c, test individual functions as program code.
Back home after trying to sell valuables that are apparently not valuable except in sentiment, so estate/yard sale I guess.
Back to the books today. Organic Chem and Candle Magic. Learn some witchcraft spells and put to use. Currently baneful to blessing.
Wrap up March considerations/successes/failures and prepare for #4 April 2023.
Fell asleep, so previous statements were not seen through.
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Note to self
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This is the point of this journal after all, and Ive done probably 1% out of 220% effort.
A key to being a deity is knowledge, exoteric and esoteric.
So....
My Current Reading:
Academic
Saturday - Astronomy, A Visual Guide
Sunday - Math College Textbook, Madison College
Monday - Organic Chemistry with Biology Application
Tuesday - Outlines of Mineralogy and Geology
Wednesday - Introduction to Botany
Thursday - The C Programming Language/C Standard Library
Friday -Statistics, A Teachers Guide
Magickal
Saturday - The Golden Dawn, Book Eight: Geomancy, The Art and Practice of Geomancy
Sunday - The Alchemists Handbook, Israel Regardie and the Philosophers Stone
Monday - Candle Burning Magick: A Spellbook for Good and Evil
Tuesday - 72 Angels of Magick/Magick of Angels and Demons
Wednesday - Kaballah, Magick, and the Great Work of Self-Transformation
Thursday - Hoodoo Herbal/Little Herb Encyclopedia
Friday - Buckland Book of Spirit Communications
One chapter each minimum daily, goal is two chapters per day. Mot of these on that schedule should be finished in a month.
This is the way we roll. One to two chapters per week, in third week now.
Now, as for powers ...
For new readers, the point is to put forth all of our effort at any time, perhaps learning ourself in the process, and then asking for divine help to accomplish the rest of the goal at hand. So each month, from the Magick of Angels and Demons, we take the combined powers, which are not all of either powers, but working with the two, we take one the 72 pair each month, and try to run with it to try to bring out more of ourself to the forefront.
So --
Jan #1
Vehuiah and Bael
To expand consciousness, especially in the sciences
To carry out a demanding task through to completion
To change the mind of one who is wise
To appear confident to all who know or meet you
To speak with courage and wit to conceal deception
To create an illusion that conceals the truth of any situation or relationship
To make an enemy irrationally afraid
Feb #2
Yeliel and Agares
To calm unfair anger, aggression, or rebellion
To bring peace between lovers
To bring peace to a disturbed or argumentative household
To win arguments or change the minds of those of superior status
To make somebody who has left you return to your home
To make a person lose all dignity
To enable you to learn new languages more easily
Mar #3
Sitael and Vassago
To offer protection during a period of misfortune
To find solutions during times of chaos or great change
To encourage genorosity in somebody known to you
To shut down the lies and gossip of an individual or group
To make somebody believe you
To discover the truth behind a suspicious claim
To find something that has been lost or hidden
To put the past into perspective and perceive all the facts
Apr, #4: Elemiah and Gamagin
To help you emerge from spiritual torment.
To discover a traitor when you have suspicions.
To make a long journey safe.
To make creative and speculative work yield discoveries.
To seek answers from a friend or relative who has died, in the form of dreams.
To appear commanding when speaking to those you wish to influence.
To write convincingly.
Reasons for note to self:
1. To be kept in scope of view.
2. To deduce combined powers of duo pairs.
Mineralogy/Gemology/Geology/Earth Science
72 Angels of Magic/Magick of Angels and Demons/Shemhamphoresh/Le Kabbalah Practique
To expand consciousness, especially in the sciences
To carry out a demanding task through to completion
To make creative and speculative work yield discoveries.
To write convincingly.
So in other words, through study, seeing it from start to finish, yield a discovery and writing on it makes the grade.
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Mineralogy (200pp) reading and Shemhamphoresh conjuration the focal studies for the day.
On a break after resumes have been done and sent off, study The C Programming Language and take the program to the highest level it can go without needing C++ for randr.c work for the day.
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Found out that back in 2004 I discovered on a local search, not the Geology field class samples found, these were within a mile away from my residence. A egg shaped basaltic stone, more like a potato size. It had to wear away a Swiss army knife saw blade to etch chisel blows with a hammer, but finally split in two. Where Periodite od Amphibole, one has asbestos fibers. That is news to me.
Job interview with Google upcoming. More leads to follow in the works.
The nftables is cool and all, though a pain in the ass of the administrator, due to the simple functionality of iptables now lost.
But, newest stable release, move to new stable tools. There is no way easily I see to include this in my security monitor scripts.
Now to, with the help of #4, write a convincing set of arguments as to why I should immediately be hired by Google.
Need outpatient therapy however, not sure how that would work out, this is a morning to afternoon shift.
Small acts of desensitization are key I know, in terms of my fear of heights. They occupy a large, tall building.
Gave my Santa Muerte necklace to someone more into LSM than I was. I was never "into" LSM, but paid tribute at an altar, and then found the necklace at a thrift shop. So in giving, perhaps LSM will take three primary addictions from them and put them to rest. That is my hope.
Back on listening to Positive Affirmations and Earl Nightingale daily. Morning and Night. Past that simply acapella UK hymns and Gospel songs.
Studies for Day - Introduction to Botany, Plant Spagyrics, textbook, and all other side reading for Book Clubs/Journals.
Off to the local medical clinics Food Pantry.
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The nftables/iptables relation to this Journal of 200% effort toward powers of A&D: If the security monitor scripts do not work, it will ciontinue to irritate business partner and clients, and cause loss of confidence. Therefore, #! and #2 and #4 are directly related here.
Job Interview relation to this journal: #1 is directly related here, as well as #4.
Therapy related to this journal: #1 and #2 are directly related here, possibly #3.
Studies for day is directly related to #1. So are Nightingale and McGraws Positive Power Affirmations. For confidence and purpose.
Giving is also related here.
Studies relation to this journal: #1's Expansion of Consciousness in the Sciences.
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#1 Review ---
Jan #1
Vehuiah and Bael
To expand consciousness, especially in the sciences
To carry out a demanding task through to completion
To change the mind of one who is wise
To appear confident to all who know or meet you
To speak with courage and wit to conceal deception
To create an illusion that conceals the truth of any situation or relationship
To make an enemy irrationally afraid
A thought on expansion of consciousness in the sciences, this is how discoveries are made and medicines and other results produced.
What exactly is meant by expansion of consciousness? Not only revolutionary new ideas and discoveries, but a means of making us more advanced in certain ways that are questionable at first. Think of the great minds in the past that were convicted of heresy or witchcraft, while fermented rye bread would later advance to LSD, now we have MDMA and DMT, for the field of psychedelic drugs of choice.
Question: In my studies, which I should really restart/reset in April (a lot of reading but thats okay as long as the fundamentals are clearly understood), to think about the powers in relation to the sciences being studied, particularly that of the #1 duo in this line of thought, what can I do to yield a new discovery in the sciences that will expand our thoughts on the subject?
Can the non-genius do this, the non-protege?
Confidence. The best approach to this is to simply listen to good material daily, I suggest David McGraw's 500 Positive Power Affirmations, a 45-50 minute video with subliminal audio to music and beach waves. Him and Earl Nightingale. Daily. Day and night. Until your confident. Just do it. If fear of heights creeps up, desensitize slowly.
The security monitor was driving me up a wall, by not keeping it simple and to the point, which is the primary reason for writing a shell script, otherwise you write an application in a programming language. Well, I did and am doing both. Seeing this through to completion, this demanding task, was due to being endlessly harassed and attacked. I did it though, I write it and tested in on a unix shell. It worked as designed. The problem however is advancement of technology, the newer releases of the distribution are imp[lementing nftables rather than keeping iptables, which throws off my scripts. Proper configuration will be the savior here.
To change the mind of one who is wise, well, this and other powers were done but not to excess or mastery. That would otherwise be seen as manipulation to everyone involved. To make an enemy irrationally afraid of you, just bark longer louder and crazier.
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Feb #2
Yeliel and Agares
To calm unfair anger, aggression, or rebellion
To bring peace between lovers
To bring peace to a disturbed or argumentative household
To win arguments or change the minds of those of superior status
To make somebody who has left you return to your home
To make a person lose all dignity
To enable you to learn new languages more easily
I had a problem with Bloods in my neighborhood, not that Im a rival gang member, just someone with a loud mouth and a heart worn on the sleeve.
I had to be silent, be my crazy zany self, and make them think again. That curbed #2.1, #2.3.
The rest were overlooked except for returning runaways, I am still working on a program to help aid in the return of runaways to a safe monitored environment if home is not safe.
Rather than get fired and potentially raise a lawsuit, I changed the mind of those superior in status to recognize it is not something I can do about - it just is and was and left it there.
Again, because the Goetia is ancient and wrote in ancient times, much of todays technology is overlooked as solutions.
To learn new languages easily and quickly, without spirits I recommend RosettaStone or Pimsleur, both are excellent.
That or hit the books and learn it.
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I am a pussy in certain ways due to heights, which only recently reared its ugly head at me.
Not the first time Ive flipped out about heights.
Yes Man obligatory quote "If the molehill wont come to Terrance then Terrance will come to the molehill."
Expansion of consciousness in the sciences. For those afraid of heights, why not use VR technology to bring the high environment down low to you? What about a safety suit that only takes one up off the ground at a time like an amusement park ride?
What is it about heights that is so unnerving?
Ive been on poorly maintained over the six lane highway before in one of those chain link contraptions, until I came across a big gaping hole in the foundation. Easy suicide method, but that year I wanted to live. I ts things like that that make it fair to heart its ugly head. However, engineers design things to be safe for most people. Granted an epileptic like me prefer a carpeted environment, but thats not always available .... so ... whaddya do?
Man up, pussy. That is the solution. Small doses of desensitization. A shaman friend discussed this with me.
What is unnerving is the idea of loss of control over circumstances. This appears to be more dominant when other factors are out of line or out of control, introducing and maintaining a dysfunctional existence. We are designing things to be relatively safe, but shit happens and disasters do happen even in industrial environments. The key is not to flip out and decide on an alternative to handling it.
When I worked at South quad, one side (back of building) collapses into a downhill leaving only a wall of windows seeing treetops and rooftops.
Its really not that high except for the architecture. The front side when you walk in has an immediate basement stairway all hardwood. I would avoid that staircase like a plague. Most people watching me while walking toward me would steer out of the way, if they didn't I would try an signal them to move right, if they did not I went around them anyway. The next bis fiasco was the service elevator that gives you a glimpse of the actual construction forces and forms at play in layers of height, and gives a vertigo or syncope possibility. That left the industrial staircase to go up and down in. End of assignment.
So why is it difficult to get a place conducive to my hopes and fears?
Why must I be made to go to tall workplaces instead of working from home?
First, one needs to secure a home. This is not a possibility to secure a solid home, but rather in rental straits now.
My Current Reading:
Academic
Saturday - Astronomy, A Visual Guide
Sunday - Math College Textbook, Madison College
Monday - Organic Chemistry with Biology Application
Tuesday - Outlines of Mineralogy and Geology
Wednesday - Introduction to Botany
Thursday - The C Programming Language/C Standard Library
Friday -Statistics, A Teachers Guide
Magickal
Saturday - The Golden Dawn, Book Eight: Geomancy, The Art and Practice of Geomancy
Sunday - The Alchemists Handbook, Israel Regardie and the Philosophers Stone
Monday - Candle Burning Magick: A Spellbook for Good and Evil/Candle Magic
Tuesday - 72 Angels of Magick/Magick of Angels and Demons
Wednesday - Kaballah, Magick, and the Great Work of Self-Transformation/(Elemental) Witchcraft
Thursday - Hoodoo Herbal/Little Herb Encyclopedia
Friday - Buckland Book of Spirit Communications/Kuriakos
C Programming and Hoodoo reading today it is. Review of each at the end of the month that I will need to cram for.
Tis nearly April, lets review #3...
Mar #3
Sitael and Vassago
To offer protection during a period of misfortune
To find solutions during times of chaos or great change
To encourage genorosity in somebody known to you
To shut down the lies and gossip of an individual or group
To make somebody believe you
To discover the truth behind a suspicious claim
To find something that has been lost or hidden
To put the past into perspective and perceive all the facts
I think I had someone watching over me during a period of misfortune.
I think I found some solution, but not all solutions available.
Nope. Still clueless as to the past.
Nope, still gossiped about.
Nope, just nope on most.
Coming in April.
Apr, #4: Elemiah and Gamagin
To help you emerge from spiritual torment.
To discover a traitor when you have suspicions.
To make a long journey safe.
To make creative and speculative work yield discoveries.
To seek answers from a friend or relative who has died, in the form of dreams.
To appear commanding when speaking to those you wish to influence.
To write convincingly.
Keep in mind I am not looking for one time shots, I expect these "powers" or "effort" to become a "habit".
Thursday it is, C Programming study day it is.
Delayed to find a C Compiler. None that I see in the App Store.
Why I miss Windows - I could go online and get Strawberry Perl that includes a gcc program and all other necessary software.
Perhaps substitute that and just work mentally on the code, which will require me to think at a very detailed step by step operation in some matters, such as implementation of sets.
So, Python study instead, or work mentally at the C programs, the latter it is.
Well ... will try the gnu c compiler from gnu.org, but apple community is pretty pessimistic to deviate from Xcode, which doesn't run on my MacOS version. That or Python it is.
Well, Xcode wont run on my machine, so Python and bash it is.
wait a sec ...
Ha! Success! At least in compiling to an object file, but ld is having issues now that cc did its job.
At least the compiler is in place, so provided the mental aspect of my programming is on target and it compiles, then probably working as designed.
The command ld hiworld.o -execute came closer, but no cigar just yet.
Okay, so once this compiles and links to an executable that prints Hi World! to the terminal, then I will be content. Content to move onto test_sets.c for the randr.c project.
Hail #1, #2, #3.
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A start ... Thank you Khernigan and Ritchie.
-rwxrwxrwx@ 1 doug staff 1505 Jul 6 2022 circuit.h
-rwx------@ 1 doug staff 672 Dec 24 03:31 sample_population.sh
-rw-r--r-- 1 doug staff 0 Jan 5 19:07 hardenOS.py
-rw-r--r-- 1 doug staff 0 Jan 5 19:08 runreturn.py
-rwx------@ 1 doug staff 768 Jan 31 07:44 samp_pop.c
-rw-r--r--@ 1 doug staff 1698 Feb 16 01:23 stattest.py
-rw-r--r--@ 1 doug staff 4327 Feb 16 14:59 runnerreturn.c
-rw-r--r--@ 1 doug staff 30808 Mar 21 10:57 randr.c
-rw-r--r-- 1 doug staff 30808 Mar 21 14:11 tst_list.c
-rw-r--r-- 1 doug staff 30808 Mar 21 14:12 tst_runs.c
-rw-r--r-- 1 doug staff 30808 Mar 21 14:12 tst_rets.c
-rw-r--r-- 1 doug staff 30808 Mar 21 14:12 tst_file.c
-rw-r--r-- 1 doug staff 30808 Mar 21 14:13 tst_motv.c
-rw-r--r-- 1 doug staff 30808 Mar 21 14:13 tst_help.c
-rw-r--r-- 1 doug staff 30808 Mar 21 14:14 tst_stat.c
-rw-r--r-- 1 doug staff 30808 Mar 21 14:14 tst_hist.c
-rw-r--r-- 1 doug staff 6244 Mar 21 15:43 tst_sets.c
drwx------+ 43 doug staff 1462 Mar 21 19:37 ..
-rw-r--r-- 1 doug staff 60 Mar 23 20:08 hiworld.c
-rwxr-xr-x 1 doug staff 8432 Mar 23 20:19 hiworld.out
drwxr-xr-x 46 doug staff 1564 Mar 23 20:19 .
Dougs-MacBookrograms doug$ ./hiworld.out
Hi World!
Dougs-MacBookrograms doug$ cat hiworld.c
#include <stdio.h>
int main()
{
printf("Hi World!\n");
}
Dougs-MacBookrograms doug$
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C Programming, Statistics and Bucklands Spirit Communications todays reading.
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-rwx------@ 1 doug staff 768 Jan 31 07:44 samp_pop.c
-rw-r--r--@ 1 doug staff 4327 Feb 16 14:59 runnerreturn.c
-rw-r--r--@ 1 doug staff 30808 Mar 21 10:57 randr.c
-rw-r--r-- 1 doug staff 30808 Mar 21 14:11 tst_list.c
-rw-r--r-- 1 doug staff 30808 Mar 21 14:12 tst_runs.c
-rw-r--r-- 1 doug staff 30808 Mar 21 14:12 tst_rets.c
-rw-r--r-- 1 doug staff 30808 Mar 21 14:12 tst_file.c
-rw-r--r-- 1 doug staff 30808 Mar 21 14:13 tst_motv.c
-rw-r--r-- 1 doug staff 30808 Mar 21 14:13 tst_help.c
-rw-r--r-- 1 doug staff 30808 Mar 21 14:14 tst_stat.c
-rw-r--r-- 1 doug staff 30808 Mar 21 14:14 tst_hist.c
-rw-r--r-- 1 doug staff 60 Mar 23 20:08 hiworld.c
-rw-r--r-- 1 doug staff 6248 Mar 23 21:05 tst_sets.c
-rw-r--r-- 1 doug staff 385 Mar 24 04:45 fc_table.c
This was essentially a copy-paste. If anything would be difficult it would be how to structure the loop, what the data is passed through, to fully understand every step even at a glance. That is the goal for now.
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Becoming better with use of gcc, ld is a bit of a mystery; what is even more of a mystery as to if I need to put ".out" at the end of the filename, since its an executable binary program at that point. Dont even need to chmod it at this point either. Becoming better with using vi as well.
Modified above program to format the floating point result, changing far and temp to be float.
Dougs-MacBook/programs doug$ fc_table
-bash: fc_table: command not found
Dougs-MacBook/programs doug$
So by use of gcc fc_table.c -o fc_table produces the resulting execurtable, which like a shell program must start with a dot-slash like ./fc_table as the command. There is a tab between the two columns of output which for some reason doesn't stick static, it seems to remove all whitespace like tabs and indentation.
Hail #1 for expansion of consciousness, #2 four giving me the randr idea, and #3 for protection and helping me along.
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Bringing heaven down to earth via VR goggles. Hmm. A offshoot idea that just occurred as I was originally thinking about VR for the heights impaired, to bring virtually the upper down to the lower, as if they were in the upper.
Example: The Ann Arbor University of Michigan Central Campus has the U of M Art Museum, as well as a Museum of Contemporary Art, and the archeological Kelsey Museum, Museum of Natural Science, etc.
Many of these are multi level buildings with marble steps, that could be a horror for the heights impaired. Most of the good art is on the upper floors, two to three floors in the MoA. So, by use of a VR booth, you could see real time as if you were shuffling along, and viewing each piece for five minutes. Likely this would be restricted to those who cannot for any reason go up a case of stairs.
It really can be paralyzing and creates then misery over the situation and similar situations, like my recent job loss due to perception of heights.
Funny thing is the highest Ive ever lived was on the 31st level apartment skyscraper in Chicagos SW side, off MLK Blvd.
Confident and asked relevant yet non critical questions. Feel I will get the job, and its not a high rise building as far as I know.
Hail #1, #2, and #3.
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My anger in my dreams scares me literally, because I see it as a learned behavior in real life (short temper), and it's frightening how it acted out in my dream, with me kicking my mattress while waking from the dream. Luckily my cat was at her water bowl, she usually is in between my knees or at my feet.
Now I really really need proper therapy.
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However, hail #2, I tried to reintroduce peace in the household.
At folks place over the past two weekends, discussed bankruptcy, felt bailed out of my horrorscape apartment complex, and given a port of safety and assurance. Discussed parental anger issues. Gave a solution to both. Harmony restored. Hail #2, #3, #4.
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Hail to #1. Not only for the recent confidence but also the job opportunity.
Hail to #1 for the memory of an idea to grow food to feed the hungry across the world, by simple vertical farming in warehouses, and shipping to schools and churches to cook the food for the hungry.
And hail to the almighty presiding over the 144.
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Sparing everyone reading from this point forward, will skip the programming challenges until the program works.
Now, as for powers ...
For new readers, the point is to put forth all of our effort at any time, perhaps learning ourself in the process, and then asking for divine help to accomplish the rest of the goal at hand. So each month, from the Magick of Angels and Demons, we take the combined powers, which are not all of either powers, but working with the two, we take one the 72 pair each month, and try to run with it to try to bring out more of ourself to the forefront.
So --
Jan #1
Vehuiah and Bael
To expand consciousness, especially in the sciences
To carry out a demanding task through to completion
To change the mind of one who is wise
To appear confident to all who know or meet you
To speak with courage and wit to conceal deception
To create an illusion that conceals the truth of any situation or relationship
To make an enemy irrationally afraid
Feb #2
Yeliel and Agares
To calm unfair anger, aggression, or rebellion
To bring peace between lovers
To bring peace to a disturbed or argumentative household
To win arguments or change the minds of those of superior status
To make somebody who has left you return to your home
To make a person lose all dignity
To enable you to learn new languages more easily
Mar #3
Sitael and Vassago
To offer protection during a period of misfortune
To find solutions during times of chaos or great change
To encourage genorosity in somebody known to you
To shut down the lies and gossip of an individual or group
To make somebody believe you
To discover the truth behind a suspicious claim
To find something that has been lost or hidden
To put the past into perspective and perceive all the facts
Apr, #4: Elemiah and Gamagin
To help you emerge from spiritual torment.
To discover a traitor when you have suspicions.
To make a long journey safe.
To make creative and speculative work yield discoveries.
To seek answers from a friend or relative who has died, in the form of dreams.
To appear commanding when speaking to those you wish to influence.
To write convincingly.
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Without reading, without studying, it is rare that some breakthrough will occur.
One person mentioned to me that my fears are a prison and a mindkiller. True, but whats a brother to do? What do I do about them?
One possibility is sales, to talk to people and try to get them to buy jewelry, or offering tarot readings for donations.
Another is simply talking to people, making good friends, and making wise choices. Therefore critics have little to go on.
So, obligatory overcast of my reading because I dont want to wade through my pages for them:
My Current Reading:
Academic
Saturday - Astronomy, A Visual Guide
Sunday - Math College Textbook, Madison College
Monday - Organic Chemistry with Biology Application
Tuesday - Outlines of Mineralogy and Geology
Wednesday - Introduction to Botany
Thursday - The C Programming Language/C Standard Library
Friday -Statistics, A Teachers Guide
Magickal
Saturday - The Golden Dawn, Book Eight: Geomancy, The Art and Practice of Geomancy
Sunday - The Alchemists Handbook, Israel Regardie and the Philosophers Stone
Monday - Candle Burning Magick: A Spellbook for Good and Evil/Candle Magic
Tuesday - 72 Angels of Magick/Magick of Angels and Demons
Wednesday - Kaballah, Magick, and the Great Work of Self-Transformation/(Elemental) Witchcraft
Thursday - Hoodoo Herbal/Little Herb Encyclopedia
Friday - Buckland Book of Spirit Communications/Kuriakos
I had a thought that if I were to study two subjects and find an intersect of sorts, it might be a revolutionary idea.
Has proved to himself "Use it or lose it" is a true axiom. That is, if I ever had any comprehension of Abstract Data Types and common Data Structures. Struggling with recall of linked list algorithms at the moment, considering either plowing through C again, learning C++ or learning Python. And redo randr.c in C/C++ for set functionality. Why set functionality? Cartesian points, medians, populations, and a possible gray area to look at. Perhaps a bitfield for flags. Why is this important? To simply demonstrate the human possibilities of the work of Agares? Nay, its a higher call.
How is the intersect of subjects revolutionary, okay, perhaps not a rather revolutionary idea, but a fair idea; to intersect is to meet at point-lines. A hypotenuse is an example. So where does this leave me with trying to replicate powers of spirits? I cannot, that is the point, few humans could. Not without their help anyway. So what is the point of intersect of study fields? Let's say Organic Chemistry and Botany come to a revolutionary intersect, we run with that product.
I need to learn how to problem solve, I need to absorb material I read and not lost it. I need to understand it all. I need to be able to implement anything in Computer Science/Computer Information Systems/Information Technology. Examples- C, Bash, Python.
Why? To be able to live, and live free. No matter the subject. Example - Programming/SCripting, Anthropology, Corrections, Business.
It is tough to live in the United States, and be proud of who I am. Perhaps I need to get a passport and move to Europe. In my 50's as a past American, perhaps in my 60s after my bankruptcy and saving some money I move to Ireland or Scotland, most likely Scotland. No farm land, not a subdivision, but slightly rural.
So, how do I do this without spirits and a disquiet mind, mind needs to shut the hell up and watch and listen with full awareness.
Perhaps I need to meditate, and meditate daily, starting with 15 minutes a day for each meditation (I have three to work on).
Working on Linked List implementation of randr.c -- did not know that gcc had a stdbool include file.
Got past errors involving the data structures to a point, now its evaluating and throwing errors on function prototypes.
Makes my job easier, all I have to do is manipulate flags. Need to get missing persons and found persons datafilee or make up my own I guess.
Oh the glorious day or year when it is done.
I should have known relearning C was going to be difficult, I understand the basics and know the keywords and few library functions. Still, even with taking the Programming Languages and Data Structures courses in college, that was shortly before I flunked out and would go on with a fifteen year career run in IT.
Six days to get rent paid, 110 daily needed. Weekly 660. So basically I need a job that pays me this week. Immediately., or decide what gets tossed and what and who I keep where. Okay universe, time for a table turn, dont you think? Sowing and Reaping?
My mind in slightly low meditation mode/wave, it occurred to me today I was blessed, given cigarettes and pot, despite my problems, no matter who, someone has my back, I can only attribute that to the Createor and Sustainer of life and nature.
My card for the Day, in case you missed my other journal, was the Ace of Swords. E of EXARP, Spirit of Air. Kether of Yetzirah. Kingship over heavens. Invoked force for good or ill. Union of water and air, as a result; and is the first of the mixed elements.
Today being blessed by my trans friend, who after doing a client gave me weed for free, cigarettes for free, and conversation for free. King of the Fools, King of the Poor, or just a king, I was treated like one.
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Hacking at it, learned a new feature library with gcc on macOS, disovered how not to do certain things and how to do certain things. Got past errors on writing the Abstract Data Types/Structures, now to learn about bitfields and see how that can fit into this. Getting errors not revert in function prototypes nor the function headers themselves, but actually function code. Main is empty, save for a return/exit code.
So, think I can count this a minor victory and take a break to do Zelator Formula and some alchemy reading.
Did not get to days actual reading, but might as well as make housing, income, moving, and education top priorities this month.
Will implement study rather than just reading in April, and make regular reviews of the reading. Which, writing convincingly, is a power of #4.
Hail Vehuiah, Yeliel, Sitael, and Elemiah.
Thinking on the powers, it occurs to me to hone three things - To appear confident before all, to speak frankly, to make people believe me, to write convicingly. There are multiple career streams with this fourfold power duos.
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I could really use a peace broker in my life and the lives of others. Why and how I have this situation and a resolution is beyond peace now and beyond my understanding. Hail #2.
My confidence goes down with every rejection, which I know is silly but it hurts personally nonetheless. Hail #1.
I still have no idea what started some things or how and if to resolve them. Hail #3.
To make a long journey safe, yes, this will be unnerving Im sure - Hail #4.
Give and the I guess. Goes to show how much we need God and/or spirits tasked to do these things.
The program is at a standstill until I figure out how to make it work the way I want it to work and get past all errors. Folks and the neighbors are quarreling. I guess in some cases diplomacy is called for, yet there is a difference between being a marriage counselor and being an influential speaker promoting peace.
I guess it could be a sign of the times, and I have seen what others have considered signs of spirits - peace in turmoil, safety in danger, or perhaps it is the work of St Patrick.
I guess ancestral work, saints work is what I concentrate on at the moment magically.
At folks place over the past two weekends, discussed bankruptcy, felt bailed out of my horrorscape apartment complex, and given a port of safety and assurance. Discussed parental anger issues. Gave a solution to both. Harmony restored. Hail #2, #3, #4.
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Hail to #1. Not only for the recent confidence but also the job opportunity.
Hail to #1 for the memory of an idea to grow food to feed the hungry across the world, by simple vertical farming in warehouses, and shipping to schools and churches to cook the food for the hungry.
And hail to the almighty presiding over the 144.
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Sparing everyone reading from this point forward, will skip the programming challenges until the program works.
Now, as for powers ...
For new readers, the point is to put forth all of our effort at any time, perhaps learning ourself in the process, and then asking for divine help to accomplish the rest of the goal at hand. So each month, from the Magick of Angels and Demons, we take the combined powers, which are not all of either powers, but working with the two, we take one the 72 pair each month, and try to run with it to try to bring out more of ourself to the forefront.
So --
Jan #1
Vehuiah and Bael
To expand consciousness, especially in the sciences
To carry out a demanding task through to completion
To change the mind of one who is wise
To appear confident to all who know or meet you
To speak with courage and wit to conceal deception
To create an illusion that conceals the truth of any situation or relationship
To make an enemy irrationally afraid
Feb #2
Yeliel and Agares
To calm unfair anger, aggression, or rebellion
To bring peace between lovers
To bring peace to a disturbed or argumentative household
To win arguments or change the minds of those of superior status
To make somebody who has left you return to your home
To make a person lose all dignity
To enable you to learn new languages more easily
Mar #3
Sitael and Vassago
To offer protection during a period of misfortune
To find solutions during times of chaos or great change
To encourage genorosity in somebody known to you
To shut down the lies and gossip of an individual or group
To make somebody believe you
To discover the truth behind a suspicious claim
To find something that has been lost or hidden
To put the past into perspective and perceive all the facts
Apr, #4: Elemiah and Gamagin
To help you emerge from spiritual torment.
To discover a traitor when you have suspicions.
To make a long journey safe.
To make creative and speculative work yield discoveries.
To seek answers from a friend or relative who has died, in the form of dreams.
To appear commanding when speaking to those you wish to influence.
To write convincingly.
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Without reading, without studying, it is rare that some breakthrough will occur.
One person mentioned to me that my fears are a prison and a mindkiller. True, but whats a brother to do? What do I do about them?
One possibility is sales, to talk to people and try to get them to buy jewelry, or offering tarot readings for donations.
Another is simply talking to people, making good friends, and making wise choices. Therefore critics have little to go on.
So, obligatory overcast of my reading because I dont want to wade through my pages for them:
My Current Reading:
Academic
Saturday - Astronomy, A Visual Guide
Sunday - Math College Textbook, Madison College
Monday - Organic Chemistry with Biology Application
Tuesday - Outlines of Mineralogy and Geology
Wednesday - Introduction to Botany
Thursday - The C Programming Language/C Standard Library
Friday -Statistics, A Teachers Guide
Magickal
Saturday - The Golden Dawn, Book Eight: Geomancy, The Art and Practice of Geomancy
Sunday - The Alchemists Handbook, Israel Regardie and the Philosophers Stone
Monday - Candle Burning Magick: A Spellbook for Good and Evil/Candle Magic
Tuesday - 72 Angels of Magick/Magick of Angels and Demons
Wednesday - Kaballah, Magick, and the Great Work of Self-Transformation/(Elemental) Witchcraft
Thursday - Hoodoo Herbal/Little Herb Encyclopedia
Friday - Buckland Book of Spirit Communications/Kuriakos
I had a thought that if I were to study two subjects and find an intersect of sorts, it might be a revolutionary idea.
So let's see, we have C/C++/Python (not included in above but is an intersection language between the two) -- and Botany and Statistics.
So perhaps Statistics concepts on Botany concepts. Or Flashcards for Glossary definitions of sorts throughs C on the two subjects.
Will work through The C Programming Language and Introduction to C++ Programming, and Learning Python.
Then will work on the intersection of topics. To the point of each two days subjects have intersections of concepts. Hail #1, and #2.
Will work on Understanding the Thoth Tarot Deck and 21st Century Tarot Skills as well.
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I think I came up with an idea for an intersection of Statistics and Botany through C Programming. Quite frankly;y, statistics could be coupled with just about anything.
At the very least, a flashcard program is a winner at the moment for ideas, though analyzing plant details and providing statistics in an AI way such as by Julia, might be a winner as well.
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April - To make a long journey safe - might see if my Sister could help me move important stuff over to my friends place down the street.
Think I will try to get a desk job by mid month. This shaky leg syndrome, otherwise known as a medication side effect called tar dive dyskinesia is a problem to stand for a period of time, not to mention the lightheadedness bouts that occur. Quite frankly, it is a crime that I am not already on disability.
Watching unexplained mysteries on the history channel on Mars, it was known that early in the formation of the earth, an asteroid collided with earth, and life sprung from the crater carrying DNA from Mars. Also on Mars they found standing stones in a pentagonal formation.
I bring this up as my three day span of study is statistics, C and astronomy.
I am trying to find intersections/new ideas from the combination and this might be a start.
Hail #1 and #4.
Found a few ideas ... We shall see.
Forking of force in 4 results.
Variable Stars.
The classical planets, especially Mars.
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I guess some things seem more appealing and somewhat easier than they really are - not only in a non academic sense, but especially those that are subjects that are academic.
Astronomy for instance, this textbook is tough as there are no exercises or exam questions in the textbook. Statistics - shall I need to comment further
Yet..they are necessary to know. How would magi work if they had no knowledge of the heavens?
How would emperor's keep tabs on their citizens vs invaders if there were no statistics involved to enable the emperor to have insight and declare a decree?
So ... How would our lives be without technology and computers? Enter computer programming for modelling purposes?
To be a magi. You should have an education. You should use the scientific method. Things should be in repetition the same or better results. They should be recorded and measurable.
Tomorrow's/Today's (Sunday) work - Math (Algebra, Pre Algebra, Geometry) and Alchemy; Monday Organic Chemistry and Geomancy.
#4 Tasks:
To make creative and speculative work yield discoveries.
To appear commanding when speaking to those you wish to influence.
To write convincingly.
Maths and Geomancy, Organic Chemistry and Alchemy. So what 8ntersections or unions between these as task one.
Task two and three: Going to write letters to the federal and state governments, proposing no presidential candidates older than 40, the younger generations don't want to vote in the next venerable presidential candidate. Thinking also of a class action lawsuit against those who have embezzled SSA funds, by petition drives.
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Apparently someone is not quite getting it. I don't have spiritual juice by choice of cost. Therefore, all effort into these powers, are strived for by my own bootstraps.
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In my studies. Should be at my temporary home tonight.
A key to being a deity is knowledge, exoteric and esoteric. So....
My Current Reading: Academic
Saturday - Astronomy, A Visual Guide
Sunday - Math College Textbook, Madison College
Monday - Organic Chemistry with Biology Application
Tuesday - Outlines of Mineralogy and Geology
Wednesday - Introduction to Botany
Thursday - The C Programming Language/C Standard Library
Friday -Statistics, A Teachers Guide
Magickal
Saturday -72 Angels of Magick/Magick of Angels and Demons
Sunday - Candle Burning Magick: A Spellbook for Good and Evil
Monday - The Alchemists Handbook, Israel Regardie and the Philosophers Stone
Tuesday - The Golden Dawn, Book Eight: Geomancy, The Art and Practice of Geomancy
Wednesday - Hoodoo Herbal/Little Herb Encyclopedia
Thursday - Kaballah, Magick, and the Great Work of Self-Transformation
Friday - Buckland Book of Spirit Communications
One chapter each minimum daily, goal is two chapters per day. Mot of these on that schedule should be finished in a month.
Todays studies, given a rewind on yesterday and prepared for tomorrow,
Chaps 1-3 -- Organic Chemistry
Chaps 1-2 -- Alchemists Handbook, Israel Regardie and the Philosophers Stone
Chaps 1-3 -- Outlines of Mineralogy and Geology, all books mineral
Geomancy
Chaps 1-3 -- Introduction to Botany, all books plant kingdom
This is the way we roll. One to two chapters per week, in first week now.
Now, as for powers ...
For new readers, the point is to put forth all of our effort at any time, perhaps learning ourself in the process, and then asking for divine help to accomplish the rest of the goal at hand. So each month, from the Magick of Angels and Demons, we take the combined powers, which are not all of either powers, but working with the two, we take one the 72 pair each month, and try to run with it to try to bring out more of ourself to the forefront.
So --
Jan #1
Vehuiah and Bael
To expand consciousness, especially in the sciences
To carry out a demanding task through to completion
To change the mind of one who is wise
To appear confident to all who know or meet you
To speak with courage and wit to conceal deception
To create an illusion that conceals the truth of any situation or relationship
To make an enemy irrationally afraid
Feb #2
Yeliel and Agares
To calm unfair anger, aggression, or rebellion
To bring peace between lovers
To bring peace to a disturbed or argumentative household
To win arguments or change the minds of those of superior status
To make somebody who has left you return to your home
To make a person lose all dignity
To enable you to learn new languages more easily
Mar #3
Sitael and Vassago
To offer protection during a period of misfortune
To find solutions during times of chaos or great change
To encourage genorosity in somebody known to you
To shut down the lies and gossip of an individual or group
To make somebody believe you
To discover the truth behind a suspicious claim
To find something that has been lost or hidden
To put the past into perspective and perceive all the facts
Apr, #4: Elemiah and Gamagin
To help you emerge from spiritual torment.
To discover a traitor when you have suspicions.
To make a long journey safe.
To make creative and speculative work yield discoveries.
To seek answers from a friend or relative who has died, in the form of dreams.
To appear commanding when speaking to those you wish to influence.
To write convincingly.
Yesterday's studies were interrupted by post seizure recovery, moving, and journeying to a friend's place. My friends are still onboard having me.
Google appears to still want me.
Long journey made safe.
Hail #4
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Got up this morning to sign new job documents.
Spent most of day doing shopping and physical labor.
Over past couple of days due to trying to get stuff to my storage spot, did not have study time.
So, here we are at Thursday again. Brought my textbook and laptop with me, so as it is C Programming and Textbook day, writing programs.
An idea I had was to program ritual steps, particularly the details I have a hard time recalling.
Right now trying to master basics and basic programs from Khernigan and Ritchie's book The C Programming Language, and PJ Plaughers Standard C Library.
When I master C and C++ Programming, will work on learning Python and converting all C and CPP code to Python.
The idea though is intersection of preceding and following day studies, and find what is common to both. Then program that.
Example..
Wed Botany
Thu C Programming
Fri Statistics
Therefore we write a program on Statistics and/of Botany.
In Botany, there are two immediate terms to know..
K-strategy: population growth when there is a small number of offspring with high probability to survive.
r-strategy: population growth when there is a huge number of offspring with low probability to survive.
Here we can do a few things...
A flashcard program/quiz engine on terms only.
Formula translation
Prompting user input for survival probability, and number of offspring.
What does this have to do with demons or angels?
To write convincingly is to write a working, error free program with a huge impact on the audience.
To create a solution during a period of great change.
To increase consciousness in the sciences ... expansion of consciousness that is.
