Journal Journal of Night and Day, Son and Moon

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Will try Lesser Saturn invoking Ritual of the Hexagram tonight in standard and unicursal form.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Was too exhausted. Will study both form regardless.
Since standard form is easier for my mind to see and keep track of lines, will do a Saturn invoking.
Will also do a Novena rather than just talking about it.
Almost got sprayed by a skunk last night.
Got frustrated and anxious due to constant rattling hijinx from groups of brats ... They seem to think what they do is normal behavior. On the contrary, it's not.
I work a dime a dozen shit job. What they are after are my circumstances. I may be oblivious but I am not entirely stupid and unaware. There is also some queen with a sideways lodged stick inside. Not sure what their issue is.
Well, God save the Queen.
On a serious note, awake but took late evening dose of meds.
I feel PTSD, I honestly do. That and dyskinesia on occasion it's a side effect of years of the hijinx.
So black candle work it is. Already called on Agiliarept a while back which seemed to do nothing. Ask for the power of God to separate the assholes and my life.
Ask Saturn for the same. And every planet and archangel every day.
Seriously. Get off my back and get a hobby unrelated to me already. The hell is wrong with some people. Don't mess with crazy people.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

All I've done out of the ordinary was invoke earth through a LRP. So normal weekend crap occurring to me. The young trying to destroy the old.
So this shall, Once I completely understand and have become proficient with the LRH, it shall be interesting to get to know Saturn on the reg. Invoking LRP Earth, Invoking LRH Saturn, Invoking the Four Powers of Earth, and Prayer of the Elementals and Tzaphqiel. Should get something in return. Hopefully not all bad. Seventh house is shit, already know that.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

I could be less grumpy, but I have nothing to look forward to except tomorrow.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

I have yet to understand how I've become the most hated, mocked and despised person in my county and possible state.
It always takes two....

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Did adorations when home last night, full cycle full circle LRVH morning to midnight after LotU adoration. Followed with closing LotU adoration. Followed that with ten point TA adoration.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Will eventually do Neophyte Formula after adorations.
In the meantime, going to listen to a few oldies but goodies to fit my current mood, "Fuck you. That's why" by Smut Peddlers, and "We Hate Everyone" by TypeO Negative.

 

[Silsebyl]

why is seventh house shit? It's not, Saturn is fine with this house, it's the house of love and close friends, ruled by Venus. If Saturn doesn't have a mischievous aspect with another planet, this should be a friendly encounter.

Besides that, of course it's not the way that your birthchart dictates everything, it's your base constellation, so look at it as your source.

Saturn is often considered as an evil planet. That's bullshit, his lessons can be hard, but they're worth it! He brings strength and steadiness as rewards.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Adding to existing never ending wish list...
A funnel
Dropper bottles, sanitized
#4 coffee filters
1/4 pound each hearb and spice
Gallons of Rabbi/Priest/Essene blessed olive oil.
Setup assembly line of bottles with dropper tops near.
Line up for each oil type, a filter in funnel and herb or spice compressed in filter.
Point oil slowly but fully over dropper bottles.
Cap and label dropper bottles.
Wash all equipment and repeat process.

Then blend all oils.

 

[Öwnchef]

Works with simple water. Place a bottle of sacred oil side by side to a bottle of water of the same size. Wait 24 hrs. Done.

 

[Öwnchef]

You can make your own medicine with this technique. Put water bottle and herbs near each other.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

@Silsebyl Because of potential partners lost via fears. I know it's possibly better in the long run, but the guarantee of that is questionable.
Now family and friend relationships, well, I need to be better at relationships.
Integrity, keeping words, well that too is questionable.
Maybe it's not bad. Being a sex god for me is obviously out.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Did adorations including TA adoration.
Did LBRP.
Both with wand.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

My that's a small amount of black candles. I need more.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Got home and comfy. Next day I work is Wednesday.
I now have three areas to maintain on a daily basis
1. Mundane physical day to day
2. Magick/Ritual theory and practice
3. Spiritual, and self side projects

So I have zero excuse for not doing ritual work, and typically get home late.
It therefore makes sense to adopt time after work for the second, the first daily waking to work. The third we fit in a day not working, which is four days a week.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

W Did Lord of the Universe adoration with neophyte signs.
W Liber Resh Vel Helios with Practicus sign and sign of silence.
N LRVH midnight adoration with Zelator sign and sing of silence.
E LRVH morning Adoration with Theoricus sign and sign of silence,
S LRVH Noon adoration with Philosophus sign.
W Repeat of before evening LRVH adoration.
N Real intended ontime adoration with Zelator sign and sign of silence.
E Qabbalistic Cross Ritual
Lesser Ritual of the Pentagram, earth banishing
Qabbalistic Cross Ritual

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Card of the day - XVI The Blasted Tower
Mars. Peh. Mouth. 80. Awakening.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Random card of the day: XX Judgement
Fire. Shin. Tooth. 300. Revelation/Realization.

And tomorrow's card of the day was conveniently at the bottom.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Morning routine shortly.
Waking up. Crappy sleep, too short. No dreams recalled.
Yesterday was hot until it rained, so im betting cooler or muggier today.
Have not checked on transits in nearly a week.
Forgot last night about trial of a month of invoking Earth and Saturn, during the LBRP. Will do LIRP. Will try invoking LRH of Saturn as well.
Since the past year has been so turbulent, there is some good.
An example is since my run in with a Blood gang, I've quit listening not to rap but quit listening to gangsta rap.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Card of the day - XVII The Star
Aquarius. Tzaddi. Fishhook. 90. Social Consciousness, Meditation. Ending and No-thing by 90.