Journal Journal of Night and Day, Son and Moon

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Did test run of the Banishing Hexagram Ritual with analysis of the keyword.
It will take me a few times to remember the ritual by heart, that and Banishing the Four Powers of Earth.
Fairly pleased.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

I did sleep for a bit, intending to nap for a few. Won't do that tomorrow. My hope was to simulate a day in the life of, but with the twelve hour block 9f work and commute time to get something done.

I have done the Neophyte Formula.
I have done my adorations.
I have meditated on my card of the day, XVIII The Moon. Qoph. Back of Head. 100. Pisces.
I have spoken aloud the intended psalm.
I have done the Banishing Hexagram of Saturn.
I will do the Banishing the Four Powers of Earth.
I will do the psalm ritual.

I feel a general lightness.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Done. Needs practice, but done. Now to string it all together, repeat in a couple hours, to simulate getting home and getting on with it.
I think with practice I will get used to the unicursal. But should practice the Four Forms, the hexagrams of the planets, and associated rituals.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Up most of the night. No bed for me til midnight, and no diddly dallying on ritual work. Aside from visiting the food pantry and buying a lighter, all time should be spent on memorizing rituals and details.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Trying to fully understand the Hexagram Ritual in a unicursal form is one goal, for now just copy and pasting into a notebook both Invoking and banishing Saturn Hexagram rituals. The analysis of the keyword is like the pentagram calling of the archangels or more like an instant middle pillar. A beam of light from above. It can be felt. But would love to see it.
The Hexagram rituals and banishing and invoking the four Powers of Earth rituals.
Qaballistic candle Magick also has details to memorize. General process, timing chart, colors applications, etc.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

I think I will include The Four Powers invocation, as well as The Prayer of the Elementals daily.
Did adorations with wand held.in the middle, because it's a foot long and then some.
I like doing some of the Zelator exercises early. Not that nothing within the past six months couldn't be improved upon. But I am doing daily work.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

"No man can serve two masters" and "the light shone in darkness but the darkness comprehended it not" are both on my mind.

 

[Öwnchef]

You might want to stop serving for good. Once and for all. Stop serving masters. Become a master.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

You might want to stop serving for good. Once and for all. Stop serving masters. Become a master.

Well, becoming a Magus is one of the goals.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Afternoon Neophyte Formula with adorations.
Will also practice the Invoking the Four Powers of Earth and the Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Hexagram, Saturn with analysis of the keyword and opening and closing QCs.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

I'm glad that even though the universe prevented my getting to my initiation at a GD temple twice, to had been honored to be a screener for new magicians, to had been honored in attempting to setup a temple, to having experienced a lot. Glad to say I read Regardie and Cicero and Kraig when I did, but had I read Christopher's book before then, it's interesting to speculate on the future and past.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

I've noticed with the banishing Saturn LRH with the LBRP and Invoking the Four Powers of Earth, that things seem less dreary. My notice and interest in the mineral kingdom continues, three new shungite and three sunstone. Should start with a job at the place I love so much to shop at.
At least collect.stones corresponding to sephiroth worked with. Some of the incense is expensive and hard to get ahold of.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

And the research continues. Researching earth gods and goddesses and writing and drawing need to take up most of my time. I'd like to perhaps include gods and goddesses of the five elements and corresponding to planets as well in my compendium of god(desse)s.
My tree of life book would like to copy a diagram and copy to three ring sheets of copy paper.
A diary has been obtained for the book.
Outlining the Neophyte ritual, and thoughts acts and words of hegemon and candidate. Purifications. Patterns.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Card for the day - believe it is
XIX The Sun - Sol (currently in Virgo). Resh. Head that is not a head. 200.
Regeneration, new aeon birth.

A general tarot reading (Split Hexagram Spread from Modern Magick by Kraig)
Greater Spiritual Influence - XXI The World (Saturn/Earth)
Lesser Spiritual Influence - I The Magician (Mercury)
Spiritual Advice - XV The Devil (Capricorn, where Pluto is)
Unconscious Desires - VII Chariot (Cancer)
Conscious Desires - VIII Strength (Leo)
Practical Advice - II High Priestess (Luna)

Top of Deck - XX Judgement
Bottom of Deck - XIX The Sun (today's card of the day)

Power and control of circumstances, consciousness and the environment are thwarted by material nature, embrace that.
I want to be unphased, and control my lower nature. Follow the small and narrow way.
Emerge as the fool.

Interesting Capricorn and Saturn are both in the spiritual triangle, Luna and cancer in the lower triangle. Air in between.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Bill Heindricks Gematria page lists a string for the value 200 Resh to be "Lord of Heat", the Phonecian Sun God. Interesting.

 

[Öwnchef]

Bill is a bit like William. Always forward or better said upward oriented, like someone slowly digging himself out of a collapsed gold mine deep beneath. With blooded hands that never stop, never hesitate. There is no more searching, no more attention to any gems or nuggets. Just the pure will to continue.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

"Lord of the Heat". Might have to work that into the spell to bring out the Sun.
Speaking of which, list of earth god(desse)s and list of nature deities off Wikipedia are a good global start to the compendium, even if just a list of names.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

W Did Lord of the Universe adoration with neophyte signs.
N Did Liber Resh Vel Helios Midnight to Evening adorations with grade signs, and sign of silence.
N Neophyte signs
E LBRP with opening and closing QCs.
S Neophyte signs
W Middle Pillar Ritual
W Did Ten point TA adoration with neophyte signs.
Neophyte signs at N and E.
Seated self in chair facing North tablet for Ascent into the Cube of Space.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Thinking about the quality of my lungs, though I did switch to a Breeze today, rhythmic breathing could help.
Need to look into an exercise technique, Alexander perhaps, where the breathing and exercise rebuild the person's walking.
I recall rhythmic breathing to the point of hallucination or perhaps awareness .. to a point if 16.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Gabriel come blow your horn...
Today's Card of the Day continuing through the Major Arcana, (TA left) -
XX Judgement - Judgement Day is today.
Fire. Shin. Tooth. 300.
Thinking of what combines to equal 20, we have 2 and 10, and 4 and 5.
Subconsciousness, Cause and Effect
Sight/order, Hearing/sound.
2 multiplied by 5 added to 10 likewise equals XX.
Those three in particular theme with the Last Judgement. Where sight and sound are apparent.

Luna, Jupiter
Aries, Taurus
The total number of majors is 32.

I could also look at XX Judgement as Shin, a combination or addition of Qoph and Resh, Organization and Regeneration to equal Revelation.