Journal Journal of Night and Day, Son and Moon

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With wand ... Held halfway, mitre head up and out..
W Did Lord of the Universe adoration with neophyte signs.
W Did Liber Resh Vel Helios adoration with grade sign
N Midnight adoration with grade sign
E Did Liber Resh Vel Helios morning Adoration with grade sign
E Did Lord of the Universe adoration with neophyte signs
S Gave Neophyte signs
W Did ten point TA adoration with neophyte signs.

 

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Wednesday, 9-14-2022. Day of Mercury. Hod. Kokab. Black Pillar. Lavender. Elohim Tzabaoth, Beni Elohim, Michael, Samael/Zamael. Orange. Chakra in between root and heart.
Sleep - fair but spotty due to inconsistent medication times and days off.
Dreams - none recalled
Moon Phase - 82.1% Waning gibbous in 11d43' Taurus
Transits:

Sun 21°33’ Vir

Moon 11°43’ Tau

Mercury 7°57’ Lib R

Venus 11°25’ Vir

Mars 13°17’ Gem

Jupiter 5°19’ Ari R

Saturn 19°46’ Aqu R

Uranus 18°44’ Tau R

Neptune 24°05’ Pis R

Pluto 26°15’ Cap R
Node (M) 15°57’ Tau R
Node (T) 14°38’ Tau st
Lilith (M) 16°59’ Can
Chiron 15°09’ Ari R
Weather:

Today​

Areas Fog then Sunny
Areas of fog before 9am. Otherwise, sunny, with a high near 79. West northwest wind 6 to 9 mph.

Tonight​

Mostly Clear
Mostly clear, with a low around 53. East northeast wind 6 to 8 mph.
Mood: Fair
Mental Notes -
Physical Notes -
Adorations -
Lord of the Universe PM, AM
LRVH Evening to Morning
Rituals -
Meditations -

 

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Would include aspects, but still grappling with learning them.
Mercury and Jupiter in retrograde.
Luna, Mercury, Jupiter < 15 degrees in sign.

 

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A side note ... While I look forward to reading Tarot Reading for the 21st Century, my tarot knowledge is along the lines of Builders of the Adytum and Paul Foster Case, as well as Waite.

 

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Got home, settled in for study and practice.
With wand:
E Lord of the Universe adoration with neophyte signs.
S Neophyte signs.
W Lord of the Universe adoration with neophyte signs.
W Liber Resh Vel Helios Evening adoration with neophyte signs.
N Neophyte signs.
With Dagger:
Qaballistic Cross Ritual
Lesser Ritual of the Pentagram, Earth banishing
Qaballistic Cross Ritual.

Card of the Day: XX Judgment
Fire. Path of Shin. Tooth. 300.
Revelation.

It was revealed to me that at least one person got fired for stealing, so my hours doubled this week.

 

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Eight years ago or so, I was making 33 to 50 per hour.
I now make ten per hour.
It is true, there is a victim mentality in me to a degree. It could be astrological in which case it would be difficult to change that.
However. Even though I have disabilities and should be on SSDI, I could have kept up with IT certifications. I didn't. Due to stress, fear of success and fear of failure. So now I know one more thing about myself to look out for.

 

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I suppose that I should quit procrastinating due to lack of supplies, and just use what I have on hand that best fits the situation for candle rituals.
Time to get a second job to keep up with having a livable clean orderly temple, and a well stocked temple at that, unhampered by life changes and time.

 

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So 15,000 due now. 15000 divided by a standard fulltime work week would be 1000 per hour. This will be exciting to see come to pass.

 

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A professional job. That or a serious talk withy social worker, and trying to do a couple rituals to help. Perhaps a Saturn altar is likely to occur. Then Luna. Who to fill that ....

 

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Time to review and enact magical goals.

 

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One easy one would be to pay for a two dollar lottery ticket, a daily four from four random piles dealt Foursquare.
If it comes to pass, it was a good Magick.

 

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Two, the spirit of giving, give away crap I have left on the sidewalk. Scavengers eventually arrive to pick through eviction belongings in no time flat. Call a place that picks up clothes. Give away all spring summer wear except recent clothing gifts. Wash and dry all sweaters, sweatshirts, sleepwear, etc. Put all those away in dresser. With freed up closet space from giveaways, including old paint tubes, tidy up room.
Buy new paint down the line when needed. Use color sharpies in the meantime.
Three, rearrange room so greater free floorspace exists for a circle and tidy room. Buy rope and duct tape and mirror for circle and triangle.
Four. Use transferrable skills. Intuition exists for a reason and is good for us. From self defense to martial soldiering, to psychics and mediums and fortunetellers. I have a tarot deck and intuition and discernment. Donations welcome to make ends meet on days off.
That will fulfill a few magickal goals.
Let's see what works, that goes in the book.

 

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So relationships. Strengthen existing ones first. Starting with myself then family then friends then others, god first.

 

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That integrates and creates another fulfilled magickal goal.

 

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In the name of Shaddai El Chai, dealt Foursquare, where am I on the path of magic?
Greater Spiritual Influence - XVIII The Moon
Lesser Spiritual Influence - XVII The Star
Spiritual Advice - VI The Lovers
So 8n the upper water triangle, we have Pisces, Aquarius, and Gemini; Qoph, Tzaddi and Zayin. Back of Head, Fishhook and Sword.
Unconscious Desires - XI Justice
Conscious Desires II High Priestess
Practical Advice - III The Empress
In this lower fire triangle, we have Libra, Luna and Venus, or Lamed, Gimel and Daleth; whip, camel, door.
Final Outcome.- XIII Death. Nun. Fish. Scorpio.
Top of Deck - XIX The Sun. Sol. Resh.
Bottom of Deck - XV The Devil. Capricorn. Ayin.

Netzach to Tiphareth is the possibility. So is love and sex magic. Sword and door, sentinel.

Or could use practice giving public readings.

 

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Six Lose/Acquire entries listed as a Black-White Mirror or introspection amd awareness exercise.
Uncrossing ritual recorded.
Twenty goals listed. Some not magical but tied in regardless. The last-
Review, revise, results, repeat...

 

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Just woke up after four hours sleep.
Lengthy day journal entry to follow, after Neophyte Formula is done.

 

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Thinking about what herbs to buy to make oils with. #4 filters, funnel, vials, herbs, olive oil (blessed).

 

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Picked up miter headed wand, and -

E Lord of the Universe adoration with neophyte signs.
E Morning Adoration LRVH with grade sign.
E Qaballistic Cross Ritual.
E Lesser Earth Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram.
E Qaballistic Cross Ritual.

Wand placed back on altar.

 

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Wire, sandpaper and paint for the staffs and wand.
Mount a sunstone on the wand, as the goal is Tiphareth and it's paths.

Dropcloth, rope, large binder clips, and duct tape and mirror for circle and triangle.

Notebooks and pens.

#4 filters, funnel, vials, oil, herbs.

Incense, oils and books off Amazon and a PO box.

My magickal shopping list for now.