Journal Journal of Night and Day, Son and Moon

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Off to work. Will try to remember focus on positive energies of Jupiter today.
Won't be back for fourteen hours.

 

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I thought tonight about my comments here, and unless they promote positive magick, in either RHP, MHP or LHP; then that comment will be withheld from posting. A sincere apology to any that have caught my comments and taken offense. In short, Im growing up a bit.

 

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Missed Jupiter hour (3 or 8pm), so will do a ritual anyway, not an elaborate one, but simple, before end of day.

 

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In my early-mid 50s, in severe debt, always riding a shoestring of potential homelessness, mental health and self esteem issues, yeah, I would say magic could help. I dont know systems outside of Golden Dawn or Thelma, at least on the RHP. Or really, much at a low magick level.
I'm trying to work low magick as well, Im not really sure what the dividing line is, or if I need to act like a tribal witch doctor to get low magick done. A change would be highly beneficial for me, a change that pushes me out of this much, out of the snares of haters, and back moving forward again to try to bring positivity to my environment. In poverty and misery, I cannot find any positivity at all. I never took a vow in any way for this.

 

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In my early-mid 50s, in severe debt, always riding a shoestring of potential homelessness, mental health and self esteem issues, yeah, I would say magic could help. I dont know systems outside of Golden Dawn or Thelma, at least on the RHP. Or really, much at a low magick level.
I'm trying to work low magick as well, Im not really sure what the dividing line is, or if I need to act like a tribal witch doctor to get low magick done. A change would be highly beneficial for me, a change that pushes me out of this much, out of the snares of haters, and back moving forward again to try to bring positivity to my environment. In poverty and misery, I cannot find any positivity at all. I never took a vow in any way for this.

But, what effort has been put in on a consistent basis? Am I taking all steps in real life that help bring me out of this state/rut?
Thelema and Golden Dawn both are great, Im sure Quareia is as well. I know BOTA and FLO were good.

Bottom line: Am I following one of my daily plans to get out of the rut, am I going to work, am I ceasing to buy frivolous things, am I taking care of business in a timely fashion, am I following up with or meeting with certain people who are trying to help?

 

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And with that, time to get up and handle business for the day by going to work.

 

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Another mental health day.
Will try to understand Kameas and Magic Squares, and how they correspond to or work with a given Angelic seal.
Did not do Jupiter rite last night, but will still do one today in Jupiter hours, perhaps as many Jupiter hours and rites I can.
Should also do one for Venus, perhaps an attract love to self (self love). Venus hours, and is on the day of Venus, Friday.
Should also start learning the pentagram and hexagram rituals in full, and how they correspond to or work with the zodiac.
Will try to understand how to do a petition spell, and then see with pendulum if it was the angel and if it will be a success.

Perhaps this is karma biting me in the ass for being mean or boastful/prideful. Oh how that rubber band hurts when snapped back.

Will do the daily rituals and adorations, and update a diary entry for Friday/today.
I guess Earth will have to take me a while, I have ideas on how to build a flat and concave sided pentacle, clay baked with minerals and crystals inside, with solder and a copper plate melting them together. Then paint and inscribe and a tool is complete. Would like to know how to charge it, much like the wand can be charged. Not charging as in the general occult sense, but where it is electrically and magnetically charged, so it carries in a literal sense, power. Then consecrated and used in rituals.

 

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Another mental health day.
Will try to understand Kameas and Magic Squares, and how they correspond to or work with a given Angelic seal.
Did not do Jupiter rite last night, but will still do one today in Jupiter hours, perhaps as many Jupiter hours and rites I can.
Should also do one for Venus, perhaps an attract love to self (self love). Venus hours, and is on the day of Venus, Friday.
Should also start learning the pentagram and hexagram rituals in full, and how they correspond to or work with the zodiac.
Will try to understand how to do a petition spell, and then see with pendulum if it was the angel and if it will be a success.

Perhaps this is karma biting me in the ass for being mean or boastful/prideful. Oh how that rubber band hurts when snapped back.

Will do the daily rituals and adorations, and update a diary entry for Friday/today.
I guess Earth will have to take me a while, I have ideas on how to build a flat and concave sided pentacle, clay baked with minerals and crystals inside, with solder and a copper plate melting them together. Then paint and inscribe and a tool is complete. Would like to know how to charge it, much like the wand can be charged. Not charging as in the general occult sense, but where it is electrically and magnetically charged, so it carries in a literal sense, power. Then consecrated and used in rituals.

My Celtic Adventure came back to me today, now that I dont have a forum tyrading against the idea because its not edgy enough. Egypt was also on my mind, particularly Orisris and Amun-Ra. I may pick this back up and do blind evocations of the deities and take the gamble of it being a good kind of success. Would help to have clairvoyance and clairaudience, or elementary skill in scrying and using a pendulum.
There is also the question of will I be heard, and will they respond to being summoned? Are they all just masks of entities along the Tree of Life or the Tree of Death (Goetia, Qlippoth)? Or have they been reawakened after being long forgotten? Will they treat me well, even if no safety precautions are taken as in circle and triangle? Will I be driven further insane or healed?

 

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Will study Christophers book on Neophyte and Zelator material. Will add to this from Modern Magick the same grade material.
Perhaps another system is a good idea, but this would again be oh so me, having divided attention every three seconds and flitting from one thing to another.
Im basically on the route of trying to master fundamentals of magic through a system like the Golden Dawn, without necessarily being in the Golden Dawn. I am not averse to other groups, though at the moment Im steering away from LHP until I have solid footing again.
There are three paths -- left hand path, middle path, right hand path.
Within each of these, there is a question on what systems are within the Middle Path. Is it simply LHP with strong RHP leanings, a RHP magician with LHP leanings, no wonder the ten of swords popped up in a recent reading, I over analyze every thing to death on true armchair fashion.
Time to devote myself to magic again, Morning/Afternoon adorations, LBRP done.
Not entirely displeased with it, was seeing the lines in my mind drawn, seeing the drawn ones in peripheral eye shut vision, did not see the colors of th archangels called however.
Very little flame, passion or feeling. Depression. At least able to viualize again. Still feels like someone sicced Gaap of Shax on me to "blind" me. also have a nagging feeling someone put a binding on me. Or could be my paranoia.

 

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Daily Prayer for Peace, Love and Prosperity​

Heavenly Father,

Please bless me with new job opportunity. I am so thankful to have a job, feel like my current one is not my calling though. Please free me from stress and bring me a new opportunity that will allow me to follow your rules and be happy.

Bring peace and prosperity to my life. Open the door for the opportunity that is right for me. Block any negativity. Bless my home, my work place and my family with peace and prosperity.

Lead me to a better employment situation. I put my trust in you completely!

Amen

Daily Prayer for Healing​

Dearest Abba, our Gracious King, and Mighty Lord,

I come to you today to lift his/her spirit. Please heal him/her mentally, spiritually, emotionally and physically.

Give him/her strength and courage to face his trials and tribulations.

May you grant him Divine Mercy and Divine Grace.

Amen

 

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I realize its Friday, but I realize a demonic Prince may be paying me a malicious visit. Nonetheless, Im getting tired of this crap. I'd like to complete my own personal work in magick, now that my interest has been renewed. So, I guess I need to keep my eye on the work, pay an invocation to Saturn and Tzaphkiel, as well as Shem angels that deal with curses and defend against evil.
Saturn is one planet I always shed away from, but now knowing he works with binding, curses, and death, as well as other functions, I may start trying to work with him. Perhaps he can give me wisdom and understanding and knowledge.

-TZAPHKIEL INVOCATION-
Saturday- Day of Saturn

+ In the Name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Amen.

Under the authority of YHVH ELOHIM, who governeth the sphere of Binah and Saturn, I call upon TZAPHKIEL, Contemplation of God, Archangel of spiritual strife against evil, and keeper of the Akashic records. Form us unto completion through silence, steadiness, and perseverance as inheritors of the world imperfect. Shape us as reliable agents of the Lord’s grace and glory to assist Mankind in the Great Work of Reintegration.

Archangel Tzaphkiel, I humbly ask of your guidance and to bless my endeavor to connect with the positive energies of Saturn. Rid me of inertia and self-destruction. Inspire me with patience, discipline, responsibility, wisdom of experience, meditation, and the proper management of all structure, limitations, and boundaries.

I submit this request in the name of the sovereignty of the Most High God the Father +, the unending love of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ +, and the illuminating essence of the glorious Spirit Most Holy +. Amen.

And back to Friday's Archangel, Haniel:
-HANIEL INVOCATION-
Friday- Day of Venus

+ In the Name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Amen.

Under the authority of YHVH TZAVAOTH, who governeth the sphere of Netzach and Venus, I call upon HANIEL, Grace of God, bringer of joy and warmth of the heart. Form us unto completion through integrity and responsibility and unselfishness as inheritors of the world imperfect. Shape us as reliable agents of the Lord’s grace and glory to assist Mankind in the Great Work of Reintegration.

Archangel Haniel, I humbly ask of your guidance and to bless my endeavor to connect with the positive energies of Venus. Rid me of vanity, overindulgence, and superficiality. Inspire me with love, compassion, sympathy, artistic expression, and provide me with healthy relationships; the means to maintain them, and the influence to facilitate them in others.

I submit this request in the name of the sovereignty of the Most High God the Father +, the unending love of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ +, and the illuminating essence of the glorious Spirit Most Holy +. Amen.

And back to the one I'd like to work with as well, Archangel Tzadkiel/Sachiel:
-TZADKIEL INVOCATION-
Thursday- Day of Jupiter

+ In the Name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Amen.

Under the authority of EL, who governeth the sphere of Chesed and Jupiter, I call upon TZADKIEL, Justice of God, Archangel of Divine Clemency. Form us unto completion through wisdom and humility as inheritors of the world imperfect. Shape us as reliable agents of the Lord’s grace and glory to assist Mankind in the Great Work of Reintegration.

Archangel Tzadkiel, I humbly ask of your guidance and to bless my endeavor to connect with the positive energies of Jupiter. Rid me of haughtiness, arrogance, and greed. Inspire me with productive ambition, optimism, generosity, tolerance, health, wealth, and the ability to accurately rule and govern my own faculties towards prosperity and beneficial attitudes.

I submit this request in the name of the sovereignty of the Most High God the Father +, the unending love of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ +, and the illuminating essence of the glorious Spirit Most Holy +. Amen.

 

[Jarhyn]

Thoughts here: if something wicked this way comes, you might consider laying a trap?

Just a thought. Essentially, a talisman over each entryway except one, maybe a back door or window, on which a lit "black candle*" sits, with the name or seal of that entity on the candle, drawn or pressed into the wax.

My general pattern is to use a carved wand, light it with the flame of the black candle once the thing "steps in it" and then use that flame to light an alcohol bath around whatever (heat tolerant!) Thing you are dealing it within.

Then pour over the thing with wax, preferably of the snuffed candle, or of wax it came from.

This does not mean the entity is for all persons for all times sealed; if you break the wax or touch the object directly, it might come back for you specifically. But it means it's influence is sealed away from you, away from your places and mind.

You can embed the thing in an appropriate metal or permanent fixture, too, to make it more absolute, and not "leaky to touch". I would do this in a secondary ritual? Lost wax casting can help.

Such Sealings require exit conditions. "Subordination to mutually compatible self actualization" is a good one, mostly on account of such things being diametrically opposed to that direction. It might as well be Gleipnir on Fenris for all they will ever escape it short of you breaking the seal yourself.


*Any color works; you can make the candle black through an appropriately tied ribbon.

 

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Tarot Spread - Split Hexagram Spread
"ADONAI HA-ARETZ, I ask that you lay your hands invisibly upon these consecrated cards of art, to deliver a true and faithful message to the answer I seek: Is there a demon commanded to destroy me, and if so what do I do?"

Greater Spiritual Influence: 0 The Fool; Elemental Air
Lesser Spiritual Influence: VII The Charioit; Cancer
Spiritual Advice: IV The Emperor; Aries; Order, sight.

Unconscious Desires: I The Magician; Mercury
Conscious Desires: XVII The Star; Aquarius
Practical Advice: III The Empress; Venus; Creative Power

Final Outcome: XII The Hanged Man - Elemental Water, Reversal

Top of Deck: V The Hierophant
Bottom of Deck: VIII Strength

There is also Door (Daleth, Empress, Venus, and today is Friday) and Window (Heh, Emperor, Aries), Water (Mem, and Nil(Vav, Hierophant, Taurus). Windows and Doors remind me of an exorcism or purification routine. Take Holy Water, Annointed Oil from an Apostolic Church for example, or Holy Water. Draw an Equal Armed Cross on each door, window, wall, floor and ceiling. Speak Psalms 91 and a License to depart at each cross. Then get a house blessing.

 

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Well, if a demon has been ordered to destroy me, or someone is just cursing me, I have a couple routes to take.

 

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Tarot Spread - Split Hexagram Spread
"ADONAI HA-ARETZ, I ask that you lay your hands invisibly upon these consecrated cards of art, to deliver a true and faithful message to the answer I seek: Is there a demon commanded to destroy me, and if so what do I do?"

Greater Spiritual Influence: 0 The Fool; Elemental Air
Lesser Spiritual Influence: VII The Charioit; Cancer
Spiritual Advice: IV The Emperor; Aries; Order, sight.

Unconscious Desires: I The Magician; Mercury
Conscious Desires: XVII The Star; Aquarius
Practical Advice: III The Empress; Venus; Creative Power

Final Outcome: XII The Hanged Man - Elemental Water, Reversal

Top of Deck: V The Hierophant
Bottom of Deck: VIII Strength

There is also Door (Daleth, Empress, Venus, and today is Friday) and Window (Heh, Emperor, Aries), Water (Mem, and Nil(Vav, Hierophant, Taurus). Windows and Doors remind me of an exorcism or purification routine. Take Holy Water, Annointed Oil from an Apostolic Church for example, or Holy Water. Draw an Equal Armed Cross on each door, window, wall, floor and ceiling. Speak Psalms 91 and a License to depart at each cross. Then get a house blessing.

Reversal -- Reversal and Protection Magic - should read and implement today.
Pray Psalms over myself, light a candle and fight for my life and afterlife valiantly and honorably.
Pray to God for redemption and protection; purify room with incense and saltwater.
Pray blessings over my enemies, that they be surrounded by armies of angels for protection.
Get a priest from the Greek Orthodox Church to come pray a blessing over my home and purify it.

What are these cards telling me? I am starting to suck at tarot. The gematria of it ...
Aleph=1, Cheth-8, Heh=5, Beth-2, Tzaddi=90, Daleth=4, Mem=40; = 150.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Thoughts here: if something wicked this way comes, you might consider laying a trap?

Just a thought. Essentially, a talisman over each entryway except one, maybe a back door or window, on which a lit "black candle*" sits, with the name or seal of that entity on the candle, drawn or pressed into the wax.

My general pattern is to use a carved wand, light it with the flame of the black candle once the thing "steps in it" and then use that flame to light an alcohol bath around whatever (heat tolerant!) Thing you are dealing it within.

Then pour over the thing with wax, preferably of the snuffed candle, or of wax it came from.

This does not mean the entity is for all persons for all times sealed; if you break the wax or touch the object directly, it might come back for you specifically. But it means it's influence is sealed away from you, away from your places and mind.

You can embed the thing in an appropriate metal or permanent fixture, too, to make it more absolute, and not "leaky to touch". I would do this in a secondary ritual? Lost wax casting can help.

Such Sealings require exit conditions. "Subordination to mutually compatible self actualization" is a good one, mostly on account of such things being diametrically opposed to that direction. It might as well be Gleipnir on Fenris for all they will ever escape it short of you breaking the seal yourself.


*Any color works; you can make the candle black through an appropriately tied ribbon.

I like the idea, and something needs to be done. Essentially Prince Bufas, if he was sent after me, destroys/rapes the heart chakras, and kills all subtle bodies. I wouldn't see this as a favorable outcome.
However, prayer did help a bit, will continue on that and light a candle and call for an archangel anyway.

My problem is at least four days a week Im out for a considerable amount of time, and fire makes me cringe a bit on that, otherwise Im all in on the solution.

I will implement what I can. If it hasn't been sent after me, it would be good to practice protective magic anyway.

 

[Jarhyn]

I like the idea, and something needs to be done. Essentially Prince Bufas, if he was sent after me, destroys/rapes the heart chakras, and kills all subtle bodies. I wouldn't see this as a favorable outcome.
However, prayer did help a bit, will continue on that and light a candle and call for an archangel anyway.

My problem is at least four days a week Im out for a considerable amount of time, and fire makes me cringe a bit on that, otherwise Im all in on the solution.

I will implement what I can. If it hasn't been sent after me, it would be good to practice protective magic anyway.

Well, anything you can conceptualize as the burning spirit of it's light, and any way you can transfer the active concept of such a thing between buffers would work.

It's really just "get that fucker contained somehow".

You could even just board up the whole place with talismans on every window and then just remove the one when it's time to open up the trap?

To that end, I would contain him inside a heart shaped thing of some kind. Just for the irony of it.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Thoughts here: if something wicked this way comes, you might consider laying a trap?

Just a thought. Essentially, a talisman over each entryway except one, maybe a back door or window, on which a lit "black candle*" sits, with the name or seal of that entity on the candle, drawn or pressed into the wax.

My general pattern is to use a carved wand, light it with the flame of the black candle once the thing "steps in it" and then use that flame to light an alcohol bath around whatever (heat tolerant!) Thing you are dealing it within.

Then pour over the thing with wax, preferably of the snuffed candle, or of wax it came from.

This does not mean the entity is for all persons for all times sealed; if you break the wax or touch the object directly, it might come back for you specifically. But it means it's influence is sealed away from you, away from your places and mind.

You can embed the thing in an appropriate metal or permanent fixture, too, to make it more absolute, and not "leaky to touch". I would do this in a secondary ritual? Lost wax casting can help.

Such Sealings require exit conditions. "Subordination to mutually compatible self actualization" is a good one, mostly on account of such things being diametrically opposed to that direction. It might as well be Gleipnir on Fenris for all they will ever escape it short of you breaking the seal yourself.


*Any color works; you can make the candle black through an appropriately tied ribbon.

I will try this with what feral sorcery supplies I cn muster.
Thank you for this by the way.
I have a few other ideas, purple candle and psalms 16 and 18 spoke over it.
Penitential psalms over seven white tealights, and invoke Christ/the Holy Spirit.
Get some Florida/Holy Water, Satan Be Gone Oil, some Apostolic Annointing Oil, make a sealing oil of the mix.
Invoke Tzaphkiel and Michael, do Banishings and more banishing.
Create scrolls of the Ten Commandments or the name of god, and place on my door and window and mirror.
Speak Psalms 91 over each wall, floor and ceiling, anoint each cross with apostolic oil & license to depart.

 

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Also, thought about the magic circle. I have seven martial arts belts, which can be taped together, and paper taped over each side with the appropriate markings given width of the paper. Approximately 14' circle. Me and altar place inside, and psalms and candle work.

 

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Also, thought about the magic circle. I have seven martial arts belts, which can be taped together, and paper taped over each side with the appropriate markings given width of the paper. Approximately 14' circle. Me and altar place inside, and psalms and candle work.

It is a disadvantage when a former teacher turned not friend knows everything about you.
Time to get to lighting a candle.

Put my name and Date of Birth on the back of the seal for Sachiel/Tzadkiel.
Have a Jupiter square, also on blue paper, on the altar underneath a stone and candles.
Seal placed between candles.
Water will be in four cups to aid in manifesting. Two Citrine Altar cups, one Orange Personal cup and one Green Objective cup. Each altar cup has one white tealight, the other two candles are an orange birthday candle and a blue birthday candle. The symbolism of the cups and the candles should be sufficient for a relation to Chesed.
Will use sandalwood oil and frankincense incense, due to supplies on hand.
Intention: Quickly and securely guard and guide me out of my financial and other ruts.