Journal Journal of Night and Day, Son and Moon

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Huh, Psalms 18 is pretty powerful. Still looking for confessional psalms, those should probably be spoken as well.

 

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Did midnight and morning adorations, LBRP.
Deposited my check in the bank this morning after walking to it to be there bright and early.
Paid a necessary party what I owe him.
Got kitty food, kitty litter and took care of the Kittys needs this morning, also got a pound of coffee for the week.
Spoke with roommate concerning rent and my status and plans. So minor needs were taken care of.
Will work tomorrow open to close, then Sunday grab my check after work from my other employer, and get together with a friend to go over my Disability documents and do some laundry at his place. That helps fulfill one of my magick goals, a clean and organized room.
Its not as easy as you might think, especially with no money and no furniture.
Did afternoon and evening adorations, LBRP.
Prayed and spoke Psalms 16 and 18; spoke ASHREI - UVA L'TZION from the Siddur.
Prayed with emphasis on spiritual protection, and that the archangels be employed to me and surround me with armies.

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Time and space makes sense to me in terms of ritual. While starting to open a book on Anthropology of Magic, Religion and Witchcraft, chapter three breaks down symbolism in ritual:
General religious symbols, ex Caudeceous (may be misspelled, the two snakes on a pole medical symbol for example)
Sacred art, including music and color, wall paintings, warpaint, etc
Sacred Time and Sacred Space
May allude to devotion and sacrifice of scheduled fixed time in which the aspirant meets with the spirits. Sacred space may allude to purification, exorcism, or otherwise clearing a working area.
Symbolism of music and dance
This may allude to music as a spiritual act, dance also but an energy raising outlet as well.

 

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Did Midnight-Morning adorations and LBRP, really trying to exchange energy with Sign of Enterer before following up with Sign of Silence.
Not feeling well, so laying low and reading.

 

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No sleep last night and feeling nauseous, called off work just to avoid potential workplace accidents, or to make staff or customers ill.
In the meantime, going to work on the Enochian Watchtower tablets, browse the 72 Angels of Magick as a different approach, and take the psalms collectively and merge into a prayer, in between Oratory Prayer Opening, Archangelic Invocation, Planetary Invocation, and Oratory Closing Prayers. This may draw them near based on the prayer alone, and concentration on their names and Psalms, perhaps invoking them in the prayer as well.
Lets start with curse breakers and adverse to evil, perhaps those who praise, as per Psalms 150 praise binds kings and nobles in chains and fetters.
Add sound to this in a ritual with a Saturn Kamea and Cassiel Sigil/Tzaphkiel sigil, and Key XXI on altar Sound produced by singing the prayer, which is singing psalms, which is delivering prayer in the suggested fashion.

Wish I had money and temple supplies of all types, kinds and colors; but Im minimalist as I struggle through life.
But, Primary and some secondary color spell candles and white tealights; these can be worked with. Hope they like sandalwood and frankincense, because thats whats on the menu for oil and incense. Purple and what makes black...

 

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Okay, have not only done the LBRP today myself (along with solar adorations); but also taught someone else the LBRP today as he is a beginning witch. Have collected twenty-six angels against oppression, adversity and evil. Am going over their names from various sources, and will try to locate the Hebrew name to aid in my delivering an invocation to the angel. It is interesting that multiple conjurations are performed, there is a license to depart and somewhere fits in the Grand Invocation of Solomon. Have written down their name, number, description, psalm verse, and filling in other correspondences down to the tarot card associated with it and the note of the one of twelve singing bowls in a circle around the cloth and candles.

 

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It would be quire foolhardy to collect angels against evil and slander, if I were guilty of the two. Working on not being that guy.

 

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Dismayed at the fact one source states Jeliel (#2) has Psalm 218:20. There are only 150 Psalms that I am aware of.

Not to mention we run into the age old transliteration issue, as there is no "J" in the Hebrew alphabet. The best we could hope for is perhaps a yod replacing the J (think the sound of the name Juan for example, as opposed to Jerry), in this case a Vav may as well replace it in transliteration.

So now, looking at The Golden Dawn Shem chart, where it lists all angels for the zodiac sign, and I am not seeing comparable names. I will then assume nearly every resource is going to have a different name and perhaps a different psalm.

I think I may just fold and take the path of least resistance, either us Demons of Magick and get the Angels conjured/summoned/evoked, and ask for the power. Or use 72 Angels of Magick, and do the same. I like Are Angelorum's process in conjuring angels, but its heavy in particular on the Zodiac summoning and then has angels within that with descriptions like mansions of the moon from Picatrix.

So I have a couple options:
1. Use by number the Shem Psalm verse and thanking that angel three times with the verse stated again, and light a particular colored candle for that psalm group (not all use a particular color, so they will first have to be grouped by color and psalm here), in a streamed (free flowing from the heart) invocation to the Almighty, thanking him for these angels and their willingness to aid us, and thank him and praise him as an act per Psalms 149/150 to bind King and Nobles in chains and fetters.
2. Use the Psalms by number in order only.
3. Use an established system that boasts success from countless people, such as Demons of Magic or 7 Angels of Magic, 360 Angels, Are Angelorum, Angel Trance Magic, etc.
4. Research and try to locate the correct Hebre spelling and English pronunciation, use the psalm pronunciation from one of the works in option 3, address all angels and divine names, highest to lowest and ask their defense and aid in our great work of art.
5. Find a workable method, and free flow it into an archangel of the day invocation.
6. Some mixture of the above.

I've stonewalled on lighting the incense and candles and trying to invoke Sachiel and his Jupiterian angels. I will complete this today. I will also try to do one with Cassiel and the Saturn angels. To invoke them for defense, aid, knowledge, understanding and wisdom. Will also do for Kamael for Mars, and his angels. To try to find a way to pathwork with them or the likes.

Before doing that, will invoke the Shem angels against adversity and evil after the LBRP to purify the area, recite the grand invocation of Solomon, the conjuration for the angel and psalm verse, inviting them into my space and life for defense and aid.
Will go into a praise invocation to the Almighty, thanking him in gratitude for what I have had in my life and what I have in my life, the angles here to help us all, his willingness to welcome us home, his love and forgiveness, trustworthiness, mercy and loving kindness.
Will then light incense, perform the Middle Pillar, anoint and light the candle, intone the names associated with the ruling sign, perform the invocation for the sign, visualize over the flame associated imagery, call the angel through the candle flame, meditate/commune/fellowship/offerings and license to depart. Then a closing prayer and LBRP.

 

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Gotta love Brand, Winterfield, Hargrove, etc. Saved me a lot of research and are spot on with the psalms and names. Will have to go and compare to the Golden Dawn and figure out what my Hebrew issues are. Still some research to do, namely the astrological info, and direction/color if possible, as chain of command will go through divine names, archangels, ruling angels, and the Shem angel, and angelic emissaries below them.
So now have an idea how to work this together.

 

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Putting together the psalms and conjurations for the Shem Angel work.
Not forgetting about Christophers book, or the Enochian tablets, which did not get done, due to a potential alarm.

And I may have projected blame on others due to my psychotic episodes. So may owe apologies. But I need to clear all this with the angels, as they are the representatives of pure truth and justice. Speaking of which, three cop cars and an ambulance came to my building. One policeman is generally sufficient. In the hour of Mars, oddly enough. Luckily the next hour belongs to Sol, so sure the paramedics and medics will fix whomever up.

So I have three hours to work on a ritual with Sachiel/Tzadkiel, and ask him if he would consider being a patron angel or patron saint of sorts. Same with Cassiel/Tzaphqiel. Not sure if they do that, but figure nothing ventured nothing gained.

Ive cleared trash out of my room, not spotless by any means and may still have a few things to toss out, collect and do dishes, get all paperwork to work on with friend tomorrow ready in a backpack, as well as a couple loads of laundry ready to cart over and do there while we work as well, after work tomorrow.

Past that, pretty much pile everything in the closet and shit the doors and mark not a prayer closet on the doors. Until money and furniture.
Wash most clothes and donate. Past that, general cleaning, perhaps clear closet first, scrub the hell and sage the hell out of it, pile (after dusting them all) everything in the closet and shit the doors, leaving a mostly empty room. Scrub and sage the crap out of it, and keep it like this as long as possible. This will pretty much complete my first magical goal, a clean and organized room. This should in turn filter physically to mentally and spiritually. Then onto the next goal, a tidy and orderly organized life. Work on that and let that filter upward.

Pentacle time, time to get materials ready to work on that. This will require arts and craft supplies and some temple supplies as well. Considered using gum or play doh to let birthday candles fully burn out during spells or workings, but may try play doh or moldable wet clay instead as a holder base for the birthday spell candles.
Past that, perhaps a few crystals or candles are seen, but everything else locked up and out of sight out of mind to others (public/officials). Only exception may be a clean and clear altar with a basic setup on it, but no seals candles, tools, incense, etc. All items locked away in the magic chest.

 

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It would be nice to get back to a magical DEFCON 5, so that I can study magic in an orderly fashion to create a strong foundation to work from, and grow from there. I guess in a way its good, it makes me move think speak and act, but it is also a huge distraction being on constant defense. To be able to explore my ethnicity through magick. To live my life in a secure manner. This would be nice.
But not possible while on constant defense scramble. Not to exaggerate, I may or may not be on someones S***list, with an active retribution directed toward me. But, safety first.

 

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Went through a handful or two, practicing for a full invocation, to try and draw their attention to me.
Intoned their name three times, then their psalm verse in English, Latin and Hebrew, then moved on to the next, then followed up with the Lords Prayer in closing.

In a couple hours, I will be trying to invoke Tzadkiel after talking about it for a week.

 

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Really digging the piano and drum line on this song...70s and 80s gospel still seems to have anointing on it.

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Now to write out an invocation for Sachiel/Tzadkiel and asking for a friendly relationship with each other.

 

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Cat got spooked, and thought I saw a shadow, so I leaped up and did a LBRP starting in wet after evening adorations, using energy and sign of silence. After a modified LBRP, cat is calm and so am I.

Huh, need to check one more source, but I've got this and then its go time. A tad disorganized, but so has been my day.

 

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23:00, 06:00, 20:00. The next three Jupiter hours. Tomorrow is Sunday, equivalent to Thursday,

 

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Cat on lap wins. Next two Jupiter hours will do. In the meantime, I will flesh out the other 16 angels invocations, and evoke all 26 twice daily.
I guess this gives me the opportunity to really flesh these two invocations out.
Then record in pocket journal, and be aware.

 

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Recites the ten invocations in rapid fire succession, intoning the names by vibration, and feel a flame lit in my stomach and heart. There might be something to this.

 

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Why must I be bombarded with Children's Hospitals ads galore when barely 6:00am, while just trying to listen to some good gospel? Now I'm ticked off and listening to Slayer. Good job advertisers.

 

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Sunday 4/10/2022 (4+1+6=11=1+1=2, Repitition, Duplication).
Ruling Planet: Sol. Ruling Archangel: Michael. Color: Yellow.
Sleep: Barely
Dreams: None recalled due to experiments in pow sleep deprivation techniques via suggestion and sonic warfare.
Mood: Low
Weather: Cold, slightly windy.
Diet/Exercise: The lean week begins, as opposed to last week (payday pizza). Hit food pantry on Monday. Building community food box hit hard by others last night, so fasted and kept hands off so others could get food as there are babies and families here, so I will sacrifice a day. I work today anyway, so will be fed my meal during break. Might close tonight and delay former plans, will have to think on this but an extra 50 would only short me 100 being off yesterday (open to close=$150 for day).
Mental Notes: Feel somewhat relieved calling roll call of defensive Shem Angels to assist in a matter. Now maybe I can get back to reading Magick Fundamentals for Simians, thank you.
Physical notes: Pains last night like a boa constrictor on my leg, of severe tendril connections/parasites/. Banished by visualization of fire and or sending gospel vibes in same method you pop a mosquito sucking your blood. Not my idea to attack me.

Adorations: Will do full cycle beginning at Morning Liber Resh Vel Helios to mentally be un tune, and Lord of the Universe AM adoration.

Rituals:
Body Awareness:
Relaxation Ritual:
Qabalistic Cross:
Lesser Ritual of the Pentagram, Earth banishing
Qabalistic Cross

And off to work.

Will add Angelic/Planetary invocation later. Still trying to find astrological and other evocation information for the Shem angels I've compiled for defense.

 

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Edit time expired, so here we are again:
Rituals:
Body Awareness.
Relaxation Ritual.
Qabalistic Cross.
Lesser Ritual of the Pentagram, Earth banishing.
Shem Angel Defense AM chant.
Qabalistic Cross.
Chant defense mantra if need be periodically.
Middle Pillar when home, and repetition of above.

And off to work. Will have to do Jupiter PM hour when home from work, or just do the thing out of planetary hour instead of this or that preventing it from getting done. It is slightly important after all. Will add Angelic/Planetary invocation later. Still trying to find astrological and other evocation information for the Shem angels I've compiled for defense.