Journal Journal of Night and Day, Son and Moon

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Doing Night Formula, and Adorations and Meditations for Evening shortly (back is sore so slower today).
Doing a ritual tonight after the Zelator Formula to attract Jupiter energy.

Card of the Day: Ace of Swords
Root of the Powers of Air
Spirit of Air, E of EXARP
Throne: Princess of Swords
Force invoked, for good or evil.

 

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Doing Night Formula, and Adorations and Meditations for Evening shortly (back is sore so slower today).
Doing a ritual tonight after the Zelator Formula to attract Jupiter energy.

Card of the Day: Ace of Swords
Root of the Powers of Air
Spirit of Air, E of EXARP
Throne: Princess of Swords
Force invoked, for good or evil.

Rough Idea:
Opening Prayer
Qaballistic Cross
LRP, Spirit Invoking.
Practicus Formula.
Middle Pillar Exercise
Heart Flame Exercise
In Malkuth, Queen of Pentacles. (Med)
Invoke Jupiter by word, act and intent.
Word of Power with Glyph (Med)
Prayer Interlude
Qaballistic Cross
Closing Prayer

Perhaps my night is best spent developing suitable Watchtower Tablets and Tablet of Union.
Or Create Pentacle, Dagger, and Water Cup.
Heart Flame Exercise
Visualisation Exercise
Candle Vertex/Vector of Sephira trio Meditation.

 

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I have two resources put together this week. By the weekend, I will have a Social Worker put together information and resources for help.
This week my Sister and I will put together an action plan, after I spend the weekend putting together my disability case.
Some things get better and some get worse. The unfortunate part of age and health.
Next week I see Washtenaw County Mental Health for prescription coverage.
All the while I see all professionals for all known issues to me. Get taxes squared away.
Try to get a higher paying office job that aligns with both my goals and beliefs.
Continue with my space program code.
Thoroughly learn Digital Logic and Electronics.

 

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I know I am middle aged, have made poor life decisions, had good times, had bad times. I know I'm not the brightest and piggy back off ideas.

 

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I know I have years left, and can make better life decisions. I know I am bright and gifted. I also know piggy backing off existing ideas is not lazy, bad or wrong.

 

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Tomorrow, Invoking Mercury.

 

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Or, perhaps concentrating on a Invocation of Saturn and Luna, doing the Zelator and Theoricus formulae after constructing the Air tablet. This more in line with the drawing of the Ace of Swords. Yes, perhaps this is a better idea. Ask Saturn and Luna to identify to me my faults and why I feel oppressed, and how to open the road.

 

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Found two whirlybird seed pods. They are not as fragile and dry as the small branch of sumac I found today as well.

 

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I am not broke.
I am not unemployed.
I am in a life transition, neither good nor evil.
I am safe and protected.
I am loved.
I have friends and family.
I am wealthy, despite 200k debt and ten dollars to my name.

 

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Meditation and doing the work...

Performed Banishing Four Powers of Earth last night. Still memorizing the formula or reading it enough until it becomes natural. Still, visualized the circle of green pentagrams and drew the bull in the center of beach one.
Spoke along with Invocation of Thoth.
Reading through Theoricus/Invoking and Banishing the Four Powers of Air.

 

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Woke up at 6am. Will try to do a trial run of memorization of the Qabalistic Body in the World's and the Invoking/Banishing of the Powers of Earth and Air, and work among these formulae, concentrating on in order:
Ace of Pentacles
Princess of Pentacles
The Tens
Knight of Pentacles
Ace of Swords
Princess of Swords
The Nines
The Knight of Swords.

 

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Doing Neophyte-Zelator formulae shortly.
Will put together basic Air tablet and compiled steps for body in qabalistic worlds and invoking the Powers or earth and air.
Card for the Day : Queen of Swords, Water of Air, Binah of Yetzirah, A of EXARP. A sharp, A still lasting force invoked.

 

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Meditation shortly, then Neophyte Formula in Morning, Zelator Formulae with Afternoon, Practicus Formula in Evening.
Neophyte is still the grade until all is memorized and natural, in order. And all work completed. Then moving onto Zelator Formula. Same thing, full immersion through the grade, and steps taken physically on Earth. Attempt at Neophyte to control and direct both thought and energy. Look to Damiens Ritual book from the library on this.

 

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May consult with department chairs at Eastern Michigan University, University of Michigan, and some instructors from Washtenaw Community College.
Starting to take amore long term needs based assessment for resources over decades of space travel, especially based off ISS and traveling back and forth between ISS and gas and ice Giants.
Robot samplers and sniffers?
A dumpster sized rover with curling claws of steel?
Artificial Intelligence running the show?
How to implement satcommm?
Foreign competitors and adverse action?
Intergalactic encounter?
Psychological state or workers on ISS and reentry crews over time of operational mission?
Where do I go with this past a software imitation written in low level C code and python?
Have already started python and research on design, operations, and these questions.

 

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Have not yet done morning adorations, after smoke break will do so.
Will do Neophyte Formula as well.
Will do Zelator Formula in afternoon.
Will do Theoricus Formula in evening.

 

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Will thoroughly inspect Z-2 Neophyte Formula and draw Temple diagram.
Will draw and label 3 Trees of Life.

 

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Reviewing python essentials.
Have begun converting nonfunctional C code to seemingly prospective error free python code.
Circuit functions and import files I will have to create, and will be the most challenging.
Doing research on various topics regarding space, spacecraft required parts, space operations, interstellar travel, physics, digital Logic and general good programming.

 

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About to do adorations and Neophyte Formula.

 

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Enough coding and research. Will do more over weekend. Python is coming along however.

Full cycle of both adorations done.
Morning Lord of the Universe adoration.
Morning LRVH Adoration done as well.

Neophyte Formula done. During MPE, at each quarter breathed from foot to groin to heart and back down on exhale with energy flow. Full circle. Was dizzy with all four directions of energy flowing.

Afternoon will receive Zelator Formula, currently being studied. Pulling art supplies for Air tablet and GD for Z2 study.

 

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In comparing Z2 outlines of Neophyte and Evocation, much is very telling. As is the difference in evocation in GD system current vs others, light or black. Crowley systems will probably be close to the Z2.

Will closely study these two in particular 8n factoring and comparing. I. Familiar with basic evocation processes, the binding and directing the blind force 8s however new to me, the Ace of Swords comes to mind.