Journal Journal of Night and Day, Son and Moon

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Meditation somewhere around 11:15.

 

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Points I to W, in the Z2 Evocation seem to be the meat if the operation, the former point Prep, Purification, opening the temple; the latter license to dismiss or closing.
In the Neophyte initiation, at point I the neophyte takes the oath, in Evocation. Point I is where the sigil is on the altar and the announcement of the evocation has begun.
So, what happens in between A and H?
At W, blood is produced from the Neophyte. At W, the license to dismiss is done.

 

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Actually, in H, the call to the spirit is done, so we can faithfully back up to points A to G instead.

 

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In A, we have the Temple or the Circle.
In B, there is the Hierophant. Or the Magician veiled in the attire of the Hierophant.
In C, we have the Officers vs the Names and Formula to be employed.
In D, we have the Candidate vs the Symbol of the whole Operation.
There is much mixing just of these two, step by step.

 

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Began meditation.

 

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Heart Flame to Body of Light - 5 min.
Flame in the Heart Exercise - 20 min. Beginning now.

 

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Finished meditation. Not done to spec. Approximately 5-8 minutes

 

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Will do this routine daily. Increasing meditation time, tried following general directions for FHE, but had several upper body and lower body and skull pains that had to be dealt with lighting up the entire area until pains went away or minimized.

 

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Beginning afternoon adorations and Zelator Formula shortly.

Want to reacquaint myself with the formula for Zelator.I recall the Ascent into Cube of Space and Invoking or Banishing Four Powers of Earth; The Body in Assiah I need to reacquaint myself with.

The Theoricus Formula and Air Tablet are new to me. So need to study and work those in between.

 

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Card of the Day: XIII Death - Change or Transformation. Scorpio, Kerubic Water.

 

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Looking at the Z-2 Transformation, Spiritual Development, and Alchemy outlines.
Working on drawing step by step BRH of Saturn Malkuth and Yesod), Luna (Yesod), Mercury (Hod), Jupiter (Hod).

 

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Drew invoking Hexagram of Saturn in notes, reading the Ritual of the Hexagram. Drew Luna's Invoking form of the Hexagram in my notes.

So, my reading for the day: "The Kingdom of the Gods", "Kaballah, Magic, and the Great Work of Self-Transformation", "The Golden Dawn";

These are my textbooks... Until I can get a new power supply for my other laptop.

 

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Grounded by taking a walk up to the store, having a break, and coming back.

I am faced with learning two hexagrams. One standard, one unicursal. This will take extra time. I may do partial ZF, or practice drawing the Hexagram forms.

I have no mirrors save a bathroom mirror with which to practice seeing groin to head in the mirror.

My to do today:
Afternoon adoration.
Invoking the Four Powers of Earth.
Make an action plan for physical concerns and medication and therapy.
Stick with Zelator exercise practice.
Stick with the book being worked through, so unicursal Hexagram it is.
Practice control of the aura with the body on the tree.
Merge what is necessary daily with Neophyte and Zelator Formulae, and keep to it.
Meditate. Without looking at the time or fidgeting.
Air tablet drawn if not colored.
Full Heart Flame Exercise

 

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Malkuth in the month of June, what did I learn?
I veered off course for one thing.
Second, I'm multitasking again between Mysticism and Magick. My personal beliefs contribute to this, as well as.l my practical need, which isnt being met.
Third, I need discipline, commitment, proactivity in the Great Work, control of Thought, silence.
Fourth, im in over my head. There is simply too much to cover and discover in one month alone.

Yesod begins tomorrow in theory and no practice.

 

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Speaking of practice, reading Neophyte material. Will still add a couple practices to neophyte Formula, as they enhance the sphere of sensation and the subtle bodies to transform into the body of light.

Meditation, daily, regularly.

 

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Weather is great today, mostly clear and sunny. Last night was a bit cloudy, could only see one body, but maybe it was mars. Or a satellite is a possibility.

 

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Cold or hot stew .. will be tasty with a croissant either way.

 

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Afternoon adorations and evening adorations will be done.

 

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Did afternoon and evening adorations per last post. Will do Neophyte Formula for the evening, before bed. The morning shall be done upon rising. The HF following.

Spent most of evening learning the python language given poor resources.
Had a few breakthroughs though. Know commenting, how to create function definitions, how to return objects or variables.
Have worked on the atmospheric, circuits, chassis, and general control program.
Will figure out a few programming goals which will include plot graphics based on true or false off WIRE or LEAD.

But, this makes sense to none. So, with phone and a python development only laptop, my research and coding will be slow.

Getting together with the folks for breakfast. Start my new job Tuesday.

Over the weekend will be learning proper use of the universal hexagram. And completing the Air Tablet.

 

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Taking a break from coding for research.
And then light reading.