Journal Journal of Night and Day, Son and Moon

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Next, use pencil to sketch in the appropriate letter for each square. Be sensitive to the space in the square, making sure that all of the letters look comfortable and of equal proportion.
Next, paint the letters in the following manner (notice how the tablet is divided like the Jerusalem Cross into four quadrants containing lesser crosses):
Portion ofTablet. Color ofLetters
Black squares, upper left quadrant. Yellow (color of air)
Black squares, upper right. Blue (color of water)
Black squares, lower left. Green (a color of earth)
Black squares, lower left. Red (color of fire)
All the white squares in the tablet. Black (contrasting color of Spirit)"

Mmm kay.

 

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I hope watercolor pencil will work well on top of ebony colored pencil.
After this is done, bedtime perhaps, as I have to work 11 a.m.-9 p.m. today.
Or, burn the midnight oil as we are closed Sunday for Easter, and work on the 72 and 7.
Then work on creation of kameas and seals for as many of the seven as I have colored paper for.

 

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I hope watercolor pencil will work well on top of ebony colored pencil.
After this is done, bedtime perhaps, as I have to work 11 a.m.-9 p.m. today.
Or, burn the midnight oil as we are closed Sunday for Easter, and work on the 72 and 7.
Then work on creation of kameas and seals for as many of the seven as I have colored paper for.

Yeah, it is not working, this will require paint board for acrylic, and acrylic paint.
So ... work on energy work primarily since no further action can be taken aside from unshaded and uncolored rough draft of the tablet.

Okay, I guess it is time to find serious pay outside of this fifteen per hour bullshit crab bucket of life, and get my life moving again.

So, what will this take. I suppose I can study LPIC and Network/Security+, and work on python and ubuntu skills. I do have ubuntu and python, but the network adapters for some reason do not work with ubuntu as opposed to windows which did, at least the wireless Nic.
So, perhaps write a mock traffic generator and a soap message transfer of files or packets, so the endpoint send and receive amid fake traffic. It will all be offline, but the hope is to complete steps for getting radio stations online. Used hardware sucks.
Of course, I also suck at programming, but need to do something other than research it.

 

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Unless the solution is as easy as colored sharpies, hopefully stencil tipped. And thumbtacks to secure to wall.

Okay, time to review knowledge on Kabbalah, Alchemy, and Geomancy.
Then, do adorations, and practice rituals, particularly energy raising ones such as the Middle Pillar, Body in Assiah, backed into tree, LBRP.

 

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There is also the possibility of color lettering them and shading around them.
This is the approach I may have to take.

If I abandon Lodge type systems, I would probably end up going back to Egypt and working Egyptian Magic, Qabalistic Magic, Greek Magic, etc. on up to Celtic Magic (pre Christian).

 

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Saturday, 4/16/2022 (17=8, forget associated keyword with 8). Ruling Planet for the Day: Saturn. Color of Day: Black.

Sleep/Dreams: No sleep, no dream recall.

Moon/Transits: Luna Waxing Full 27 degrees Libra.

Date	Moon Phase (Lunar Phase)	Moon Sign	Chart
April 16, 2022	FULL MOON at 18:54	Libra	26°45’	( Please, Log in or Register to view URLs content! )

Current Moon is in

Libra:
You might have a strong need for balance and harmony now. You probably desire to keep things nice rather than venturing into fundamental questions in order not to disturb the peace. You must learn to share your good and bad feelings. Do not be afraid to be who you really are, despite what is expected of you.
Organs influenced by the current

LibraMoon Sign:
Organs: Kidney, ureter, urinary bladder, veins, skin as an organ of touch, pancreas, insulin, glucagon.
These organs are now more sensitive so provide them with extra care.Surgical operations:
NO! - Surgical operations are strongly not recommended during the Full Moon!


Weather: Partly cloudy, 59 degrees. High 69, night Low 40.

Diet/Exercise: Need to lose my spare tummy and love handles and tone. Will have to be anaerobic exercise to do so. Target weight 170, waist 35.

Mental Notes: So much to do, so little time. Journal today reflects mental thought train. Need to double my income to become debt free.

Physical Notes: Congested cough persists. Sneezing as well. Could be allergies and vaping use. Cut out pot, at least from current dealer and this lat one was bunk weed and felt like a lie that I still owed for a front when I know I didn't. So, no more fronts. Back to a dispensary where I can get exactly what I want and need for relatively low price at special times. Drawback, more expensive. Pro on that con: I will have to smoke less as I can't afford it much now. Vaping: Get a bottle of vape fluid as Juul refills are eating you up as well. Ideally quit both, but right now I know it aids me in keeping stable in terms of no psychotic episodes and calms me. Also aids in onto epilepsy and anti depressant.

Adorations:
Morning Lord of the Universe, with Signs off Enterer and Silence
Midnight and Morning Liber Resh Vel Helios with grade signs and sing of silence.

Rituals:
BA/RR
QC/LBRP/QC
Middle Pillar
Body in Assiah
Cube of Space
Novena/Affirmation

Archangel Invocation:
-TZAPHKIEL INVOCATION-
Saturday- Day of Saturn

+ In the Name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Amen.

Under the authority of YHVH ELOHIM, who governeth the sphere of Binah and Saturn, I call upon TZAPHKIEL, Contemplation of God, Archangel of spiritual strife against evil, and keeper of the Akashic records. Form us unto completion through silence, steadiness, and perseverance as inheritors of the world imperfect. Shape us as reliable agents of the Lord’s grace and glory to assist Mankind in the Great Work of Reintegration.

Archangel Tzaphkiel, I humbly ask of your guidance and to bless my endeavor to connect with the positive energies of Saturn. Rid me of inertia and self-destruction. Inspire me with patience, discipline, responsibility, wisdom of experience, meditation, and the proper management of all structure, limitations, and boundaries.

I submit this request in the name of the sovereignty of the Most High God the Father +, the unending love of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ +, and the illuminating essence of the glorious Spirit Most Holy +. Amen.

Shem Angel Invocation:
SHAH-AH-EE-UH SHAH-AH-EE-UH SHAH-AH-EE-UH
(Psalm 35:24, 70:13)
35:24 "Judge me O Lord my God, according to thy righteousness, and let them not rejoice over me."
(As there are only five verses in Psalm 70, I will take it to mean either 71:13, or 79:13.)
"Let them be confounded and consumed that are adversaries to my soul, let them be covered with reproach and dishonour that seek my hurt."
"So we thy people and sheep of thy pasture will give thanks for ever; we will show forth thy praises to all generations."
"Seheiah, I thank you for hearing me, healing the ill, maintaining health, and protecting against disease and adverse forces. Help me, guard me, guide me and teach me in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit."
28th – SEHEIAH. His attribute is “God Who Heals The Ill”. He corresponds to the holy divine name of “Adad21” in the language of the Assyrians. His ray commences from the 136th degree up to the 140th degree inclusive, corresponding to the fourteenth decade and to the angel called Sithacer. He rules over the following days: 16th April, 27th June, 7th September, 18th November, 29th January. The invocation is done from 9:00am till 9:30am. The Divine Names are pronounced with the 13th verse of Psalm 70: “O God be not far from me: O my God, make haste for my help” (Deus ne elongeris a me: Deus meus in auxilium meum respice).
He serves against infirmities and thunder. This angel protects against fires, ruined buildings, collapse, maladies, etc. He rules over health and longevity of life. The person born under this influence will be full of good judgment; he will only act with prudence and circumspection.

 

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TCR: XVI The Tower. Mars. Peh, "mouth". 80. Unforeseen camamnity, disruption, destruction.
That mysterious psalm is psalm 70:1.

 

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The difference between theurgy and thaumaturgy is kind of fuzzy, but then there is sympathetic, contagion, imitation.
Then all sorts of systems fall under these or are umbrellas for them in some cases.
Anyhoo .. moving on from enochian board to angel research, and layering or merging rituals and conjurations from GoM books and old grimoires, along with invocation of Thoth, or the Bornless Ritual. Angels of healing, then angels of education.
Learn the conjuration types in depth and practice each type for the same angel. Use a consecrated pendulum at first.
In Angelic Workings book, make sure all invocations conjurations and rituals are in there.

 

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"Shaddai El Chai, I ask you to lay your hands invisibly opon these consecrated cards of art, to deliver a true and faithful message to the answer we seek: What sort of work should I engage in to get past my financial rut and mountain?"
Significator found in final Heh packet, I Magician
Covers - Page of Wands
Crosses - Five of Swords
Crowns - XVI The Tower
Beneath - 0 The Fool
Behind - Knight of Wands
Before - Six of Pentacles
Querent - XII Hanged Man
Environment - XXI The World
Hopes and Fears - King of Cups
Final Outcome - Nine of Cups

Top of Deck - Queen of Pentacles
Bottom of Deck - Ten of Cups

Analysis later.

 

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Yeah, colored pens are not working, though hi lighters came close.
I think the best approach is to redraw the grid, and paint black, then paint primary colors over dried black paint.
Other approach is to redraw the grid, shade again, but within the shading leaving hollowed letters unshaded, so shading around them later they can be colored in with ink.

 

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It is nearly three in the afternoon, so time for a reading and practice plan:
Kaballah, Magic, and the Great Work of Self Transformation - Neophyte, Zelator
Modern Magick - Neophyte, Zelator
Self Initiation into the Golden Dawn Tradition - Neophyte, Zelator
The Golden Dawn - Primary Techniques and all preceding material, Subtle Body building, kameas
A Complete Course in Magick - Chakras, clairvoyance, clairaudience
Magic in Theory and Practice - Basic ritual
Mastering the Art of Ritual Magic - Basic Ritual
Initiation into Hermetics - Basic Techniques
Magical Trilogy - Basic Ritual, Inner Contacts
Candle Magic - Prosperity, Healing
Basic Sigil Magic - Prosperity, Healing
Inner Traditions of Magic - Basic Ritual
The Magician: His Training and Work - Basic Ritual
Words of Power - Prosperity, Haeling
72 Angels of Magic - Shem conjurations
Magic of Demons - Shem Conjurations
Heptameron

 

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It is nearly three in the afternoon, so time for a reading and practice plan:
Kaballah, Magic, and the Great Work of Self Transformation - Neophyte, Zelator
Modern Magick - Neophyte, Zelator
Self Initiation into the Golden Dawn Tradition - Neophyte, Zelator
The Golden Dawn - Primary Techniques and all preceding material, Subtle Body building, kameas
A Complete Course in Magick - Chakras, clairvoyance, clairaudience
Magic in Theory and Practice - Basic ritual
Mastering the Art of Ritual Magic - Basic Ritual
Initiation into Hermetics - Basic Techniques
Magical Trilogy - Basic Ritual, Inner Contacts
Candle Magic - Prosperity, Healing
Basic Sigil Magic - Prosperity, Healing
Inner Traditions of Magic - Basic Ritual
The Magician: His Training and Work - Basic Ritual
Words of Power - Prosperity, Haeling
72 Angels of Magic - Shem conjurations, Ritual Structure
Magic of Demons - Shem Conjurations, Ritual Structure
Magicians Workbook - Neophyte, Zelator
Shemhamphoresh - shem invocations, Ritual Structure and conjurations
Ars Angelorum - zodiacal invocations
The Book of Angelic Elements - General reading
Angel Trance Magic - Ritual Structure
A-Z of Angels - General reading
Spartacus - Magick of Shemhamphoresh Angels and Goetic Demons - Ritual Structure
Spiritual Exercises of St Ignaceous of Loyola - General reading
Le Kabbalah Practique - Shem Angel of the Day

 

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I wonder what people think of in regard to my doing rituals.
Some rituals are just daily work for the element grade of the magician in training (provided they haven't been weeded out and are wasting their time), some rituals are transactional based on need for self or others. Then there is the devotional idea I had towards the angels of the tree of life.
Its not like Im trying to raise the dead, bring down small countries, etc.

 

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However, there is qlippothic spillover physically upon this earth, due to all the attention given to them. Some use this to their advantage. Some strictly use goetia and accomplish the same, some use a mixture.

I wonder if it is the same with shemhamphoresh and the tree of life, where you start out a decent person with some issues to resolve, and end up an utter douchebag upon reaching the top grade and or evoking all 72 angels of the shem.

Some did and are. I know a name on both sides that fit the bill. Pity in a way. I guess that is one thing to strive for, always stay humble, honest, and dont let pride overtake you, nor greed. Crucify those seven sins.

So, whether or not some dont see an existence of evil, there is certainly events taking place daily against societal norms and laws, particularly of a malicious nature, that one might define as evil. Therefore, if you are a magician of light and God, then you might want to pick up a sword and shield.

 

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And speaking of picking up a sword and shield, fell asleep. I guess three nights of insomnia caught up with me.

 

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I have anywhere from 1-3 planets in each earth house in my chart, so there is no reason to have extreme difficulty in the earth grade, or rather, the next three grades will be really rough for me.

 

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All seven archangel invocations have been recorded offline in my Angelic Working journal, and will now look into the Heptameron for conjurations, as well as other guides, keeping an eye on names in A to Z of Angels.
So, invocation and conjurations for archangels, then next for Shem. Compile a sheet strictly of their Psalms in order and see if there is a pattern with certain words and groupings of angels such as by zodiacal sign.
Start memorizing Invoking/Banishing the Four Powers of Earth, and the Lesser Ritual of the Hexagram. Start getting familiar with Supreme/Greater rituals.
Start looking into 72 hours of invocations during planetary hours to appropriate archangel, zodiacal angel, and shem angels.
Start composing invocations to the twelve Zodiacal angels ruling over all Shem Angels, and permutation of the name.
Look at conjurations of the Shem angels.
Work on will and silence exercises.
Do energy exercises daily such as Middle Pillar, Body in Assiah, etc - anything drawing the light down.
Construct circle on plywood piece with drilled holes for candles at quarters, or paint a Dropcloth and place candles in stable candleholders at each point in the circle.
Construct Enochian Watchtower tablets for Earth and Air, and Tablet of Union.
Construct Wand, Pentacle, Geomancy Kit, Air Dagger.
Learn wards and shields.

 

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Searching for an archangelic conjuration, the internet connection started to act up, pages started hanging, etc; shut down safari and the wifi, and was browsing through angel magic texts on rituals used, and 72 Angels of Magic has a Master Ritual simplified, which is very good, it contains a conjuration of the shem angel. Perhaps expand on this to include the shem angels ruling zodiacal Ange;l, and the ruling archangel over that, all in one conjuration.

 

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Having recorded the invocation and conjuration for Michael, and his info for Sunday the Lords Day, and correspondences, as well as starting to put psalm after psalmfor Angels of Defense together, to be one streamlined set of affirmations or prayer, followed by full conjuration of the Angels of Defense.

 

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To do list today:
Elemental Grade Work -
Follow reading path
Complete Enochian Earth Watchtower tablet by pre coloring lettering and shading around it.
Complete Kamea for Sol and seal for Michael and Sol.
Do Invoking Ritual of the Hexagram, Sol, Leo
Angelic Work -
Make sure conjurations are in full and are reputable for success
Make sure invocations contribute to an emotional peak
Follow up in journal here and elsewhere on stuff that was planned but not finished, i.e goals.

Mundane:
Take shower and dress in clean clothes - done
Do laundry, at least weeks worth of work clothes -
Figure out based on paydays how much should be available in my account by the end of the month.
Quit overspending, spend smart.
Get large bottle of vape fluid
Quit smoking pot for a month
Get haircut/shave
Plan for new work shoes, work pants (at least three pair)
Try to contact old employer HR dept for replacement copy W2
Get disability info together and tax stuff together