Journal Journal of Night and Day, Son and Moon

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Last night set out a seal and candle for Raphael, intending to meditate on him to draw him near, and pulled a card - VI The Lovers.

 

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Ive seen it before, but Ive never really seen it before, the Symbolic Representation of the Table of Shewbread. I see the decagram weaving through them. I see it black and white flashing in color. Groovy. Okay, time to go back to the beginning and make sure everything is in order upstairs and in my temple. Okay, as fascinating as some resources are, I need to stick to the Elemental Grade system textbooks. Really, the Golden Dawn by Regardie, practiced correctly snd persistently and patiently is a grimoire in itself. Adding Magical Trilogy to the reading list. There might be transferable material and methods between the systems. Hiera is another one to add to side reading for rituals. That and Papyri Magicae.

 

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Got to work an hour early due to forgetting to take chicken 9ut to thaw overnight, and figure out a menu due to scarce supplies. Got green reins to be creative. So, fire broasted chicken. Tortillas. Salsa queso dip. Pigs in blankets. Pretzel bites. Roasted cauliflower. For the first batch. Might go Chinese next round.

So, since coffee is brewed and food is ready, going to work a bit more on the ritual steps in my workings diary.

I also need to spend every second working my material and doing a ritual every night. Now that loose lips started rumors, time to do damage control.

Tonight will go back through my demon notes with a magnifying glass if necessary, and rebuild the plans using Shem Angels instead.

So. Working two primary books. Christopher and Savedow. Will look at Phillips planetary magic as well.

And refer to Anna Rivas for nightly rituals, even without oil or incense required. Just more sigil work on candles with a sewing needle.

Card of the Day - VI Lovers. Zain. Sword. 7. Taste. Raphael. HGA.

Archangel of the day - Raphael
Ruling planet of day - Mercury
Color of Day - Orange
Shem Angel of Day - do not have necessary info on hand

Magician combat - I refuse to waste my time left participating in this dead end game.

Tried my food, im not a bad cook after all.

 

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And 9n the ball tonight, some jokers ate up all the first pan of chicken hoping to make me look bad? Fudge off kiddos. Cause I had that second pan all ready.

 

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Hateful people still be hatin. I'm one hell of a neophyte to anger black magicians enough to send their biggest and baddest at me, that is, if my paranoia is correct, and usually it is.
Whatever. I hate my life and this world. Do your will and quit being a wuss about it. You're evidently this obsessed, so commit to your path and your work.
Now, in the meantime I will go meditate on the Zelator work I'm supposed to be doing. Might as well quit avoiding learning geomancy.

 

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Yesterday I had a chat with the Goetia and Qlippoth, and informed them our business is forever concluded, we have no work with each other again. I also told them the reason why and who they are. I also told them I have absolutely zero business with their followers. Hope that's clear enough.

 

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Left work and was do sick I had to hold myself up by the bus stop hole while vomiting. So .. hopefully it's just me.
Home now with cookies, coffee, and a little pot.

 

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Texted my sister about my rent situation detailing a plan. If the plan fails then so do I, which will likely push me back to suicide. Before I do. I'd like to give a good thank you to pig headed hiring managers. The sleazy h1bs they dredged up, and the business world in general. At least im no longer responsible for inept h1bs and taking blame.

 

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I think the best approach for me right now is to work the books on my list cover to cover and evaluate after each one, working on step by step rituals in my journal.

There is no justice for me, but its not my universe or responsibility.

 

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From Taking the reins and calling for your own Judgement Day proactively,
I am still planning to write out a solid ritual on this, I do not care of someone comes up with one before me for competitive personality reasons, Im still doing this.

There were a lot of strange comment replies in the thread regarding karma, which makes no sense, this is on me and me alone, unless these twerps dont fuck off, then I might call for theirs too.

So, a newbie writing a seek and destroy mission for the archangels. This will be interesting Im sure.

What's the difference? Look at the Bornless Ritual structure, you're essentially calling judgement on yourself to be made worthy to speak for the Bornless One.

 

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Wondering of the Apocrupha holds any keys to summoning archangels, or which psalms will do this. 100 and 104 on my mind, 119 is a large one. Considering all the psalms verse where judgement os requested or given. Isaiah is interesting on Moab and Edom. Anyway, there has to be some info scattered somewhere in the good book. Or perhaps the Torah was clear and is being made personally clear to me.

 

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So what do I do with all this information .... Take a birthday candle, preferably a colored one that is not just a colored white candle, I have one such pack of candles. Take a sewing pin and write name in Hebrew on it and a verse pertaining to the Archangel, or the name of Alpha and Omega on it as well. Dress with corresponding oil, or the highest oil and incense. Ambergris is sorta difficult to come across or Angelica for that matter. May just go with sandalwood and frankincense.
Self purification. Repentance and confession as well to a human as well as from me to god. Abramelin process.
Rose and Lavender baths, LBRP 4x per day, Middle Pillar and Body in Assiah 2x daily.
Thoroughly clean room, Rose Cross Ritual, Unicursal Hexagram.
Singing psalms and praise daily. Try to intone correctly for divine names.
Breathing and meditation. Foot to heart chakra.

 

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Added to reading tonight: Abramelin, Advanced Planetary Magic, Three Books of Occult Philosophy, Stellar Theology. Not indepth reading, but want to get an overview as to what Abramelin is about, and to take it on perhaps.
Agrippa and the rest on planetary magic.

 

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Also ... on Self Purificatio, Spiritual Exercises of St Ignatius of Loyola. Would love to find grimoires and books that the monks who do in house exorcisms use.

 

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Card for the Day - 3 of Cups - Lord of Abundance - Mercury in Cancer 10-20 deg
Abundance,plenty, success,pleasure, sensuality,passive success,good luck and fortune. Love, gladness, kindness and bounty. According to dignity.
Binah of Heh. (Plenty,hospitality, eating and drinking, pleasure, dancng, new clothes, merriment.) Herein rule Rahael and Yebomayah.
Prow of Argo.

Funny, because some of these meanings were on my mind today. Maybe its indicating a holistic worldly approach to release of stress.

 

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The Book says to label the card with black ink .. okie dokie.
So Im to do this for all Minors, then the correspondence on the Majors and Court cards.
So now that I have created the Earth Watchtower, I have additional rituals to do.
Didn't remember tomorrow is mt first open to close, so got to get to bed soon.
Due to my schedule, I will need to devise a non wavering time management schedule.

 

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Thursday, 4/21/2022 (4+3+6=13=4. Order, sight). Ruling Planet: Jupiter. Archangel: Tzadkiel. Color for Day: Blue
Sleep/Dreams: About to go to bed shortly, will sleep with Tzdkiels seal under my pillow along with X Wheel of Fortune key.
Weather: Cold and windy, raining.
Moon Phase: 1 deg Capricorn, Waning Gibbous.
Transits: Sol 1 deg Taurus, Luna 1 deg Capricorn, N Node Retrograde Taurus, Jupiter 25 deg Pisces, Neptune 25 deg Pisces, Mercury 19 deg Taurus.
Diet/Exercise: Not well these days.
Mental Notes: Not well these days.
Physical Notes: Not well these days.
Mood: Low
Adorations: Will do Morning and Afternoon adorations upon waking
Liber Resh Vel Helios - Morning, Afternoon with grade signs and sign of silence
Lord of the Universe - Morning, with sign of enterer and sign of silence

Rituals: Will do upon waking, and as time permits completion
Body Awareness
Relaxation Ritual
Ascent into Cube of Space
Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram
Lesser Ritual of the Hexagram
Invoking Four Powers of Earth
Middle Pillar
Body in Assiah
Zelator Meditation
Banishing Four Powers of Earth
Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram

Card for the Day: 3 of Cups, Lord of Abundance, Mercury 10-20 deg Cancer.
Tarot Contemplation Ritual:

Archangel Prayer:
-TZADKIEL INVOCATION- Thursday- Day of Jupiter

+ In the Name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Amen.

Under the authority of EL, who governeth the sphere of Chesed and Jupiter, I call upon TZADKIEL, Justice of God, Archangel of Divine Clemency. Form us unto completion through wisdom and humility as inheritors of the world imperfect. Shape us as reliable agents of the Lord’s grace and glory to assist Mankind in the Great Work of Reintegration.

Archangel Tzadkiel, I humbly ask of your guidance and to bless my endeavor to connect with the positive energies of Jupiter. Rid me of haughtiness, arrogance, and greed. Inspire me with productive ambition, optimism, generosity, tolerance, health, wealth, and the ability to accurately rule and govern my own faculties towards prosperity and beneficial attitudes.

I submit this request in the name of the sovereignty of the Most High God the Father +, the unending love of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ +, and the illuminating essence of the glorious Spirit Most Holy +. Amen.

Heptameron Considerations for Thursday, Spirits of Thursday:
Sachiel, Zabul, or Tzadkiel resides in the Sixth Heaven.
Angels of Thursday - Sachiel. Castiel. Asasiel.
Angels of the Air governing Thursday - Suth, Rex
Ministers - Maguth, Gutrix.
South-Winde
Perfume - Saffron
Divine Name: AL, EL
Conjuration:
[I Conjure and Confirm upon you, ye holy Angels, and by the nameCados, Cados, Cados, Eschereie, Eschereie, Eschereie, Hatim, Ya, strong founder of the worlds, Cantine, Jaym, Janic, Anic, Calbot, Sabbac, Berisay, Alnaym: And by the name Adonay, who created Fishes, and Creeping things in the waters, and Birds upon the face of the earth, and flying towards Heaven, in the fifth day; and by the names of the Angels serving in the sixth host, before Pastor, a holy Angel, and a great and powerful Prince; and by the name of his Star, which is Jupiter, and by the name of his Seal, and by the name Adonay, the great God, creator of all things; and by the name of allStars, and by their Power and Virtue, and by all the names aforesaid, I conjure thee, Sachiel a great Angel, who art chiefe ruler of Thursday, that for me thou labour, &c.]6

Shem Angel of Day:
(Le Kabballe Pratique)
33rd – IEHUIAH. His attribute is “God Who Knows All Things”. He corresponds to the holy divine name of “Agad” in the language of the Hesperides. His ray commences from the 161st degree up to the 165th degree inclusive, corresponding to the seventeenth decade and to the angel called Ouestucati under the influence of Venus. He rules over the following days: 21st April, 2nd July, 12th September, 23rd November, 3rd February. This angel and those which follow up to the 40th, belong to the Fifth Order of Angels which the Orthodox call the Choir of Powers. The invocation is done from 10:40am till 11:00am. One must recite the 11th verse of Psalm 92: “The Lord knoweth the thoughts of man, that they are vanity” (Dominus scit cogitations hominium quoniam vanae sunt).
He serves to recognize traitors, to destroy their projects and their machinations. This angel protects all Christian princes; he keeps their subjects in obeisance. The person born under this influence will love to fulfill all the works of his estate.
The bad angel rules over insubordinate beings; he provokes the seditious to revolt.

Psalms for Day: Psalms 105-109
Proverbs: Proverbs 21

 

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Hi hi, hi ho, it's Off to work I go...

 

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Spoke with someone at the Ann arbor arts center about using a kiln for a pentacle, it may not fire hot enough for my ideas, but still have a lead to talk to.

 

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Need to address my pride and lack of magick. A lot of the words Ive used against others seem to be at least slight projection, insecurity, fear, intimidation, paranoia, and envy are at the root of a lot of my words.
Black-White mirror breakthrough, or something I should've noticed long ago ... Ill take it either way.

Okay, so back on this hamburger train to record rituals in my notebook, do what I need to do including adorations, LBRP and MP.