Journal Journal of Night and Day, Son and Moon

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Reading Psalms 119, Verses 105-112, and listening to "God Is My Everything", pondering my failings.
It all comes down to attitude was a thought.

 

[Jk666]

Hey,

In my magickal career I realised that magic attracks the evil eye & makes you sick cancer mental illness etc it least for me &many others I know especially white magic

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Possibly. I think that its also possible some people are just creeps, and attack anything that annoys or amuses them.
I also think it's possible to experience the dangling carrot routine. Where dark entities make one sick, then give them a partial cure. Of course this is all conjecture on my part.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

M8dnigh and morning Liber Resh Vel Helios, morning Lord of the Universe adorations done. Morning LBRP.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Then again, despite aholes .. erm .. dragons on the path, there is a certain amount of personal responsibility required on the part of the LHP magician.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Then again .. I know nothing.
My biggest dilemma .. Jehova witnesses, latter day saints, or church of god, for me?

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Also.
Which job for me to have a potential seizure while at work ... McDonald's, Five Guys Burger & Fries, or somewhere else?

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

A lift of the financial oppression on me would be helpful as would restoration of what's been lost.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

An interesting thing to note is the multi faceted use of the Book of Psalms.

Card/Psalm of the day, ... Daleth.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Psalm 25:4, 33:4, 34:4, 38:4, and 119 (Daleth) meditated on.

 

[Jk666]

Possibly. I think that its also possible some people are just creeps, and attack anything that annoys or amuses them.
I also think it's possible to experience the dangling carrot routine. Where dark entities make one sick, then give them a partial cure. Of course this is all conjecture on my part.

bad Things happen to good people for a reason

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Friday 8-12-2022
Sleep: Approx 6 hours
Dreams: None recalled
Moon phase: dgaf
Transits: dgaf
Weather: dgaf
Mental Notes: At the end of my rope.
Physical Notes: see above.
Adorations: Midnight and Morning.
Rituals: LBRP.
Card of Day: III Empress (Venus)

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

It appears Luna passed through Capricorn, and conjunct Pluto. Might have been the reason for inertia and irritability while still tending to earthly change.
Uranus, True Node and M Node, along with Mars are currently in Taurus.
Six planets retrograde.

Might explain my attitude.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Doing a candle spell today for finances.
Now to put something together for it.

 

[Girlinthefields]

bad Things happen to good people for a reason

Dont know the specific context of the conversation but agree.
From personal experience...only the bad and uncomfortable makes me seek change/become active or whatever name I want to give to getting my backside of the comfortable chair.
And usually, there is a reward after any lesson learned.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

About to start evening routine.
Afternoon, evening Liber Resh Vel Helios
Evening Lord of the Universe
Qabalistic Cross
LRP Spirit Invoking
Middle Pillar
Qabalistic Cross
Meditation on Heart Flame
Meditation on seed choked by thorns

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Done minus meditations.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

A general reading ... Per Donald Kraig
Split Hexagram Spread from Modern Magick
Greater Spiritual Influence - IV Emperor
Sight, order, management
Lesser Spiritual Influence - XII Hanged Man - Reversal, sacrifice, illumination
Spiritual Advice - VII Chariot
Will, protected defense, law
An interesting insight on Chariot and Death - both can involve construction of the will.
Unconscious Desires - XIX The Sun
Regeneration, a new life
Conscious Desires - VIII Strength
Another card on will but alchemical in nature
Practical Advice - XVII The Star
Meditation. Nature revealing itself. Hope.
Final Outcome using all advice - XXI The World
Cosmic consciousness, rebirth and strong aura.
Looking on .. the Fool.
Also .. Aries, Water, Cancer, Sol, Leo, Aquarius, Earth/Saturn, Air.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Sol in Leo, Saturn in Aquarius. Past that would have to check transits.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

A green candle meditation it is.