Journal Journal of Night and Day, Son and Moon

[DiLoco_DelEted]

A thought on courage and being as some term it, cowardly or a pussy....

Number one - let's drop derogatory names that are in fact what most of us love (I love pussy). I love cats. I am generally not a fan of cowardly people. As I'm a cowardly lion myself.

Looking at the talisman reflection, a pink hue coming off of the red candle in front of the Chesed talisman, made me think... Is it because of the white stripes on the red candle, the light hitting it, me perception, or could it be the reflection of Geburah from Cheseds view?

How to not be a "pussy" is something ive struggled with my whole life. But why?

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Did full cycle of adorations.
Feeling under the weather today, so not much morning traction.
Will do Neophyte Formula when up to it.
Been waking at 4:30 am, which is roughly 5 hours of sleep. Not a good thing.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Why I cannot logically comprehend the drawing of the unicursal Hexagram, but can draw the regular Hexagram is beyond me.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Did the ten point TA after the Middle Pillar in the west.
Followed this by an invoking Spirit LRP between two Qabalistic Cross.

Feel calm but energized. Slight ringing in left ear of a high frequency pitch.

Heart Flame meditation and point-line meditation are next.

Card of the Day: XVI Blasted Tower
Mars. Peh. Mouth. 80.
Liberation, toppling the old to make anew.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Reaching through Psalms, Proverbs, 1 Kings and Revelation for the stars in understanding a biblical approach on tarot, or what tarot illustrates biblically.

I've gone through Apocrypha, NT Greek Interlinear for understanding or finding a new key to open a door.

Thought:
Could old gods be trapped in a different plane and dimension?
Is there a possible key to be found in this to unlock that door?

 

[Silsebyl]

congrats on your job!

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

congrats on your job!

Thank you ... Just got interview request for PF Chang's as well. Management possibilities...

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

A two year old wearing red told me he liked my shoes (black), and flashed gang signs.

Wtf is going on? If nobody else will join me in it, I'm going to try to end it supernaturally.

I wish I spoke Hebrew or Greek, it would be helpful to mask the words from prying ears.

Time to evoke Uriel and Gabriel.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Or ... Use heartfelt prayer and emotion and invoke for courage and peace.
Candle Magick.

Since I have time, reviewing Hexagram rituals and neophyte curriculum.

And separate papers for shredding or keeping.

Grateful for those who distribute food to the poor. Reminds me, need to hit food pantry on Thursday.

And today is Tuesday, day of Mars. Perhaps invoke Mars and do Invoking Mars Hexagram (to appeal for courage and strength to face any foes.).

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Invoke Saturn daily as well until Theoricus. Daily candle ritual. Daily exercise. Daily meditation. Daily ritual work. Daily archangel prayers. Card for the day. Daily great work.

Looking over the Neophyte curriculum, I have a lot to do; to start Zelator by Jan, then Theoricus by Jun, then Practicus by Jan, then Philosophus by Jun and then Portal by Dec.

That's the goal.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Laziness and procrastination must be put to rest.
This day off, got virtually nothing done.
I will salvage it with a simple novena and adorations, and directed reading in silence. Taking notes even.
No transits I can see as culprits that I can tell, anyway.
A thought occurred earlier today to use the tarot as a tool for a Christian.
Another thought occurred, to daily do the Neophyte ritual on the chessboard, and as each grade is entered, do that initiation ritual daily.
Time management, yes indeed and defeating the vices of avarice and inertia indeed...
Also ... Offline journal as well!! same content!

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Adorations
E Lord of the Universe, neophyte signs.
S Neophyte signs.
W LRVH Evening adoration, grade signs.
W Lord of the Universe, neophyte signs.
N Neophyte signs.

Ten direction TA, with sending of light and energy into current. Sign of silence after.

Said Novena prayers, and those affirmations in Anna Rivas book, that pertained to Mars.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Court Card for the Day: Knight of Wands.
'Prince of the Chariots of Fire'
Rules 20d Can to 20d Leo, including Leo Minor.
Air of Fire, T of BITOM.

With XVI The Blasted Tower, it paints an interesting picture. But why that court Card (Leo moon)?

Transits today:
(Moon close to 0 Leo)
Sun 0°51’ Vir
Moon 23°50’ Can
Mercury 27°51’ Vir
Venus 15°01’ Leo
Mars 2°08’ Gem
Jupiter 7°36’ Ari R
Saturn 21°12’ Aqu R
Uranus 18°55’ Tau
Neptune 24°39’ Pis R
Pluto 26°34’ Cap R
(Venus in Leo, Luna near Leo, Mars Gem)

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Some plans are best never put into action it seems, but then again, to do nothing in the face of an undesired situation, that might be evil. Yes, perhaps go back to reading.
I do try to do good for the sake of good being done in the world. It's a shame a lot of folks can't do the same.
Perhaps daily random acts of kindness I add to my long list of daily things to do.
Reading Regardies ritual of Spiritual Development from The Golden Dawn, and chapter two from Christopher's book.

 

[KjEno186]

I do try to do good for the sake of good being done in the world.

That is all that is ever really asked of us in the end.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Read through over half of the Spiritual Development ritual to see what is required. And the answer to that is past the Portal grade.

 

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W Lord of the Universe, neophyte signs.
W LRVH Evening adoration, neophyte signs.
N LRVH Midnight Adoration with neophyte signs.
E LRVH Morning Adoration with neophyte signs.
AM Neophyte Formula
Ten point TA adoration with neophyte signs.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Wednesday 8-24-2022 (2, repetition)
Elohim Tzabaoth, Michael, Beni Elohim.
Wednesday, day of Mercury
Sleep: fair seven hours
Dreams - none recalled
Moon Phase - 8.0% Waning Crescent in Cancer third decan near Leo.
Transits -
Sun 1°15’ Vir
Moon 28°43’ Can
Mercury 28°18’ Vir
Venus 15°32’ Leo
Mars 2°22’ Gem
Jupiter 7°34’ Ari R
Saturn 21°10’ Aqu R
Uranus 18°55’ Tau st
Neptune 24°39’ Pis R
Pluto 26°34’ Cap R
Node (M) 17°03’ Tau R
Node (T) 16°45’ Tau R
Lilith (M) 14°39’ Can
Chiron 15°53’ Ari R
Weather: 88/61 Clear
Mental Notes - none at this time
Physical Notes - sore knees and neck
Other - Sort out papers to shred and keep rest in neat binder.
Reading - Christopher chaps 1 through 4; Regardie Z Docs and KL 1; Rivas Novenas; 1 Kings 3, Rev 3, Psalms.

Card of the Day - III Empress
Daughter of the Mighty Ones
Venus, Door. 4. Creative Power.
IChing - none
Adorations
PM, PA, AM LRVH with neophyte signs
PM and AM Lord of the Universe
Ten point TA with neophyte signs.

Rituals -
LBRP

Meditations
Heart Flame
Point and Line

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

The cat will eat the tuna fish if I don't I suppose.
Did adorations
E Lord of the Universe, neophyte signs
S Neophyte signs
W LRVH Evening adoration with grade signs
N LRVH Midnight adoration with grade signs
E LRVH morning Adoration with grade signs
S LRVH Afternoon adoration with grade signs
W LRVH Evening adoration with grade signs
W Lord of the Universe with Neophyte signs

LBRP
Middle Pillar Ritual

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Doing TA adorations shortly.