Journal Journal of Night and Day, Son and Moon

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Reading 1 Kings 2 as part of the reading, and the names and story is amazing - one name stands out to me, Adonajah.
Very close to being Adonai-Jah.
Jah being short for Jahovah.
David laid two death curses for Solomon to enact when he took over the throne and kingdom.
David ruled for forty years.
Need to finish reading chap 2 of 1 Kings, then Revelation 2, then Psalms 2, 119 Beth, and 25,33,34,38:2.
In this reading, I aim to seek out the meaning of Beth and the Magician.

Will post planetary invocations and archangel invocations; later upon waking and do rest of reading upon waking, before work.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Just thought of some things that happened today-
On way to work, met a mother of a coworker at my current workplace, who offered me a better job at where she works now. She worked as a manager of a 7-11 store for five years owned by my current owners/general managers of my 7-11 workplace.

A customer came in who worked at Jimmy John's with me, that also worked with a fellow current coworker of mine who worked with me at JJ.

Another coworker of mine also worked with me at a previous job for a Greek restaurant.

It's a small small world.

Downloaded the Jehovah Witness Library app, the Mormon/LDS library app, the Blue Letter Bible app, a Hebrew and Greek app, and an IChing app.

 

[Öwnchef]

If you throw up on meds tell your doc asap.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

If you throw up on meds tell your doc asap.

Good idea.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

With Dagger:
Did full circle and cycle Liber Resh Vel Helios morning to morning solar adorations with grade signs and sign of silence.
Did ten direction point TA adoration with neophyte signs.
Did Qaballistic Cross.
Did banishing fire Lesser Ritual of the Pentagram (meaning to do spirit invoking).
Did Qaballistic Cross.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Thinking on a few things...
In daily goals, meditation might come before ritual.
The magician has carved himself a house out of vegetation, as he draws the wand in a rectangular pattern, directing it downward to the earth, or he is in the hanging gardens. The final product seems to be a house, door, or window (compare to Daleth and Heh in meaning).

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Add Ownchefs banishing methods to notes.
Try building a combined Guardian Angels and To Shin Do street servitor.
Learn a new old language that likely neighbors don't know. Learn it in silence, speak in seclusion outdoors. Winter optimal season.
Try learning Ancient Greek combined With Greek PGM. Biblical Hebrew with Solomonic magic. Or Latin for Roman magic.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Met my friend Dave and walked with him to my doorstop where a couple seemingly gang associates were sitting, dumbfounded I was walking and joking with an African American friend.
Smoking some killer weed with him 8n an hour. Haven't had weed in a month, so going to get high af.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Reading chaps 2 and 3 out of Christopher's book Kaballah, Magic and the Great Work of Self Transformation today. Catches me up to end of Neophyte reading with notes taken.

This then leaves me the daily work, reading side readings, and writing.

Then come January I start Zelator, then Theoricus in Jun. Each grade will be summer or winter. Zelator and Practicus in winter, Philosophus and Theoricus in summer. Seems fitting.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Card of the Day: II High Priestess
Subconsciousness. Addition. Duplication. Repetition.
Gimel. Camel. Travel and communication. Cross and Torah, moon underfoot, middle Pillar. 2.

Random card of the day: XIII Death
Change. Transformation. Ending and new beginning.
Nun. Fish. Sustainable. Food. 50.

52=7.

Random reading:
Split Hexagram Spread
"What shall I concentrate on with daily Candle Magick rituals, prarily from Anna Rivas' work?"

Greater Spiritual Influence - VII Chariot.
Lesser Spiritual Influence - IV Emperor.
Spiritual Advice - XXI The World - Cosmic Consciousness.

Unconscious Desires - IX The Hermit.
Conscious Desires - XVIII The Moon.
Practical Advice - XVII The Star.

Final Outcome - XI Justice.

Top of Deck XX Judgement.
Bottom of Deck X Wheel of Fortune.

Interpretation to meditate on personally.
Other interpretation welcome.
Can also apply to later Egyptian and Greek Magical Papyri.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Long day today, did morning routine but calling it no work for the night.
Fortunate day however.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Woke up a half hour ago. Work 7p to 2a again tonight. Then 3p to 11p and two days off, thank God.
Will get my act in gear after a cup of coffee.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Why do I study what I study:
1. There are no shortcuts to Adept or Magus beneficial in the long run.
2. I believe in keeping promises I make to myself, and I promised to work through word by word both Christopher and Regardie.
3. I believe in God and staying in the light
4. I believe Hermetic laws are valid.
5. What else would I pick up? I studied cliffs notes in school, and don't want the same end with Magick.
6. Magic is not for everyone. And I always learn the hard way.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

With dagger:

Full cycle morning to afternoon LRVH Adorations done with grade signs
Lord of the Universe W then E with neophyte signs
Ten point TA adoration with neophyte signs
QC/LBRP/QC

Done with eyes open as well as visualizing.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Card of the Day: II High Priestess
Subconsciousness. Addition. Duplication. Repetition.
Gimel. Camel. Travel and communication. Cross and Torah, moon underfoot, middle Pillar. 2.

Random card of the day: XIII Death
Change. Transformation. Ending and new beginning.
Nun. Fish. Sustainable. Food. 50.

52=7.

Random reading:
Split Hexagram Spread
"What shall I concentrate on with daily Candle Magick rituals, prarily from Anna Rivas' work?"

Greater Spiritual Influence - VII Chariot.
Lesser Spiritual Influence - IV Emperor.
Spiritual Advice - XXI The World - Cosmic Consciousness.

Unconscious Desires - IX The Hermit.
Conscious Desires - XVIII The Moon.
Practical Advice - XVII The Star.

Final Outcome - XI Justice.

Top of Deck XX Judgement.
Bottom of Deck X Wheel of Fortune.

Interpretation to meditate on personally.
Other interpretation welcome.
Can also apply to later Egyptian and Greek Magical Papyri.

Interpretation
Strengthening of Will, Letting self be strengthened and protected, and observing polarity.
Creating, strengthening and maintains order and sight, ready for war if necessary.
Rebirth into new consciousness. Cosmic Consciousness. A new path with double power.
Using the light of the divine guide my steps, personal power and will.
Vulnerable but protected, using the path of silence and daring.
Meditation and equilibration.
Balance and justice.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Since the past couple days have been chaos and I leave shortly for work, trying to get a grip on keys 0,1,2,3.
ABDG - 3 2 1 0
Totals
0
1
3
6
Total: 10=1 BAB
The Fool becomes the Magician
The High Priestess becomes the Empress.
One interpretation.
Or through Psalms entries of Psalm 38 for example.
Daring. Willing. Knowing. Silence.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Well, my dong is dead. Pretty young girls don't do a thing for me anymore.
As bright as they may be, they haven't experienced my life.

I have friends, but I don't have friends.
I'm alone in this world.

In debt, covered in quicksand.
Always facing dent and homelessness while evil goes unchecked.

Even if there be no caring god, then I'm not necessarily going to go to the extortioners and tormentors for help.
The fuck sense does that make.

So be it.
Christopher is right, the Great Work and occult turn your life around. Old things break.

 

[Öwnchef]

> T he Fool becomes the Magician
> The High Priestess becomes the Empress.

Wow. You are at the entrance of the lesser abyss. I will be your tour guide, if needed. I'm there for you. And don't let the sounds of your own wheels make you crazy.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

I used to be a nobody and inferior. I was happy.
Also called a rapist and molester though not true.
Now a grade a loser and the insane crazy insane guy that girls love to tease.
Woman used me as a meal ticket and discarded when turbulent.
My area and dwelling? A year's and a half salary owed to my roommate for past rent, and soon homeless.
Crime and noise.

A small private place in a small town and a job that's all I need...

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

No more procrastination. I sleep little tonight. So be it.
Every morning after the Neophyte Formula, a Candle Magick ritual is done. Chaos until order I guess.