Journal Journal of Night and Day, Son and Moon

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Be Humble. Kind. Courteous. Smile and the world smiles with you.

An older neighbor gave me a couple complements, one on my smile.
That was nice

 

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Mind control and control of circumstances.

Some of it can be done with proper planning executed well, and meditation.
Some of it needs a ritual apparently.

I realize that my sex drive came back slowly. Old madman issues come and go I guess.

So, need to review the TA Current and not sweat the small stuff, and all the other cool laws too. On the reg.

 

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It has occurred to me that in the past I've never done love or glamour magic.
Perhaps that will come up during a daily ritual.

I've decided to just do it, in order, with supplies on hand. If I don't have a certain incense or oils, then the closest planetary I/o I have is the one to get it done.
For certain names of oils or incenses, I will use imagery or adapt it to suit the purpose with what's on hand.

 

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Without elemental weapons, did the following:
N LRVH Midnight adoration with grade sign
E LRVH Morning Adoration with grade sign
S LRVH Afternoon adoration with grade sign
W LRVH Evening adoration with grade sign
N LRVH Midnight adoration with grade sign
E LRVH Morning Adoration with grade sign
E Lord of the Universe adoration with neophyte signs
E Qabbalistic Cross Ritual with neophyte signs
E Earth Invoking LRP with neophyte signs
E Qaballistic Cross Ritual with neophyte signs
W Middle Pillar Ritual
W Lord of the Universe adoration with neophyte signs
Ten point TA adoration with neophyte signs.

 

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Day off today - awaking.

Six is today's Major Arcana card meditation (VI The Lovers) - Paradise Lost and rediscovered.

1st Kings chapter 6, revelation chapter 6, and select Psalms stanza 6 as meditation focus.

Reading for the day is Anna rivas' "Candle Magic a spell book for good and evil", and Christopher's book on "Great Work of Self Transformation".

Did a ritual out of Anna rivas' book.
Doing reading.

Meditations for today -
Meditate and Work on Heart Flame.
Meditate on 6 and Beauty.
Meditate on Point and Line.
Meditate on VI The Lovers.
Meditate on TA.

 

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For the Biblical origins of Solomon, try reading 1st Kings. Fascinating book.

One doesn't have to be a believer to read it. How else do you become a believer but to read?

This is a primary reason that people get tripped up over. They cannot see it as one of the Great Books of St John's reading list for Great Books, likewise University of Michigans Great Books program.

I would then continue by reading the Testament of Solomon, available online, then the Solomonic books.

My reading plan anyway.

 

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Listened to Dr Rev Ann Davies An Esoteric Qaballistic Service.

Have written down three rituals for a Novena service. Will do each Novena for ten days each. Writing down more for a general freedom and payback theme.

 

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Found it interesting that last week's JW bible reading was 1st Kings 5.
Told my mentor that I'm simply reading for 22 days 1st Kings and Revelation, and trying to find the links.
Not mentioned tarot cards as daily meditations for the reading and significance.

 

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Found another suitable walking stick to use as a staff. Pine. Will use one as a rainbow staff, and one as a staff of divine power.

 

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Today's card was VI the Lovers. Met a trans friend on the bus after meeting another friend bearing good news.
Thought of the Hermetic Law of Gender.
Discernment in speech.

Ran errands, enjoyed day off.
Got home and settled in.

With wand did Liber Resh Vel Helios south noon adoration. Neophyte signs at the other quarters.
With water cup, did Liber Resh Vel Helios adoration in neophyte signs. Neophyte signs at other quarters.
Did Evening Lord of the Universe adoration.

Reading Christopher, Rivas, and Bible.

 

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Going to try for Jupiter and Venus hours for next two rituals.

Random card draw for the day: XXI The World.
Saturn/Earth. YHVH. All that Saturn entails.

May try to work with Saturn in near future.

Found out a girl is interested in me, so this week or next week a double date.

Found a store, the one store in town that sells black candles. So tomorrow stopping in to purchase at least ten.

 

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Reading plan addition ... Echols and Miller. Thinking on Saturn and some planned rituals made me think perhaps I should try to merge in their teachings as well. Still planning to work through certain books in order after current ones have been worked as grimoires.

 

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Looking over a diary my novenas were in, stumbled across a series of drawings based on a dream ... A point. A line or angle. A lambda or vertex. A diamond or plane. Fascinating. 22 and 01, for timing on hour and day. So two hours and it gets kicked off. Blue candle already etched with HEALING. Green available but not etched.

 

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More on the notes of the dream, what was shown to me....
A point has no dimension.
A line extends in one dimension.
A plane extends in two dimensions.
An angle consists of two different rays that have the same initial starting point.
The rays are the sides of the angle.
The initial point is the vertex of the angle.

By the way, I never took geometry or trig.

 

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Novena did not occur due to lack of fire, as well as hunger.

 

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Up at 4:30 am, after an hour a neighbor came out, gave me a light for a cigar and joked for a minute.
Will update journal shortly.

 

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Walked to the gas station 9nce open and got a breakfast snack and coffee and smokes and lighter.
It will be on again for a candle session.
Greeted the sun in the midnight hour and the morning.
Though my title is Magister, I am still a Neophyte approaching Zelator.

 

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Started reading the 31st and 25th Aethyrs from the vision and the voice.
Had a dream where on behalf of a certain organizations nurse, my finances were restricted. Iow I couldn't buy what I needed -food.

 

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On a smoke break it occurred to me the reason for and meaning of the dream - "the word sin is that of restriction" - A Crowley.

 

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A general reading via the Split Hexagram Spread (from Modern Magick by Kraig):
Greater Spiritual Influence - VIII Strength
Lesser Spiritual Influence - IX The Hermit
Spiritual Advice - XIII Death
Unconscious Desires - XXI The World
Conscious Desires - XII The Hanged Man
Practical Advice - IV The Emperor
(If all advice is followed to execution)
Final Outcome - XVII The Star

Leo, Virgo, Scorpio
Law of Suggestion, Law of Response, Change and Transformation
Saturn/Earth, Water, Aries
Cosmic Consciousness, Self Sacrifice, Order
Aquarius
Hope. Meditation. Social Consciousness

Top of Deck - III The Empress
Bottom of Deck - XIV Temperance