Journal Journal of Night and Day, Son and Moon

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Leader of the Lion, Daughter of the Flaming Sword. Leo.
The Magus of the Voice of Light. Virgo.
Lord of the Gates of Death, The Child of the Great Transformers. Scorpio.
The Great One of the Night of Time. Saturn. Earth.
The Spirit of the Mighty Waters. Water.
Son of the Morning, Chief Among the Mighty. Aries.
Daughter of the Firmament, Dweller Between the Waters. Aquarius.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Have not considered the Gematria of the spread. However. Virgo and Scorpio are part of the analysis of the keyword.

The letters would be:
Tz(final)HMThNYT
In English order TYNThMHTz(final)
9+10+50+400+40+5+900
1414 total
Mem Heh and Nun Heh are known to GD students or should be, as well as analysis of the keyword.
Serpent, Hand, Fish, Cross, Water, Window, Fishhook.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Bill Heidricks Gematria page has a listing for 1408 and 1415, but not in between, possibly due to use of the final (which is proper form).

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Doing Afternoon Neophyte Formula before leaving for work.

Card of the Day for study, meditation and application as always; the card is VII The Chariot.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

This week watch my speech and thoughts. Get a dictionary and thesaurus and come up with all the positive words that I can find. Above all remember that the inner self is above the personality therefore say what you mean and mean what you say.

 

[Mider2009]

So...as you read all this stuff do you have a general sense of your journey, goals, principles, gifts in the occult

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Can't really reply at length since I'm at work, but yes.

 

[Mider2009]

I ask because rather then reading so much you should already have a set of principles etc and be acting on them

Experience is more important in many ways...and building a relationship with a spirit, in fact as you grow in a relationship, the spirit or spirits will reveal mysteries to you

I’ve been led to amazing secrets after so many years

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Just got off work. Will respond when I am at home.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

VII reminds us we are the vehicle for the soul, whom belongs to the source of all creation. Therefore, we are or can be positive, making use of the entire vocabulary and grammar to convey true positive communication.
That's the card meditation for the day. It strikes me as the law of polarity, and the dare, will, know, and silence; stepping aside 8n the coming battle to let the source battle for you.
Interpretation courtesy of Paul Foster Case, Tarot Fundamentals in our library.

Goals, aspirations, tasks. Far too many but organizing them as projects unless critically immediate. To know as always, in order to serve. To be the values I believe in. Discernment and wisdom, and speaking in tongues. And all i know of myself and that there is more than me out there. To perform rituals and tasks as delivered on a timeline that I need to keep. Self enlightenment and the lightness of being. All I can think of at the moment besides simultaneous groove and daily ritual work. Mystic magician with druid leanings I guess.

 

[Mider2009]

Whatever makes you happy

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Got home, did solar adorations with wand for evening and Midnight and sign of silence.
Did adorations to the Lord of the Universe east and west with wand.
With Dagger did the LBRP after a facial psychic pentagram for self defense and clear an unwanted presence.
Will do Middle Pillar Ritual and TA adorations soon with plate of salt.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Last night did as I said. After getting up, making coffee and going out for a smoke, came back in and did -
With the wand:
E Lord of the Universe adoration with neophyte signs
E Morning Adoration LRVH with Theoricus sign
S Noon LRVH Adoration with Philosophus sign
W Lord of the Universe adoration with neophyte signs
N Neophyte signs
With Dagger:
LBRP
With plate of salt:
Ten point TA adoration with neophyte signs

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Have days off this week, so will plan a Novena every day when home.
Need to buy a couple notebooks for Christopher's writing projects. May lean on Frazier and Cicero's and others for one project. Need to do side reading this month and work in with notebooks.

One Neophyte Formula daily
Solar adorations daily
Meditations daily
Candle ritual daily
Daily reading
Daily writing
Daily math / coding
Daily drawings

Buy candles espec. Black
Buy offbeat incense packs from Latin party store or Indian and ME stores.
Buy lamp for carrying candle and chain and screw hook. Paint lamp red.
Make a robe.
Make earth pentacle as envisioned.

Get second job at gem shop.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

No work done last night or this morning.
Embarrassing last night due to some wires crap college students were doing to me. So I literally bolted to get away from them.
Now there is a rumor I smoke crack while i smoke weed out of a pipe. Joints it is from now on.
I'm humiliated. Socially ostracized. There is now no forgiveness for any of this. I have little 8dea what's going 9n, but while.my fong is back, now there will be nothing but a solitary life and spiritual Development as I have nothing left.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Reading today:

All initiation rituals in the Golden Dawn.
Outline each ritual. Understand them.

Daily Chessboard Initiation with Opening by Watchtower. Construct other three Enochian Tablets and Tablet of Union from Kraigs Modern Magick.

Pentagram and Hexagram rituals. Universal. Become proficient.

Daily Archangel and Planetary invocations. Invoke all 72 Shem Angels at one sitting.

Bornless Ritual and Spiritual Development and Transformation into Yah.

A Novena. Meditation Daily as well as Novena.

Making the most of my four days off this week. Since I'm not interested in anyone knowing anything more about me or doubt I will ever trust anyone at all on this planet besides Yah or Yahovwah, all focus 8s now on magick. The project is on.

Read books in order, doing all daily work.
Cherish each word. Treat each as a grimoire.

Know, dare, will, silence.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Fitting.
The Card for the day is Yod, IX, The Hermit. Law of Response; opposed to yesterday, Teth, VIII Strength, control of parts of the soul, Law of Suggestion.

Will get on with Neophyte Formula shortly before delving into today.

Laundry tomorrow.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Never a small amount of work to be done but will be good to obtain order within and without.

Will first disregard the physical for the day, that comes tomorrow, and concentrate on reading through each initiatiion and understanding the patterns.

Accomplished a five minute meditation. On the topic of what if a grey Magick or black magic student went through this curriculum. And Nazi Germany and Asmodeus came to mind amd vision. Perversion of the concepts and applications.

My real career choices I can see - Mortuary Assistant, non-driver. Gravedigger. Anthropology of ritual magic cultures student. Freelancer.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Re-reading Neophyte Ritual and ceremonies, to look at the patterns contained within and outline, then reading each grade ritual, outlining them and comparing and combining as a test.

Said prayers and invocations, read Psalms 119 Yod, meditated on the Hermit.

Switching back to Christopher and introspection.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Need to start collecting beaded gems and crystals and copper plate and solder and flax for pentacle, geomancy stones, IChing sticks, and a new tarot deck, different than rider Waite. Perhaps the Thoth deck or the Magicians deck for Zelator.
Started thinking of swords and staffs and daggers.
Starting with a robe and staff and lamp and censer and cup.