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Purposeful noise(bathroom fan, YouTube LBRP video). Visualized chakras, each spinning in its own color and direction at same speed. Once to the heart, visualized it full of light, golden white overtaking the green and other colors, a pulse of light through entire body like a nuclear explosion or similar light burst. Five minutes, diamond posture.

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Thursday, 9-22-2022 (=19=1, beginning)
05:58, Mercury Hour
Al, Tzadkiel, Blue (Royal)
Sleep - piss poor. awoke at 03:30.
Dreams - none recalled.
Transits:
Sun
Virgo
29°22’
Moon
Leo
18°45’
Mercury
Libra
1°10’ R
Venus
Virgo
21°23’
Mars
Gemini
16°49’
Jupiter
Aries
4°16’ R
Saturn
Aquarius
19°21’ R
Uranus
Taurus
18°35’ R
Neptune
Pisces
23°52’ R
Pluto
Capricorn
26°10’ R
Node (M)
Taurus
15°31’ R
Node (T)
Taurus
14°22’ R
Lilith (M)
Cancer
17°53’
Chiron
Aries
14°49’ R
Weather:

Today​

Mostly Sunny then Partly Sunny and Breezy
Increasing clouds, with a high near 62. Breezy, with a north northwest wind 11 to 18 mph, with gusts as high as 31 mph.

Tonight​

Mostly Clear
Mostly clear, with a low around 40. North northwest wind 7 to 10 mph, with gusts as high as 23 mph.
Moon Phase: 12.2% waning crescent, Leo 18d45'

Adorations:
Midnight, Morning done

Meditations:
Chakra Fruits to senses
Chakra visualization
Heart Flame

Rituals:
Neophyte Formula not done yet

Major Tarot Card of the Day:
VII Chariot.
Cancer. Cheth, enclosure. 8.
Taste, speech. Will.
 
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Physical Notes:
Giddy. Some limb pains. May ask for 50 to 100 mg Zoloft raise in med levels. May help visualization and in so doing naming depression or neurotransmission as the cause.
Mental Notes
Thinking of getting seven colored hoodies and sweatpants, as well as socks and slippers - one for each day of the week as ritual outfit that doubles as casual wear.

Been dragging on completing room stuff. Bought cleaning wipes however, will clean bathroom today, though if there is urine under the box (that happens on occasion), will need laundry detergent and paper towels to effectively clean.

Need laundry detergent anyway, so job hunting today, receiving a package.
May start asking for occult books for christmas and birthday presents.
Shopping - Also need a Hockey puck, Clay, Spices and Herbs, Oil, Laundry detergent, Paper towel, Clear trash bags, USPS mailing boxes for paper separation, Funnel.
 
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Energy Work - Have a book on Fire Meridian Qi Gong. So may integrate down the line. In the meantime being grounded in here and now during rituals or adorations, but feeling combined and in one accord, energy from abdomen, shoulders and air between fingers. Stretching and breathing. Body awareness.
Reading: (Side reading: Fire Meridian Qi Gong, Buckland's Book of Spirit Communications, Ultimate Guide to the Rider Waite Tarot), The Golden Dawn 7th Ed, Kabbalah Magic and the Great Work of Self-Transformation, Candle Magick A Spellbook for Good and Evil, Tarot Fundamentals.
Pick up dictionary and thesaurus. Along with bible, find positive words.
 
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Tarot Reading:
Split Hexagram Spread (per Kraigs Modern Magick chapter 1)
Greater Spiritual Influence - VII The Chariot. Cancer.
Lesser Spiritual Influence - XVIII The Moon. Pisces.
Spiritual Advice - XX Judgement. Fire.
Unconscious Desires - VIII Strength. Leo.
Conscious Desires - XXI The World. Saturn/Earth.
Practical Advice - XVI Blasted Tower. Mars.
Final Outcome - IV Emperor. Aries.

Top of Deck - XI Justice. Libra.
Bottom of Deck - XV The Devil. Capricorn.

XX Lesson:
This week try to practice SILENCE. Speak as little as you can, keep your emotions under control, and above all, try to make your thoughts quiet. Notice that this conserves energy for useful endeavors. Continue this practice, the rest of your life.

XVI Lesson:
Thus this title is related to the notion of speech, which is connected with the letter Peh. The old Bible story indicates that it is a mistaken use of language to try to reach heaven by means of a structure of words. The correct use of language is to control the forces of nature by making words the tools of organized thought.
When we try to use words to define superconscious states, which are actually beyond words, confusion is the inevitable result.
This week, as you color Key 16, observe its details closely. Try to get some hint of its deeper meaning, and make notes of any ideas that may come to you.

IV Lesson:
This fourth Tarot Key is intended to impress upon you a clear pattern of the ruling power of consciousness. Whenever you exercise true reason, whenever you interpret an experience correctly, whenever you frame a satisfactory definition, you are actually
using the power that defined the universe in the beginning. That power, at work through you, is the maker and framer of worlds, and the maker and framer of your personal world. It rules everything now. At this moment, and always, it has absolute command over every circumstance, and condition.
 
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Took earth stone off plate of salt on altar. With it did:
Adorations and Rituals
E Lord of the Universe with Neophyte signs.
E Qabbalistic Cross Ritual.
E Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram.
E Qabbalistic Cross Ritual.
W Middle Pillar Ritual.
W Ten Point TA Adoration with neophyte signs.
Replaced earth stone back on Altar.
 
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PRINCIPLE
Name The Chariot
Roman # VII
Key Number 7
Hebrew Letter Cheth
Value & Letter Ch (8)
Meaning or
Signification
Fence, field, enclosure,
container
Cabalistic Intelligence The Intelligence of the
House of Influence
Power / Aspect of
Consciousness
Receptivity-Will
(Receptivity to Divine Will)
/ Self-consciousness
Astrology
Ruled By
D Cancer
r Moon
Human Faculty Speech
Color Yellow-Orange
Note D#
Path on the Tree (18) Binah to Geburah
Cube of Space East-Below
Alchemy / Metal Luna, or Silver
 
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Table didn't quite come out the way I wanted, but lengthy as it is, has info on the path of Cheth.

Reading pp 1 to 138 of The Golden Dawn - introduction, knowledge lectures and grade papers.

Goal for the day - Complete readings and read every word; Commit principles of readings to memory.
 
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5 min break from reading. Reading 20 pages each then 5 min break.
So far read on the sephiroth and the concepts and factors of initiations.
 
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Taking a look again at the chart from Tarot Fundamentals, the is the path of the house of influence, receptivity of divine will. A fence or enclosure is just one type of a container - and our personality, a splinter of the divine - is carried in this vehicle until we go to sleep with our fathers (pass away).
Today is Thursday, Luna currently halfway in Leo, Jupiter rules today and is exalted in Cancer (The Chariot). Speech in D#, Color Orange-Yellow (King scale Amber).
 
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Amber and Royal Blue - the key to see today. Such as an amber glow on the horizon of a royal blue sky.
 
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Delightful day, got some time with and help from my Dad, and a care package from my sister. Had lunch withy dad, shopped for the kitty, snuggled with kitty. Talked with my friend about the girl I'm meeting. So fair day all in all. Cool but beautiful out.
 
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Still have to color the glyphs and meditate after evening adorations.
Afternoon adorations done. Multiple as the S LRVH adoration was nested between two LotU adorations to E and W.
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Now I see why Christopher is adamant about the student learning the BRH right after the LBRP and before the MPR.
 
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On my most recent shopping excursion, while all areas of kitty supplies were handled, ice cream and coffee and creamer were my sole expenditures, aside from dragon's blood and bergamot-vanilla incense.
 
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Evening adorations done.
Thought of a MPR during the last adoration, but decided against it to avoid messing up the adorations.
 
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Memorizing the initiation rituals, let alone The Book of Psalms, is going to be a humongous undertaking for me.
 
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I've memorized quotes, speeches and verses before. One segment, two words at a time if need be, sounding it out, letting it roll off the tongue at the end.
 
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E Lord of the Universe adoration with neophyte signs
S Neophyte signs
W Lord of the Universe adoration with neophyte signs
N Liber Resh Vel Helios Midnight adoration with grade sign
E Liber Resh Vel Helios morning Adoration with grade sign
E Lord of the universe adoration with neophyte signs
E Qaballistic Cross Ritual
E Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram
E Qabbalistic Cross Ritual
W Ten Point TA adoration with neophyte signs
 
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