Journal Journal of Night and Day, Son and Moon

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So a year's commitment to the following:
1. Daily Flame in the Heart Meditation
2. Daily Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram
3. Daily Candle Magick Ritual (54 weeks)
4. BiWeekly study of a given Major card then month of practice (54 weeks)

Today's Card of the Day/2 weeks:
0 The Fool. Aleph-Ox-1
Elemental Air-Uranus-Pale yellow-E
Fiery or Scintillating Intelligence

 

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Need to keep up with side reading, arts and writing.

 

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Well. Since I'm a chatty one, let me delight a few of you with a story...
I had ten dimes and a wooden dresser next to my bed.
I at one time had seven out of the ten standing on edge.
Whether by will, knowhow of illusion, or sheer luck.
Three fell leaving four. Then the four fell.
Today, out of ten, two are standing tall.
Quarters work as well but more patience required with them.
Try it.

 

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Little to no work done today. Sleep schedule was a factor.

 

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When attention around me dies down a bit, will do adorations and Neophyte Formula. In the meantime will meditate. I did get an am LotU adoration and LBRP done until I noticed the attention.

 

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May have to alter sleep schedule and do the work when everyone else is out/asleep.

 

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Research on a compendium of Gods continues I guess, primarily Earth and nature deities.

 

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Did do Heart Flame meditation before bed. Just awoke.

 

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Winter/Ice is on it's way. Has to close the window this morning, as it was chilly and it had also been raining, so combine the cold and rain and we get black ice.

 

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E Lord of the Universe adoration with neophyte signs
E Liber Resh Vel Helios morning Adoration with grade sign
S LRVH Noon adoration with grade sign
W LRVH Evening adoration with grade sign
N LRVH midnight adoration with grade sign
E closing LRVH Morning Adoration with grade sign.
E Closing/Beginning Lord of the Universe adoration with neophyte signs.
E LBRP
W Middle Pillar Ritual
W Ten Point TA Adoration with neophyte signs.

 

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Card of the Day today: I The Magician
Mercury. Kether to Binah. Beth, house, 2.
Study connection between 0 The Fool and I The Magician, and memorize and use weekly lessons as a daily lesson and task that is ongoing, use affirmation from supplement in PFCs Tarot Fundamentals.

Meditations to do...
Heart Flame
Neophyte - Point
Zelator - Line
Chakra Fruits
Mindfulness/Here and Now - 5 Things

 

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Compendium of Gods sources -
Hall, Secret Wisdom of All Ages
Cicero, Self-Initiation into the Golden Dawn Tradition
Forest, Wild Magic
Wolfe, Druid Power
Blamires, Magic of the Celtic Otherworld

 

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Meditations on keys 0 and I...
Awareness (or lack of) vs. focused concentration
Head in the clouds vs feet planted on earth
Ignorance and memory vs purity and knowledge
Theoricus slippers vs Hierophant robe
Irresponsibility (ox) vs responsibility (house)
Understanding vs wisdom.
Aleph Kether to Chokmah, Neptune and Uranus. Air (Gemini, Virgo, Aquarius)
Beth Kether to Binah, Uranus and Saturn, Mercury (Gemini and Virgo)

Once phone charges, will write out affirmations and lessons for keys 0 and 1 per PFC Tarot Fundamentals, as well as Compendium of Gods research.

In the meantime, meditations and ritual.

 

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How interesting that for today's card is The Magician, as today is Saturday, where Saturn rules Binah. Saturn also rules Silence as well as Understanding.
The Magician displays all four rules.

 

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Meditated on keys 0 and 1. Wrote out notes of first two statements of The Pattern on the Trestleboard, notes on the intelligence, paths 11 and 12, the colors and note/pitch. Pale/Yellow and E, Fiery/Scintillating Intelligence and The Transparent Intelligence.
Need to look up Book of Tokens for notes on the Intelligence paths.

 

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Meditated on "The Fiery or Scintillating Intelligence", saw Yod-Heh appear in mind, and thought of Fire and Water, like a sunrise or sunset over the waters. A sudden rushing intelligence.

The Sepher Yetzirah says:
"The Eleventh Path is the Scintillating Intelligence, because it is the essence of that curtain which is placed close to the order of the disposition, and this is a special dignity given to it that it may be able to stand before the Face of the Cause of Causes.

The Twelfth Path is the Intelligence of Transparency, because it is that species of Magnificence called Chazchazit, (6) the place whence issues the vision of those seeing in apparitions. (That is the prophecies by seers in a vision.)"

 

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Keeping a fair, upbeat mood. Proactive. Detailed.

 

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Good day at work and home today. One guy.had an Open shirt on which I found humorous. Tried to be in the present.
Still grasping for examples of the 11th and12th path.

 

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Wiped out. This is a chronic fatigue with PTSD elements that trigger the psychosis in me.
Hypersensitive people or argumentative people at work, largely alcoholics, tend to piss me off and trigger my paranoia.
Investigative people trigger my psychosis ... Think Rockwell "Somebody watching me".
Overly competitive people piss me off as well. There is no need for competition in the world of choice.
Loud people piss me off as well. Here I am mid thought and my attention drawn to you was apparently well needed.
Some types of people and situations I'm thinking through.

Yep my life and mind represent Humpty Dumpty post fall.

 

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Already failing on commitments.
So, no choice but to do the work.
Even read over my ritual, and it's solid in design.