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Tarot Contemplation Ritual:
XIV Temperance. Sagittarius. 25th Path, Probationary or Tentative Intelligence. Moderation.
Tarot Card of the Day:
Knight of Wands. Air of Fire, O of BITOM.
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Packed and enroute to Jackson for three weeks until I am on a plane to San Diego.
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Fare thee well Washtenaw County, and Ave Orange County!
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Left my last place at noon when my folks drove from Jackson to pick me up.
Stopped at McDonald's for lunch, then dropped my stuff off and went grocery shopping.
Then went home to Jackson and had dinner, then discussed my articles with my folks.
Now watching TV before a pre bed bath later.
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Had eight hours sleep with two dreams and woke up twice.
The first involved a hotel. Don't recall much detail, due to getting up and using the bathroom, but lucky I did for I wouldn't have remembered it.
The second was a Chinese sponsored extortion inside info that named me.
I sure woke up after that one.
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The Meaning of Family, Sextortion, A Tarot Tutorial.
Three articles I intend to write.
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Kat, Eli, and Conan. Three regulars I have to thank. The others haven't named themselves when paying for the paper, so anonymous thanks I also have to give.
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The phrase ours is not to reason why; ours is but to do and die is a slightly altered version of lines written by Lord Alfred Tennyson in his 1854 poem, The Charge of the Light Brigade, about a failed British military action: “Theirs not to make reply / Theirs not to reason why / Theirs but to do and die.”
Had a nap, cereal for lunch and just a few minutes ago showered and changed clothes. Now watching the news.
Will read my TCR and TCotD later.
It's been three weeks since quitting smoking by use of Zyn. Good too, as I just recovered from a bad chest cold and could barely blow out the cake candles on my birthday.
Pot roast with potatoes, carrots, and beef gravy on bread for dinner, and salted caramel ice cream for dessert. Love being at my folks place. Relaxing with Mountain Dew and a Cool Mint Zyn pouch.
Barely any occult activity. Might do a Middle Pillar Ritual when alone, or even call the godnames mentally.
Pathworkings are still an option. Now that I'm dreaming, might try dream work.
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Wrote two more articles for Ground Cover News.
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Went to bed at nine, woke up at five. Fell asleep before doing the MPR, TCR, and TCotD. Will try Neophyte Formula today.
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No dreams recalled. Will try intention to dream tonight.
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Articles in order should appear in GCN Oct 22nd issue, and November and December:
My Un- Disability And How It Affects Me
An Ode To The Homeless Ones
Factors Of Homelessness, Part One Of Five
Factors Of Homelessness, Part Two Of Five
Factors Of Homelessness, Part Three Of Five
Factors Of Homelessness, Part Four Of Five
Factors Of Homelessness, Part Five Of Five
An Interlude On War And Peace
We Keep Tabs On The Michigan Daily Too
Go West Young Man..Just Not Chicago
Fun In The Sun..In Winter
Just Be Yourself, A Poem
Computer Word, A Poem
Gloomy Days, A Poem
If I Don't Find My Way, A Poem
Feeding The World..Or Not
Prepping And Survivalism
Brighter Days
A Bit About Me
The Automated World We Live In
A Kingdom Divided Shall Not Stand (needs work, no words yet)
So, twenty written so far, one under thought.
Eight hundred buckaroos if all are printed.
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Researching the Works Program Administration (WPA), the Civilian Conservation Corps, and backgrounds of the USA during Hoover and FDR days.
Hopefully I can craft a five or ten part series on restoration of the USA for Ground Cover News.
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My Dad and I are in agreement with this:
Bring back the draft for armed services
Force illegal border crossers to enlist in the military or a revived Civilian Conservation Corps.
Want to be an American? Then you serve the country in one way or the other.
Due to lack of restful sleep (tossed and turned) and a cough, elected to stay home rather than go to Church.
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Tarot Contemplation Ritual:
XVI The Tower.
Mars. Peh, mouth, 80.
27th Path of the Sepher Yetzirah (Book of Formation), The House of God, The Lord of the Hosts of the Mighty, The Exciting Intelligence.
Hod to Netzach.
Tarot Card of the Day:
7 of Swords, Lord of Futility. Netzach (Victory) of Yetzirah (the World of Formation). Also called Lord of Unstable Effort. Short lived intensity in the Sphere of Emotions.
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Planning today or tonight to get back into the Neophyte Formula, whispering or silently. May even extend it to the Zelator Formula. Will attempt a morning and night routine. Six in the morning to Eleven at night.
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My Dad and I are in agreement with this:
Bring back the draft for armed services
Force illegal border crossers to enlist in the military or a revived Civilian Conservation Corps.
Want to be an American? Then you serve the country in one way or the other.
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A sample article I wrote, which will most likely be printed in December or next year issue:
A Kingdom Divided Shall Not Stand...
Although this Bible verse refers to someone and something else, the point is that divide and conquer has been implemented by many, resulting in victories over time. It even pertains to coding methods and in computer science and industry layoffs.
From 2008 to present, political mud slinging became more and more vicious, to a point of a divided country, even divided countries.
The United States of America has been divided and polarized over petty and non-petty issues alike, an Empire ripe to fall. The greatest division being the employed vs the unemployed/underemployed.
The reason behind this division is based on corporate and individual selfishness, class warfare the method based on the divide and conquer time tested method.
In order to reunite the divided United States of America, we must refuse the ongoing class warfare.
Thank you to all of our supporters. You Matter.
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Got up, put in one of my two hearing aids (66% loss of hearing in my left ear), met my folks waking up at the same time, and had breakfast.
Now the muse is upon me, as I think of topics to write on.
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Tarot Contemplation Ritual:
XII The Hanged Man. Elemental Water.
23rd Path of the Sepher Yetzirah (Book of Formation). Geburah to Hod. The Stable Intelligence. Mem, water, 40. Spirit of the Mighty Waters.
Tarot Card of the Day:
XVI The Tower. Mars.
27th Path of the Sepher Yetzirah (Book of Formation). The Exciting Intelligence. Peh, a Mouth, 80. Hod to Netzach. The House of God -- The Lord of the Hosts of the Mighty.
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Completed the Neophyte Formula for the morning.
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New but related article title...
"Guardian Angels - A Benefit To Ann Arbor, Or More Involved In Politics And In The Way?"
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Emotional but explosive topics to write about, using reversal and spiritual awakening ... The meaning of the Tarot Contemplation Ritual and Tarot Card of the Day.
Making money out of nowhere by gifts I was given through my parents and my years.
Thirty dollars I'm assuming through Venmo sales, then forty should be coming to me for my first article.
Will be purchasing possibly a subscription.
Called my old roommate that I owe money to, called my editor, called my lawyer. All is going okay.
Money and success matters little to me, I'm not into competing with others, competition means zilch to me.
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Reading the chapter on subjective pathworkings from The Mystical Qabalah.
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And ... Sloppy joes for dinner. Then back to reading Subjective Pathworkings.
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Wish I could (but actually don't care) boast about being a master magician with wonderful apotheosis accounts, wonderful gnosis from spirits.
But with the anti psychotic I'm on, not gonna happen. I have zero desire for demons (or angels for that matter).
Just getting my life and my mind and spirit stable.
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So one is supposedly in Malkuth in Assiah, even though neophyte has not yet set foot on Assiah Malkuth until Zelator has been reached.
Then we have to stabilize our sphere of sensation through control of the elements within one's own nature.
Fortune writes that when doing a pathworkings, it is advised to follow a certain path, that of the initiating serpent that climbs the tree, as if we tread on its back up a mountain.
So then Zelator, what letter will you tread upon? Recall your neophyte and Zelator initiations, paying attention to the paths available to you.
Qoph, Shin and Tav are your only options.
Which path will you tread upon Zelator?
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Cannot believe it's been three weeks without smoking cigars or cigarettes. Glad I quit. Don't miss them one bit.
Twenty two articles written, and starting the 23rd tomorrow. Not all are on or pertain to homelessness.
Just most of them.
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And a refreshing daily shower taken.
Now relaxing to television and a cup of coffee.
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Reading the bastard forum, my old "teacher" still thinks the world revolves around himself, and every curse directed at him.. get over yourself Mike Bee/Backwards Tree/Sitra Aura Gloriah etc, and your snitches and the horse you rode in on can mind their own business as they should.
The curse thrown out, of three went to a witch who deserved a spanking for her big mouth and ego. My old workplaces for exploiting and dismissing their workers as trash. Finally, an enemy of my friend. So, Mike Bee/Sitra Aura Gloriah, we see now that the world does not revolve around you, and until glimpsing the forum once since months of dealing with my life, minding my own business. Be glad the devils gave you a deal, as you were once in my shoes. But instead of going to devil's or God, I've dealt with my cause and effect myself. This is my last concern about you.
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Now, back to business at hand as the trash has been thrown out, I was able to determine the rising suns direction this morning on this confusing place, and did an LBRP for the first time in a month after the week of sewage gone wild in one apartment, and three weeks stay with a friend of mine.
So, now I know.
This means nightly Zelator Formula using the "Big Voice", same with morning Neophyte Formula using the "Big Voice".
Now. Onto Subjective Pathworkings from The Mystical Qabalah I received as a gift from my Sister for Christmas, it's a bit more involved than what we term "guided meditations". Not that they're worthless, just not as effective.
My TCR was The Hanged Man, and TCotD The Tower.
Still trying to figure out why, although there was a VERY intense discussion on politics and past relationships with my folks, where I brokered peace in the home.
The meaning of the cards I suppose.
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Selective Service for military draft per a letter to the president asking for it to be resumes as we are facing a major war.
Writing is my new thing. Now to find podcasters or an organization to write for remotely.
Now, onto brighter days ahead.
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Tarot Contemplation Ritual:
V The Hierophant. Taurus (Neck and shoulders). Chesed to Chokmah. The 16th Path of the Sepher Yetzirah (Book of Formation), the Triumphant or Eternal Intelligence. Vav, nail, 6. Sound/hearing.
Tarot Card of the Day:
Six of Disks. Tiphareth of Assiah. Lord of Success. Luna in Taurus.
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Snitches deserve stitches as the saying goes. Good thing I don't give a crap.
Adversity. Well, there are ways to deal with adversity, for one, leaving it in the lap of Yahovah to deal with.
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Bless and don't curse. May my enemies and the snitches live to be 500 years old to truly enjoy what they should be blessed with by Yahovah and outlive all of their loved ones.
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I guess my chosen pathworkings for the day is the two tarot cards drawn. As the Hierophant is Taurus, I find it funny the other one drawn was Luna in Taurus.
I guess I will have to reflect on my seventh house of Taurus.
Contacted the Guardian Angels about steps to found an Ann Arbor (one Blood area and several Crips areas) chapter of The Guardian Angels, to also cover Ypsilanti (two Bloods areas and a Crips area) chapter. Also mentioned this to the editor. But they will mainly guard the homeless and try to curb the drug and human trafficking.
Contacted my old roommate and my Lawyer this morning.
Read up on subjective pathworkings and qlippoth, my stumbling block being the concepts of positive evil and negative evil.
As I drew the Hierophant for the Tarot Contemplation Ritual today day, and the Six of Disks for the Tarot Card of the Day, to rn between the 20th path and the 16th path for the pathworkings, but will have to go with The Hierophant.
Had a health scare but turned out to work out well in the end.
Had polish sausage and sauerkraut for lunch.
Had sloppy joes and chips for dinner.
Relaxing with Mountain Dew and The Voice.
Have written a years worth of articles for the Ground Cover News papers.
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Did all my laundry, and started going through all of my survival needs from my backpack, guessing what TSA will not allow. My suitcase is full not including my jeans, or several fleece hoodies. So need a larger suitcase.
Impressed with all of my friends who stepped forward and helped me out, mainly with storage of clothes and personal items.
Grateful I am and will be with family. They took me in and stepped up to help me.
I'm likewise grateful for the good people who bought papers from me, and for my friend who took me in for nearly for a month, which helped me greatly.
Grateful for God the Father, Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit, for hearing and acting on my prayers.
Since that worked so well due to a simple concepts of trust, faith and hope, I may start praying for teachers past.
Perhaps one will wake the eff up before it is too late for him. I bear no further ill will, as ill will is a worthless emotion, just poison to mind body and spirit.
You see, empathy and kindness and compassion are severely underrated in life. Because they are all related to a crazy little thing called Agape Love.
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Woke up, and watching an old show from the sixties or seventies.
Thinking about the hierophant and the principles of sound and hearing.
In esoteric depictions, a ram is wrapped around the head and a bull around the neck.
You may say sound is poppycock! But think about it, we've had deaf musicians play lovely songs. How? They felt the alternating vibrations produced by the sound, and they knew their instruments which helped.
Why the keys at the feet of the hierophant?
Here we have another esoteric mystery as Pisces rules the feet.
Keys represent authority. He holds a staff in a form of tuning fork or antenna. Pisces and Tiphareth both represent Christ who holds the keys to hell and death.
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Aries the Ram was one age, the first.
Taurus the Bull came next.
Pisces as Christ age was next and last.
But what of the Lion (Leo, heart) of Judah? How do the Lion and the Fishes represent the same one?
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Tarot Contemplation Ritual:
XVIII The Moon. Pisces. The 29th Path of the Sepher Yetzirah. Malkuth to Netzach.
The Corporeal Intelligence. Sleep / Organization. Qoph, back of head, 100.
Tarot Card of the Day:
Five of Cups, Lord of Disappointment. Geburah of Briah. Mars (natural ruler of Aries and Scorpio) in Scorpio.
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Why lucky me!!! Barely a Zelator ... Barely cut my teeth, and a big bad bully adept of the LHP is "battling" with me. What a tough guy indeed!
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Went out with folks and picked up mail from my old roommate, picked up a friend and the four of us had lunch and dropped my friend off at the mall and went home.
Took a nap and had dinner. Now relaxing with coffee.
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Nearly a month since smoking cigars or cigarettes and two weeks since smoking pot. Don't miss cigarettes but do miss the effect of pot.
Doing better at taking medications, bit still experience tremors as a side effect and shower anxiety as a side effect of seizures, but have showered daily since living with folks.
Going to try a pathworking tonight. Will try the 30th 31st or 32nd paths. Would still like to try the 17th and 30th paths for cards from yesterday.
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Tarot Contemplation Ritual:
X Wheel of Fortune. Jupiter. Cause and effect. 21st Path of Sepher Yetzirah, Intelligence of Conciliation. Kaph, palm of hand, 20.
Tarot Card of the Day:
V The Hierophant. Taurus. Sound/hearing. 16th Path of the Sepher Yetzirah, The Triumphant or Eternal Intelligence. Vav, nail, 6.
Kaph is 20, Vav is 6. 26.
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Awake before the folks, drinking coffee and watching the news.
I'm surprised, my idea of feeding the nation is coming true a different way.
My first article got printed, bought three copies from a friend.
Slept well once asleep. Had a dream:
City is Chicago. On outskirts near the highway. My friend is with me, I'm trying to get to the office next to the Chicago Exchange. Got lost. Lost my friend in the city shuffle. Cat fights like cock fights. People continually pointing me the right way,into city tunnels. Got lost and ended up in a restaurant, where a Muslim found a tarot card of the Chariot in my Bible. On the run now and in shantytown with carpet runners on every stair in the city. Finally got to the exchange but was late for work.
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Prayed for an enemy. Relaxing with coffee.
Only friends I know irl are on my friends list. If I could go back in time I'd tell him no to being his friend or student
I'm not friends with scumbags
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Filled out all necessary paperwork and sent it off to the appropriate party. Will call my lawyer tomorrow for an update from my lawyer.
Got all clothes ready for packing, may need to cut down on the amount of clothes to bring with me.
When I get back in town if SSDI does not come through for me, then I may make a deal with some of my friends, even to stay in their basement for 300 a month. Which means I will have to sell a shitload of papers every week. That's 150 to 200 papers a week. Or, pull up my big boy pants and get a real job. Or, relocate to a relatives town.
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Going to pathwork the following sequence: XVIII, X, V. Qoph 100, Kaph 20, Vav 6. 126. Half of which is 63.
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About to make dinner. Had a sandwich and chips for lunch. New hearing aid works well. In the meantime, reading up on Chokmah, Chesed, Netzach and Malkuth from The Mystical Qabalah.
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Devotion, Obedience, Unselfishness.
The three Virtues I am to be subject to in this pathworkings. But these three Virtues start with a fourth, Discrimination.
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Had a very nice and delicious dinner, was not expecting Ambrosia Salad! Now relaxing with a Dr Pepper, Zyn, and Wheel of Fortune.
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Onto reading Chokmah and Chesed in depth to pathwork Vav.
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-MICHAEL INVOCATION-
Sunday- Day of the Sun
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In the Name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Amen.
Under the authority of YHVH ELOAH VE-DA’ATH, who governeth the sphere of Tiphareth and Sol, I call upon MICHAEL, Who is Like God?, leader of the host of the celestial armies, prince of the first rank, protector of God’s children. Form us unto completion through integrity and devotion as inheritors of the world imperfect. Shape us as reliable agents of the Lord’s grace and glory to assist Mankind in the Great Work of Reintegration.
Archangel Michael, I humbly ask of your guidance and to bless my endeavor to connect with the positive energies of Sol. Rid me of pride and arrogance. Inspire me with harmony, balance, peace, and strength of equilibrium in all my aspirations to succeed in discovering my true identity and purpose.
I submit this request in the name of the sovereignty of the Most High God the Father +, the unending love of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ +, and the illuminating essence of the glorious Spirit Most Holy +. Amen.
-GABRIEL INVOCATION-
Monday- Day of the Moon
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In the Name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Amen.
Under the authority of SHADDAI EL CHAI, who governeth the sphere of Yesod and Luna, I call upon GABRIEL, Strength of God, trumpeter of Judgement, and Angel of the Annunciation. Form us unto completion through trust and independence as inheritors of the world imperfect. Shape us as reliable agents of the Lord’s grace and glory to assist Mankind in the Great Work of Reintegration.
Archangel Gabriel, I humbly ask of your guidance and to bless my endeavor to connect with the positive energies of Luna. Rid me of idleness, fickleness, and delusion. Inspire me with true initiation through the discovery of personal strengths and weaknesses through introspection and reflection upon inner truths revealed from within.
I submit this request in the name of the sovereignty of the Most High God the Father +, the unending love of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ +, and the illuminating essence of the glorious Spirit Most Holy +. Amen.
SAMAEL INVOCATION-
Tuesday- Day of Mars
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In the Name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Amen.
Under the authority of ELOHIM GIBOR, who governeth the sphere of Geburah and Mars, I call upon SAMAEL, Venom of God, the Archangel of Death. Form us unto completion through energy, courage, and loyalty as inheritors of the world imperfect. Shape us as reliable agents of the Lord’s grace and glory to assist Mankind in the Great Work of Reintegration.
Archangel Samael, I humbly ask of your guidance and to bless my endeavor to connect with the positive energies of Mars. Rid me of impulsivity, cruelty, anger, and hate. Inspire me with proper motivation, assertiveness, vitality, the ability to calm my inner conflicts, and the endurance to overcome enemies both within and without.
I submit this request in the name of the sovereignty of the Most High God the Father +, the unending love of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ +, and the illuminating essence of the glorious Spirit Most Holy +. Amen.
-RAPHAEL INVOCATION-
Wednesday- Day of Mercury
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In the Name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Amen.
Under the authority of ELOHIM TZAVAOTH, who governeth the sphere of Hod and Mercury, I call upon RAPHAEL, Healing of God, and Divine Messenger. Form us unto completion through the learning and disbursement of Truth as inheritors of the world imperfect. Shape us as reliable agents of the Lord’s grace and glory to assist Mankind in the Great Work of Reintegration.
Archangel Raphael, I humbly ask of your guidance and to bless my endeavor to connect with the positive energies of Mercury. Rid me of confusion, anxiety, distraction, indecisiveness, and overanalysis. Inspire me with reason, coordination, clear understanding, versatility, and concise communication.
I submit this request in the name of the sovereignty of the Most High God the Father +, the unending love of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ +, and the illuminating essence of the glorious Spirit Most Holy +. Amen.
-TZADKIEL INVOCATION-
Thursday- Day of Jupiter
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In the Name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Amen.
Under the authority of EL, who governeth the sphere of Chesed and Jupiter, I call upon TZADKIEL, Justice of God, Archangel of Divine Clemency. Form us unto completion through wisdom and humility as inheritors of the world imperfect. Shape us as reliable agents of the Lord’s grace and glory to assist Mankind in the Great Work of Reintegration.
Archangel Tzadkiel, I humbly ask of your guidance and to bless my endeavor to connect with the positive energies of Jupiter. Rid me of haughtiness, arrogance, and greed. Inspire me with productive ambition, optimism, generosity, tolerance, health, wealth, and the ability to accurately rule and govern my own faculties towards prosperity and beneficial attitudes.
I submit this request in the name of the sovereignty of the Most High God the Father +, the unending love of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ +, and the illuminating essence of the glorious Spirit Most Holy +. Amen.
-HANIEL INVOCATION-
Friday- Day of Venus
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In the Name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Amen.
Under the authority of YHVH TZAVAOTH, who governeth the sphere of Netzach and Venus, I call upon HANIEL, Grace of God, bringer of joy and warmth of the heart. Form us unto completion through integrity and responsibility and unselfishness as inheritors of the world imperfect. Shape us as reliable agents of the Lord’s grace and glory to assist Mankind in the Great Work of Reintegration.
Archangel Haniel, I humbly ask of your guidance and to bless my endeavor to connect with the positive energies of Venus. Rid me of vanity, overindulgence, and superficiality. Inspire me with love, compassion, sympathy, artistic expression, and provide me with healthy relationships; the means to maintain them, and the influence to facilitate them in others.
I submit this request in the name of the sovereignty of the Most High God the Father +, the unending love of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ +, and the illuminating essence of the glorious Spirit Most Holy +. Amen.
-TZAPHKIEL INVOCATION-
Saturday- Day of Saturn
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In the Name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Amen.
Under the authority of YHVH ELOHIM, who governeth the sphere of Binah and Saturn, I call upon TZAPHKIEL, Contemplation of God, Archangel of spiritual strife against evil, and keeper of the Akashic records. Form us unto completion through silence, steadiness, and perseverance as inheritors of the world imperfect. Shape us as reliable agents of the Lord’s grace and glory to assist Mankind in the Great Work of Reintegration.
Archangel Tzaphkiel, I humbly ask of your guidance and to bless my endeavor to connect with the positive energies of Saturn. Rid me of inertia and self-destruction. Inspire me with patience, discipline, responsibility, wisdom of experience, meditation, and the proper management of all structure, limitations, and boundaries.
I submit this request in the name of the sovereignty of the Most High God the Father +, the unending love of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ +, and the illuminating essence of the glorious Spirit Most Holy +. Amen.
Woke up from a dream, relayed it, argued with a friend about assault rifles and money. Had a cup of coffee, went back to bed. Got up and dressed. About to go out and get a haircut and lunch with the folks.
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Still reading The Mystical Qabalah for the path of Vav, the Sixteenth Path, the Triumphant or Eternal Intelligence.
Thanks Yazata, got them off an old teachers blog, but going to say them daily.
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Got a haircut then ran errands with the folks. Read through Chokmah in The Mystical Qabalah and started Chesed.
Then reading up on Netzach and Malkuth and the chapter on subjective pathworkings, to pathwork trump's XVIII, X, and V.
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Took a break from reading for coffee and television time. Know enough of Chokmah and Chesed to try starting with Vav, down the Pillar of Mildness.
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Devotion and Obedience to the law and Yah-El (Joel?). These must be adopted as Virtues and vices of bigotry, hypocrisy, tyranny and gluttony overcome, even as a fresh start.
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How does one integrate Devotion (to Yah), and Obedience(to El) as Virtues; while eliminating bigotry, hypocrisy, tyranny and gluttony as Vices?
What are everyday steps to do so?
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To be fair about another forum I was once on, Norse900 and Veil are fairly kind and much better teachers. Lady Eva was one of my favorite people from yet another previous forum.
But I'm pleased I'm on this forum, as there are quite skilled LHP and RHP practitioners on here that I learn from daily.
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Tarot Contemplation Ritual:
XII The Hanged Man.
The Spirit of the Mighty Waters.
Elemental Water.
Hod (Splendour) to Geburah (Strength).
23rd Path of the Sepher Yetzirah, The Stable Intelligence.
Mem, water, 40.
Reversal/Illumination
Tarot Card of the Day:
Three of Swords.
Lord of Sorrow.
Binah of Yetzirah.
Saturn in Libra.
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Seeing an argument on the internet.
Not my circus, not my monkeys.
Yet, I feel the need to be transparent and accountable.
Yes, I've done wrong or questionable things in my PAST. Not the present, and hopefully, never the future.
I'm committed to the RHP. So, those vices must transform to virtues. And it starts with the man in the mirror so to speak.
I worked my ass off when I was young, for the most part.
I never had goals or direction after high school. I taught myself electronics and took computer programming, even wrote a storyboard for a text adventure game in high school.
I went to college until I burned out and was kicked out.
I went to a different state and bounced between the two for over fifteen years.
Then one year, it all went to shit. I couldn't stay off the internet.
I've harmed only two people, one for a favor for a friend getting bullied by a witch. Second was the same thing for a different friend and different bully.
Aside from them I've harmed nobody.
I was bullied in school, so I detest bullies. So does Bael by the way.
Word of warning there.
I've done good deeds for others, and been an asshole to more out of trigger reactions.
If you want a rich man, look elsewhere.
I've less than eighty bucks to my name.
I've made over three hundred thousand in my life. I have never saved the money, spent on bills and "luxuries" shall we say.
I've battled and overcame sex addiction.
I've battled and overcame drug addiction.
I am battling what feels like cancer to me, bone cancer to be precise. For a decade.
I've worked for good bosses and shitty bosses .. I detest the shitty bosses that could have been cool, but found every way and reason to off or fire me when they heard the word epilepsy.
Want a mentally and physically and spiritually well man? Look elsewhere.
I'm broke, broken and homeless, sheltered by those I love. I have loyalty, to those I love.
Yet, I've been out in hot and cold weather for a last hope to make money due to no will or desire to be a shitbag panhandler. Family has helped a lot more.
I sell and write for a homeless newspaper, and wrote a years worth of articles.
I get paid a little bit biweekly for each biweekly article.
People give to me of their own free and good will. I don't sucker or act aggressive to people to buy papers.
I may not be a saint, but I'm not devil either.
Yet I see the mistakes and the opportunities.
I switched from an Anthropology major, always fuck myself over when double guessing myself...yet switched to Computer Science and burnt out in my Junior year, only to be kicked out.
I've made a half million in my life and saved none, now broke and homeless. Yet I found myself doing what i love .. writing.
I've played with Arduino, worked with a teacher teaching me how to breadboard and program it. I will continue to do so when I get back. I am going for certifications when I can afford them, including entry level ham radio and Network+ and Security+. Also Linux.
So now I have goals, thirty years later.
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Had I not stumbled over getting certified and not procrastinated, Id still be working, I'd still be balling. So put your ego in check and wake up to reality.
I'm not afraid of dying, I'm not afraid of demons or angels, I'm not afraid of really anything to be frank. My only fear is God.
I'm leaving my old "teacher" and "friend" I'm the past where it belongs. Shove it.
Onto brighter days ahead.
Had a nightmare that shows me what it's like to be a gangster. Not a fun life til you have the money and power and respect.
But you can still be touched, you can get hurt still or even die.
Again, my only fear is God. I've said my peace and it remains.
Now back to magic, I've been tired mostly out of boredom, so I'm going to continue my reading, and my tarot readings and do the Zelator Formula and Neophyte Formula daily again.
I'm moving forward in life. I've got the smarts and can use them well.
All I have to do is deal with a decision the powers that be (that matter) make.
That and continue with what I'm good at .. and I'm well aware of my gifts. I don't need angels or demons help with them either.
So, all I have to do is do my best, and if best isn't good enough, then I switch to another gift of mine.
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As for what I've made, it's less than three million in hindsight, but wel over a half million dollars throughout my life. Had I only learned to save money.
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Continuing to the Great Work, as per Rufus Opus' advice and to ignore the "teacher", or in his exact words "some Solomonic nerdboy".
And yes, Rufus Opus and Eric V Sisco I actually do know, and have conversed with them. I have also met and talked with EVS in real life.
Chokmah
Title: Wisdom
The Illuminating Intelligence.
Titles: Power of Yetzirah. Ab, Abba. The Supernal Father. Tetragrammaton. Yod of Tetragrammaton.
God-Name: Jehovah, Yah.
Archangels: Raziel, Secret or Herald, of God.
Angelic Order: Auphanim, Wheels.
Virtue: Devotion (to God)
Vice: None
Chesed
Title: Chesed, Mercy.
Cohesive or Receptive Intelligence.
Titles: Gedulah, Love, Majesty.
God-Name: El
Archangels: Tzadkiel, Benevolence of God.
Angelic Order: Chasmalim, Brilliant Ones.
Virtue: Obedience (to God)
Vice: Bigotry. Hypocrisy. Gluttony. Tyranny.
Path: The Sixteenth Path, The Triumphant or Eternal Intelligence. Chokmah to Chesed. Taurus, Earth. Vav Nail, 6.
The Hierophant. Magus of the Eternal.
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Did LBRP, Spirit Invoking with Adonai ha-Aretz, Adonai.
Tarot Contemplation Ritual:
Drawn under Shaddai El Chai.
V The Hierophant. Taurus. The Triumphant or Eternal Intelligence. Sound and or hearing. Religious authority. Keys.
Tarot Card of the Day: (Thoth deck)
Prince of Wands. Air of Fire, O of BITOM.
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Thinking of volunteering somehow, or at least supporting Charities.
Current Goals:
Daily Neophyte Formula and daily Zelator Formula.
Daily readings turned into a pathworkings. Today is Vav as Vav has turned up frequently on readings.
Daily reading of books, The Mystical Qabalah and the book Kabbalah Magic and the Great Work of Self-Transformation are my daily reading now.
Study materials on Arduino, C and Python programming, Ham Radio entry level test material, Network+, Security+.
Live, laugh, love.
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The Pathworking of Vav
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Laid down for a bit and relaxed. Began to chant El-Jehovah and Jehovah-El, then each with their respective God-Name, Archangels and Order of Angels.
Concentrated on the meaning of Vav with eyes closed, visualizing the Hierophant card. Saw a light a far way off leading to what appeared to be a crown. Realized this was Mazloth and looking at Tzedek.
Pondered the meaning of the Hierophant card and its connection with Taurus.
Observed remembrance of the Mithraic mystery, the Golden Calf, Moloch, bit then saw sacrificed bulls on the altar which I presumed to be Jehovah's. All sound echoed but was relatively silent.
Opened eyes to the sound of the doorbell, which was my folks turning the keys in the lock before they hung their coats up.
Went out for a few packs of Cinnamon On and a 12 pack of Mountain Dew, then inhaled a Big Mac meal and a McDouble.
Home now.
Had a nap and woke up right before dinner. Chili .. it was delicious.
Still trying to decipher what I saw on the Vav pathworking, and must read up on what I saw.
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Looked up Mithras, Zoroastrian similarities and Primordial Bovine sacrifice. Noted the similarities.
Similar to today's Hierophant card and yesterday's Hanged Man. A martyred sacrifice provides authority and power.
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Wrote yet another post for Ground Cover News on the subject title "Possessions -- How Much Is Enough?".
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On Banishing vices and transforming them to virtues:
Just got done putting freshly laundered sheets and blankets and pillow cases on the bed and made the bed.
Just got done taking a hot shower and putting pajamas on.
Realized I have to cord cut the old teacher and quit having angry words about it.
As a person trying to eliminate vices and gain virtues, it is also as a Christian virtue. At the very least, eliminating hatred.
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Going to church tomorrow, since a good long while.
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Bizarre dreams last night. It was like partying with a rock band.
No particular details recalled except there was a lot of snorting something.
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Double Major Arcana day.
Tarot Contemplation Ritual:
XVIII The Moon. Pisces (ruled by Neptune, with current planetary transit of Neptune in Pisces).
29th Path of the Sepher Yetzirah, the Corporeal Intelligence. Qoph, back of head, 100.
Organization (mentally especially), sleep, dreams.
Tarot Card of the Day:
XVIII The Moon. Pisces (ruled by Neptune, with current planetary transit of Neptune in Pisces).
29th Path of the Sepher Yetzirah, the Corporeal Intelligence. Qoph, back of head, 100.
Organization (mentally especially), sleep, dreams.
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Having read up on Chokmah and Chesed, and due to a double card pull this am for TCR and TCOTD, XVIII The Moon, reading The Mystical Qabalah on Netzach and Malkuth to do a Qoph pathworking today.
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Hod is largely logical, literal, and analytical; having dealt with those forces or forms not destroyed through Geburah.
Netzach is passion and emotion, dealing with forces and forms passed from Hod through Peh, and those pass d from Chesed or Tiphareth.
Was rededicated and baptized yesterday. Went to a local church twice with my parents, and decided to rededicate myself to Christ, and, to be baptized. So, this magician veers toward mysticism on these times. First time at the church mind you.
I forgave many people and blessed them all. Even demons. That's courage.
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Had two dreams ...
One, I got screwed over a hot fudge sundae through the McD drive thru, and that of selling meth.
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Had a couple appointments that went well, then went shopping that also went well aside from 7-11 that didn't have exactly what I wanted.
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Tarot Contemplation Ritual:
XIX The Sun. Sol. The Lord of the Fire of the World. The Collecting Intelligence. Resh, a head (reversed), 200. Seat of the human consciousness, Solar and pertaining to human consciousness, is in the head. Yesod to Hod, 30th Path of the Sepher Yetzirah.
Tarot Card of the Day:
Queen of Disks. Water of Earth. Binah on Assiah. A of NANTA. Ambition, affection, kindness, charming, timid, quiet and domesticated.
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Still need to pathwork:
XVIII The Moon.
Adonai Ha Aretz-YHVH Tzabaoth
X Wheel of Fortune.
YHVH Tzabaoth-El
XII The Hanged Man.
YHVH Elohim-Elohim Gibor
XIX The Sun.
Shaddai El Chai-YHVH Elohim.
XX Judgement.
Adonai Ha Aretz-YHVH Elohim
Preferably today.
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I've learned judgement is difficult not to do when you look at someone else's life objectively. Or when a cow minches on hay not grass.
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But who am I to judge when my life and mind is chaotic?
Nobody.
That is the reason to forgive, you/I have not walked a mile in their shoes.
Therefore, harsh words I've uttered I cannot take back. But I can apologize and forgive myself and them.
My apologies to any I've hurt by my words, the power of life and death is in the tongue, this I knew, ignored, and was curious evicted in my heart by the Holy Spirit.
The sermon was on forgiveness, and I felt convicted enough to rededicate my life to Christ and he baptized again, leaving the past in the past.
Got one fourth of the medications needed, first battle was to get a 90 day refill allotment, the next hurdle was getting a months supply.
Found that the culprit is not my doctor, the DEA, or the pharmacy, it's health insurance that sets the limit, primarily Medicaid.
So, tomorrow I get to call them and see what I can do while vacationing in Southern California.
Got fifty dollars worth of cat food for my kitty sitter and stopped in to give her pets.
Thanked my friend for everything.
My folks drove me to Ann Arbor and back home, and bought me dinner. So belly fed and thankful.
Just thankful and grateful for people in my life that helped me or help me.
Because I needed help and few were there. But I understand, even though I am not completely responsible for what has happened, I still take full accountability for where I'm at and self responsibility for how I handle it all and how I messed up.
See, when demons and angels aren't my buddies, I still take responsibility for it all.
If I don't, who will?
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Will do the daily tarot draws in a bit.
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Tarot Contemplation Ritual:
VIII Strength. Leo. Geburah to Chesed.
Teth, serpent, 9. Law of Suggestion.
Had dreams today but couldn't recall any details.
Tarot Card of the Day:
Seven of Disks. Lord of Failure. Saturn in Taurus. Netzach of Assiah.
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Tarot Contemplation Ritual:
V The Hierophant. Taurus. The Magus óf the Voice. The Eternal or Triumphant Intelligence. 16th Path of the Sepher Yetzirah. Vav, nail, 6. Hearing/sound.
Tarot Card of the Day:
Prince of Cups. Air of Water. Libra to Scorpio. M of HCOMA.
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Ate cereal at seven in the morning, had coffee, ate orange chicken at ten.
Read Luke 1-11 before noon. Taking a nap to pathwork if I can without falling asleep.
After I awake from my nap, will read the rest of The Gospel of Jesus Christ According to Luke today.
The select paths to pathwork will be in order, Shin/Judgement, Resh/The Sun, and Tav/The World. This means Malkuth to Hod to Yesod to Malkuth.
I can say that these will be paths of fire and earth.
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Reading "Tarot Card Meanings: Fundamentals" by Paul Foster Case to adopt the ideas of the Keys XX, XIX, and XXI, and to integrate the weekly assignment to be the assignment for the day's pathworkings.
Then back to pathwork Vav, today's Tarot Contemplation Ritual. (Vav and Qoph turned up quite a bit this past week). If I can successfully patchwork that triad, I may then try the sequence of the triad XVIII, XVIII, XXI (Malkuth-Kingdom to Netzach-Victory to Yesod-Foundation to Malkuth Kingdom). But first Malkuth to Hod-Splendour to Yesod to Malkuth.
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I laid down but before doing so, I placed horizontally the sequence XX, XIX, XXI.
I was reminded looking at XX "and the seas gave up their dead", and saw a golden light in the distance, who h I presume was Hod, the Splendour of The Limitless Light, while visualizing XX and mantra chanting in my head Adonai Ha Aretz-YHVH Tzabaoth.
Then it struck me as rebirth twice after, one is in paradise, the other mystically reborn. Looking at the triad.
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Got up after a three hour or two hour really, nap. Had a casserole dinner (chicken breast and noodle) and dessert (blueberry pie with salted fudge ice cream). Then finished reading Luke 11 and some of chapter 12. So Nov. 2 I should be completing Luke 17-18.
Which means read entirety of chapter 12-16 tonight.
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Read Tarot Fundamentals by Case on the Hierophant key, which is Intuition and Congelation as keywords with sound and hearing of The Voice, or the still and small voice of the Holy Spirit.
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Read the Gospel According to Luke 1-12.
With The Hierophant as my TCR today, going to pathwork Vav the best I know how, and record results.
Read the Hierophant lessons from Case's Tarot Card Reading Fundamentals.
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Onto the next reading of Tarot Fundamentals, Teth/Strength.
Then Kaph/Wheel of Fortune, then Mem/The Hanged Man, then Qoph/The Moon, then Resh/The Sun.
Then the triads for the Malkuth triangle with Peh/The Tower as the upper line and Malkuth as the apex of the triangle. All paths to be pathworked. Then the Diamond as the next pattern.
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Have read up on Vav, Cheth, Teth, Kaph and Mem.
Of the Tarot Contemplation Ritual keys that sprang up this week, still need to read up on Qoph and Resh.
Took a shower, shaved and brushed my teeth.
Fixed a cup of coffee for reading up on Qoph and Resh.
After I read those, will review all the preceding letter keys, and take notes on what should have been done that day.
Will do the same for the triads ands diamond.
Then pathwork the triads and diamond.
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Caught up with my reading til tomorrow and finishing Luke is not far off. Once Luke is finished ahead of time, will read Mark and then start into John.
Also for tomorrow, the Great shred fest, all paper I have will be shredded unless crucial to keep for SSDI.
Tremors in the legs are getting worse.
So, may have to do something to strengthen them this week before I leave for California.
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Finished my laundry.
So need to review the weekly tasks per key from Case's Tarot Fundamentals.
Then start my pathworkings.
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The night was fairly well on sleep, once I got to sleep.
Had dreams much like how I play the game Grand Theft Auto. Very violent dreams.
Awoke at 7, folks got up later and we had cereal for breakfast.
The great shred fest commences later today.
Read up to chapter 17 in Luke, so caught up for today and likely finish Lule by tomorrow. Reading 17-18 today aslt the least, picking up 19-24 to finish Luke.
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Tarot Contemplation Ritual:
VIII Strength. Leo. The Daughter of the Flaming Sword. Teth, snake/serpent, 9. Intelligence of All the Activities of the Spiritual Being. Geburah to Chesed. The White Queen taking the Red Lion.
Tarot Card of the Day:
Nine of Wands. Sol in Sagittarius. Lord of Great Strength. Yesod (Foundation) of Atziluth, the Archetypal World.
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Homeless but sheltered (not in the city / county shelter though - though I did go to the county shelter for lunch while selling GCN).
I was doing okay until COVID and subsequent seizure episodes, going through job after job. In short, was in the rent hole for 18k.
So I was then living/squatting in Saline until a literal week long shit storm.
Left there, squatted for three weeks with a friend who is cat sitting for me til spring.
Left there after selling Ground Cover News, wrote 21 articles for GCN.
Living with my folks for the past two weeks, in one week flying out to stay with my Sister and Brother in Law for Winter.
After that, hopefully will be on SSDI.
Been up and down but well.
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And the Great shred fest has started. Weeded out 1/4 of paper.
Saving only important documents, and a handful of documents for both SSDI and a Chapter 7 Bankruptcy.
From GCN proceeds, will hopefully have enough when I come back to file for the Chapter 7.
In seven or eight years, surely a decade, should be retirement age.
So there's that. Hopefully can get a Section 8 voucher or find a room for rent that I can afford somehow when I come back.
I'm no magician, so I must be a mystic that has to endure being poor.
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Half of shred fest complete.
Divided housing info from bankruptcy info from SSDI info. All garbage non identifying paper tossed in the trash.
All that remains is the stack of paper to shred and dispose of.
Other info has been kept that were essential documents and personal papers.
So looking much less homelessly.
So that is the final nail to deal with.
All will fall in line in time I suppose.
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My friends think I can just jump into a new career from being homeless. I appreciate it, bit I wasted a decade trying to get hired. My skills are outdated. I'm a medical risk to companies.
Can't work "essential" jobs any longer either.
So.
I'm out of ideas.
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About to have dinner...chicken noodle casserole, corn on the cob, apple pie and mackinaw fudge ice cream for dessert.
Will attempt a pathworking, or try to live the lesson of the TCR and TCotD tomorrow. Likely no work for the rest of the day.
Will update my journal tomorrow with morning card pulls and a pathworking lesson per above.
Dreamed Í worked at a Sweetwaters coffee shop, where much like most of my past decades jobs, was the target of age discrimination by people half my age. I also lived in the coffee shop. There was also a gangbanger pissed off a me who was an Uber eats driver.
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Had a dream that i was hanging out with a rap star I Listen to.
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Read Luke 17, chapters 17-20 to complete today.
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Went out to breakfast with my Dad to Panera and then to the pharmacy.
Back home now.
Have not yet done my draws for the Tarot Contemplation Ritual and Tarot Card of the Day. Will do these shortly.
May also do a silent (use "the Big Voice" as Kraig put it) Neophyte Formula.
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Tarot Contemplation Ritual (RW):
Drawn under El Elyon.
IV The Emperor. Aries. Head and brain. Son of the Morning, Chief Among the Mighty. Heh, window, 5; Window or the Understanding whereby the Light reaches us. The Constituting Intelligence. Order, sight.
Tarot Card of the Day (Thoth):
Drawn under Shaddai El Chai.
X Wheel of Fortune. Jupiter. The Lord of the Forces of Life. Kaph, palm of the hand, 20. Intelligence of Conciliation.
Action/reaction.
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In my dream of hanging out with a rapper, it was Pacman Da Gunman, and was merging from the earlier dream where I was still living in and working at the coffee shop, but was suddenly in my sister city near the water tower, frantically seR hing for rolling paper to smoke the weed I found. J Stone was also hanging out with me. We were thinking together, which is funny because I'm not a thug, I'm more of a gentle pussy.
And the gangbanger mad at me was a Blood.
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Searching for rolling papers and we were thugging together.
In my series of odd dreams over the week (hardly ever recall my dreams), had a really odd one...
I was working at Meijer (a store like WalMart). A young manager was on my case continually as his sense of humor. People (customers) kept trying to disrupt my work as their sense of humor. I was trying to locate back stock for. love Laugh Love type products, as well to stock items that were running out. Mop sinks were about to overflow with hot water. I came back to my department and people had lit tealights or Pillar candles behind products.
My family including my parents were to pick me up but couldn't locate me, as it was night, and some sleazeball of a lawyer was trying to date my sister. I saw my parents driving around at night trying to locate me, but I was trapped in construction zones and barbed wire and mazes of outside buildings that were all closed. One of the guys trying to disrupt my work came to fight me outside, but as I went to throw a punch, I couldn't and rolled down on the ground like an oompa loompa might. The guy said something but couldn't catch it.
Then I woke up. Yes, this week my dreams have been this bizarre.
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If you ate something in your dream, you need to drink a glass of water with lemon juice and 1 tsp cayenne pepper while praying Psalms 51 before and pray psalms 91 after you drink it.
Also, for a good night's sleep, pray psalms 4, when awake read and pray psalms 3.
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Daily draws ...
Tarot Contemplation Ritual:
Drawn under El Elyon.
II The High Priestess. Luna. The 13th Path, The Uniting Intelligence. The Priestess of the Silver Star. The camel to travel across the abyss. Gimel, camel, 3.
Subconsciousness.
Tarot Card of the Day:
Drawn under Shaddai El Chai.
V The Hierophant. Taurus. The Magus of the Voice. The Eternal or Triumphant Intelligence. 16th Path of the Sepher Yetzirah. Vav, nail, 6. Hearing/sound.
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Finished The Gospel of Jesus Christ According to St Luke. Read the first chapter of The Gospel of Jesus Christ According to St John.
Had pizza for dinner and most likely a Salted Caramel Fudge brownie for dessert.
After a shower and before bed will attempt a Gimel, Vav and Teth pathworkings.
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I guess in a way I pathworked via a dream.
I'm at the University of Michigan, near the Observatory (bit something is off .. we don't have more than one or two cobblestone roads, and there is usually regular concrete.
There are gaps in the building foundation, and can see down a long way like ín the end of National Treasure and Indiana Jones combined.
It's daytime and I start getting nervous as the gaps start to fall and all of a sudden and anthropology teacher arrives.
I have a smoke (I don't smoke), and continue walking out of the building property. More and more gaps are found, and the anthropology teacher is like the white rabbit in Wonderland (still human though).
An EMS pulls up as I'm between a rock and a hard place and about to have a seizure. They fireman carry me into a non existent stretcher.
Woke up, 1:59 est EDT
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No more details recalled even though I had more than one dream. It is now 6:25 a.m. EDT.
Did tarot draws.
Tarot Contemplation Ritual (RW):
XV The Devil. 26th Path - The Renovating Intelligence. Capricorn (Cardinal Earth).
The Lord of the Gates of Matter, The Child of the Forces of Time. Ayin, an eye, 70.
Tiphareth to Hod.
Tarot Card of the Day (Thoth):
Ace of Cups. Spirit of Water. Kether of Briah. H of HCOMA. Root of the Powers of Water.
Had cinnamon buns for breakfast. Shower in a bit and get ready to go to the local Baptist Church.
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Went to Church today, and received a Baptism Certificate. One of my documents to store and reflect on.
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Took a two hour nap and got up to a barrage of questions and planning on what's being taken with me and what's being left behind. I have a home to come to should I need it and a church to come back to.
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May write off the pathworkings, due to short time and two days of activity ahead. I also need to be ahead of my reading, so in addition to reading Ephesians, tomorrow or tonight read up to and the seventh chapter of the Gospel of Jesus Christ According to John.
Have to pack and complete shredding. Will most likely do tarot draws in the evening. Bringing a few magic books and a few non magic books with me as well as two tarot decks I own. Leaving some stuff behind at various places. Read John 1-3 yesterday, need to reread and read chapters 4 and 5 today. That will place me ahead.
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Had breakfast. Now the fun of packing soon begins.
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Had breakfast. Now the fun of packing soon begins.
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Pretty much all packed.
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Shred fest was a tad incomplete, but manageable for the folks to complete.
They dropped me off at my friend's place and now chilling.
Will need to look into getting a case manager for my destination, to get services and mental health treatment.
Touched down safely in both Salt Lake City and Long Beach airports. Great airline and crews. Going to relax and sleep in perhaps...time will tell
After that call a few folks and try and get a game plan solid.
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Awoke at 6:30 due to my alarm. Not to worry naps are a possibility. Have not done tarot draws yet.
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Tarot Contemplation Ritual (RW):
0 The Fool. Elemental Air. The Spirit of Aether. Kether (Crown) to Chokmah (Wisdom). 11th Path of the Sepher Yetzirah. The Scintillating Intelligence. Aleph, Ox, 1.
Tarot Card of the Day (Thoth):
Knight of Cups. 20 degrees Libra to 20 degrees Scorpio. Tiphareth (Beauty) of Briah (Formation).
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Called my Case Workers boss, my Case Worker, left VM messages for both to either not close my case, or open a new case or reopen my old case if possible.
Called my lawyer and spoke with his paralegal assistant.
I need to get referrals for a Psychiatrist, Medical Doctor and a Neurologist. A full physical, full blood work amd screening for diabetes and cancer. Hopefully can get detailed brain imaging done through a CT scan and or a MRI.
Finally, need to get on Medicaid Health Insurance here and check into Orange County, possibly get a CA state ID here.
Did an attempted pathworking for my TCR today, 0 The Fool. Felt a tingling and lightness on the crown of my head chanting the godnames, archangels and Angel Orders for both Kether and Chokmah.
And .. have an intake appointment after making a few calls.
Have not yet done anything besides breakfast, multiple calls and now has lunch.
Should be showering and dressing in a bit to go shopping.
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Went shopping and sight seeing. Particularly Crystal Cove State Park was so serene and peaceful. If more people found places like that, there might not be souch chaos in the world.
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Had chicken tortilla soup and a bit of Jambalaya for dinner, now enjoying a Chai Tea Latte. Need to read John 4-7 tonight.. since I've been up since 4:30 will wind down for bed, so will get as much reading done as I can and pull the tarot draws for the day.
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Tarot Contemplation Ritual (RW):
V The Hierophant. Taurus. The Magus of the Eternal. The 16th Path, The Triumphant or Eternal Intelligence. Chokmah to Chesed. Vav, nail or hook, that which fastens together, 6.
Tarot Card of the Day (Thoth):
Three of Wands. Lord of Virtue. Sol in Aries. Binah of Atziluth.
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Pearls and swine. To not directly be a fundamentalist with some takes great self control for me.
Anyway ... Up early because of TZ difference to telemeeting with my editor as Im on vacation.
Need to type up my new articles and send them to my editor as well.
Also, up to John 4. I've read through John countless times, yet still find something new. So in order to be on par with my reading list with being one day ahead, means Today I should be reading up to John 12 and 13. So a little behind. Yet manageable. Need to read a bit more of the letters and write verses out on index cards given to me by the Pastor.
Today's Tarot draws...
Tarot Contemplation Ritual (RW):
Drawn under the God-Name Ehyh.
XXI The World. Saturn/Elemental Earth.
Reminder to pick back up in being a Zelator in my studies. Malkuth (Kingdom) to Yesod (Foundation). 32nd Path of the Sepher Yetzirah, The Administrative Intelligence. Cosmic Consciousness.
Tarot Card of the Day (Thoth):
Drawn under the God-Name Adonai.
Princess of Swords. Earth of Air. Malkuth (Kingdom) of Yetzirah (Formation). P of EXARP.
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The sequence 0 The Fool (EHYH-Yah) and V The Hierophant (Yah-El) points me to Genesis and Exodus, and the Book of Joel. So side reading besides John, Phillipians, Ephesians.
Read Joel and John this morning and did Tarot draws (Hierophant and Princess of Swords for TCR and TCOTD).
Had a pretty good day. The morning sightseeing Dana Point, Crystal Cove State Park, an old Mission on San Cipriano, a tasty spicy chili and cornbread for lunch a this hip BBQ place, Panda Express teriyaki chicken and steamed rice for dinner, watched a documentary on George Carlin and the movie 13 Hours.
Quite enjoyable. Continuing reading the Gospel of John. Will pick back up tomorrow Kabalah, Magic, and the Great Work of Self-Transformation after daily Tarot Draw, starting with the Neophyte Formula, with striving to get adept at both Neophyte Formula and Zelator Formula before entering Theoricus study.
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Self note...read half of where I should currently be between today and tomorrow. John 4-7 tonight, John 8-13 tomorrow. Should then be on track for my reading plan. Making a rupture notes on index cards was a fantastic idea.
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RHP I am and shall be.
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This morning was good for mundane affairs. Over the weekend will look into getting health insurance transferred from MI to CA. If not, will just apply for MediCal. Monday editorial review of An Ode For The Homeless poetry piece. Monday lawyer call, and Monday will wrap up all mundane research and work by end of business day.
Did an LBRP. Not the fanciest, but done regardless.
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Got up at 04:30 PDT, and then around ⁰5:10 Did the LBRP.
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Sat Nov 11 2023 05:56 PDT
Around 04:30 awoke wide awake, no dreams recalled though was aware I had a few, mostly sexual.
Around 05:10 PDT did LBRP/LBRP with Capricorn sign while vibrating original godnames of LBRP in first circle, Taurus LBRP in Second vibrating Adonai Ha Aretz and Adonai drawing Taurus on center and third LBRP vibrating same God-Name and Adonai drawing Capricorn in center before archangel call and closing QC.
Tarot Contemplation Ritual (RW):
Drawn under El Eloah.
II The High Priestess. Luna. Gimel, Camel, 3. Kether to Chokmah. Priestess of the Silver Star. 13th Path of Sepher Yetzirah, the Uniting Intelligence.
Tarot Card of the Day (Thoth):
Drawn under Adonai.
Ace of Disks. Root of the Powers of Earth. Spirit of Earth. Kether of Assiah. N of NANTA.
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Watching the University of Michigan and Penn State game.
Did not get caught up with.my reading of John.
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Watching a Disney series on timelines and Marvel. Loki says Hope is hard, while destruction is easy.
I agree.
It makes.me think back to when I was working with Belial scrying (him) cause and effect chains.
It makes me them wonder how God created time, and how they are easy access for demons to scry.
If then, we might be able to scry them and how.
intention to dream tonight.
