Journal Journal of Night and Day, Son and Moon

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Same with the drop of the money system bottom up, and future food shortages.
Ive had a plan since 2015 to address food shortages, but the universe didn't want me to spearhead it I guess.
So what is everybody else plan to go locally then regionally, then globally to deny food shortages (given electricity and water stay constants)?

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

By the way, our money system has collapsed. Only the stupid or unaware dont see it occurring.

 

[Roma]

Carbon dioxide levels in the distant past were twice what they are now. High CO2 allows the plants to grow much faster and that produces more food for animals and humans

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

So as I see it, financially speaking, Im fucked, bordering right now on homelessness.

There is zilch I can do on my own to recover my lot in life at the moment.

So, as I see it I have four choices:
1. Continue this faltering failing track of food service.
2. Seek an equally faltering and failing retail track.
3. Seek a real job with pay and benefits, that uses transferable skills I possess, to make use of the brain God gave me.
4. Sell drugs.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Carbon dioxide levels in the distant past were twice what they are now. High CO2 allows the plants to grow much faster and that produces more food for animals and humans

Its a nice hope, but I see the reality differently.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Okay ... low magick using seals of angels, in order to set a straight course for me to recover my life. What can possibly go wrong?

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

I can feel the need to get very good (quickly) with sigil and candle magic.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

What can happen, whats the worst that can happen if I reengage in ritual magic, high or low:
Asked HRU under Shaddai El Chai to oversee the drawing
Significator found in money and business (last stack) - Knight of Cups
Card 1, 2 - Ace of Pentacles, Two of Pentacles - Opportunities exist, but youre busy juggling life.
Card 3, present - Five of Wands - lots of strife and infighting for some reason
Card 4 - the problem - Five of Swords - Lord of defeat, even if you won, you've been defeated.
Card 5 - the solution - X Wheel of Fortune - Cause and Effect - Create the causes for desired effect in any way possible.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Okay. Back to career and academic studies despite the construction crew currently outside my window.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Optional career idea:
A salon professional for cats, specializing in nail decor, and the Karen cat cut - Long on top and Karen on the body to the bushy tail.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

At this point in my life, Im not sure what all I can do to improve it, other than to engage into low magick and prayer.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

I heard something interesting this morning from my weed dealer that apparently dabbles in the esoteric, and has quite the exotic green thumb ...
3-6-9. Apparently related to some laws that Tesla worked with, apparently the doubling of the original count thought and verbalized creates an expedited route of manifestation of what was thought and stated. Three times in the mirror in the morning, 6 times in the afternoon, nine times in the evening. By daily repetition it is like law of attraction on meth.

By engaging in this to the best of my memory of the affirmations or planting new seed, I am starting to visualize my afterlife differently and trying to merge it with my belief system, and being more positive and creating new opportunities.

Im not sure it is related, but a teacher and fellow radio shack electronics hobbyist teaches electronic and robotics at a local community college. He and his family had a housing issue and lost their house, so they're staying at the hotel. He and I have had deep conversations, and I was invited to a comedy fest this week on one of the nights I would have been working.

So, you see, blessings come to me naturally; I am employed; I am wealthy; I will enter in at the straight and narrow gate when leaving this world.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

A fellow townie, Josh, and I were talking on the bus. I like this guy. We meet, have deep esoteric conversation yet he is not into magick. One of us drops off the face of the earth and a year or two later recognize each other and continue where we left off.

Without going into too much detail, I explained the planes of existence and the subtle bodies of man, and why people like Putic an-t change or evolve further, due to their hunger and thirst for power. Even though they could evolve through three higher planes at once, they cannot even rise to the higher planes, let alone any ascension upward.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

A hack for those without any form of needed nicotine, and a used juul pod near at hand.....
1. Take a pair if nail clippers, flatten with file sticking out the other direction
2. With your finger nail or the nail file, pop open the top of the pod from the thin side clip.
3. turn pod head top down and pry out against the pod inside one of the strips.
4. place strip in between your teeth and lower lip and act normal.

It functions much like Nicolette for those few basic folks in need of a smoke like me..

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Just delivered an interesting tarot reading. It looks positive, very positive, despite two cards.
Reading astronomy and looking for stuff related in the domain of astronomy, but regarding neighing galaxy planets.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Jotting down planetary data for the last four major planets in our solar system, at least will be in a few minutes, and having a cup of coffee.

Didn't get much sleep, as I was watching the lightning light up the sky and hearing thunder cracks so much it sounded like a small army battle for an hour. Like howitzer shells, bolt rifles, machine guns, thats what the thunder sounded like in my hind this morning.

Have been befriended and invited by a couple I met at my workplace to a comedy fair in a few days. This shall be fun

I found an interesting stone that appears to have a rounded, possibly triangular or square crystal contained within. I selected it, and brought it home. It may be odd and dangerous workhouse to do so, but its a pretty rock, its not a bar of soap. If necessary I can return them all to where I found them.

Going to Indiana in a few days, I wonder if some cool rocks can be found in that portion of the state, or just leave it as a non occult night with two new friends.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

So again I was incorrect, Neptune and Uranus trips may not be necessary for collection of ice, as Jupiter has loads of ice, even in its moons.
The problem however is in the composition of the planetary ice, the chemical composition that is. Neptune and Uranus are more like our atmospheric composition and composition of ice and water. However, Mercury is nearly 50% oxygen, but has a unique rotation pattern on its own and is too close to the sun to be doing much experimentation.
I think out best bet are the last gas giants.
Jupiter and Saturn, Uranus and Neptune. Im confident the composition is close enough to ours that it reduces problem possibilities. Now, we could just drop slabs of ice into the ocean, but to avoid tsunami type possibilities, perhaps a gentle lower and release, making at most a small increase in height of the water.
These would have to be large slabs of ice, the size of C-130 aircraft, and multiple holding tanks for the slab collection, and stored similar. to a cooler for dry ice. The other feature of a new possibility for a huge spacecraft would be the atmospheric collection tank and vacuum system. Again, this will have to be chilled at a very cold temperature.

 

[Roma]

Global warming is good. Global cooling reduces food supplies and increases illness

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

I don't know about that.

What I do know:

My computer power supply has died.
There is no magic to fix my life situation. Only applied reality.
So, my posting or replying will have to pause, much like my studies, due to Murphy's Law and poor planning.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Well, my power supply for my computer is dead or in need or rewiring at least.
I don't have eighty dollars ATM though, so my phone is where it's at for now.

Unfortunately. All my resources are 9n the computer which hurts me academic and career wise. Not cool.

So, my posting and responses are stalled for the time being.