Journal Journal of Night and Day, Son and Moon

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Should I use magic to even Bobby up to put him in his place and face justice?
Celtic Cross
Significator X Wheel of Fortune
Covers IV Emperor
Crosses XXI The World
Crowns XIII Death
Beneath XIV Temperance
Behind XIX The Sun
Before XVI Blasted Tower
Querent XVII The Star
Environment IX The Hermit
Hopes/Fears XI Justice
Final Outcome I The Magician
ToD XII Hanged Man
BoD VII Chariot

 

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The Challenge - A Cool Whip container diameter of a clay bucket for kids.
I will probably use up all the clay for one pentacle.

 

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Two checks received. One check cashed.
400 short June rent. 10k back rent.
I need serious heavy hitter help without having to compromise my soul and spirit for money.
And there is still the bullying and social taunting. In fact there is a narc on here reading my journal - some pecker wood nerd on a moped running his mouth off loud at me before speeding away. I see you buddy. And will keep my eyes out for you when you're alone some nice night with me...so we can have a small chat and perhaps reach an understanding.

 

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A little agitated. There wouldn't be any violence from my side except for a small argument before reaching a mutual understanding of each other.

 

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Now turning the matter over to spirits. Well. I wish the loudmouth nerd well with dealing with them.

 

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Seeking the Divine of Color, the god/dess of love. For guidance and answers ...
But what color? Blue? Gold? Green? Gold? Orange?
It 8nv9lves mentoring another in magic.
Who knows, it may work for him.

 

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Gotta quit being melodramatic, or learn how to effectively control anger and focus concentration on listening for the overall point, and suggest my opinion on the point, disregarding any verbal abuse.
Also, don't verbally abuse others.

Do Neophyte Formula today.

Wash a weeks worth of clothes in bathtub and dry in dryer. Make sure I get a dollar or two of quarters, or however many I can get.

Sick of societal excuses.
Sick of posers too, especially those that must teach us all asap.

Going to concentrate on a major key again, falling off the ritual wagon invites my outbursts. I say ritual as a daily ritual context l, not like some grand rite.

Concentrate on the key, and assume godform, and take in the figure in it's entirety. Merge the values of the figure inside myself, for example Emperor, order, sight, management, controller of conflicts, courage, bravery, fighting skill, lord of war and peace.

Working on learning python by reading system python script. Interview did not happen, need to solidify details for the cash job, otherwise I'm unemployed again.

Write out Zelator Formula in journal clearly. Word for word, step by step.
Do Zelator Formula daily.
Use Greek for divine names. These can be found in The Middle Pillar by Regardie.

 

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Concentrating on six appropriate keys for godforms, added thee to make a table square - 1, 4, 7, 9, 11, 12, 21, 16, 19.
3x3 square.
4 and 11 interest me the most, then 1and 9. 7 and 12 are meh to me.
So - 4 or 1, Order and Sight or Focused Concentration, which came first?

 

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While order and sight occur on this plane and subplanes, karmic balance is handled on higher planes. This creates an Awakening.
Aries acting thru Libra upon Mars.

 

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Rearranged square so that row one contains the magician, Justice, and the world; the second row contains the emperor, the hermit, and the tower. The third row contains the chariot, the hanged man, and the Sun.
Therefore, with Psalms 119 we can speak the letters of the cards in order, so that I were to speak Beth lamed and tav. It results in words but ultimately a commandment of some kind, it also shows the planets involved in the cards - so for row one we have mercury Libra and Saturn, therefore it acts as if Mercury acting through Libra upon Saturn.

 

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Reading "Introduction To Digital Logic Design" by John P Hayes (hardcover textbook), chapter one.
Also mulling over python code found on Ubuntu and seeing how it works by actually trying to read and understand the code being read.
Fleshing pseudocode out on paper for a calculator and logic processor for binary words. Will somehow integrate planetary info and the binary calculator. Chamber design calculation? (Mechanical and Electrical Engineering program)

 

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Will at some point get to networking number classes and subnets, and do a subnet calculator and mock traffic generator to make programs think they're online but will fail trying to get updates or dns or arp info.

 

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What tarot cards speak positivity and peace ..
0 The Fool. Air.
2 The High Priestess. Luna.
3 The Empress. Venus.
5 The Hierophant. Taurus.
6 The Lovers. Gemini.
10 Wheel of Fortune. Jupiter.
11 Justice. Libra.
9 The Hermit. Virgo.
8 Strength. Leo.
19 The Sun. Sol.
20. Judgement. Fire.
17. The Star. Aquarius.
21 The World. Earth.

So now we have a square -
High Priestess, Wheel of Fortune, The Sun;
Empress, Justice, Judgement;
Hierophant, Hermit, The Star;
Lovers, Strength, The World.
Routes to Peace?

 

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Routes to Peace?
Luna, Jupiter, Sol. Mysteries of change and prosperity reflected on a new generation of thought.
Venus, Libra, Elemental Fire. Balance of love and beauty intensified and purified.
Taurus, Virgo, Aquarius. Stubborn societal service.
Gemini, Leo, Elemental Earth. Pairing of the lower nature's controlled and tamed put out into the world.

 

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If I recall correctly, The Fool placed on Yellow paper and concentrated on while listening to songs of the key of E would produce calm.
Found a playlist of songs in key of e on YouTube.
Will experience with Fool on navy blue with songs in key of E.

 

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Monday Jun 20 2022. (5, mediation). Ruling Planet: Luna. Ruling Archangel: Gabriel. Color: Silver
Sleep: Great, took ten medible mints for sleep and five medible gummies for pain relief.
Dreams: Some but couldn't recall on waking. Last dream was riding with 2 or more guys in a souped up 60s-80s car, hydraulic lifts, big tires and all.
Moon Phase: n/a
Transits: n/a
weather : rain
Mental Notes:
Physical Notes:

Adorations:
LotU full cycle west to east
LRVH full cycle midnight to morning

Rituals:
Flame in the Heart
Neophyte Formula (Greek divine names)
Zelator Formula (Greek Divine Names)
Tarot Contemplation Ritual
Used Divine name Iesous Christos
XIX The Sun - Healing, rebirth, regeneration. Combination of X and IX or XVIII and I, etc.
Separated pairs 1 to 9, discarded 0 XX XXI. Will meditate on these pairs as well as Key XIX.

Meditation
High Priestess, Wheel of Fortune, The Sun; Luna, Jupiter, Sol; Read corresponding GKR verses from Ps 119; separated piles 2-10 of Luna sol or Jupiter - 2, 4, 6 most common.
Heart Flame 40 mi 2x
Silent Mind 20 min 2x

 

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The pairs o Taro leading to sum 19
1, 18 - Focused concentration, Organization
2, 17 - Subconscious, Meditation
3, 16 - Creative power, Awakening
4, 15 - Order/Sight, Materialism
5, 14 - Sound/hearing, Moderation
6, 13 - Discrimination, Transformation
7, 12 - Victory, Reversal
8, 11 - Law of Suggestion, Action-Work
9, 10 - Law of Response, Cause and Effect

 

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Also -
1, 18 - Mercury, Pisces
2, 17 - Luna, Aquarius
3, 16 - Venus, Mars
4, 15 - Aries, Capricorn
5, 14 - Taurus, Sagittarius
6, 13 - Gemini, Scorpio
7, 12 - Cancer, Water
8, 11 - Leo, Libra
9, 10 - Virgo, Jupiter

 

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Thinking of how to construct a powerful competent and working ritual thru low Magick, for immediate promotion of world peace. Preferably tomorrow in the morning.

 

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Tomorrow morning. Key XIX and unit symbol as focal points. Listen to keys in E upon yellow. Pumpkin Chai oil and Patchouli on blue candles.

On a related but unrelated point, take up a related but unrelated choice of jobs leading to researcher while doing continuing ed? Daytime work at a bookstore.