Journal Journal of Night and Day, Son and Moon

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Turned TCR into as well a general reading Split Hexagram Spread:
Greater Spiritual Influence: XX Judgement.
Lesser Spiritual Influence: I The Magician.
Spiritual Advice: XXI The World.
Unconscious Desires: XI Justice.
Conscious Desires: XVII The Star.
Practical Advice: XVIII The Moon.
Final Outcome: XIX The Sun.

ToD XII Hanged Man
BoD VIII Strength

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Slept with keys XX. I. XXI. Under my pillow. I had many dreams.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

I did not immediately comment on the interpretation as I wanted to first understand the supernal triangle, Judgement, Magician, World.
Sleeping with that trio did exactly what I thought would happen - I dreamed and was given instruction. What the instruction was or details I cannot recall.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Communication with out of state family, and plans for while they're here. Very much Judgement. Fire.
Focused concentration in studies and work, Magician. Mercury.
Tav came up two days in a row. The World, Saturn/Earth. This not sure other than esoteric advancement.
Now to sleep with the next triangle, then next sleep cycle final outcome, top and bottom of Deck.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Made a bank deal with my bank. Now I need to uphold my end. Very sudden per the Judgement, Spirit of the Primal Fire. My response cooperative per the World. What o what to do about the Magus of Power ..
Which leads me to this - study of Magick, study of mysticism, study of digital electronics, study of astronomy study of geology, study of C, C++ and Python. Trying to make myself more marketable or at least be able to tell a select few to forever bugger off if you have no plan to be a decent human being with me. Very Saturnine and Mercurial.
Made a deal of four payments to be free of a new curse via my bank matters. Fiery and Earthy.
Re upped my lease. Fiery and Earthy.
So. Very mercurial and saturnine day.
Let's look at the lower triangle now, Justice, Star, Moon. Libra, Aquarius, Pisces.
Action-Work
Social Consciousness+Meditation
Organization
Also did spring cleaning in my room and pulled all paper to do a final sort, and fill out any outstanding non due forms.
Applied for several jobs. Will apply for several more, though trying to do either management or research as a new job.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

A Libra, an Aquarius and a Pisces go to a economic rally together ...

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Surprisingly, hot water and carnation chocolate truffle non dairy creamer makes a decent cup o cocoa.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Last week of Malkuth. Emotions have been off the charts for the last month.
Not sure I can recap anything. Suffice it to say, that for me, Malkuth cannot be done in a month. For one, I have yet to relate the keyword Kingdom to it's collection of teachings.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Every outburst is a failure, unless well deserved and timely executed. Otherwise, I'm better off observing silence. Speaking of silence, I will have to become vague in my entries. Will be mostly mundane.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Backing the body into the tree of life through the four worlds and strengthening the subtle Bodies, fascinating stuff.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Looking through the AMORC texts collections, particularly those of the modern Rosicrucians.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Looking through Christopher's book, and compiling ritual steps in my offline journal. Want to do a comprehensive invoking and banishing the four powers of the elements, mixed with backing into the tree, and strengthening the subtle Bodies through the four worlds - basically putting it all together. Or perhaps review the Neophyte initiation.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Organizing medical and psychiatric papers for one accord, same with financial, professional training, housing needs, etc. Trying to get as much organized as possible to a good end.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Found all the C CPP and Python docs I found on my phone. Now I can start getting somewhere.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Okay. A bit of outside reading just to nail down more kabbalistic thought straight.

Now to do some more HF meditation. After trying to illuminate my head, my spine, my Bodies, my room. Parasites still seem to be around.
Tide will turn tomorrow. Going to try a 180 in everything.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Saw a hummer roll through decked out with stern looking guys and all the windows down. No gunshots luckily.
Made a double portion of easymac, had a PBJ Sandwich for brunch. Been drinking water all day, exception one cup of tea and one cup of coffee. Cigarette consumption needs to stop. Part of the 180. I don't have to be relationship minded, but it might do me some good to know a few female friends - the more esoteric minded the better.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

I will find what I can that affords me 1200-2200+ a month. Aside from food, driving or labor jobs. Got to find something immediate thats a good long term job to hold. HF and NF tonight. HF even to sleep.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

And awake. No coffee. No money. No kitty food or litter.
What is the point of anything if I cannot physically survive?

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Love is all you need...

Friday, Jun 24 2022 (6+6+6=18=9, conclusion). Ruling planet: Venus Ruling Archangel: Haniel
Sleep: Barely
Dreams: None recalled since yesterday
Weather: Cloudy, warm
Moon Phase: no idea
Transits: Month of Cancer, no idea otherwise.
Diet: Better.
Exercise: Little.
Mood: Low
Mental Notes:
Physical Notes:
Adorations:
Liber Resh Vel Helios - Midnight to midnight spoken earlier, morning to be done shortly
Lord of the Universe: pass west to east.

Rituals:
Neophyte Formula, Zelator Formula simultaneously.

Meditations:
Heart Flame
Silent Mind
Tarot Image

Tarot Card of the Day: II (duplication) The High Priestess. Luna.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Putty in flat slabs on used tealights tins work for a stick of incense perhaps, and one or two candles can be mounted and stand. All three however, different story.