Journal Journal of Night and Day, Son and Moon

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Visualized while outside that the clouds around the sun were torn like ripped veils, resulting in an equal armed cross of light. The sun came out for a second.
Went inside, ate, showered, dressed, got off to work. Will do heart flame on bus. Did adorations and neophyte Formula this morning. Have done HF periodically since then. Even visualized myself in layers of baby blue or gold-whte light.

 

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It does appear I'm back. Moving forward with daily Neophyte and Zelator Formula, and a daily archangel or deva Invocation, daily meditations and raising the body of light across the planes, and a daily ritual to introduce a wrench to the offensive force.

 

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Found more stones today at the Federal Building. May get more from work.
Most are sedimentary (sandstone, gneiss, slate, etc)

 

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Was given the book The Secret Wisdom of All Ages, by Manly Hall, and tonight will receive The Golden Dawn and Kaballah, Magic, and the Great Work of Self Transformation.
For thirty bucks. Could spend my money on worse things.

Now going to look for lodestones ... From Halls book:
"H.P. Blavatsky declares that Orpheus taught his followers how to affect a whole audience by means 9f a lodestone, and that Pythagoras paid particular attention to the color and nature of precious stones..".

 

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Found approximately six stones at the FB, and some more at work.

 

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Found a third set that were jumping out at me. And a fourth one awaits at a separate locale when I get off work.
Will post photos if possible, imgur is a password issue for me at the moment.
All three groups (sedimentary, igneous, plutonic/metamorphic) were found in the samples.

 

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The largest stone fragment found is rather stunning, is palm sized, and the exposed areas are perfectly grooved or separated for fingertips to rest in. The crystals are somewhat salt like, somewhat quartz like. Probably safe to say it is a form of granite. Feels energetic.

 

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Did not get to Peace ritual yet. Have four hours total before having to leave for work. Have placed stones in box in sunlight and moved periodically to be in the sun. Have done adorations. Have not done my ritual meditations yet (the four).

 

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Card for the day:
VI The Lovers (Gemini)
The day of the twins, that actually sounds potentially fun. Superconscious. HGA. Taste.

Keys that lead up to six:
I, V Magician, Hierophant
II, IV High Priestess, Emperor

 

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Getting ready for day. Partially dressed, a couple textbooks packed to keep me busy.

 

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Tarot Contemplation Ritual: Restacked answering to Ies-oos Chri-stos.
Heard a lean of a floorboard.
XXI The World. Saturn/Earth. Cosmic Consciousness. Malkuth to Yesod, Kingdom to Foundation. The foundation however is not always a persons foundation, which is possibly imperfect.

 

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Got paid back ten dollars, bought a pack of menrhol smokers choice, a liter of mountain dew, a can of friskies, and a chocolate chip cookie. Now have those and three dollars which will go to cat treats tomorrow.
I saluted the sky in it's orange red hue, butler style:
"Hail Thou, O Eternal, Spiritual Sun,
Whose visible symbol now sets in the heavens. Hail into thee from the abode of day!"
Went about my business.

 

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LAN still nonfunctional but closer. May need a new 50' CAT6 cable.
Need a new power magsafe adapter supply from Apple Store.
Need a cash job. Or need a well paying high dignity job.
Wrote start of binary calculator which is conversion mainly. Wrote in both python and c. Compiler errors still present but dwindling. May be a path issue for library lookups.

 

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I think I need several good books on programming, and supplies for hobbying computer stuff. I've known and programmed with C, with a success rate of 25%. I should be a fair programmer now, unless a requirement is something is daily to be a phenomenal something one day.
Speaking of, I need to do some daily something's.

 

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So .. meditation time and introspection time. Then going to work on the Enochian Air Watchtower tablet, and do some reading.

 

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May actually push the envelope a little.
Desire: to build a binary calculator eventually menu driven and interfacable/portable.
Status: have coded a basic Io setup within main in both python and c. Have coded in integer conversion and binary representation of the decimal. Would like to not only get it to link to proper user libraries, but to compile and run successfully .. only then will i be able to ascertain it works. It's quite possible I will have to build a linked list or array and pointer structure for the binary calculation.

 

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Came to a realization that I'm broke af, and it starts with poor (not only financially) people and poor decisions in important real life event headers.
So. Discernment. Interpersonal communication, relationships and skills. Proper decision making not based on immediate gratification. Proper instruction leading to proper choices manifested correctly. Visualization, affirmation and thought control; focused concentration. Realization of all things of Malkuth, at least on a surface level, and what kingdom really means. Then, what is foundation.

 

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To reach, be, and master the initial diamond:
The Kingdom,
It's Foundation,
It's Splendor,
The Victory of it,
It's Beauty within and without.

 

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An imaginary toast to a very real shaman who once was here with me, Alex and others who loved you. Peace be with you Scott.
Perhaps the Neophyte Formula and Zelator and Theoricus' formulas rewrite using either Greek or Native American divine names. For lack of a name of a deity suitable as the sum total of love, compassion, truth and light, these names will have to suffice, same as on the paper for the belt circle. Still need binder clips in large size. Still need to fashion the Earth pentacle and Air dagger.

 

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Tarot Contemplation Ritual: XX. Judgement. Elemental Fire, Shin. Yesterday was (Tav, Elemental Earth, Saturn). Announcement, message, rebirth, renewal, rising from old ways, Revelation.