Journal Journal of Night and Day, Son and Moon

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Smoked a hit and lit incense, went into Neophyte Formula, adorations, at end was so dizzy I nearly forgot to quench the incense.

 

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180 Day.
No drinking.
No smoking.
Get and keep a job.
Exercise daily.
Study daily.
Practice daily.
Start forming right relationships.
Keep well groomed and we'll dressed.

 

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In what area of the economy should I seek work?
Greater Spiritual Influence - X Wheel of Fortune. Jupiter. Cause and Effect.
Lesser Spiritual Influence - XII The Hanged Man. Water. Reversal.
Spiritual Advice - XV The Devil. Capricorn. Materialism.
Unconscious Desires - XIV Temperance. Sagittarius. Economy-moderation.
Conscious Desires - III The Empress. Venus. Creative Power.
Practical Advice - XXI The World. Saturn/Earth. Cosmic Consciousness.
Final Outcome - Justice. Action-Work. Libra.
ToD IX Hermit
BoD VII Chariot

 

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Honestly, it doesn't matter which sector I look into as age bias is real for one thing, two wages are so up in the air because of selfish people.

 

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Going out to brunch with family shortly.
This gives me a chance for right relationships.

 

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Gifted today:
A visit of family from southern California.
A watch given to me by my Dad.
A computer gifted to me by my Dad.
Cash money and other stuff.

It's been a very good day.

 

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Odd night, beautiful day.

 

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Took a gander while collecting and throwing away butts, at the offering throwaway area near the back of the dumpster. I have money, I need to buy at least five packs of fruit, herb and veggie seeds.
What I saw, in the anger aftermath of conclusion of failed ritual and communication, that almond, pistachio and oats were thrown away. I did notice white flowers around there, and saw the oats grew. Tbh, it's a mini rainforest where they were thrown away. Rodents including rabbits love the rainforest.

 

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My approach is quite odd, but as a paranoid schizo affective, I conclude everyone has an agenda and may mean me harm.
Unfortunately, schizo affective are by and large harmless, much as misinformation on them to the public abounds.
So I've defended myself by religion(mystical aspect), or magic. I started being raised baptist. I had no pressing karma.
My mom died and I turned to the Egyptian Book of the Dead and Wicca/Witchcraft.
I've always been friendly with nature.
Even when it hasn't been the same.
I looked into the Essenes and other groups such as Bahai and found a friendliness with them.
I loved Gregorian Chant.
I got further into witchcraft, researched voodoo. Got into HOGD study.
Fast forward some years, I am starting candle magic as part of hoodoo study. Sigil, oils. Herbs, candles. Psalms and affirmations with visualized intent.
Mysticism is now my main area of study, and am getting accustomed to the subtle bodies, light, body of light, rising on the planes, and more all through a simple meditation.
Concurrently High Magic is being done very carefully. And I will make strong use of all rites associated with sacred space or banishing.

 

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My point is don't be defined to one structure, as long as you can handle parasites.
Have not chatted with the rolling stones in a bit. Must get back to this.
At some point within Zelator, it's expected that the Zelator invoke the Gnomes, particularly Ghob. This would be extremely helpful. However, will and confidence are required.

 

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Tonight's reading:
Regardie - All intro to Neophyte material from The Golden Dawn.
LRH/GRHLearn banishing and invoking hexagrams for Saturn and Luna.
LRP/SRP - Learn well banishing and invoking Earth and Air by the LRP.
Will attempt to locate body of light, subtle bodies etc. Control of the Aura.

Christopher - All intro to Neophyte material in Kaballah, Magic, and the Great Work of Self-Transformation.
Temple Clearing - Construct Air Watchtower tablet and write out invoking and banishing the four powers of Earth and Air, with attempt to integrate them while meditating intently on Tav.

Masonry education - Lookup Freemasonry material in Halls Book.

Spirit Communication - Read Bucklands Book Of Spirit Communications.

Devas
Hodson - The Kingdom of the Gods
Various - Bailey, Steiner, Heindel, Besant, Fortune.

Case - Occult Fundamentals Vol 1, Meditation and Magic, Vol 2.

 

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Adorations -
Butler's Answer
Lord of the Universe

Rituals
Neophyte Formula

Meditations -
Meditation - Tarot Image XXI The World
Meditation - Silent Mind
Meditation - Flame in the Heart

Observe and record in journal.

 

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Subtle Bodies training - See Yazatas answer and try daily for a month. Observe and record in journal.

Exercise - Yoga (hatha and prana poses), anaerobic exercise (three sets of ten). Cardio (walk one mile daily).

 

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Low Magick:
Determine to get five packs of assorted flower, herb and vegetable seeds. Sprinkle around town.

Determine to create one oil from raw or dried herb. Use on candles for associated work with etched seals or sigil.

Practice etching sigils onto birthday and chime candles.
Try sigils on tealights with sharpie name on tin.

 

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Reading break.

 

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Read a bit of Regardie, then Christopher.
About to read Hall.

 

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Slept with key 2 and key 17 under pillow. Woke up with mild shortness of breath.
Fixed cup of honey chamomile tea

 

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Due to today's events. I am removing myself from all undeserving African Americans, especially women in my area. I cannot see having sex with someone without an abortion option, and being stuck with a basic ghetto person.
If you think I'm racist, try being a detached person from ethnicity living in downtown Detroit. Or especially 8 Mile.

 

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You know you are actually writing a program when you've gone beyond a skeletal outline, and you are transforming every textbook statement into logical code.

 

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Minimum 12 functions written for binary and decimal calculations, soon to add octal and hex functions.
After that, we turn to atmospheric and chassis and space travel calculations, then design the necessary digital circuits to make the magic happen to reverse climate change.