Journal Journal of Night and Day, Son and Moon

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82 pages of unfulfilled promises and the same odlf countless posts/replies.

The buck stops here and now deer.

 

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A gold candle, diagonally grooved like a barbershop red and white display..propped up against a statue 9f St Joseph who bears an expression of amazement, and has in hands a lamp and staff.
Remind you of a partular image?
The statue bears a resemblance to Christ, who was called King of Kings.
On the color of Gold and Tiphareth..
The color of Kether and Tiphareth reflecting each other.
The color and apparel of kings.
The highest alchemy achievement physically speaking.
The self stands in Yesod. Viewing the lights. Orange. Green. Gold. Red. Blue.
Beyond this, until the spot of gold is reached, we are blinded to what lies beyond.

 

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Co creating. Willing to humanity the highest principles known to the universe, above all laws and confines. Absolutes. The path of return and the path of least resistance.

 

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The Sun has come out of gloomy clouds.

 

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Some grocery shopping and hanging out with parents for a few.
Then, back to work.
Need to find a way to shrink and split Magick schedule in between sleep and work hours seven days a week.

 

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Writing out from.one of the Z documents, information about and correspondences of; the officers, invisible stations, pillars, banners, altar in notes.

 

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Depressed. Can tell. Hadn't showered for four days. Feel like a new man showered and in clean clothes. Also a cue as to issues with visualization, eyes open or shut...happens with depression.
Therapy call today among other calls.

 

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I think Aikido or Take Kwon Do would be a good outlet for pent up aggression. Boxing would be ideal, but the nearby gym closed due to covid.

 

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Perhaps a yoga class and a Tae Kwon Do class.

 

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I acheived out of sixteen possible belts, seven.
Approximately half. Start of three out of five elements.
My black belt with name hing in the old dojo.
I want the black belt this time, to know I know I can win a physical fight, bur more importantly, to nip a fight in the bud.

 

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Month of Luna (Jul, approp for Luna & Cancer)
Week two considerations.
Planets
Houses
Stars by Name
Thought Control
Meditation on the point and line
Effective grounding
Vibration

 

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When back:
Finish writings on the 0=0 grade(& glyphs).
Back to Hodson, then Christopher.
Reading break, evening 0=0 Formula.
Flame in the Heart, in shower of blue and white from the Divine Source.
Archangel and Shem Invocations.
26 Protective Angels Invocation.
Digital Logic Design
Coding gate systems in Python graphics.
Sleep, keys 2, 4, 9 under pillow.

 

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Have decided no violent/gloomy music is for me.
Stations of the Officers.

 

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Silence is in the details.

 

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Candles and figurines. Almost had one water triangle upon another, and caught it, plucking yesods silver candle.
Now my focus is on the fire triangle, the reflective glow of Hod, Tiphareth and Netzach - Orange. Gold. Green.

 

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Hang out with parents, move furniture.
Kidding not kidding, it was a good day.

 

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Writing in notebook on symbolism of the officers in the neophyte ceremony.
Reading, then, from drawing paper, squares cut to be inked on, as some require a white background for a symbol in another color.
Then I do the evening routine at some point here.

 

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Gregorian Chant and Mighty 48th Pipes and Drums were okay.
Slayer and fluty celt shamanic music got me meh on it.
There is a time and place for metal.
As for rap and hip-hop, boycotting it off my music choices due to low vibration. Actually, rap, metal and punk share the boycott from lower self, animalistic, or pure low vibration music I've outgrown.

 

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Back to work.

 

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Dual viewing of full color illustration of the ceiling and floor of the vault ... brought to mind a question, then a realization, then determination.
The question: "Odd. Why is a water triangle bursting out of a circle, what's up with that?".
Determination? To not be a failed magician.