Journal Journal of Night and Day, Son and Moon

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Tarot question: "Tell me about the Praemonstrator."
One draw result: XIX The Sun. Sol.

Nice, close but no cigar.
Why my thought pattern and suspicion?

The Praemonstrator represents Chesed and Mercy, and is therefore in a bright blue robe with a four colored Maltese cross sceptre blue handled.

So ..
Arranged in a diamond:
XVII The Star
XIX The Sun. XVIII The Moon. Alchemical wedding.
II The High Priestess, IX The Hermit. Only two wearing blue robes.
X, Jupiter, home of Chesed.

Gazing the diamond was interesting indeed. Will write results in journal notebook.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Evening and Midnight formula.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Done. Meditating on laid sequence:
X, IX, II, XIX, XVIII, XVII.
10-1-7+17-1-1.
KYGRQTz, or rather TzQRGYK.
Totaling 85 by key numbers, 422 Gematric.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

I'm not the best and brightest. True.
But I try daily to live my principles. In a principle centered paradigm.
I might go to heaven. I might go to hell.
It's not my call.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

The sequence is 1+1,2+2.
Jupiter starts, then Virgo appears. 1+1.
Two planets. Luna and Sol. 2+
Two signs: Pisces, Aquarius. 2.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

The diamond form is listed above. In the form of the LRH of air.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Well. Enough with my stumbling through tarot.
Back to work with glyphs. Gotta restart somewhere.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

The last tarot spread of the night. The Universal Tableau, courtesy of work of Mr PFC. With The Fool at the top above Key IV, it shows the form of the scales per Key XI, two keys down.

Back to symbolic glyph work.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Burning the Midnight oil.
Changing it up, three magi under my pillow tonight.
Seven officer glyphs created once I ink in the background of the caudaceous. Which leaves the other chiefs, the altar, the pillars, the banners, and that's it until a color or style of a tool or lamen occurs in succeeding temple initiations.
Back to symbolic glyph work.
Will do cover to cover of Z docs 1, 2 and 3, then back to Christopher.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

0=0 glyphs done to best of ability.
Will write correspondences of created glyphs mapped to officers in order.
Then run through 0=0 initiation.
Doing gestures.
Saying memorized prompts.
Letting the symbols and patterns sink in, being in service to the light.
Coffee and Christopher now.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Fulfilling a promise/idea/goal for myself ... I'm going through my journal, and putting every one of them on paper, and then working in silence, popping up when necessary.

 

[Roma]

I might go to heaven. I might go to hell.

Even humans know that single use is not ethical.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Fulfilling a promise/idea/goal for myself ... I'm going through my journal, and putting every one of them on paper, and then working in silence, popping up when necessary.

Two pages done. Would keep going but sleep calls.

 

[Jk666]

@Diluculo_DelFuego in my book the RHP is about knowledge & the LHP about power .

now to earn $ you must have power not knowledge.

knowledge that comes from power is true on the ground real knowledge while knowledge of the RHP is in the air floating in the realm of possibility that could be true in 1 of the possible worlds.

it feels to me like you’re playing a game: don’t you want a better life, more mundane opportunities, control of your life?

the Dark Lords are waiting for you,
just return to your senses and turn to them,
they will show You the way.

you know the saying god/source/ universe whatever helps those who help themselves = doesn’t help anyone, you’re praying for nothing .

 

[Roma]

now to earn $ you must have power not knowledge.

That might be true for politicians and gangsters, but many of us work in technical areas where knowledge is the key

 

[Jk666]

That might be true for politicians and gangsters, but many of us work in technical areas where knowledge is the key

Where the pay is global & you stay until the late evening.

also staring at a computer screen all day isn’t exactly fun.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

@Diluculo_DelFuego in my book the RHP is about knowledge & the LHP about power .

now to earn $ you must have power not knowledge.

knowledge that comes from power is true on the ground real knowledge while knowledge of the RHP is in the air floating in the realm of possibility that could be true in 1 of the possible worlds.

it feels to me like you’re playing a game: don’t you want a better life, more mundane opportunities, control of your life?

the Dark Lords are waiting for you,
just return to your senses and turn to them,
they will show You the way.

you know the saying god/source/ universe whatever helps those who help themselves = doesn’t help anyone, you’re praying for nothing .

Much to think on. Merchants wait for me?

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

A few issues though. Some of them desire no good for me. They too demand me to worship them.
I desire to be reunited with my family after passing. I desire true no holds barred love, not of the human kind.
I want paradise.
So, if this is unattainable working with a set of deities, what to do if they can't provide these?
And if it's all a lie, well, were all in it together then, right?
8f knowledge is worthless, why do we write grimoires, even EA?

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

What if we were to talk on demons as if they were the city streets and the angels the professional working world?
Are we saying the streets are safer than the professional world? I could make a lot of money by selling narcotics, and probably get capped by gangbangers who view me as competition.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Yes the LHP has power. Who's to say its intrinsically good for our spirit though?