Journal Journal of Night and Day, Son and Moon

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A job search and resume off to the guy today. Im going to reach out to old staffing firms I worked with to find exact location work. That or apply to specific companies. Now the introspection ....
What do I want to do?
What skills do I have that are transferrable?
How strong are those skills?
Im having second thoughts on the software gig, as nice as it is as a near offer, I would prefer they test me first over the phone ( a screening).
Whats exactly required of me for the position?
Where is it and whats the pay/benefits?
Do I want to stay in this food service industry, or aim higher?

And all the noise and voices are external. Perhaps I need to keep on trying to send HF to the entire building and complex.

 

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Took a slight nap. I need to get over distraction in meditation, opening eyes too quickly, not giving it a full thirty minutes. For a person who has time, there should be no excuse for not meditating daily, particularly at a scheduled time. 6 and 12 o clock it is I guess.

 

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Friday 6/10/2022 (6+1+6=13=4, Order and Sight). Ruling Planet: Venus. Ruling Archangel: Haniel. Color: Green
Sleep: Poor
Dreams: None recalled.
Moon Phase: 78.7% Waxing Gibbous in 24d29' Libra
Transits -
Sun: 19d34' Gem
Moon: 24d29' Lib
Mercury: 27d58' Tau
Venus: 15d06' Tau
Mars: 12d11' Ari
Jupiter: 5d08' Ari
Saturn: 25d13' Aqu R
Pluto: 28d12' Cap R
Uranus: 16d47' Tau
Neptune: 25d21' Pis
Weather:

Moon: 78.7%

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Sunny. 77/53

Diet: Ate nothing last night. Feel weak, so will do vitamins and grab breakfast somewhere.
Exercise: None
Mood: Low

Mental Notes:
Physical Notes:

Adorations:
Lord of the Universe
Liber Resh Vel Helios

Meditations:
HF, Silent Mind

Rituals:
Neophyte Formula

 

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As I listen to certain songs, certain notes, itches, keys, hit my soul and spirit in a good way, and usually feels a presence off a positive emotion at the time - such as love - wonder why it does it that way. Should analyze all the tabs to similar musical songs that direct my energy that way, and try to associate this notes with color to get a more profound effect on in general my well being, mind, heart, spirit and soul.

Listening to an AMORC video now.

 

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As I listen to certain songs, certain notes, itches, keys, hit my soul and spirit in a good way, and usually feels a presence off a positive emotion at the time - such as love - wonder why it does it that way. Should analyze all the tabs to similar musical songs that direct my energy that way, and try to associate this notes with color to get a more profound effect on in general my well being, mind, heart, spirit and soul.

Listening to an AMORC video now.

Interrupted the video to call off due to what appears to be a slight flu.

Labeling my unlabeled cards from my deck using The Golden Dawn by Regardie.
May compare interpretation between Regardie and McCarthy today.
Continue on Alchemy today.
Concentrate on planes, sub planes and sub-sub planes to rise on the planes.
Continue reading on the sciences and mysticism.
Meditate using Silent Mind then HF; rhythmically breathing throughout uninterrupted.
Will contact the IRS today for W2 copies and filing forms
Will keep job searching and apply to specific jobs, not every job.
Will learn and develop transferrable skills and career skills.
Will contact the WCMH folks to request refills again.

 

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Okay, now I see why an elementary knowledge of astronomy along with astrology is beneficial, particularly in understanding the positioning and rulership through the four knaves/princesses. Ive labeled and jotted down most detail on the Kings, Queens and Knights with the Pages left to go and some missing gaps to fill in. Titles as well logged in my offline Divination journal (includes self readings and readings for others for me to further analyze why I reached the conclusions I did in a reading, or fundamental lack of understanding. I have some paper left, so may include IChing and Geomantic figures in it.

Orange paper on top of the white tablecloth covering my altar ... Orange and silver-gold candles and fire cup on it. Wonder what meditation of sound I could do with the color Orange, and perhaps a tarot card as an image. What might the effects be (besides potential parasites)? Do they (spiritual parasites) exist to feed off energy produced by sound and color?

 

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Okay .. Journaled most of the info from "The Tree of Life In A Sphere" from "The Golden Dawn". Now to label the cards and note down dean cards star groups and then compare these to maps in an astronomy book to see a greater picture of it all.

It's office time most everywhere, will give another half hour before calling the IRS to see about W2 copies and forms.
Will then call WCMH and see if I can get a temporary refill of the antidepressant until our meeting.
Then Job searches and resumes sent to recruiters.

Then on to the other stuff. Need money ... and lots of it to get unbound.

 

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Card of the Day: VII The Chariot. Cancer. Cheth, fnece, enclosure, hedge, 8. Conquest, vistory, safety, security, poise, mastery. Receptivity-Will.

Tarot Contamplation Ritual: XVII The Star. Aquarius. Tzaddi, fishhook, 90. Meditation, revelation, unveiling, disclosure, discovery.

Cases exercises based on the cards above:
VII Chariot
Conquest, vistory, safety, security, poise, mastery. Receptivity-Will.
Receptivity which is so necessary for meditation. Also a state of consciousness knows as the Intelligence of the House of Influence.
Be receptive, dedicate yourself to an ever-increasing measure of receptivity to the influence flowing into your field of personal consciousness.
in your field of personal consciousness from the superconsciousness plane above. WATCH HABITS OF SPEECH AND THOUGHT, so that you harmonize them with your vow.

XVII The Star.
Dissolution. The Star points to the universal life-energy into condensed physical stars. The Quintessence. Mastery of focused concentration.
This week develop the exercise you began last week. Formulate your desires into specific problems. Focus upon them the spotlight of your consciousness. Make every detail clear and definite, then begin the fishing done through meditation. Continue your meditation process this week, allot five minutes to imprint the image of The Star into your subconsciousness. Meditate on the Book of Tokens Tzaddi.

 

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Slept most of day and night, no work done.

 

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Saturday 6-11-2022 (=6+2+6=14=5, Mediation). Ruling Planet: Saturn. Ruling Archangel: Tzaphqiel. Color for Day: Black-Indigo
Sleep: Slept most of day and night
Dreams: Had one dream I was aware of, lost all detail upon waking.
Moon Phase:
Transits:
Sol Gem
Moon Sco
Mercury
Venus
Mars
Jupiter
Pluto
Uranus
Neputer
Weather: 59dF. Cloudy. 77/55 Hi/Lo
Diet: Had potato salad and ambrosia salad last evening. Will get breakfast today, if working will be fed at the job (chicken gyro with veggies).
Exercise: None
Mood: Fair
Mental Notes:
Physical Notes:
Adorations:
Rituals:
Readings:

 

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Saturday 6-11-2022 (=6+2+6=14=5, Mediation). Ruling Planet: Saturn. Ruling Archangel: Tzaphqiel. Color for Day: Black-Indigo

Sleep: Slept most of day and night
Dreams: Had one dream I was aware of, lost all detail upon waking.

Moon Phase: Moon 85.6% Waxing Gibbous Scorpio
Transits:
Sol Gem 20d19'
Moon Sco 5d32'
Mercury Tau 28d24'
Venus Tau 16d02'
Mars Ari 12d46'
Jupiter Ari 5d15'
Saturn Aqu R 25d13'
Pluto Cap R 28d12'
Uranus Tau 16d50'
Neputer Pis 25d21'
Weather: 59dF. Cloudy. 77/55 Hi/Lo

Diet: Had potato salad and ambrosia salad last evening. Will get breakfast today, if working will be fed at the job (chicken gyro with veggies).
Exercise: None
Mood: Fair

Mental Notes: Need a pro job asap. Jun 11, this means we are four days into Alchemy by now, three days to go. Halfway there.
The month in Malkuth has not been as enlightening as Id hoped, perhaps it would help if I read a book.

Physical Notes: Need to get in shape and sober.

Adorations:
Will do Morning to Morning LRVH
Will do EWE LotU Adorations

Rituals:
Body Awareness
Relaxation Ritual
Rhythmic Breathing
Neophyte Formula 2x

Meditations:
Flame in the Heart 30 min
Silent Mind 30 min

Tarot:
Tarot Contemplation Ritual: XII The Hanged Man
Card for the Day:
Psychic Testing

Readings:
Hodson, NATIONAL ANGELS,
Hodson, The Kingdom of the Gods
Alchemnists Handbook, Albertus
The Golden Dawn, Regardie
Self Initiation into the Golden Dawn Tradition, Ciceros
Theosophy material. Mysticism Material
Geomancy and Alchemy material

 

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Going to work on sound and color in meditation, not going for a silent mind here, but a fixed image in color in the mind accompanied by sound.

Want to take science courses with lab work, downloaded Anatomy, Astronomy, Biology, Botany, Geology, Inorganic Chemistry, and
Mineralology textbooks to work through, I think Childhood Education is my best future continuing education choice.

My seed planting exercise will commence if I dont get paid with the last of my money in wallet, in order to stimulate the universe to change around me by bringing nature back to reality in the sight of others. Also a dedication and contribution to the mineral and plant kingdoms (and with veggies as well, the animal kingdom, tying all three in one if done wisely).

Keys VII and XVII yesterday talked on the need to be open/receptive to conversation with nature and the universe, the need as well for meditation, focusing on the eight pointed star, receptive to nature unveiling itself.

 

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Card for the Day: Ten of Pentacles, Mercury in Virgo, thought and speed in service, Lord of Wealth, adjust thoughts in service leading to wealth.

XII Hanged Man. Enlightenment meditation, self sacrifice/fasting, reversal magic. Duplication and repetition of focused concentration.

 

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Mundane focus today - get done what I can, including updated resume.

Did a general reading based off the expanded CCS in the Philosophus section of SIITGDT. Had an idea to work uninterpreted readings of the past solved and used with hindsight and intuition. Logged in offline Divination Journal.

Downloaded five more books, geology and botany today. Started a Research folder on my computer that has Python, e-books and Library books to program with using Python to test academic understanding. Focus on a Chapter, do exercises, write a report or program to show mastery of the knowledge.

Watched Napolean Dynamite a few nights ago and had a few laughs. Played and snuggled with Pandie yesterday and found myself giggling with her purring.

Surely there must exist in my town a job fo Help Desk experience people who have Python programming as a skill as well as Apache skills.

 

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Ugh .. strengthen your Indeed profile with Certifications. If I had money, Id get certifications.

 

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Off to shower, dress and be off to work in the next few minutes here.

Doing adorations and Neophyte Formula before that. Will read five sections of each of the following tonight:
Astronomy
Botany
Biology
Geology and Mineralogy
Geometry
Organic Chemistry

Then as much side reading with Hodson, Bailey, Albertus, Greer, Agrippa and Regardie.

 

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So, I've been fired and then owner didn't want to tell me. Luckily the chef did. And she will put a word in for me for a job she knows about. They don't we have a shared minx and view toward s them. That we are not robots for their beck and call and display of momey and power, iow, douchebags.

 

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Ive heard it differently within the Hebrew/Greek Hermetics School, but here is an interesting take from the Eastern World:

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Funny, cause this has been on my mind a couple days and decided to research it.

Speaking of research, since I got fired today from one of my jobs, will stay home and make myself marketable, concentrating on the work of earth today including the professions we work in to pay our bills so we can study the occult. Right?
So, Python programming for Beginner level, Astronomy, Botany/Biology, Organic Chemistry, Geometry, Geology/Mineralogy.
Create a program that does a Beginner-Intermediate solution for each area studied.
Study up to five sections each, that is five to twenty-five programs that would run and give correct output based on the problem scenario. Create a library for each subject, and use the library functions in the program, so five to twenty-five libraries with a driver program should run and give correct output, then toggled to run without driver program ro use in applied programs, that run and give correct output.

Then, create a blogsite and post my code and output there, link it to quota or twitter and start posting on those sites and gain followers, same with linkedin and indeed.

Im seeking a six figure job, because Ive earned it before, I know what to do to obtain and work within it for five years, and create side projects not bound to IP contract clauses. Ive earned it and am seeking it.

 

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Screw Food Service, Retail, Labor and Warehouse, Ive done those and more and can always do better. Plus, now I want to work within fields that will help me grow quickly within the spiritual planes.

 

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Turned status to Mary and Joseph look toward me, while the Magi has his back turned to me or sideway, around them are my stones collected, that have been set out in sunlight, sprinkled with pater, and had tobacco smoke blown on them, a Geburah aspect.

VII and XVII -- XXIV. 7, 17.

VII=1+6, 2+5, 3+4;
Focused concentration + discrimination
Duplication/Repitition + sound/hearing
Creative Power + order/sight

XVII=1+16, 2+15, 3+14, 4+13, 5+12, 6+11, 7+10, 8+9.
Focused Concentration + Awakening
Duplication + Materiality
Creative Power + Moderation
Order/Sight + Transformation
Mediation/Hearing/Sound + Reversal
Discernment + Action-Work
Victory/Safety + Cause and Effect
Law of Suggestion + Law of Response