Journal Journal of Night and Day, Son and Moon

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Mental Note: buy a salt shaker for a dollar and a pack of seeds for herbs and flowers for two each. And plant some crops while walking.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Prayers completed, off to study and meditate before bed.

 

[The Golden Jackal]

What can I do with it?

you make a tea and injest it before seeking sexual congress, this will give you a very increased "connection" and communication with your subject. It is not libido or what not but teleconnection attraction with knowledge with the female counterpart.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

you make a tea and injest it before seeking sexual congress, this will give you a very increased "connection" and communication with your subject. It is not libido or what not but teleconnection attraction with knowledge with the female counterpart.

Is there some reason you can't take this conversation to a pm? Second request.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

I noted that I lack self worth, self esteem, and courage. Mockers in my building don't help.
Prayed to Samael on that wise.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Tuesday, 8-16-2022(8+7+6=21=3, multiplication)
Elohim Gibor, Samael, Seraphim, Mars
Sleep - over eight hours
Dreams - none recalled
Moon phase - 75.8 waning gibbous in 22d39' Aries
Transits - moon about to go into taurus
Weather - sunny
Mental Notes -
Physical Notes - Job is not optional at this point.
Adorations - none yet
Rituals - none yet
Meditations - none yet

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Went out for smoke, picked up old cigar butts and threw away. Found three packs of middle eastern chocolate pudding in the community food bank.
Speaking of which. Need to visit church food pantry. Or Packard health's food pantry. Need a job today.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Mmmm....chocolate mix.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Need to put feelers out for an emergency pad. Just in case.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Starting morning routine shortly.
Jesus' words in Revelation about being poor, pitiful blind and naked is relatively true. Some more than others.
Trying to stay on qabalistic magic and low Magic while working neophyte material.
Blue Letter Bible. Bible Gateway and new material from Christian Science as well as Jehovah Witnesses. So plenty of bible study today.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Facing West, Did Lord of the Universe adoration with neophyte signs, then neophyte signs.
N. Gave neophyte signs with LRVH Mid.
E. With Theoricus signs, did LRVH Morn.
Did Lord of the Universe with Neophyte signs.

Did Qaballistic Cross
Did Invoking active Spirit LRP
S Neophyte signs
W neophyte signs and did Middle Pillar
N neophyte signs
E Qaballistic Cross

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Reading time.
Bumping Christopher up since he's been ignored as of late.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Chapters one through four. Check.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Where having studied astrology books would be helpful, transits and qualities of plenty and houses in signs, and finally aspects.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Also planetary Invoking and Banishing via hexagrams.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

I believe my ten months of Qabalah meditation was supposed to be Hod this month, or Hod of Malkuth anyway.
Emotions have certainly been up there.
Emphasis on communication. Check.
Darkness among light. Check.
Emphasis on ritual magic vs natural magic. Check.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Christopher, Bible Study, Astrology, Geomancy, Visualization and Meditation today.
Build a novena ritual for a road opener using a birthday candle.
Work on astrological attributes for black-white mirror/vice to virtue exercise.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Work on understanding full Opening by Watchtower and full Bornless Ritual.
Understand those rituals that can be used by non adepts.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Maybe take a remedial English class in the meantime.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

My man kicked me down with a good deal on shake. Definitely kind.
Back to study and meditation.