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W Liber Resh Vel Helios Evening adoration with Practicus grade sign.
W Fourfold Breath, foot to groin.
W Adoration to the Lord of the Universe.
W Middle Pillar Ritual.
N Ascent Into Cube of Space.
E Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Hexagram.
S Invoking the Four Powers of Earth.
W Zelator Meditation.
N Body in Assiah, Malkuth to Tiphareth.
E Qabalistic Cross Ritual.
E Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram.
E Qabalistic Cross Ritual.
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Never tell people your religious beliefs other than the general population of where you live.
Trust me on this.
So I'm a Christian with Celtic ancestry and pagan leanings.
So what.
Principles are the guiding light, not how you accomplish it.
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Same goal as before, a candle ritual.
Sol is scheduled for 10pm by general default, but doesn't seem to be the case .. let's get this sorted out...
On the page I use to see current transits has a link to a planetary hours chart. On the left is the traditional or default time, the middle the planetary glyph, the right an adjusted time for your time zone.
So might be Sol, might not.
So what to do ... Use the Sol table and Michaels seal. Use a gold or yellow candle. Use frankincense. Invoke Sol.
Then do the working.
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Due to a very long phone call with a friend, a very thought proving and entertaining conversation..plans for delayed. Will check planetary hours and adjust as needed and possible (ie I have little colored construction paper, and only have tables and seals for Sol,.Mercury and Jupiter).
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1:30pm Monday
Ahh ... Starbucks strength homemade Dunkin Donuts Caramel coffee.
Time to hit the books and design todays rituals.
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Noon - Did solar Adorations and LBRP.
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Too much noise and attention from neighbors to do Zelator Formula. Will do later.
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The 80s Satanic Panic charade is still ongoing. Now we just need new hair metal bands to spring up.
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Tarot Contemplation Ritual (Rider Waite) -
X Wheel of Fortune.
Jupiter. 21st Path. Chokmah to Chesed.
Cause and effect. Chance.

Tarot Card of the Day (Thoth) -
I The Magus.
Mercury. 12th Path. Kether to Binah.
Occult skill and wisdom. Principle of correlation. Focused concentration.
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Too many distractions to do my work atm. So, resigning myself to study instead.
I may be a night owl and do all my work on the graveyard shift. That way neighbors have weird dreams but dor know shit. Either that or get insomnia by hearing me do the MPR and other rituals.
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W Adoration to the Lord of the Universe.
W Liber Resh Vel Helios Evening adoration with Practicus grade sign.
N Neophyte signs.
E Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram.
E Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Hexagram.
N Invoking the Four Powers of Earth.
Skipped a few steps, but core done. Had too much energy so did not do MPR or Body in Assiah.
 
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Yellow or Gold candles -- yes on gold
Luna day, silver candles -- yes on silver
Sol square and Michaels seal -- yes
Cinnamon oil -- yes
Jasmine and Frankincense -- yes

It's a go, I guess in thirty minutes I setup the altar.
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Instead of banishing,.I've been invoking Saturn this entire time.
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Tarot Contemplation Ritual
(From Kraig's Modern Magick, chapter one) - Rider-Waite: (Shaddai El Chai)
XX Judgement. Elemental Fire. 31st Path. Shin, tooth, 300. Revelation/Prophecy. New life.

Tarot Card of the Day - Thoth: (Adonai Ha Aretz)
XXI. Universe. Saturn/Elemental Earth. 32nd Path. Tav, Cross or mark, 400. Cosmic Consciousness.
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Candle ritual did not occur, sleep was apparently more pressing.
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N Liber Resh Vel Helios Midnight adoration with Zelator grade sign.
E Liber Resh Vel Helios Morning adoration with Theoricus grade sign.
E Adoration to the Lord of the Universe.
E Qabalistic Cross Ritual
E Lesser Ritual of the Pentagram, Earth banishing.
E Qabalistic Cross Ritual
E Lesser Ritual of the Hexagram, Saturn banishing.
S Invoking the Four Powers of Earth.
W Middle Pillar Ritual.
N Neophyte Signs.
E Adoration to the Lord of the Universe.
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I find my hand with outstretched finger during the Lesser Ritual of the Hexagram to shake quite a bit, often like the Middle Pillar does with my legs. I guess practice more.
 
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Did full circle of Liber Resh Vel Helios adorations, and additional Liber Resh Vel Helios Evening adoration with Practicus grade sign. All grade signs given per quarter.

Did Ascent into the Cube of Space. Relaxing.

Halfway IOB-LBRP to quiet nosy neighbors.
Working.


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Did not do full Zelator Formula per neighbors being distracting. I've come to be more of a night owl due to the nosiness. While they sleep, I practice.
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Also did Adoration to the Lord of the Universe in both the West (starting point) for LRVH adorations then LotU Adoration.
Finishing in the East, gave Adoration to the Lord of the Universe.


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I think it's pathetic that a Wicca coven would attack someone and bar them access due to mental health.
Now, I have issues. Serious issues at times.
But to conduct a literal witch-hunt against a former coven member makes me wonder why that coven exists in the first place.
When I was in my 20s, I explored various things including Wicca. I felt ostracized, because most witches seemed to be man haters. So, I stuck to the Solitary path ally life (not in Wicca or anything in particular for that matter). My point is, Wicca covens, Masons, etc is supposed to be about brotherly or sisterly love. It should simply be about loving each other for who you are.
Just had to vent.


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Ate dinner, smoked. I guess instead of practice I could study. Or I can do my candle ritual that I was supposed to do every day. Better late than never I suppose.


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Sleep won out.


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Tarot Contemplation Ritual (RW):
XXI The World
Saturn/Earth. Rebirth into the Cosmic Consciousness. 32nd Path of the Sepher Yetzirah.

Tarot Card of the Day (Thoth):
IX The Hermit
Seeker of and guided by divine light. Law of response. 20th Path of the Sepher Yetzirah.
Virgo.


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Today is Wednesday, Mercury day. Perfect day to perform bibliomancy. And a ritual to aid study of complex subjects with the help of a saint and God and ancestors.


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N Liber Resh Vel Helios Midnight adoration with Zelator grade sign.
E Liber Resh Vel Helios Morning adoration with Theoricus grade sign.
E Adoration to the Lord of the Universe
Scalp timgles
E Qaballistic Cross Ritual
E Lesser Ritual of the Pentagram, Earth banishing. (YHVH, ADNI, EHYH, AGLA).
E Qabalistic Cross Ritual.
Good visualization.
E Lesser Ritual of the Hexagram, Saturn banishing (ARARITA, YHVH ELOHIM).
Hands shaking by now.
S Liber Resh Vel Helios Noon adoration with Philosophus grade sign.
S Invoking the Four Powers of Earth (Adonai Ha Aretz, Adonai).
Legs shaking by now.
W Adoration to the Lord of the Universe.
Scalp tingles.
N Neophyte signs.
E Adoration to the Lord of the Universe.
Scalp tingles.


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Will do bedroom ceremony rather than living room where I've been practicing.
Just me, candle and incense ritual with complete Zelator Formula. Bibliomancy ritual.


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Mercury hour ends in three minutes.
Next Mercury hour at 10:42pm.

PROMOTE CHANCE FOR SUCCESS IN THE ARTS:
Silver Candle. (Left on altar)
Seven Archangels incense. (Center of altar)
Orange candle. (Right on Altar)
Seal/Table of Mercury.
Sigil or seal of Raphael.
Cinnamon oil for candles.
Bible open to Psalms 87
Affirmation: My aim is high, so I must learn more, work harder, and keep faith.

Secure Magickal refuge (Purify, create sacred space and circle. Even a sea salt circle). Setup altar and place Mercury table or seal upon the altar, place candles atop table. Conveniently but safely prop up Archangel seal.

Have plate of bread and salt and water or wine cup nearby.

Dress candles with oil.
If tealight, clockwise dress with two drops oil. If chime, birthday or taper, top to bottom, left to right (clockwise). Think of or say the affirmation for at least thirty seconds dressing the candles.

Say the Lords prayer and hail the ancestors.

Turn off lights, light candles, Orange first. Say:
Candle, candle, burning bright;
Bless this wish with your light.
Let the good come in, as the bad goes out,
Let the day he bright and the night be stilled.
Let the mind be clear, let the heart be stout,
Let the soul be free, and the the eye with beauty filled.

Light the incense and say:
As the fragrance rises ever loftier,
As the light glows ever lovelier,
Banish the forces which hinder my way,
Light the path to victory this day.

Recite Psalms 87.
Recite the affirmation.

Let the incense and candles burn completely as you visualize success in your studies.
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And back to reading Kuriakos' "A Complete Course in Magick".

In chapter one, there are three fundamental points:
What Magick is
Start energy work
Meditate daily
Create a focused mind

Chapter two... Trance.
Brainwave states
How to choose the best brainwave state
How to achieve basic Trance
How to create and "anchor", or "trigger trance".

Chapter three ... How to Open up your Chakras
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Took a short break on Kuriakos for a few minutes. An old notebook has notes on chakras, particularly mantra for each chakra to open or close.

Looking for an Invocation to Mercury, found myself thumbing through old notebooks.

Still intend to consecrate the book, probably next week, would like ile to do one ritual a night. This one is higher priority for mundane results.
 
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Wasted time playing YouTube instead of trying to open chakras. About to meditate on the chakras without mantrum now.

Did:
S Liber Resh Vel Helios Noon adoration with Philosophus grade sign.
W Liber Resh Vel Helios Evening adoration with Practicus grade sign.
W Adoration to the Lord of the Universe.
N Body In Assiah (up to Mercury and back).
Legs starting to shake now.
E Lesser Ritual of the Pentagram, Earth banishing. With Qaballistic Cross Ritual before and after).
E Lesser Ritual of the Hexagram, Saturn banishing.
Hand and finger shaking
S Invoking the Four Powers of Earth.
W Middle Pillar Ritual.
N Ascent into the Cube of Space
Legs shaking incredibly now.
E Neophyte signs.
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Tarot Contemplation Ritual
(All 22 keys, RW, Adonai Ha Aretz):
VI The Lovers.
Gemini. Discernment. Paradise. Communication with the divine or an angel.

Tarot Card of the Day
(Thoth, Tetragrammaton):
XIV Art.
Sagittarius. Balance and moderation, mixing.
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Fell asleep thirty minutes before my Mercury ritual. Need to either tell my neighbors to fuck off with their judgemental pharisee nature, or get an exact, healthy schedule that enables me to accomplish successfully.
I'm currently out of control of myself.
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I just realized I was cursed long long ago.
My main passion is anthropology instead of computer science. I suck at computer science.
In particular, anthropology of Magick.

One day as a teenager, I was out dining with my family, and some old man I didn't know asked me about my future education plans.

When I said anthropology of religion, he said "Just don't practice it", or something along those lines.

Years later I felt an unusual avoidance of pursuing anthropology, although I did better in that instead of psychology or computer science.

Don't curse people whove done nothing to you.
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Not kept awake long enough last night to do the Mercury candle ritual so since it's within a 24 hour mark and is done in a Mercury hour, it should be fairly effective.

I realized id missed a days dose, caught up now but not right in the head enough to go to the store.

So not doing the Zelator Formula until tonight.
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If I seem lazy to some, I'm planning my future and planting seed for it to become reality.

If it doesn't happen, well, when I'm dead I will appreciate a full explanation as to why.
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Okay ... Meditation time.

Root Chakra - Red clockwise spinning
Sacral Chakra - Orange clockwise spinning
Solar Plexus Chakra - Yellow clockwise spin
Heart Chakra - Green clockwise spinning

With this once chakras are opened, with proper breathwork, posture and energy work, some salutary results May follow.
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Meditated for three minutes.
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Tried to do color meditation, the first effort was feeling the sacral area, then applying color to it, then spinning it.
Did not get past red.
I may be looking at sixteen minutes to reach all four chakras.
I guess next step is inducing light trance.
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Calvin Coolidge - “Nothing in the world can take the place of persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts."
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"To advance—that means Work. Patient, exhausting, thankless, often bewildering Work. Dear sister, if you would but Work! Work blindly, foolishly, misguidedly, it doesn’t matter in the end: Work in itself has absolute virtue."

Aleister Crowley, Chapter XLV: “Unserious” Conduct of a Pupil from Magick Without Tears (via gnothyself)
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Alright.
Written projects...
Study knowledge lecture detail and flesh it out.
Work on Compendium of God and Goddesses.
Work on outlines of rituals.
Work on self initiation ritual.
Work on Book of Trees.
Work on writing Hebrew in Sephardic script.

Reading...
Read required reading.

The work...
Do the Zelator Formula.
Do the Mercury candle and psalm ritual.
Do the Neophyte Formula.
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NEVILLE SAID:

Man fails to do the works of Jesus Christ because he attempts to accomplish them from his present level of consciousness.
You will never transcend your present accomplishments through sacrifice and struggle. Your present level of consciousness will only be transcended as you drop the present state and rise to a higher level. You rise to a higher level of consciousness by taking your attention away from your present limitations and placing it upon that which you desire to be. Do not attempt this in day-dreaming or wishful thinking but in a positive manner. Claim yourself to be the thing desired. I AM that; no sacrifice, no diet, no human tricks. All that is asked of you is to accept your desire. If you dare claim it, you will express it.”
Neville Goddard: Your Faith is Your Fortune
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Missed 11:03 Mercury hour, so 7:55pm Mercury hour it is.
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Rosary meditation:

First bead Sign of the Cross
Second through Fourth beads - Jn 1:1
Fifth bead - Lords Prayer,

Vibrate
Adonai Ha Aretz, Shaddai El Chai, Elohim Tzabaoth, Adonai Ha Aretz.

Decade beads - Speak Affirmation
Week beads - Vibration of godnames

Affirmation - My aim is high, so I must learn more, work harder and keep faith.
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I'd like get or make seven hooded Tau robes.
I like the stitching they do.
If I ever get resources to start...
Silver/Grey, Crimson/Scarlet, Orange/Purple, Royal Blue/Purple, Emerald/Forest Green, Brown/Black, Yellow/Canary.
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Three hours left before Mercury hour is here.
So let's see what we can crank out in three hours time. Let's start with KL1.
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Shopping list ...

Colored chime candles from Sleeping Tiger Symposium.
Candle holders - seven of them.

Stick Incense of various types from Conjure Goddess.
Incense holder from Sleeping Tiger Symposium.

Garden Lantern from Walgreen/CVS, Dollar General or Michaels.
Primary colors plus black and white acrylic paint from Michaels
Acrylic Paint Boards - Five for Enochian tablets.

Paint tarp from Home Depot.
Tau Robes of seven colors - Joann Fabrics?

Earth Pentacle
Hockey Puck
Molding clay
Beaded gemstones - amber&citrine, emerald&periodite, black tourmaline& shungite, hematite&red Jasper.
Two copper plates
Pewter or aluminum shavings
Iron shavings
Solder and soldering kit
Dremel wood etching kit
Sandpaper
Wood circular tray with lid
Wood putty

Wand and staff from Evenstar Chalice

Goblet and Dagger/Sword from Sleeping Tiger Symposium.

Four flat barstools.
Flat table, three feet high.
Card table and chairs (folding).
Two PVC Pipes 5' high.

Crystals/Herbs/Oils from Rock World and Peoples Food Coop.
 
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It did not occur. Same scenario occurred.
Perhaps less emphasis on timing.
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Shopping list ...

Colored chime candles from Sleeping Tiger Symposium.
Candle holders - seven of them.

Stick Incense of various types from Conjure Goddess.
Incense holder from Sleeping Tiger Symposium.

Garden Lantern from Walgreen/CVS, Dollar General or Michaels.
Primary colors plus black and white acrylic paint from Michaels
Acrylic Paint Boards - Five for Enochian tablets.

Paint tarp from Home Depot.
Tau Robes of seven colors - Joann Fabrics?

Earth Pentacle
Hockey Puck
Molding clay
Beaded gemstones - amber&citrine, emerald&periodite, black tourmaline& shungite, hematite&red Jasper.
Two copper plates
Pewter or aluminum shavings
Iron shavings
Solder and soldering kit
Dremel wood etching kit
Sandpaper
Wood circular tray with lid
Wood putty

Wand and staff from Evenstar Chalice

Goblet and Dagger/Sword from Sleeping Tiger Symposium.

Four flat barstools.
Flat table, three feet high.
Card table and chairs (folding).
Two PVC Pipes 5' high.

Crystals/Herbs/Oils from Rock World and Peoples Food Coop.
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Last night's Mercury ritual did not occur. Neither did Neophyte Formula or Zelator Formula. Same scenario occurred. Fell asleep waiting and missed the hour. Perhaps less emphasis on timing.
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Last night's Mercury ritual did not occur. Neither did Neophyte Formula or Zelator Formula. Same scenario occurred. Fell asleep waiting and missed the hour. Perhaps less emphasis on timing.
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Granted, I can see the philosophy of merging with the Goetia and the Shem angel so to be on equal footing with God, however I see two flawed arguments with it.
God most likely won't take kindly to it,
How is the heart and mind won of a demon or angel?
Keep in mind it's not 144, it's 144 and their legions. That's a lot of relationships to try to pursue in a lifetime.
I think the best outcome or scenario is to simply be a decent human being who treats other human beings decently.
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Well, guess since it's about that time, better get up off my butt and get started.
W Liber Resh Vel Helios Evening adoration with Practicus grade sign.
N Liber Resh Vel Helios Midnight adoration with Zelator grade sign.
E Liber Resh Vel Helios Morning adoration with Theoricus grade sign.
E Adoration to the Lord of the Universe.
E Lesser Ritual of the Pentagram, Earth banishing.
E Qabalistic Cross Ritual.
Did not do full routine yet.
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Being a former Satanist and former Luciferian, I understand the philosophies of it with all the scariness of everyone removed.
Someone has said there are RHP Satanists, there is no such thing.
You can be a grey magician, but it's generally RHP or LHP.
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Tarot Contemplation Ritual + Rider Waite
(Kraig, Modern Magick, Lesson 1)
XIV Temperance. Sagittarius. Yesod to Tiphareth. 25th Path of the Sepher Yetzirah.
Necessity, measure, a Middle way, the balance of all things, Forward momentum, life and vitality, careful success, protection.

Tarot Card of the Day + Thoth
XI Lust. Leo. 19th path of the Sepher Yetzirah. Geburah to Chesed. Eventually each of us will come to a level of consciousness so profoundly high that the only higher level of consciousness is the universe itself. Our dissolution into the infinite is the ultimate sacrifice, the ultimate marriage.
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Add Compendium of Gods and Goddesses, Alchemy, Qabalah, Hebrew, to study today.
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The Prayer of the Earth Spirits
O invisible king, who, taking the Earth for foundation, didst hollow its depths to fill them with thy Almighty power. Thou whose name shaketh the arches of the world, thou who causes the seven metals to flow in the veins of the rocks, King of the Seven lights, rewarder of the subterranean workers, lead us into the desirable error and into the realm of splendor. We watch and we labor unceasingly, we seek and we hope, by the twelve Stones of the Holy city, by the buried talismans, by the axis of the lodestone which passes through the center of the Earth - - O Lord, O Lord, O Lord! Have pity upon those who suffer. Expand our hearts, unbind and upraise our minds, and enlarge our natures.
O stability in motion! O Darkness veiled in brilliance! O Day clothed in night! O master who never does withhold the wages that worksman! O silver whiteness -- o golden splendor! O crown of living harmonious diamond! That who wears the heavens on thy finger like a ring of sapphire! Thou who hidest beneath the Earth in the Kingdom of gems, The marvelous seed of the stars! Live, reign, and be thou the eternal dispenser of the treasures were of thou has made us the wardens.
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Question to those who know, I think it is Amdromalous who punishes thieves, who is the Shem that does the same?
future knowledge need.
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Red and white ... Passion and purity.
The central colors of Key XIV, and key XX (Bottom of Deck). Drawn under Shaddai El Chai. Both have an archangel, Michael or Gabriel.
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Listening to Rudolf Steiner and reading Understanding Planets in Ancient Mesopotamia.
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No work done today, sleep won.
 
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Slept for quite some time with no rituals done. Morning motivation

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I think around noon once out of induced hypnotism of a motivational video, will go out to the store for grocery shopping.
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As usual, think I will make my thrice weekly trip to Dollar General for food.

Granted my life is not fabulous, but it's comfy.

And exciting. Moving every so often, new places.

I've learned that I cant take things with me, and likely some things get taken from me in life.

In short, thats life, it is what it is.

But God/Goddess and family are with me, which is the most treasures thing to me.
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This time I did not get shaky legs or shaking hands really, as long as I remember to breathe at the southern quarter.

E Adoration to the Lord of the Universe.
E Qabalistic Cross Ritual
E Lesser Ritual of the Pentagram, Earth banishing.
E Qabalistic Cross Ritual.
Good visualization on these.
E Liber Resh Vel Helios Morning adoration with Theoricus grade sign.
E Lesser Ritual of the Hexagram, Saturn banishing.
S Liber Resh Vel Helios Noon adoration with Philosophus grade sign.
S Invoking the Four Powers of Earth
W Middle Pillar Ritual.
N Body in Assiah.
E Adoration to the Lord of the Universe.
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Did sweat profusely with MPR.
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If I become wealthy, I will get seven colored robes from Ecclesiastical Stitching. Likely I will find a brown or black robe at a Halloween store. I could get fitted and go to Joann Fabrics and get seven hooded robes going.

The lantern. Need a garden lantern with a ring atop, red acrylic paint, and several small pillar candles.

The Earth Pentacle.
Four razor blades or two interlocking steel strips.
Moulding clay and a hockey puck, or a hollowed disk of wood with a lid.
Acrylic paint in six primary colors, BW included.
Beaded gemstones of amber and citrine, emerald and periodite, red Jasper and hematite, and black tourmaline and shungite.
Iron filings, strips of pewter, solder and tin.
Two copper plates.
Solder and soldering kit.
Wood putty.
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Well ... I made mistakes in my life, tried to make up for them.

So, I am what and who i am.

I'm not all powerful. I don't have gods and goddesses at my beck and call.

I didn't make a deal with the devil to amass all power and have them obey every word.

Anyway.

I do what I do at my grade, and despite being slow on arts and crafts and research writing, I do pretty good for my grade.

I do need to get things done, granted. But time and money don't seem to be my friends either. Just me and my shadow.
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Did Body in Assiah up to Sol on rosary.
Fifth bead - 4x Adonai ha Aretz
Decade beads - Le Olam Yesodoth
Week bead - 1x Adonai ha Aretz, 4x Shaddai El Chai
Decade beads - Levanah
Week bead - 1x Shaddai El Chai, 4x Elohim Tzabaoth
Decade beads - Kokab
Week bead - 1x Elohim Tzabaoth, 4x YHVH Tzabaoth
Decade beads - Nogah
Week bead - 1x YHVH Tzabaoth, 4x YHVH Eloah ve Daath
Decade beads - Shemesh
And returned downward.
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W Adoration to the Lord of the Universe.
W Liber Resh Vel Helios Evening adoration with Practicus grade sign.
N Ascent into Cube of Space.
E Lesser Ritual of the Hexagram, Saturn banishing.
S Invoking the Four Powers of Earth.
W Middle Pillar Ritual.
N Body in Assiah.
E Lesser Ritual of the Pentagram, Earth banishing.
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Tarot reading for the day. RW. Split Hexagram Spread.
Greater Spiritual Influence: V The Hierophant. Taurus. Sound/hearing.
Lesser Spiritual Influence - I The Magician. Mercury. Focused Concentration.
Spiritual Advice: XIII Death. Scorpio. Change/transformation.
Unconscious Desires - 0 The Fool. Air. No-Thing.
Conscious Desires - Xi Justice. Libra. Action-Work.
Personal Advice - IX The Hermit. Virgo. Law of Response.
Final Outcome - VIII Strength. Leo. Law of Suggestion.
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Moving candle ritual to tomorrow. Had a long call with a friend.
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Sleep: slept five hours
Dreams: a wild goose chase, two others cannot recall now
 
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Sunday 6-25-2023. Sol. Gold or yellow, frankincense.
Still reading Legends of Babylon and Egypt.
Yahweh and Gods and Goddesses of Canaan is next.
Have not done morning routine yet, but let's start with daily cards.

Tarot Contemplation Ritual:
RW, drawn under Shaddai El Chai
I The Magician. Mercury. Law of correlation, as above, so below, as below, so above, that within is without, that without is within. Focused Concentration. Self consciousness. Comfortability with skills and knowledge with purity driven by passion. 12th Path of the Sepher Yetzirah, the Transparent Intelligence. Beth, house, 2. Kether to Binah. Yellow, musical key E.

Tarot Card of the Day:
Thoth deck. Drawn under Elohim Tzabaoth.
XX The Aeon (Judgement). Elemental Fire.
Shin, fang or tooth, 300. Malkuth to Hod.
Pluto. Red/C. Perpetual Intelligence. Realization or Prophecy. 31st Path of the Sepher Yetzirah. The aeon of Horus.

Phone issues today. Responses and postings will be slowed considerably.

E Adoration to the Lord of the Universe.
E Liber Resh Vel Helios Morning adoration with Theoricus grade sign.
E Qaballistic Cross Ritual.
E Lesser Ritual of the Pentagram, Earth banishing.
E Qaballistic Cross Ritual.
E Lesser Ritual of the Hexagram, Saturn banishing.
S Liber Resh Vel Helios Noon adoration with Philosophus grade sign.
S Invoking the Four Powers of Earth.
W Adoration to the Lord of the Universe.
W Liber Resh Vel Helios Evening adoration with Practicus grade sign.
W Middle Pillar Ritual.
N Zelator Meditation.
N Ascent into the Cube of Space.
N Body in Assiah from Malkuth up to Tiphareth and back to Malkuth.
N Liber Resh Vel Helios Midnight adoration with Zelator grade sign.
E Adoration to the Lord of the Universe.

I have decided, that whether or not I have a home or housing, I will have a garden wherever I am.
The garden will be of that type, that you see on certain people's lawns that have waterfalls, fairies, Garden gnomes, birds and all sorts of things.
And I'll just have some sort of container to pack everything in, and just set it up on some person's lawn all of a sudden.

Good visualization on LBRP.
Hands got shaky during LRH.
Knees got shaky during MPR and BiA.

Fifth bead - 4x ELOHIM.
Decade beads - Yah
Week beads - 4x ELOHIM
Decade beads - YHVH Elohim
Week beads - 4x ELOHIM
Decade beads - YHVH Eloah be Daath
Week beads - 4x ELOHIM
Decade beads - YHVH Tzabaoth
Week beads - 4x ELOHIM
Decade beads - Elohim Tzabaoth
Fifth bead - 4x ELOHIM

A rosary, or a 54 or 108 beaded necklace, can be a marvelous tool - along with intent and voice.

"The mighty shall become meek, and delight in peace." That with psalms 110, was done in Mercury hour.
Orange burnt sideways melting quickly, bright light, no oil dressing, just prayed over before lighting. Purple burnt straight and slow burning soot off the wick.

"The mighty shall become meek, and delight in peace."
A world peace meditation during the ritual.

Is it black magic still, coming from a place of love and concern for someone?
I'm strongly tempted to do a ritual for someone far away that needs to reclaim the original self.
Bad bad habits.

Every religion wants to bind it's followers to them. I like to look for the commonalities between them and adopt them to my belief.
I have a wide range of beliefs, expert at none.
But, I have tolerance for all religions within boundaries and social norms.

Personally, I think the BillionSub should've deep dived in Lake Superior. Not sure how quick steel rots away under freshwater, but there was 26 tons on the Edmund Fitzgerald.

I have set out what I wanted to do, and succeeded.
Small victories on it each day, but increases over time.
A candle ritual per day was done nicely. Wanted to let the candles simmer a bit more, but, nice.
I've done the Zelator Formula and the TCR daily with increasing success.
Goals for the day accomplished. Shalom.

The sky gods and goddesses are stomping and yelling and weeping. No light show tho.

In my neck of the woods, Mercury hour begins at 00:10, followed by Luna hour.
Back to the affirmation and Psalms 110 with prayers to Saints following the Lords Prayer.
The quest for world peace.

On the Tree of Life are seven planes.
A horizontal plane going directly through Malkuth is the Physical plane.
A horizontal plane going directly through Yesod is the Astral plane.
A horizontal plane going directly through Hod and Netzach is the Lower Mental plane.
A horizontal plane going directly through Tiphareth is the Egoic plane.
A horizontal plane going directly through Geburah and Gedulah (Chesed), is the Higher Mental plane.
A horizontal plane going directly through Binah and Chokmah is the Causal plane.
A horizontal plane going directly above Kether through Ain is the Spiritual plane.

Hope this helps.

Mt. 7:1 Judge not lest ye be judged.

I guess I need to spend time in the five gospels, as there is a part where a group is exorcising demons but are not of the disciples or apostles. Jesus essentially says if they're not against us, they're for us.

This means a whole new world of interpretation.

Or...we can back up to the part of the three Magi.

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Comparing timelines of dated historical periods between Magic of the Celtic Otherworld and Understanding Planets in Ancient Mesopotamia, we see that the Celts existed and were traveling out of the near east and Asia minor (Baltics) during significant periods in Mesopotamia. Most notably during the Akkadian Period (Baltic and European move to Ireland), Neo Sumerian, and old and middle Babylonian periods. We can see for example dating of Halstatt artifacts in Ireland. We can see prior to the Sumerian period that there was a civilized hunter gatherer society in Ireland in 6550 BC, from pollen dna and other artifacts. Sumerian period began in 3500 BC.
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Monday 2-26-2023. Luna. Silver. Jasmine.
Sleep: slept four hours. May sleep a bit more.
Dreams: I did not choose to recall or remember.
Weather: hot, humid, rainy.
Moon phase:
Current Transits:
Stress: medium
Anxiety: medium
Mood: fair
Physical Notes:

Rituals, meditations, tarot and Mental Notes:
Tarot Contemplation Ritual: XI Justice
Tarot Card of the day: XIX The Sun
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Caught up on sleep, however missed morning routine due to sleep. No dreams recalled.
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At my folks place for a couple days. Affirming I'm not going to be doing magic while here.
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At my folks place for a couple days. Affirming I'm not going to be doing magic while here.
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I've noticed a few things when doing the Zelator Formula.
The Zelator Formula is:
1 Fourfold breathing from feet to root chakra.
2 Visualization - Ascent into the Cube of Space
3 Qaballistic Cross Ritual, Lesser Ritual of the Pentagram, Earth banishing, Qaballistic Cross Ritual
4 Ritual of the Hexagram, Saturn banishing
5 Invoking the Four Powers of Earth
6 Middle Pillar Ritual
7 Body in Assiah
8 Zelator Meditation
9 Tarot Card of the day
10 Lesser Ritual of the Pentagram, Earth banishing

What I've noticed -
1. Shaky hands as a side result of medication gets hard to complete the LRH, so much that I have to take a deep breath at the South and do the adoration to Hathor.
2. Shaky legs by time of the Middle Pillar, heating up and sweating by time it's done.
3. By the time I'm at the North to do Body in Assiah, I have to seat myself facing North due to shaky legs.
4. They minimize over time.
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A peace meditation rosary.
First bead - Sign of the Cross
Second through Fourth beads - Hail Mary
Fifth bead - Lords prayer, 4x Adonai Ha Aretz
Decade beads - the mighty shall become meek, and delight in peace.
Week bead - 1x Adonai ha Aretz, 4x Shaddai El Chai
Decade beads - same mantra
Week beads - 1x Shaddai El Chai,. 4x Elohim Tzabaoth
Decade beads - same mantra
Week beads - 1x Elohim Tzabaoth, 4x YHVH Tzabaoth
Decade beads - same mantra
Week beads - 1x YHVH Tzabaoth, 4x YHVH Eloah ve Daath
Decade beads the mighty shall become meek, and delight in peace.
Five beads in reverse.
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Will have to plan candle rituals better to prove a scientific change.
Perhaps world peace or at least Putin put meek is a bit of a hard objective.
So will aim for people I know às recipients of the ritual. Might as well burn through the black and red candles first.

Went shopping with my Dad and realized my stress and anxiety raised during the trip. Need to meditate more I guess.
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Going to meditate and do a rosary exercise again.
 
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Sleep: Awoke from sleep to use the bathroom.
Dreams: Dreamt I was in a bar brawl in a PF Chang's and made out with a waitress.
Going back to bed as it's 1:45 a.m.
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And awake. Been chatting with folks about dating through Facebook, and the scams therein. Been playing couples counselor for the morning.
Will try morning meditation.
Going back home with kitty supplies, fresh laundry, and medications.
Going to Ann Arbor to pick up meds and to a friend's house to pickup Christopher's Book from the magic temple.
Then back home and once home will do the Work.
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Will also pick back up on the candle work tonight with renewed information.

What gets me about the candle ritual is that it's more work, because it's much like witchcraft mixed with ceremonial magic, it might then be wrapped into the middle of the Zelator Formula, to raise enough energy, then the prayer made to the Earth spirits, along with a planetary invocation.
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But the movements done within the candle ritual are done with random ideas of gestures during it, even though I work in light trance at times with them.
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Tarot contemplation ritual:
RW drawn under ADONAI ELOHIM
IV The Emperor. Aries. Sight, order.
15th Path. Constituting Intelligence.
Tiphareth to Chokmah.

Tarot Card of the Day:
Thoth. Drawn under ADONAI ELOHIM.
XXI Universe. Saturn/Earth. Cosmic Consciousness. Only path open to the Neophyte or Zelator. 32nd Path. Administrative Intelligence. Malkuth to Yesod.
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Found it difficult to visualize, I guess that is what I personally work on.
Evening work (not full Zelator Formula, anxietb is too high right now)
W Adoration to the Lord of the Universe.
W Liber Resh Vel Helios Evening adoration with Practicus grade sign.
N Liber Resh Vel Helios Midnight adoration with Zelator grade sign.
E Adoration to the Lord of the Universe.
E Liber Resh Vel Helios Morning adoration with Theoricus grade sign.
E Sacred Chamber Ritual.
E Qabballistic Cross Ritual.
E Lesser Ritual of the Pentagram, Earth banishing.
E Qabballistic Cross Ritual.
S Liber Resh Vel Helios Noon adoration with Philosophus grade sign.
W Adoration to the Lord of the Universe.
W Liber Resh Vel Helios Evening adoration with Practicus grade sign.
N Neophyte signs.
E Sacred Chamber Ritual.
E Lesser Ritual of the Hexagram, Saturn banishing.
E Lesser Ritual of the Pentagram, Earth invoking.
E Adoration to the Lord of the Universe.

Did not do energy work or transcendence such as the Middle Pillar Ritual or Body in Assiah Ritual. Too much energy to handle safely.

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Tarot reading: Split Hexagram Spread (Modern Magick, chapter or lesson one), Rider Waite deck, drawn under the divine name Adonai Elohim (Lord of the gods).
Venus --> Mercury hour.
"What is preventing me from successfully doing the LRP?"
Noticed strong Saturn influence but did not appear.

Greater Spiritual Influence:
XX Judgement. Elemental Fire. Prophecy, realization. 31st Path. Shin, tooth, fang, 300.
Lesser Spiritual Influence:
V The Hierophant. Taurus. Kerubic Earth. Hearing, sound. 16th Path. Vav, nail, that wich fastens together, 6.
Spiritual Advice: XVII The Star. Aquarius (ruled by Saturn). Kerubic Air. Meditation, visions, link to nature. 28th Path. Tzaddi, fishhook, 90.
(Total gematria of upper triangle 396)
Final Outcome: X Fortune. Jupiter. 21st Path. Cause and Effect, causal and causal, karma. Kaph, fist, 20.
(Total Gematria of spread: 462)
Unconscious Desires: XI Justice. Libra. Cardinal Air.. Ruled by Venus like Taurus, but Saturn exalted. 22nd Path. Action-Work, court trials, balance. Lamed, Ox goad, whip, 30.
Conscious Desires: III The Empress. Venus. 14th Path. Creative power, imagination, love. Daleth, door, 4.
Practical Advice: I The Magician. Mercury. 12th Path. Focused Concentration, self consciousness, occult skill. Beth, house, 2.
(Total gematria lower triangle: 36)
Jupiter and Mercury and Venus.
Aquarius and Libra. Taurus.
Elemental Fire.
Fang/tooth, pin/nail/hook. Fist. Ox goad/whip/instruction, door, house.
Pondering. Balance and focus and love and creativity and action make magic.
Divine voice and announcement, prophecy, realization and sound and hearing are received in meditation in nature.
Not invoking (Adonai Elohim, YHVH Elohim) often, especially before.
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Thu 6-29-2023 Jupiter. Blue. Cedar.
Saturn to Jupiter hour.
Sleep, dreams: Slept for five hours. Up for one. No dreams recalled.
Stress: High
Anxiety: Medium
Mood: Good
Current Transits:

Sun
Sun
Cancer
7°25’ Can
Moon  13°33’ Sco
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First Quarter Moon (126°08’)
Mercury 5°12’.Can
Venus 19°44’ Leo
Mars 23°18’ Leo
Jupiter 9°00’ Tau
Saturn 7°05’ Pis R
Uranus 21°37’ Tau
Neptune 27°41’ Pis
Pluto 29°39’ Cap.R
Node (M) 0°42’ Tau R
Node (T) 1°51’ Tau R
Lilith (M) 19°15’ Leo
Chiron 19°42’.Ari
Moon Phase:
Weather:
Physical Notes: Keeping eyes and ears on Pandies health.
Meditations:
Chakra fruits (Active)
No thought (Passive)
Point+ Line (Active)
Rituals and Mental Notes :
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I read psalms and burn candles at times, for purposes of good for myself and others. At war with nobody that I'm aware of, not even God.
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The Prayer of Jehoshaphat:
2 Chronicles 20:5-17.

The Prayer of David:
1 Chronicles 29:10-19.

Long prayers but interesting.
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Nobody can deny that the Edomites and Moabites worshipped other Gods. And were a pain into the butt, ganging up on Israelites.
But why, if we all came from one God of Godess, one Creator or creatrix.
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One puzzle is in the Old Testament, the Prayer of Jabez.
Who is Jebez? A mystery.
His scribes are of different ethnicities.
1 Chr 2:55
And the families of the scribes which dwelt at Jabez; the Tirathites, the Shimeathites, and Suchathites. These are the Kenites that came of Health, the father of the house of Rechab.
The Prayer of Jabez
1 Chr 4:10
And Jabez called on the God of Israel, saying, Oh that thou wouldest bless me indeed, and enlarge my coast/territory, and that thine hand might be with me, and that thou wouldest keep me from evil, that it might not grieve me! And God granted him that which he requested.
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I walk the Middle Path, the road less traveled, while seeking light and eternal life.
Living by laws, virtues and principles; no matter my past, I seek to live those as a matter of being loyal to myself above all. To know myself.
I believe in a higher power, respecting carbon dating and science in general, but I cannot fathom creation occurring without a creator.
I was not that Creator. At birth, my Creator and creatrix were my parents. And then I was introduced to Christianity.
I sought iny twenties and thirties the true path as I saw contradiction after contradiction, and being a Libra+Leo+Scorpio, cannot stand for that.
I respect God, the angels fallen or loyal, for sticking to their virtues.
In short, I'm a seeker, not a threat to any.
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Interesting, pulled eight on each major key deck, and they are the controversial switch of card imagery and meaning as well as Gematria value. Just the imagery and title.
Tarot Contemplation Ritual:
Rider Waite deck
VIII Strength. Leo. Law of Suggestion. Fortitude, Lust depending on how you see the beauty and the beast. Kerubic Fire. 19th Path. Teth, serpent, 9. Kundalini.

Tarot Card of the Day:
Thoth deck
VIII Adjustment. Libra. Scales of justice, Justice, Adjustment. Cardinal Air. 22nd Path. Lamed, Ox goad, whip, instruction, 30. Balance.
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Time to do the routine, I've only been up for eight hours after all.
Though I did take a three hour second breakfast nap.
E Tarot Contemplation Ritual: VIII Strength
E Tarot Card of the Day: VIII Adjustment
E Adoration to the Lord of the Universe.
E Liber Resh Vel Helios Morning adoration with Theoricus grade sign.
E Lesser Ritual of the Hexagram, Saturn banishing.
E Lesser Ritual of the Pentagram, Earth banishing.
S Liber Resh Vel Helios Noon adoration with Philosophus grade sign.
S Invoking the Four Powers of Earth.
W Adoration to the Lord of the Universe.
W Liber Resh Vel Helios Evening adoration with Practicus grade sign.
W Middle Pillar Ritual.
N Liber Resh Vel Helios Midnight adoration with Zelator grade sign.
N Zelator Meditation
N Ascent into the Cube of Space
N Body in Assiah.
E Lesser Ritual of the Pentagram, Earth banishing.
E Adoration to the Lord of the Universe.

This completes first Zelator Formula for the day.
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Body in Assiah went to crap, could not think past Shaddai El Chai, and stumbled on Hods godnames. So backed down the tree to Malkuth.

On demonologists wanting me to worship their Gods. Why should I unless they happen to be Celtic? Why would I be interested in other gods?
 
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Tarot Card of the Day:
Thoth deck. Four knocks, four piles, drawn under Adonai Ha Aretz.
X Fortune. Jupiter. Karma, cause and effect. Kaph, palm of hand or fist, 20. 21st Path of the Sepher Yetzirah. Chesed to Netzach. The Intelligence of Conciliation.
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Tarot Contemplation Ritual:
Rider-Waite. Per Kraig's Modern Magick chapter one.
Four Knocks, drawn under Adonai Elohim.
XII Hanged Man. Reversal. Illumination. Realization. Elemental Water. Mem, water, 40.
Geburah to Hod. 23rd Path of the Sepher Yetzirah, the Stable Intelligence.
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Doing Zelator Formula at 09:50, Saturn hour. Rather than banishing will invoke.
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Today's goals-

Use last green candle to promote health and healing to all, fertility for all. Venus day and hour.

Perform morning and evening Zelator Formula.
Saturn hour if possible, otherwise Luna hour.

Read and take notes on Qabalah for a discord server lecture and potential future podcast.
Not that I'm an expert, just to give a leg up to fellow seekers in the Qabalah. During hour of Sol.

Read and understand TGD, Book Eight, Geomancy. During hour of Mercury.

Meditations - chakra fruits, Zelator meditation, Neophyte meditation, Ascent into Cube of Space, no thought meditation. No particular hour. Zelator Meditation and Ascent into the Cube of Space are part of the Zelator Formula anyway.

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I am, yet, a Christian, solely by experience of his healing and miraculous Spirits power.
I do as a result, seek peace spiritually with all, even if they are for war spiritually. So you're ending up fighting yourself.
However, I view each person's journey as their own.
Support? Yes, I will support your journey.
Convert you? Only if you wish it to be so.
Throw s rupture at you? The only scripture I share is for positivity and peace, and to show there is light in the darkness.
But, again, I am a Celt first and foremost.
I respect and obey and try to help nature.
The material world is simply not for me.
If it works for you then be blessed.
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My post on timelines and history has to do only with the Irish and other Celtic people.
I studied side by side a scholarly 28pp book on Understanding Planets in Ancient Mesopotamia and Magic of the Celtic Otherworld, a less scholarly publication yet sources are scholarly.
The Irish existed at the same time or before Sumeria or Mesopotamia, in fact they may have helped build their civilization.
The thing about the Celtic warriors though, is that they would hire out as mercenaries or ship crew, bring their families, bicker with each other and get booted out or settle down peacefully after the wars.
So it's possible Irish DNA exists in several continents.
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Sorry, but carbon dating in 6500 BC, Macchrie Moor, Isle of Aran, Scotland shows a hunter-hatherer civilization and culture, dated from pollen DNA. It wins out.
Now, I could take or leave the past.
My religion interest would.be what occurred to mass convert four existing countries to become Christian.
Now, names aside. Life, light, love, truth. That is the God/dess I agree with. Why light .. light signifies life and sustenance.
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Historical timelines don't lie.
Carbon dating of artifacts of Irish and or Celtic items have been recovered in Europe, Baltic region, and Ireland and Wales and Scotland. An intentional track with their own civilization and culture as a people. There was Norse mixing with Celts (Teutonic mixing), producing offspring of both Norse and Celt blood and DNA.
There were six prehistoric civilizations in your first bible map before Israel came to exist.
Care to explain?
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Saturn hour, in my neck of the woods in 20 minutes. Thus Zelator Formula in 20 minutes begins in invoking only mode.
Meaning no ending banishing.
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9:50 Started Zelator Formula in Saturn hour.
E Lords Prayer
E Adoration to the Lord of the Universe
E Lesser Ritual of the Pentagram, Earth Invoking. Adonai Ha Aretz, Adonai
E Lesser Ritual of the Hexagram, Saturn Invoking
E Liber Resh Vel Helios Morning adoration with Theoricus grade sign
S Liber Resh Vel Helios Noon adoration with Philosophus grade sign.
S Invoking the Four Powers of Earth.
W Middle Pillar Ritual.
N Neophyte meditation on point and line, realization of a skeleton key.
E Adoration to the Lord of the Universe.

Banishing was not done nor was Body in Assiah as memorization of godnames, archangels and choirs are requirements.
I do not yet have these memorized past Yesod.
~20 minutes. Meditation 3 minutes.
Probably should spend more time visualizing, having fourfold natural rhythmic breathing, and spending more time with energy circulation.
Shaky legs persists. Shaky hands not so much with growing intent and will.
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No work was done last night past pm Zelator Formula and the full Zelator Formula yesterday morning. Venus square and seal of Hagith constructed and mantra slung
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I have an Uncrossing/Road Opener, a nice Return to Sender, and a Mars ritual ready for my neighbors. They want to gossip and shout that I'm a demon worshipper, don't puch your luck. Did y'all just step off the SS Mayflower or the river boat?
 
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I did not candle work last night or today.
Did not work today period. On FB have many friends including some satanists.
The satanists are very pushy at times.
But aren't most people. I do however belong to a coven group on there, as well as Martinism groups. Suppose I should exit one.
Needless to say there is some subterranean Troll, trolling the satanic groups. Similar to one of our beloved trolls.
So no details on FB just yet.
Will do a peace rosary tonight.
Did a Mercury peace ritual and a Venus healing and prosperity ritual for all.
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Yesterday was largely slept through.
So, no work was done aside from TCR and Tarot Card of the Day.

TCR: 0 The Fool. Elemental Air. Kether to Chokmah. 11th Path. Aleph, Ox, 1. The Spirit of Aethyr. The Scintillating Intelligence.

Tarot Card of the Day:
XII The Hanged Man. Elemental Water. Geburah to Hod. 23rd Path. Mem, water, 40. Spirit of the Mighty Waters. The Stable Intelligence.
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Today's Tarot Contemplation Ritual drawn under Shaddai El Chai, RW:
III The Empress. Venus. Binah to Chokmah. 24th Path. Daleth, door, 4. Illuminating Intelligence. Daughter of the Mighty Ones.

Today's Tarot Card of the Day, Thoth, drawn under YHVH Tzabaoth:
XIX The Sun. Sol. Hod to Yesod. 30th Path. Resh, head, 200. The Collecting Intelligence. Lord of the Fire of the World.
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A lot of psalm and black candle affirmations to apply tomorrow in Saturn hour.

A few red candle and psalm affirmations during mars hour tomorrow to apply.

Tonight - if possible Luna hour, silver and purple. Write down affirmations to memorize and apply via rosary. Create Luna square and seal for Archangel Gabriel. Act on intent.
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Venus was done hence my profile avatar.
Imgur uploads is not working for me.
So, purple and silver tonight or during Luna hour tomorrow if missed today.
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Venus was done hence my profile avatar.
Imgur uploads is not working for me.
So, purple and silver tonight or during Luna hour tomorrow if missed today.
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Saturn and Sol were note done Sat and Sun. Rolling Saturn into Saturn hours today or tomorrow, then Sol into the next day. Red tomorrow with Saturn or Sol.
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Mmm..coffee and mini cinnamon coffee cakes. Two of the purchases grocery shopping today.
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To do - Zelator Formula, Meditating, and Candle Rituals (Luna, Saturn).
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Daytime Luna and Saturn hours have passed by (nearly Jupiter hour now), so hours now are tonight at:
Luna 22:43 (10:43 pm)
Saturn 23:27 (11:27 pm)
Jupiter 00:11 (12:11 am)
So tonight I do these.
So, I need to make tables and seals and get everything ready to go long before.
Saturn affirmations and psalms ready, will pick a central five to focus on with rosary during ritual after the candles and incense are flowing.
Sandalwood and Jasmine, silver and black.
 
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From earlier tonight:
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Daytime Luna and Saturn hours have passed by (nearly Jupiter hour now), so hours now are tonight at:
Luna 22:43 (10:43 pm)
Saturn 23:27 (11:27 pm)
Jupiter 00:11 (12:11 am)
So tonight I do these.
So, I need to make tables and seals and get everything ready to go long before.
Saturn affirmations and psalms ready, will pick a central five to focus on with rosary during ritual after the candles and incense are flowing.
Sandalwood and Jasmine, silver and black.
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Have table and seal for Phul and Luna.
Pushing back on Saturn work as slightly unprepared.
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Will pick five major goals and support with affirmations for the benefit of all.
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A lot of psalm and black candle affirmations to apply tomorrow in Saturn hour.

A few red candle and psalm affirmations during mars hour tomorrow to apply.

Tonight - if possible Luna hour, silver and purple. Write down affirmations to memorize and apply via rosary. Create Luna square and seal for Archangel Gabriel. Act on intent.
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10:45-11:10. Twenty five minute ritual really took time for the candles and incense to burn. Did not leave a lot of offerings.
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Zelator Formula done.
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Awoke at seven, so six hours sleep. No dreams recalled.
Awoke, made coffee and had a smoke.

Tarot Contemplation Ritual, Rider-Waite, drawn under divine name El-Eloah.
VIII Strength. Kerubic Fire, Leo. Geburah to Chesed. Teth, serpent 9. 19th Path of Sepher Yetzirah. Daughter of the Flaming Sword. Intelligence of all the Activities of the Spiritual Being.

Second day in a row, Tarot Card of the Day, Thoth, drawn under the divine name El-Eloah.
XIX The Sun. Sol. Yesod to Hod. Resh, head reversed, 200. Seat of human comsciousness. 30th Path of the Sepher Yetzirah. The Lord of the Fire of the World. Collecting Intelligence.
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My Christian aspect of my take on religion seems to fall into the Anglican church with Martinists leanings.
The Anglican church very much reminds.me.of my days with the Latter Day Saints church.
I don't feel everything is cut and dried, black and white. This is a prime function of sovereign grace.
My witch aspect of my take on religion follows roughly the 1990s Wicca authors and Gardner's lineage. Buckland, Cabot, Cunningham were my top three authors.
My druid aspect of my take on religion follows a solitary format such as everything in connection. I respect and uphold the sanctity of nature. I respect the severe and merciful aspects of nature. I believe trees are fundamental to our existence, same as healthy air, water and food. I have no authors to note, except perhaps John Greer.
My hoodoo aspect of my take on religion is the belief that there are terrestrial spirits here to aid us. The belief that plants can heal and protect us from a variety of misfortune. That candles carry power. That there is a rich history yet for me to tap into.
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In my eyes, we cannot dismiss "ugly" literature, if we inherently.believe there is a purpose behind literature. Some are just awful.

Same with religion. Just because we don't see eye to eye doesn't mean one is inherently evil. How do we measure or define evil in the first place? For example, Satan is mentioned three times in the Old Testament. Does it make it ugly? Does it make it inherently bad? What if we say the same of Buddhism? Can we say that the literature of Buddhism is inherently bad or evil?

Of course not. Read and question everything.
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To add to the confusion of my rituals content, I have little to no knowledge of energy work, I have therefore a little understanding of how to properly direct said energy, and little understanding of how to force manifestation of the intent of the said energy.
So, you take that foundation, you add to this a smattering of multiple affirmations with the planetary seal underneath the candle, and focus on a few prime affirmations; for each of these candle affirmations that use a particular psalm, that psalm is read, and any Shemhamphoresh angels associated with that psalm are evoked to aid in the manifestation and receive prayers. That is the role of the Archangel Sandalphon anyway.
So, we add to this meager offerings and generally the act and intent as the offerings, as the affirmations are worded for all.
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Browsing a Shemhamphoresh paper that references their psalm stanzas.
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Found several Shem angels in Saturns psalms, one in Mars.
I guess I know what Mars psalm to focus on.
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Luna was done with Phul last night. Today is Saturn and Mars. Mars I might do at three, since it would get me off my duff, do the Zelator Formula, the candle ritual nested within.
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No work was done yesterday.
Lesson learned.
If I'm tired, I stay up and commit to getting the work done.
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No work was done last night as I fell asleep for twelve hours. Lesson learned, stay up and do it even when tired.

Still working on breath work and body Awareness and Relaxation for meditating. Starting tomorrow a half hour commitment for daily meditation in the mornings. If I reach thirty minutes, wonderful. If not it is the goal to exceed prior times.
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Alright, taking the loss of Mars and Saturn, though I could do three rituals back to back.

But, today is Wednesday. Mercury. Travel and communication. Doctors. Lavender, Orange and Violet.

So orange candle affirmations, hopefully with the psalms recited associated with Shem angels for invoking.
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A thought, what if lavender, violet and orange are a potpourri or oil diffuser to be used, an orange candle dressed with such oil, or it is what it is. Orange candle, dressed with Sandalwood, and lavender incense.
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It's a good thing I wrote what I did, because it gave me insight into some of the affirmations.

Hod's angels are said be quick. Hermes and Thoth and Odin are connected with Hod.
Hod is about swift action on target.

Raphael is said to be a healing Archangel, yes, he is also a loyal and responsible Archangel who can be a warrior as well as a healer. It was Raphael who was ordered by the Most High to chain Azazel to a rock, face down so that Azazel could not see or look at the face of causes.

So we also have an element of guard duty as well as healing, but healing the emotions is healing. We also have as worshippers of the Most High a protection and healing.
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Have been reading up on various approaches and of psalms magic, listening to daily videos including Damien Echols and twisted sister.
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Got up off my duff and did:
E Adoration to the Lord of the Universe.
E Liber Resh Vel Helios Morning adoration with Theoricus grade sign.
E Qabballistic Cross Ritual.
E Lesser Ritual of the Pentagram, Earth banishing.
E Qabballistic Cross Ritual.
E Establishment of Fourfold breathing, foot to groin.
E Lesser Ritual of the Hexagram, Saturn banishing.
S Invoking the Four Powers of Earth.
S Liber Resh Vel Helios Noon adoration with Philosophus grade sign.
W Middle Pillar Ritual.
N Ascent into the Cube of Space, Body in Assiah.
E Adoration to the Lord of the Universe.

So Zelator Formula is done.
Leaves me to focus on Hod and orange candle uses.
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Sweated during Middle Pillar.
Shaky legs at Invoking the Four Powers of Earth.
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On reading for today, choices choices.
First off we start with the CIA paper not on Focus but on The Hemi Sync Gateway Process
After that likely WE Butler and Max Heindel.

2:55 and 10:43 pm are two of three Mercury hours. Making the most of them.

Memorize five affirmations and try to find one psalm used that is assigned to a Shem angel so that they can be invoked.

TIl then it's arts and crafts time as I have a new bright orange piece of poster board for Raphael's seal and Mercury table.
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Psalms for exorcism, banishing, protection, cleansing, purification, healing, are on my mind today.
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Started ritual at three and ended at four. Mercury invoked successfully. Raphael invoked.
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Zelator Formula was also completed successfully.
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My hands still shaky, I realized I had not eaten anything of substance today. So I went into the kitchen, got a chicken salad sampler pack, two pieces of Swiss cheese, and a swallow or two of orange juice.
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Was shaky with heart palpitations.
Fourfold breathing helped.
Eating healthy helped.
Having confidence on the ritual helps.
 
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Tarot Contemplation Ritual: I The Magician. Mercury. The 12th Path of the Sepher Yetzirah. Focused concentration and self consciousness. Kether to Binah. The Intelligence of Transparency. Law of correlation. Beth, house, 2. Magus of Power.

Tarot Card of the Day: II The High Priestess. Luna. Gimel, Camel, 3. The 13th Path of the Sepher Yetzirah. Uniting Intelligence. Travel across the abyss. Repitition. Priestess of the Silver Star. Kether to Tiphareth.

Jury is still out on doing a working like last night, my body got rattled so much directly invoking Mercury and the candle ceremony nested within the Zelator Formula.

Back to the study grind.
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Today is Thursday. Lazy day.
Stared off into nothingness for several hours.
Slept most of day.
Spoke with a friend for a couple of hours.
Ate a swell and notice several changes about myself need to occur, such as taking trash out every day since I have drain flies ingesting my apartment.
Ditto on a clean sink. I need to treat my kitchen everyday like I'm a kitchen cleaner. That and bleach, poison and starve them out, that's how to get rid of drawing flies.
Sorry to gross folks out, but much like personal grooming, depression can turn you into a dirty person quickly. So been depressed lately. Been unstable with medications.
So, I need to pull myself up out of this funk.
Would have loved to have done a Jupiter ritual tonight, but my heart is simply not into doing anything since last night was so exhausting.
So tomorrow I pick myself back up.
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Friday, and sunset officially marks the start of the Sabbath. Slept through yesterday.

So, Jupiter and Saturn works today, as I have three blue spell candles and several black chime candles.

Speaking of which, a good Blockbuster/Road Opener would be nice to manifest.
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Tarot Contemplation Ritual:
Rider-Waite, Adonai Ha Aretz.
0 The Fool. Elemental Air. Kether to Chokmah..11tu Path, the Scintillating Intelligence. Folly, bliss, mania. Aleph, Ox, 1.

Tarot Card of the Day:
Thoth deck, Adonai Ha Aretz.
XI Lust. Leo. Honestly lost on the meaning of this card from Crowleys mind. 22nd Path.
Teth, serpent, 9.
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Realization of it's been that many days since I've meditated.
What's that? Have no idea.
So I start meditating today. Will aim for five minutes daily for first week.

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Doing the LRH Saturn Invoking or banishing is challenging enough let alone banishing Saturn and a immediately after invoking Mercury. Can only imagine invoking both. Talk about tremors. Three hours grounding.
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Shout-outs to The Holy Spirit, God, Ancestors, All Saints, Mother Mary, Guardian Angels, Our Lady at Lourdes, Our Lady of Perpetual Help, Jesus Christ, Saint Dymphna, Saint Elina, Saint Lucy, Saint Martha, Saint Michael, Saint Peter.
Last but not least, Archangel Raphael.

Thank you for the healings and other help.
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Some of y'all never rode a giant sea turtle before, and it shows.

















I never rode one, just saying.
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Tarot Contemplation Ritual:
Rider Waite, Shaddai El Chai.
XIX The Sun. Sol, the sun. The 30th path of the Sepher Yetzirah. The Collecting Intelligence.
Resh, head, 200.

Tarot Card of the Day:
Thoth, Shaddai El Chai.
III The Empress. Venus. The 14th Path of the Sepher Yetzirah. The Illuminating Intelligence. Daleth, door, 4.
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Slept well yesterday and last night, had a few dreams but no dream detail recall.

Little to no groceries, and it's going to rain. Reason why I should've shopped yesterday.

Not having a driver's license and car is slightly annoying at times.
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Listening to David McGraw, Earl Nightingale and Israel Regardie.
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About to start my day with the intent of it being the Sabbath.
So, YHVH Elohim it is, black candles and sandalwood with psalms read.
Will try a Jupiter hour rite with blue candles and frankincense.
Past that study day, starting with my primary text by Thomas Lyam Christopher, Kabalah, Magic, and the Great Work of Self-Transformation. Regardies The Golden Dawn as reference and required readings as well.
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Saturday. For Saturn hour, have five main meditations, and eighteen lesser meditations that are assigned psalms. If I'm not mistaken, this use of psalms involves some Shem angels to invoke as well.

Next blue candle Jupiter blessing affirmations.
Have several found in Rivas book.

So Saturn followed directly by Jupiter.
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Saturn Invoking LRH, and Invoke the Four Powers of Earth. Banish Saturn LRH when done with black candle affirmations, and invoke Jupiter LRH and light blue candle for blue affirmations.
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Made a trek in the rain to dollar general, to get at least a couple days worth of food and coffee. Now back home, having coffee and a jet puffed marshmallows.

Black Candle affirmations for Saturn hour have been done which is at 2:55 p.m., doing blue candle affirmations for Jupiter hour, which is the hour after Saturn.
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Okay ... Let's write some affirmations out for Jupiter hour's blue candle. Will roll with Seven Archangels incense or frankincense. Might dress the candles with sandalwood oil as well.
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Ritual lasted from 2:45 to 3:20 (fifteen minutes into Saturn hour).
Invoked Shabbathai, Tzaphqiel and Saturn LRH alomg with LIRP.
Stated affirmations and let candles burn 3/4 before close due to interruption.
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Candles burned bright. Saw some signs the called were there. Sandalwood oil and incense had my room effectively fumigated.
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Did.not yet do Jupiter working, doing that tonight.
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And .. had an absence seizure.
Not the worst kind, but a reminder for me to de stress and make sure my medications are taken faithfully.
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Just overheard a party or conversation that did not occur in my building. If it did, it would still be occurring. Hmm.
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That's why it felt off ... did not address ancestors and prayers to the Saints.
Did do opening and closing Lords Prayers.
Opened with Adoration to the Lord of the Universe, QC/LBRP/QC, LRH Saturn Invoking, QC/Lesser Ritual of the Pentagram, Earth Invoking/QC, and went into the ritual then post banished after charge and license to depart.
No MPR done. So, could have been better.

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Zelator Formula has been completed for the day.
The Jupiter rite will still use the LBRP, LIRP, and LRH Saturn banishing and LRH Jupiter invoking.
The candle ritual will then take place.
Middle Pillar Ritual then takes place.
The the candles burn until closing and banishing.
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Did mainly the candle ritual and some invocations and a psalm read. No other rituals were done.
 
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Okay ... Alchemy and Zen reading today.
The Alchemists Handbook, Adept Lexicon of Alchemy, Israel Regardie and the Philosophers Stone. Nothing Special: Everyday Living Zen.
Kabalah, Magic, and the Great Work of Self-Transformation, The Golden Dawn.

May do a Sol ritual today with Gold and Yellow candles. Not completely sure as I'm kind of exhausted.

Tomorrow going to Ann Arbor with my parents to pick up meds. May stop to get some candles at Crazy Wisdom or Dollar General or Meijer even.

Today is one of my friends (not on FB) birthdays, and had a really crappy day not to mention being stood up for a date that never happened, so called last night and talked with her. We said I love yous before the end of the call. So late afternoon will call her to wish her a Happy Birthday and to have a great day.
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Alchemy study time. Manly P Hall first, Frater Albertus after Hall, and Lexicon of Alchemy after Albertus, finishing the day off with Lisiewski.
Appropriate for Sunday, Sol day, the planet representing gold and Kings.
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I should get off facebook and study my alchemy texts, and fit in meditation at noon for a fifteen minutes slot, five minutes for posture and breathing, and five to ten minutes of no thought meditation, observing but not judging what thoughts arrive.
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A thought on where life went wrong....

Incorrect expectations based on who I was, and am.
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To the Zealots out there ...

Would you be as upset as to what I do and believe in, versus if I became a Hindu, Buddhist, or converted to Judaism?

Why is it when we believe in someone or something, we likewise expect and demand that others believe the same thing?

A ton of religions in the world. Had I stuck to my original teens plans of studying Anthropology and Religion Studies, likely I would not be too terribly different than I am now.
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On the upside, yesterday I did a Saturn ritual in Saturn hour midday, and a Jupiter ritual shortly before midnight, so technically started in the tail end of Saturn hour and went directly into Jupiter hour and finished before midnight.

So, it's possible I can do rituals back to back in successive planetary hours.

Candle pic after candle pic can be boring, but there are several things to look at in a draft less room, when incense smoke starts rolling rather than a thin straight line, candle flame flickers or pulling to sides, the way the wick burns and how much soot is accumulated, the way the wax melts...
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Meditation has not yet occurred. Hall, being generally a dry as sandpaper know it all, lost my attention ten pages into the matter. Not even the juicy parts, just bios on the alchemical greats. 90 some pages left to read on Hall alone. Just ate so will meditate later, but will try to shift starting tomorrow to early mornings for meditation.
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No meditation, candle, or other work was done today due to exhaustion.
 
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Slept six out of eight hours time.

Had two dreams, one involved a hotel I used to work at, and
one where my cat slipped out and got outside, and nearly brought home another cat.

Tarot Contemplation Ritual, RW, drawn under Shaddai El Chai:
XXI The World. Saturn/elemental Earth. 32nd Path of the Sepher Yetzirah, the Administrative Intelligence. The Great One of the Night of Time. Solidification of the elements into Earth, Le Olam Yesodoth. Rebirth of Consciousness into Cosmic Consciousness.

Tarot Card of the Day, Thoth, drawn under El Elyon:
II The Priestess. Luna. 13th Path of the Sepher Yetzirah, the Uniting Intelligence. The Camel to cross the abyss. Priestess of the Silver Star. Repetition, duplication, subconsciousness. The Essence of Glory.

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Nothing aside from Tarot draws was done yesterday due to exhaustion or fatigue.

No meditations or rituals were done.

Little study was taken in, so alchemy readings continues.Nothing aside from Tarot draws was done yesterday due to exhaustion or fatigue.

No meditations or rituals were done.

Little study was taken in, so alchemy readings continues.
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Got up, brewing coffee. Had a bath and dressed. Jury is still out on breakfast, but doing lunch about one, so may hold off for a brunch.
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Went out with folks to get my prescriptions, but due to their lunch hour, we went out to eat first, then picked up my prescriptions.

E Adoration to the Lord of the Universe.
E Qabballistic Cross Ritual.
E Lesser Ritual of the Pentagram, Earth banishing.
E Qabballistic Cross Ritual.
E Lesser Ritual of the Hexagram, Saturn Invoking.
S Invoking the Four Powers of Earth.
S Liber Resh Vel Helios Noon adoration with Philosophus grade sign.
W Liber Resh Vel Helios Evening adoration with Practicus grade sign.
W Adoration to the Lord of the Universe.
W Middle Pillar Ritual.
N Neophyte Signs.
E Adoration to the Lord of the Universe.

Ascent into the Cube of Space and Body in Assiah we're not done due to shaky legs.
Hands did not shake as much as usual.
 
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Slept six out of eight hours time.

Had two dreams, one involved a hotel I used to work at, and
one where my cat slipped out and got outside, and nearly brought home another cat.

Tarot Contemplation Ritual, RW, drawn under Shaddai El Chai:
XXI The World. Saturn/elemental Earth. 32nd Path of the Sepher Yetzirah, the Administrative Intelligence. The Great One of the Night of Time. Solidification of the elements into Earth, Le Olam Yesodoth. Rebirth of Consciousness into Cosmic Consciousness.

Tarot Card of the Day, Thoth, drawn under El Elyon:
II The Priestess. Luna. 13th Path of the Sepher Yetzirah, the Uniting Intelligence. The Camel to cross the abyss. Priestess of the Silver Star. Repetition, duplication, subconsciousness. The Essence of Glory.

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Nothing aside from Tarot draws was done yesterday due to exhaustion or fatigue.

No meditations or rituals were done.

Little study was taken in, so alchemy readings continues.Nothing aside from Tarot draws was done yesterday due to exhaustion or fatigue.

No meditations or rituals were done.

Little study was taken in, so alchemy readings continues.
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Got up, brewing coffee. Had a bath and dressed. Jury is still out on breakfast, but doing lunch about one, so may hold off for a brunch.
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Went out with folks to get my prescriptions, but due to their lunch hour, we went out to eat first, then picked up my prescriptions.

E Adoration to the Lord of the Universe.
E Qabballistic Cross Ritual.
E Lesser Ritual of the Pentagram, Earth banishing.
E Qabballistic Cross Ritual.
E Lesser Ritual of the Hexagram, Saturn Invoking.
S Invoking the Four Powers of Earth.
S Liber Resh Vel Helios Noon adoration with Philosophus grade sign.
W Liber Resh Vel Helios Evening adoration with Practicus grade sign.
W Adoration to the Lord of the Universe.
W Middle Pillar Ritual.
N Neophyte Signs.
E Adoration to the Lord of the Universe.

Ascent into the Cube of Space and Body in Assiah we're not done due to shaky legs.
Hands did not shake as much as usual.
Diluculo, I think you should write a book yourself. You have so much knowledge of these Rituals. Just my opinion.
 
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Diluculo, I think you should write a book yourself. You have so much knowledge of these Rituals. Just my opinion.
Thank you :)
I actually said I'd write a book back in 2016, and then in 2018 burned all of my notes and tarot decks and tools in a bonfire for a church due to a religious freakout. Never again on the latter point.
I was reviewing Adept Alchemy today, and there was a New Pearl of Great Price, the Pearl of Great Price is a LDS book to supplement the Book of Mormon. I used to be a brother in the church for a couple years. So it would be interesting to compare the two writings. There might even be rituals hid in the Doctrine and Covenants or the books themselves, or alchemy knowledge in plain sight.
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Read chapter one, introduction and preface of The Alchemists Handbook.
Taking a ten minute break.
Still listening to the rain and wind chimes.
Went over my notes for rituals done this week, may have to give praise to the Saints and Ancestors and the Shem and Arch angels invoked in each ritual.
Learned to do one planetary ritual a day. Two back to back left me exhausted for a few days.
Today I got back on the bike (excuse the pun, but I did and will more and more :)) and did the Zelator Formula for the first time in two days of doing nothing but recovering. You expend a lot of personal kinetic and mental energy in ritual due to trance states.
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Reading The Alchemists Handbook by Frater Albertus, and found Paracelsus Research Society was founded in Salt Lake City.
Israel Francis Regardie was a serious student of Frater Albertus, and the main objective was that they would room and board the students, and assist them in every way, so that the student could study and work to the best of their knowledge and ability.
This is discussed in length in Israel Regardie and the Philosophers Stone by Lisiewski.
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Is anyone educated on Anna Rivas' works?
She uses a lot of homemade oils and incense, and I try to match the correspondences. However, I don't have money at the moment, so getting her oil and incense blends are out of the question atm.
So the real question is, does anyone know what ingredients go into complex oil or incenses she uses?
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I have made a tutorial, but here is a reminder.

Recycling tealight tins to use as talismans or chime/spell candle holders....

Ingredients:
Used tealight candles.
Tweezers are helpful.
Putty.

Process:
Take the tealight candle in hand.
Push lightly with a finger under the tin and pull up on the wick.
Once the used wax is removed, set the empty tin aside for the moment.
Remove the wick assembly, and the wick itself.
Throw away the wick. The metal base for the wick can be used in an empty pill bottle along with beads and other things for a rattle.
The used wax can be recycled or thrown away, your choice.

To make the empty tin as a candle holder:
Flatten the base using a quarter.
Take a piece of putty and lightly but firmly press it onto the inside of the tin and flatten.
It should be enough putty to hold the desired candle.
Press your candle gently but firmly, make it as flat and straight as possible.

To use the tin as a talisman:
Take the empty tealight tin and press a quarter firmly inside the tin to flatten.
Press firmly one side of the tin til flat.
Repeat until you have a flat piece of tin.
Decorate with a sharpie of the appropriate color.
Consecrate and carry the talisman with you.

Enjoy!
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Enough reading for the evening.
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I think, when I have the money to do so, I am going to redo BOTA (Builders of the Adytum), and FLO (Fraternity of the Hidden Light) lessons from the start, or get copies of all past lessons and pick back up where I left off due to my life turned upside down financially, ten years ago and counting.

I will still keep my oath on treating each magic book as a grimoire, digesting every word and putting theory to practice, on the textbooks that

I am currently working through.
Christopher's Kabalah Magic and the Great Work of Self-Transformation; Regardies The Golden Dawn, and Anna Rivas' Candle Burning Magic:A spell book for Good and for Evil.

Daily neophyte and Zelator material knowledge and practice, and one candle ritual done daily.

Though the candles I have left are primarily black, red, gold and silver atm, which gives me plenty of room for world of Sol, Luna, Mars and Saturn. I am picking up more stuff this weekend from the old apartment, including roughly hundreds of white unscented tealight candles. So even more Spirit or Luna work, or whatever I choose as they are white (containing all colors, as opposed to absence of color).

So yeah.
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Need to get started on my Tau robe, lamp, and earth pentacle.
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Three minutes meditation earlier, attempting to get past the hangups on posture and breath.
No thought other than breath.
Did reach a "tingle" state concentrating the breath and energy between feet and groin.
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Wrote five primary Sol affirmations, and seven Psalm and affirmation entries.
To be worked with the table of the Sun, Frankincense or Sun incense, and Yellow or Gold candles during the hour of Sol.
Bonus if I can learn quickly the seven hexagrams for Sol.
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Slept three to four hours.
Had a dream where I kept finding different colored bird feathers outside.
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Tarot Contemplation Ritual (Rider-Waite, four knocks, four piles, drawn under Adonai Ha Aretz):
VIII Strength. Leo(Kerubic Fire). 19th Pat of the Sepher Yetzirah. Teth, serpent, 9. "The Daughter of the Flaming Sword". The Intelligence of all the Activities of the Spiritual Being.
Kundalini force. Alchemical stage of the White Queen shutting the mouth of the Red Lion. Whitening to Reddening alchemical stage.
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Tarot Card of the Day (Thoth, four knocks, four piles, drawn under El Elyon):
XIV Art. Sagittarius (Mutable fire). 25th Path of the Sepher Yetzirah. Probationary or Tentative Intelligence. Yesod to Tiphareth. Samekh, leg or prop, 60. "The Daughter of the Reconcilers, The Bringer Forth of Life." A prop connects Microprosopos with His Foundation.
A hermaphroditic figure ambidextrously pouts and mixedls liquid into a flaming cauldron. The White Lion and the Red Eagle lap at the liquid in the cauldron. Alchemical card of sorts.
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Which Tarot cards of the Major Arcana do you believe to be alchemical in nature, besides the Strength or the Temperance cards?

(let's use Rider Waite for an example)
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Around three or four in the morning, I was about to get to sleep on the futon and Pandie had been sleeping in the chair but awoke the same time I did. Either in the hallway or near one of the two doors in the apartment hallway were obviously open, as Pepe Le Pew drained it's defense mechanism, smelling skunky for several seconds. About five minutes later I heard women or children screaming/screeching, apparently they encountered the skunk.
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After review of a video, my thoughts are once again centered on feeding the world through growing food, and distributing grown fruits and vegetables to churches and schools.
First I need a warehouse.
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Body in Assiah Rosary meditation, seated facing NW (though should be facing North):
1st bead - Sign of the Cross
2nd bead - Lords Prayer
3rd bead - Hail Mary
4th bead - John 1:1
Fifth bead: 4x Adonai Ha Aretz
1st set decade beads: Leh Olam Yesodoth
Week bead 1: 1x Adonai Ha Aretz, 4x Shaddai El Chai
2nd set decade beads: Levanah
Week bead 2: 1x Shaddai El Chai, 4x Elohim Tzabaoth
3rd set decade beads: Kokab
Week bead 3: 1x Elohim Tzabaoth, 4x YHVH Tzabaoth
4th set decade beads: Nogah
Week bead 4: 1x YHVH Tzabaoth, 4x YHVH Eloah ve Daath
5th set decade beads: Shemesh
Fifth to 1st head same but in reverse order.

Feel much more relaxed. No particular insights. Did feel a throbbing on right side of forehead pronouncing Elohim Tzabaoth.
Felt a throbbing on right side of forehead with YHVH Tzabaoth. Felt a tingle on crown with YHVH Eloah ve Daath.
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Tuesday, Mars day .... Courage, vitality and sexuality. Goals for the Mars ritual.
Red candle, Mars Table and seal of Khamael, Dragons Blood incense.
Will review goals and affirmations from Candle Burning Magick.
Most likely will be done tonight during Mars' hour, as I have to catch up with four more hours of sleep due to the skunk fiasco this morning.
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I have to say, over the past week, many indicators I saw in my candle rituals have come to pass.
Primarily Venus and Mercury.
Mercury. Boy, did your energy throw me for a loop via the Hexagram. I nearly passed out after the LRH.
I've had that occur before as well, but mostly through circumambulation(walking in a certain number of circles around your altar where candles and incense are lit).
It's real and there is a lot of energy out there.
Aligning that energy with your will, that seems to be a key.
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Back to reading The Alchemists Handbook, but before I do...
I found the maceration principle interesting, as well as the double extraction method per a Damien Echols video I shared.
Why I find maceration interesting...
In a book I have called Hoodoo Herbal, it discusses waking and blessing the herbs.
Maceration is basically the process, unless I'm incorrect, where herbs are soaked in liquid, generally ether or alcohol, until they soak up all the liquid without succumbing to any mold.
Waking and blessing herbs is essentially where you soak the herbs in a spirit such as rum or whiskey, place the soaked herbs in white hankerchiefs knotted five times and hung to dry. I never said understood the purpose of this until reading ng Chapter one and two of The Alchemists Handbook, it is essentially the stage of the lesser circulation.
I could be wrong, but it seems to put the puzzle pieces together.
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Afternoon Zelator Formula has been completed.

Evening Zelator Formula will be done around nine.
 
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