Journal Journal of Night and Day, Son and Moon

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Worst case scenario. Leave all social media behind except for my very own blogsite under a fake name, since I'm so unbearable to such self-important folks. Smdh.

 

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Yeah, screw magic (fornme anyway). Now it's not worth anything to me any longer. Only the computer and a moment in nature matter to me now.

 

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Morning formula done.
As aggravated as I was, did it anyway.

 

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The reason for some of these comments are strictly personal.

 

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Yeah. Anyone reading this probably shouldn't all you see is wasted air here.
A waste and white trash I guess is how others perceive me. Fine. Never was a magician or witch, never will be.

 

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Funny, not how I've experienced it at all. Done completely.

 

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Following Cases advice for the week for the card of the day.

 

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Mysticism...that does work.

 

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Was an unexpectingly good day today.

 

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Back to reading.

 

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Evening Neophyte Formula and adorations to be done shortly.
Will work on the clay cookie of a pentacle. The colors actually got mixed up at the corners and it resembles a black dragon breathing red and yellow fire. It was an experiment, so if it will not fit my goal of a pentacle, then I hit a craft store for a circular block of wood.
Measures do count.

 

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I would like to put beaded colored minerals inside the pentacle, and then put another pentacle cookie on top and fire it in a kiln.

 

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Done with adorations and NF.
Meditation and reading my only priority for the weekend..

 

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Friday, 7-22-2022 (17=8) - Venus
YHVH Tzabaoth, Elohim. Haniel

Sleep: 6 hours. Fair.

Dreams - None recalled

Moon Phase - 32.0% waning crescent in 20D50' Taurus

Transits:
Sol Can, Luna Tau, Merc Leo, Venus Can, Mars Tau, Uranus Tau, Jupiter Ari, Saturn Aqu, Nep Pis, Pluto Cap.

Weather: Sunny. 67d/91d/67d

Mental Notes: none

Physical Notes: hearing/sight off.

Readings - Hall (QBL), Wolfe, Regardie (Z1-Z3), Christopher (up to Zelator).

Meditations to do -
Wolfe pathworkings
Heart Flame
The Point
Tarot Visualization (Temperance)

Adorations
Full cycle LRVH, Am/PM/Am LotU

Rituals -
Am Neophyte Formula

 

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Interesting meditation on Tarot diamond
0,
VI, XIX,
XIV.
All four feature the Sun in some way. It also shows generations.
This was after first tarot Visualization on Key XIV, then on sequence VI, XIV, XIX.

 

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Recited a Qabballistic prayer to attune myself to reading Hall's chapters on the Holy Qabalah.

 

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Reading Halls write up on the Sepher Yetzirah, I got to the end of chapter 4 and had to take a break.

 

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Pondering a few points on both S.Y. and Christopher's second chapter.

 

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Meditating on Psalm 119, Samekh, as Temperance is today's key.

 

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In reading the section on the elemental weapons, the cookie pentacle is a flop. The colors are incorrect.
So, start over with a wooden disk as specified.