Journal Journal of Night and Day, Son and Moon

[Diluculo_DelFuego]

Card for day after separating my books from my books, and my tools from my tools, my pantacle a d wand staring at me all the while...
I The Magician. To some what I will never be. To me what will take years to come close to. Focused concentration. Occult skill, tact. Mercury.

 

[Diluculo_DelFuego]

Wanna full body workout? Have a 45minute seizure. I've gone down two waist sizes.

 

[Diluculo_DelFuego]

Reading Ps 119:Beth as the Magician (Beth) was drawn for today's reflection. House. The meaning of Beth. Assigned to Kether-Binah.

 

[Diluculo_DelFuego]

Additional verses can be found through one 9f the following with a random major arcana card -
A stanza from Psalms 119
Any other psalm or scripture with 22 letters.
Weekday Siddur Michna blessing...
Etc.
22=22.

 

[Öwnchef]

Reading Ps 119:Beth as the Magician (Beth) was drawn for today's reflection. House. The meaning of Beth. Assigned to Kether-Binah.

Always consider the Fool (Chokmah) in the context. Always.

 

[Diluculo_DelFuego]

Ox-House, Wisdom and understanding.

 

[Diluculo_DelFuego]

Since listening is not working. Outside of here the Silence Exercise shall be Restricting the Topic..and you thought I was boring now. Let's talk LAMP with Python and hardcoding of circuits

 

[Diluculo_DelFuego]

Found! 65xx CPU chips and projects. In YouTube no less. Between that and electrical engineer lectures, should be able to get some skills.

 

[Diluculo_DelFuego]

As well as C++, between that, C and Python with Assembler Language, yeah, should be able to find something.
Physically on the mend.
Spiritually on the mend.
Mentally ... Working on it.

 

[Diluculo_DelFuego]

Bought real (?) Food finally, with the aid of my roommate.
Going to have to re think my life in terms of how do I make it more pleasant for myself, if this is a lifelong condition I have, or just in general preparing for later years. Im not a snob, and would welcome any reliable and sound house.
Or a ranch style apartment. Heights are out. Getting away from kiddo gangs.
Then income. How do I afford said new lifestyle? Buying a billion dollar lotto ticket might help.

 

[Jk666]

Then income. How do I afford said new lifestyle? Buying a billion dollar lotto ticket might help.

I’ll give you the advice I follow: take baby steps everywhere in everything. that way you keep moving forward slowly but surely

 

[Diluculo_DelFuego]

I give. The dark side is as plain as day to me but still has zero honor for me personally. I'm out. I'm not a magician.

 

[Öwnchef]

I give. The dark side is as plain as day to me but still has zero honor for me personally. I'm out. I'm not a magician.

Wut? What is suddenly wrong with honour?

 

[Diluculo_DelFuego]

Meaning that in Ceremonial Magick, Ritual Magick, or even in Paths of Devotion, The Operator is or should always be in control. I have not been in control. I will leave at at this. My feelings or thoughts aside regarding light or dark. Personally I side with Christ. Accursed or not.

 

[Diluculo_DelFuego]

Beside all that, I need a great job in a suitable environment, immediately if not sooner. So, all my mind must go to this area, let's say python and c programming at low or entry level.

 

[Diluculo_DelFuego]

Now. Why am I here.
Someone has to be a light to others and I know this area.
Besides, not everything is evil, just evil.

 

[Diluculo_DelFuego]

Will focus on Psalms anyway. And what floors me is the number of lines per psalm, which is what I'm looking at today beside 2nd Sam 22.

 

[Diluculo_DelFuego]

Now the boring dude. Would like to get adept at arrays and linked lists in C today. Including definition, access and printing of array list items. May make it a record structure actually, an array of records where each record is a list.

 

[Diluculo_DelFuego]

This will inevitable cascade into knowledge over C with register use of unsigned and hex numbers, c++, python, php.

 

[Silsebyl]

nobody is always in control. and those, who try to control themself all the time and believe they've absolute control, the least