Journal Journal of Night and Day, Son and Moon

[Jk666]

Good for you. continue like this.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Good for you. continue like this.

Thank you, will do. I've been paying attention to your journal, and sales is a tough and delicate trade. You will do well I'm quite sure.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

ATM, just got up. Programming heuristics in a way, to secure an Ubuntu system.
I really need to find a job that doesn't suck and that would be a more seizure friendly environment should that come about. Factories and restaurants are not seizure friendly environments.
And I e worked over ten years in restaurants, over ten years in data centers. It's tough because it's not something others want to deal with, but then again neither do I.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Cloud services it is it seems. Now I just have to study eight manuals and put together a seamless install and configure, while mandating no post configure support other than Cloud services. A simple client server model.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Researching cloud stuff.
That's what I never understood about the shit I was supposed to have learnt about through their YT videos and whatnot, on identity management for the cloud.
That (cloud access as a service) and pure website automation at 100% uptime. Working regular backups, and DR plan for a client.
Not easy stuff for me. Worthwhile to know however.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Education degree freebie is out.
So back to me taking care of myself, start to finish, even if my health suffers for it.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Also means I'm yet again at a disadvantage.
I'm a white minority.
I'm now poorer by that one simple act someone else decreed.

 

[Jk666]

Also means I'm yet again at a disadvantage.
I'm a white minority.
I'm now poorer by that one simple act someone else decreed.

I get the white minority I’m also white and in a minority but the rest is beyond me.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Well, I will simply target only schools and jobs that have been known for education benefits, for employment.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

That and the business tech work for my friend 9f which I get some benefit from installing a radio station. Cloud stuff and identity management is new to me.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

But if I can be employed at a community college in the daytime, then it leaves nights open for solo work.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

I hate to have one foot in and one foot out of any matter but of my own needs, but I guess income is a need. So therefore one foot into college for employment first and benefit second, same with side work. Iow take a networking, web server and cloud classes set.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Saturday, Aug 6 2022
YHVH, Tzaphquiel, Ophanim (?)
Sleep: Apparently not enough. May need to go route of decaf.
Dreams: none recalled
Moon phase: still waxing, in Sagittarius now. 8 wands or 9 wands territory I believe.
Transits: Most important to me are Sol in Leo, Moon in Sag, Saturn in Aqu.
Weather: Hot, humid.
Mental Notes: see this morning and last night posts.
Physical Notes: dyskinesia in lower limbs.
Meditation: Do today point and line, and blue room flame in heart.
Ritual: NF
Adorations: Butler style, morning to morning

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Card of the Day:
XVII The Star. Tzaddi. Meditation, hope.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Hand washed clothes, started to dry clothes until smoke in dryer started to appear. Let clothes cool a minute and hung them up to dry in my room.
Had lunch...dyskinesia/seizure activity.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Perhaps I need to get a job this week.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Time to carve some candles.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

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[DiLoco_DelEted]

Watched follow up video and a couple Ted talks on neurostimulation for epilepsy.
Doing afternoon and evening adorations together. Along with NF then meditation and a possible novena.
It could also be that if a person is barred from driving for six months, then why not from working for 6 mo?

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Nice that neither spirit side is willing to help me in terms of not being obstructive or simple bad luck.
Leaves me to have to find my own way, and probably die doing so .. by a stroke or some shit. I mean, seizures aren't a great sign to begin with.