Journal Journal of Night and Day, Son and Moon

[DiLoco_DelEted]

While gazing at the AL medallion made out of a recycled tealight tin, drawn in blue Sephardic Hebrew as well as English; I noticed that it rests on putty in a recycled tealight tin, with a half a green birthday striped white candle, and the wax leftover (before Old Navy) jutted out in a string sized piece of wax, a line ...now it folded inward by air and resembles a 7 (.. much like my new job with 7-11).
Wax drippings are telling.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

I work seven hours tomorrow as my first day, so elected to brown around of some ground beef, and mixed in vegetarian vegetable soup. Tasty.
So now just have to do laundry.
Will do now afternoon and evening adorations nested in Lord of the Universe adorations.
Done.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Laundry done. Not warm and dry but done.

Used "TA" in each of the eight directions, followed by neophyte signs. Also pushed up arms to heaven pronouncing TA, then pushed palms down to Sheol followed by TA and sign of silence.

Left with calm, confidence, and a pleasant tingling feeling.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Re-reading Christopher's book. I see the problem with my issues. I did not read carefully and thoroughly. Even in the LBRP, I've experimented and had unpredictable results as he says. Energy wild everywhere.
So, back to reading Kabbalah, Magic and the Great Work of Self Transformation.
Carefully, slowly, thoroughly, diligently.

Saturday Novena has four white tealights waiting. Perhaps sandalwood and Frankincense.

Been smoking again a week after the seizures and hospital stay.
Planning to find the inmate inner willpower to quit cold turkey again. Perhaps the angelic mantra to cease bad habits, along with a candle ritual for the issue as well.

Magic work and silence. This is difficult without lying, to show I am daily active in the Great Work, or my basic attempt at it.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Also ... Need to keep offline journal with greater diligence.
I noticed the days I was supposed to be keeping it it did not occur.
Those days especially would be good to know the transits occurring. Moon phase etc.

Partially due to marijuana addiction. Yes it can occur. Another habit to drop.

But the habit to drop above all, is to quit with the mood swings.
This is difficult fore being an epileptic, my anxiety, and my other physical and mental disorders.

Still I rise.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Just did Qabballistic Cross, according to Christopher's directions, the LBRP also according to his directions, and closing QC.
Then did Lord of the Universe adoration with neophyte signs, neophyte signs 8n the south, west adoration to the Lord of the Universe, and neophyte signs in the north.

Last item of business, the Novena for Saturday tbd later.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

A sleazebag ex-boss and entertainment of a death curse came to mind.
I'm not even sure I'd want to evangelize the guy, but I can :
Wish him excess in all he enjoys without stopping save by the law or grace of God.

In other words, to bless and not curse.

This might have to be a ritual. The problem is how to monitor the success.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

And now ... A random act of kindness ...

I stood outside, near the main road at my apartment complex, and 8t occurred.
A lone car turned a corner and boxes flew into the street behind it with it's hatchback agape.

So when traffic cleared. And my signaling others to stop, the other drivers saw the boxes and went around them.
I and a fellow driver who stopped hurriedly carted the boxes to the shoulder.
So .. a thank you to my fellow mover.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

So a review of my past week ...

Laundry - critical clothes washed and hung dry. Socks and underwear not so much.

Paper Chase - still in stacks waiting to be audited for worth of any scrap or paper. Otherwise a shredding will occur.

Food pantry - closed and ten to my name currently.

Farecard - still needs to be done. Will see about a weekday such as Thursday off regularly.

Physical appt - still needs to be done.

Meditation - needs to be daily
Adorations/rituals - keeping up.

Quitting bad habits - decisions have been made.

Other .... Don't recall.
Oh. I got a job that starts tomorrow.

 

[Öwnchef]

What kind of job is it? (asking for a friend )

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Stock associate for a 7-11. Min wageish job. But it will pay my rent.
Olde Navee had some third party company doing a federal level background check, for a cashier position.
Not this one, this was a slam dunk for me.

 

[Roma]

Really really really close to be an atheist.

No harm in being an atheist - not following a personal god.

You can be a deist - may the force be with you!

That is generally a better entry to the practice of spiritual science. What scientist expects favors from the Cosmos?

 

[Öwnchef]

Yep, there is no difference between being an atheist or theist. They all alternate between the two. Nothing special.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Will do ten point TA in a moment.

Did adorations:
W Lord of the Universe, neophyte signs.
W Liber Resh Vel Helios evening adoration with grade sign and sign of silence.
N Liber Resh Vel Helios midnight adoration with grade sign and sign of silence.
E Liber Resh Vel Helios morning Adoration with grade sign and sign of silence.
E Lord of the Universe adoration with neophyte signs.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Work today and have to leave shortly.
Will do Flame in the Heart meditation 9n the bus if possible.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Ten point TA done.
Will do invoking Spirit LRP nested in QCs.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Qaballistic Cross Ritual and Invoking Spirit Lesser Ritual of the Pentagram, with closing QC done. Visualized strongly.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Listening to Gustav Holst's The Planets. Starting shuffle with Jupiter.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Yesterday had a long age stretching conversation with one of my friends 8n the complex, Kevin.
Later. A young kid named Evan who lives in my building, came out, buzzed by me a lot on his bike and stopped to chat with me.
He asked me if I ever wiped out a lot on my bike. And told him the story of my having my arms out like superman. Told him I didn't see the mailbox and got knocked off my bike hard.
So I then see him take off, turn around, and fly toward me with his arms out. Didn't wipe out, cheered and clapped and praised him for it. I think he needed that.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

I am quite pleased with myself.

Yes, there are three new piles of stuff.

Yes, laundry done determines getting rid of the freebie pile.

Yes, a shredder would help..however I can load all shreddable into a bag and take to a FedEx.

Yes, with a little decluttering of a box, the PC will be packed away.

Yes. When all is done, there will have been a donation of food (half done) and clothing. There will also be only necessary personal papers neatly stored.

Yes. All electronics will be stored away in the closet.

Yes. My martial arts belts will be hung up again that also double as a physical magic circle sans binder clips and paper wrapped around the belts with lettering.

Yes. I will have clean clothes and a tidier room with more ritual space.

Martial arts belts hung up, shirts nearly dry, PC packed away, some laundry still needs to be done, the paper sorting should be started tonight. People have already picked through the jackets and food, Made food in bag look more appealing.
Not bad for a week, even though three issues remain to do.