Journal Journal of Night and Day, Son and Moon

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W Lord of the Universe Adoration
W Liber Resh Vel Helios adoration with grade sign
N LRVH adoration with grade sign
E LRVH adoration with grade sign
S LRVH adoration with grade sign
W repeat
N repeat
W Middle Pillar Ritual
E LBRP including QCs
Ten point TA adoration with energy exchange
E Liber Resh Vel Helios morning Adoration with grade sign
E Lord of the Universe adoration with neophyte signs

Will study, memorize, and practice Invoking Saturn LRH, Four Forms LRH, and the Invoking the Four Powers of Earth ritual.

 

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Middle Pillar was actually before North second adoration.

 

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Had a long talk with a friend who we share a mutual friend with knowing.
Pleasant and introspective results. A lot brought to the surface.
Good laughter and talk.
Back to studies and writing projects.
Would prefer their own notebooks, but have to start. Compendium of Gods has been gnawing at me. And outlining a daily initiation ritual.

 

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Relationships and limitations, corrections, carefulness and connections. The substance of the talk.

Plans for the day
Qabbalistic Cross
Invoking earth Ritual Pentagram
Invoking Saturn Lesser Ritual Hexagram
Middle Pillar
Invocation of Saturn, Sol, Luna in order.
Invocation of their respective archangels
Invoking Four Powers of Earth
Novena ritual
Middle Pillar
Invoking Four Powers of Earth
Invoking Spirit Lesser Ritual Pentagram
Qabbalistic Cross.

 

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Sun 18°55’ Vir
Moon 5°43’ Ari
Mercury 8°48’ Lib R
Venus 8°04’ Vir
Mars 12°00’ Gem
Jupiter 5°39’ Ari R
Saturn 19°56’ Aqu R
Uranus 18°47’ Tau R
Neptune 24°10’ Pis R
Pluto 26°17’ Cap R
Node (M) 16°05’ Tau R
Node (T) 14°46’ Tau R
Lilith (M) 16°41’ Can
Chiron 15°16’ Ari R

 

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May reorder or append to the plans for the day. Reading through the Golden Dawn chapter on the Rituals of the Hexagram, to purify or consecrate a place, the banishing should be employed. But invoke often. How to resolve this. To start the month off by invoking rather than banishing. The LBRP and LBRH should be done after the QC opening and MPR. All the rest should be fine, except to also invoke Luna as Monday is tomorrow. So we would have Earth, Luna and Saturn invoked. May add a prayer of the Earth elementals and not do the six forms of Sol today. Emphasis on Earth and Luna, perhaps invoke TA energies as well, or the path of Tav invoked.

 

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The Novena is its own ritual, but will make use of the energies of Earth, Saturn and Luna.

 

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The Lovers, Temperance, and The World are cards I can meditate on while thinking of the planets to be invoked.
Wrote out a list of reference material work into the novena ritual, perusing a book now to organize my thoughts, needs, the inner and outer rituals written down legibly, large on paper.
When it comes time to employ the lantern with a single pillar candle, it will be necessary to read easily from the paper until memorized.
Card of the day is still Tzaddi, XVII The Star. Aquarius. Where Saturn currently sits by the way.

 

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Laid down for a few minutes and slept eight hours. Got up and did evening and Midnight adorations.
Most dreams have taken on form of where I've worked as a general dreamscape.
Card of the day: XVIII The Moon.
Pisces.. Qoph, Back of Head, 100. Organization, sleep.

 

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Studying Psalms and Candle magic. Particularly with one purple candle, a crapload of other colored and black and white candles. I suppose I could find a few other purple candles, or shove as much affirmation and desire into the one purple candle, then get more today. Also get a real job today, this job is not helping me.

 

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We have a mental health epidemic. Nobody wants mentally ill people living near them and don't want to befriend or employ them. Is the real problem the mentally ill or not?

 

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It's also funny how some view societal evolution as something 'not gross'.
We now fear COVID-19, but in the 80s and probably 90s, handkerchiefs were shared between my dad and I at church if one of us misplaced ours.
Before it was 'not gross' it was 'not stiff', which to me is seen as everything - even church - as 'business casual'.
Who hires these societal advisors anyway?

 

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What is gross however, is one night stands. The more I think about it, people sharing bottles of drink, sharing joints.
People sneezing or coughing in public without masks. People who share breathing space.
Not everyone is going to contribute to the ideal envisioned beauty of these hypothetical society, rather than simply adding to the real existing society.
Can I really put them down however?
Used to be creative, used to be bright.
Until my very thought invaded and stolen.
Now I'm dim and poor so I can't be stolen from.
Then the view would be I don't contribute to society. Really?
I disagree and have tax returns to support it.

 

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Ah well, energy from those thoughts to empower something.
Selected the best ritual option if one out of thirty psalms that I was going to string together directing at the objective candle, will be a one purpose one candle motif, just spoken in all four quarters rather than typically one direction in a ritual. That way it makes perfect sense to me now. Interesting.

 

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What is also apparent the reason I've been an armchair magician is because I needed to know everything. To have everything perfect. The problem is, by nature, I drop the ball, sometimes literally. So just doing it and hope for the best, recording reason and attempted steps in diary. Concentrate on the real and ignore the attackers, and try to be a decent person spiritually and materially.

 

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I think the option I selected with the psalm is a decent one, that is sort of a parental umbrella to all the other ones. So it should return what I expect. Be open to things, but be selective was a message in my thought.

 

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Some necessary sleep.
W Lord of the Universe adoration with neophyte signs
N Midnight Liber Resh Vel Helios adoration with grade sign
E Morning Adoration with grade sign
E Lord of the Universe adoration with neophyte signs.

Will do Neophyte Formula shortly.

 

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E LBRP including Qaballistic Cross Ritual opening and closing
S Noon Liber Resh Vel Helios adoration with grade sign
W Middle Pillar Ritual
N Neophyte signs
E Lord of the Universe adoration with Neophyte signs.

Doing a bit of research and note taking.

 

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I'm off today, which means plenty of research and prep time. I may kick it off early.
I just want to get into a rhythm where I do it after getting home.
Right about now I would be on the way to work, so meditation time then research and prep, it is.

 

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In analyzing various Hexagram rituals, it was my impression that there was one standard Hexagram, to be drawn in each quarter with appropriate divine names intoned and vibrated.
I then find the Four Forms. What in the world.
In contrast, the unicursal Hexagram with 8nt9ned names and a symbol, does seem easier.