Journal Journal of Night and Day, Son and Moon

[DiLoco_DelEted]

I believe I have stumbled upon something.
Through a path of devotion daily, by nesting an adoration within Opening and closing adorations to the Lord of the Universe, it opens the crown again, and becomes a magical act. Unlocking visualization issues. Now to try in the hours for the day.

 

[SkullTraill]

To be fair the guy has a point, I also see the 30 minutes per update thing very weird, sometimes he even makes a journal post about him journalling offline.


However after 100+ pages of this if the admin thought this was spamming he would stop this by now which means this is completely fine. Also he can just ignore if he doesn't wanna see this.

I may make some flood limit/thread bumping/post quality rules in the future, but I can't single out one particular member for posting too much, especially since it is mainly contained in a Journal thread which partly exists as an outlet to contain a members expression so that it does not leak into other serious topics and end up with off-topic flood on those threads. Way I see it, I can't shit on Diluco for posting a lot, especially since I can't see it being harmful to the site right now, and double especially because they are keeping it contained to a single journal thread as intended.

EDIT: Sorry for the offtopic in your journal @Diluculo_DelFuego please continue.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

I agree with above points

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Off to take care of three issues -
Employment
Transportation
Physical Health
When home -
Mental Health handling through NAMI and Therapist Aide
Novena to take out problems in my life.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

On the bus, will practice Flame in the Heart momentarily, but thinking on destiny and Calvinist preordainment ideas.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Did card of the day on my commute-
IX The Hermit
(bottom of Deck I Magician)
Magus of the voice of Light.
Virgo, one of the components of the keyword - Yod - Hand, 10.
The Hermit bears four weapons or five weapons - robe, Staff, lamp, mind. Light.
"Thy word O Lord is a light unto my path"
"There we may cut ourselves a branch to make sure our footsteps before thee."

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

The six rayed star in his lamp could be a response to the six rayed star shining within, or evoking the light of Mercury through a Hexagram and directed into an object.
It's interesting that on the Kircher Tree, both Tiphareth and Chesed are connected via the path of yod or the Hermit.
Furthermore, I have 9ngo8ng work with Mercury and Jupiter, to intensify through use 9f visualizations and Hexagram and SRP use(jumping ahead a bit).

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Scored the interview.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Called off the other two tasks, due to potential rain, which turned out to be a false positive. Will complete them tomorrow.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Back on Diet Pepsi. Even though I scarfed down a sandwich and large iced frappe at Starbucks for brunch.
Will make up buttered noodles with ground beef and green beans mixed up, and fruit for dessert.

Hit food pantry tomorrow as well.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Afternoon adoration-
(E) Gave Lord of the Universe adoration
(S) Gave Liber Resh Vel Helios adoration
(W) Gave Lord of the Universe adoration
(N) Gave Neophyte signs.
E and W also received Neophyte signs, while S received Practicus signs.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Thinking about speech patterns, sorta how Mulberry and LadyEva tried helping me in rewriting what I would intend for a ritual...
Im broke as shit --> I'm not rich just yet
I'm an idiot --> I've much to learn yet

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Evening routine shortly.
Split Hexagram Tarot Spread
Tarot spread - general reading
Greater Spiritual Influence -XIII Death
Lesser Spiritual Influence - X Wheel of Fortune
Spiritual Advice - XVI Blasted Tower
Final Outcome - XXI The World
Unconscious Desires - XII Hanged Man
Conscious Desires - VIII Strength
Practical Advice - IV Emperor

Top of Deck - XIX The Sun
Bottom of Deck - XVIII The Moon

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

An interpretation - s
Spiritual trigram or water triangle, is Scorpio, Jupiter, Mars
Water quells potential fires.
Change, Karma, Awakening.

Final Outcome Saturn/Earth, rebirth with power and cosmic consciousness.

Fire triangle or earthly trigram, is
Through sacrifice and law of Suggestion. One could secure management. Aries, Leo, Water.
On fire today kept in check by water and earth.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

A bit of reorganization and order is called for, to for one do laundry today.
Two. Pack away PC and monitor and accessories for next apartment.
Three. Hang martial arts belts back up on leaning bedframe.
Four. Use leaning headboard for makeshift shirt closet.
Five. Get all paper into the SSA and state and treasuries, get all papers in order. Shred all other paper.
Six. Incremental payments on back rent.
Seven. More work around apartment in cleaning.
Eight. Learn to cook with raw foods.
Nine. Circle and altar area will have to be minimalist. A futon and multishelf unit would help greatly however.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

10 Realize I'm not perfect and I reserve the right to change my plans at any time.
That said, evening adoration and Neophyte Formula shortly.

Perhaps use angelic mantra found elsewhere to get rid of addictions and habits. On the reg.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Evening routine done.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

A tarot square for meditation.
(Keeping in mind to follow Cases advice for the given key from Tarot Fundamentals.)
I. II IV
VIII IX X
XVII XIX XXI
Where we operate from lowest key through mid key upon higher key.
Down or diagonal, yields five solutions.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Realized a good sorting is required.
Bulk is paper. Some junk like a junk drawer in a box. Candles and other 9ccult stuff. Essentially, everything I really own can fit in a closet.

Going to wash a bunch of clothes to give away to the community.
This weekend will try to get that done as well as a weeks load for me.

Tomorrow .. Food bank with my ride. After that complete job app process online. Complete transportation card bit and appointment for a physical.

No work til Monday. Which means no money. Tight times at least I have a job offer, the rest is all formalities, both managers liked me.

Right now meditating on the tarot square, looking at some 0dalms regarding it, and looking into Candle Magick as a part of tonight's reading along with Kaballah, Magic and the Great Work of Self Transformation.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

So essentially -
1 do my ritual work
2 do my life tasks
3 get food
4 do laundry for give away clothes
5 do my laundry
6 declutter and shred weekend partay
7 clean and reorganize (minus missing futon and multi shelf unit which would tie the room together nicely).