Journal Journal of Night and Day, Son and Moon

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My Sagittarius friend picked me up, only to also see his younger Virgo brother with him, we went out for coffee, and talked and laughed quite a bit.
I gave them one of my jars of Mercury:Jupiter herbs and told him to pinch sprinkle a bit on votives or tea lights and think of prosperity and learning.

Let off work early.
A jovial day you might say.

Ive also been fired, so I think I will take the Speedway Manager up on his offer. Four more per hour than I currently make/made. Or. Take the cooking route. Or both.

Ive been “given a week off to rest”, and am employed 15 hrs/wk, roughly just barely rent.

Ive been hired at another job for four more dollars per hour, and have had some positive exchanges, was given five dollars today, spent very little on groceries.

So, got money, got fired, got hired. Renewed interest in research and learning.

Yeah. Id say that the Mercury-Jupiter working was a success.

 

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Surfing book shares. .... off because no work was done today. Doing evening routine......done.
N: Liber Resh Vel Helios Midnight adoration with Zelator sign
E: Liber Resh Vel Helios Morning adoration with Theoriscus sign
S: Liber Resh Vel Helios Noon adoration with Philosophus sign
W: Liber Resh Vel Helios Evening adoration with Practicus sign
W: Lorid of the Universe Evening Adoration with Neophyte signs
W: Middle Pillar Ritual with visualization strong in the first two spheres
N: Liber Resh Vel Helios Midnight adoration with Zelator sign
E: Qabbalistic Cross Ritual
E: Lesser Ritual of the Pentagram, Earth Banishing; felt relieved
E: Qabbalistic Cross Ritual

 

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Had a brief freakout moment about "am I as good as other magicians?" and realized how ridiculous it was and refused to give it more attention to the question. We mustn't compare ourselves to others, but we also must do our duty and due diligence.

Did morning routine with wand in left hand for invoking:
N: Liber Resh Vel Helios Midnight adoration with Zelator sign
E: Liber Resh Vel Helios Morning adoration with Theoriscus sign
E: Qabbalistic Cross Ritual
E: Lesser Ritual of the Pentagram, Earth Banishing; felt relieved
E: Qabbalistic Cross Ritual
Placed wand back on altar

 

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Thinking about what can be done today.
Moon is in Aries.

 

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Current Planets (Currently Saturn hour)
Sun

13°01’ Sco
Moon

6°59’ Ari
Mercury

11°02’ Sco
Venus

16°29’ Sco
Mars

25°21’ Gem R
Jupiter

29°22’ Pis R
Saturn

18°44’ Aqu
Uranus

17°04’ Tau R
Neptune

22°52’ Pis R
Pluto

26°18’ Cap
Node (M)

13°11’ Tau R
Node (T)

13°23’ Tau st
Lilith (M)

22°49’ Can
Chiron

12°54’ Ari R

Notable Tarot Cards for the Day:
Sol Sco 6 of Cups: Aim, Oriax, Nelokhiel, Yehayel
Ven Sco 7 of Cups: Nabereus (on my mind today), Vapula, Melchel, Chaaviah
Jup Pis 9 of Cups: Marchosias, Dantalion, Saliah, Aariel

 

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So, 6, 7, and 9 of Cups have astrological connections today.
Might be worth to to petition one of the spirits involved.

Card of the Day: XXI The World/Universe. Saturn/Earth. Malkuth-Yesod. Cosmic Consciousness. Limitation. Instruction.

 

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6 and 7 of Cups…
Scorpio
God-Name: VHYH (VAV HEH YOD HEH)
Archangel: Barkiel
Angel: Saitzel
Planet: Mars
Color: Red
Incense: Oppopanax

Invocation:
Aquila propter quod rerum serpentum
da nobis aquam ut magis conquisito
animas reficiantur in arcano sanctorum
scientia et sapientia.

For thine is the eagle and the serpent
Grant unto us the true water of the wise
so that our souls may be refreshed
in our holy quest for the hidden knowledge
and the eternal wisdom.

Visions (angels) of Sol in Scorpio (6 of Cups):
A nomad armed with a spear.
The sun rising over a se cliff.
An old man sitting under a tree, his head is bowed.
A lyre upon which is hung a laurel wreath.
A storm swept prairie.
A flowering shrub growing upon a mound of soil.
A man standing with a spade resting on his shoulder and a pick-axe at his feet. He holds a bright jewel which is reflecting in the sunlight.
An archer shooting at a flock of birds.
A birds nest on the ground in which are the young.
A masked man.

Visions (angels) of Venus in Scorpio (7 of Cups):
A hare seated upon a knoll, the moon shining behind it.
A cottage in a wood.
A strong tower upon a rock.
Two men seated at a table and drinking wine.
A bear asleep under a tree in which is a swarm of bees.
A chalice from which a red light shines forth.
A battered ship lying upon the sea shore.
A woman who is charming snakes, one is about her neck.
A sharp knife.
The Sun rising over the sea.

Pisces
God-Name: HHVY (HEH HEH VAV YOD)
Archangel: Amnitziel
Angel: Vakabiel
Planet: Jupiter
Color: Crimson
Incense: Ambergris

Invocation of Pisces:
Tu piscis fines orbis creation et nos in profudum
maris emergere de quibus ad finem nostri itinerio merguntur
Sed ne pereamus beate vivere
rursus aqua regeneratis.

For thou art the fish that finalize the cycle of creation
we emerge out of the depths of the ocean and into them
we are plunged at the end of our journey
Let us not perish but be restored to life again.

Visions (angels) of Jupiter in Pisces (9 of Cups):
A horse jumping a fence.
A truncated cone.
A circle within a circle.
A man stripped to the waist and cutting logs.
An arrow flying through a cloud of smoke.
A tiger guarding its cubs.
A man falling through the timbers of a broken bridge.
A horse and rider falling at a fence.
Two crossed daggers.
A helical scroll.

 

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Ate good past couple of days since I got paid.
A veggie tray with ranch, a banana, a roast beef sandwich on Texas toast.
Today so far a ripened banana. If I do restaurant work, its going to have to be for an upscale restaurant. Retail as well for that matter.

 

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Working on evocation details, called out enns for Prince Orobas and Emperor Lucifer to come and chill in my temple.

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Lucifer, Orobas, Paimon, Purson and Naberius have been on my mind for a week now.
Calling Prince Orobas, my ears got congested and knew he was present.
Emperor Lucifer gives a lightness to the air, almost similar, almost different in energies.

 

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Read a bit from Fords Beginning Luciferian Magic and Demons of Magick on Purson, Paimon, Naberius and Orobas.

Have some ideas.

Did Solar adorations with grade signs appropriate to quarter from LRVH
Did AM Lord of the Universe Adoration
Did Qabbalistic Cross
Did LBRP
Did QC
Did PM Lord of the Universe adoration
Did Middle Pillar Ritual

 

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A hard head makes for a soft behind. That is true.
Fool me twice, shame on me. That is also true.

 

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I really must investigate everything myself for my own future benefit. My asking others questions tends to irritate.
I see the point, there is thinking and doing. The point is, Ive done it before, so what exactly is your issue with me?

A new job starts Monday morning, have to wash my Speedway shirts tomorrow with laundry.
Pandora has been sick for two days now and is very weak. I didn’t need mental agitation on top of pre existing stress I guess is why I snapped. To human is err, to forgive divine; Im a man or less in some eyes. Anyway, reading Demons of Magick Rituals two and three carefully to make sure I get connective and full presence. Maybe then I can satisfy a few folks. Of course, its only my life and soul hanging in the trial or error, but thats beside the point, on it is. Onward and forward, never looking back.

 

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"A Luciferian possesses a cradled arrogance of spirit while remaining focused and alert.
A Luciferian becomes a living embodiment of Spirit, thus e body is a temple. Do not defile it in any way that might inhibit your metamorphosis unless the reward outweighs the risk.
A Luciferian recognizes Magick is a tool to master this world and to open a gateway to the beyond. Deeply spiritual and certain of physically death, the Luciferian aims for a continued spiritual existence beyond the flesh and grave through magickal means
A Luciferian is of the fire which is illuminated from clay. Aggression, born of weakness. Light emerging from darkness. As stated in the Bible of the Adversary, all magick is black.
While black, the Luciferian's magick is not inherently malelfic or negative. It holds closer association to KHEM, the root-meaning of the word black. It self awakens and rewards isolation with unnatural gifts. It is inclusive of dualities- positive and negative, constructive and destructive, aggressive and receptive. It also moves beyond duality into polarities, propagating both opposite aspects from a single source-' Self."

 

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I guess its a good thing I didn’t as in the past, go and burn everything LHP. Or RHP for that matter.
No, no more book burnings in my future. They are a tad pricey.

So, its a good thing my journal with demon script in large letter is still intact. Just need to create the seal, write the petition, and go for connective evocation. Of whom though. Lucifer comes to mind. King Purson, King Paimon, Prince Vassago, Prince Orobas, Marquis Naberisu come to mind as well.

 

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22:30 yesterday .. I dont see what the conflict was in hindsight, I really dont. Possibly due to Mars in my third house of Capricorn (communication)?
Right on. Yes. I have flittering attention. One of the things about myself Im trying to tame by commitment through a path of devotion.
Unfortunately others got to see my Leo-Scorpio side. Not a good look Im afraid.

So I have a circle. Now I think I have an idea for the triangle location. Petition ritual is something that can be done, now to write it out in demon script and do the Ritual One out of Demons of Magick.

Found the notebook with demonic script and the outlined process (best I made notes of anyway).
Now to craft a request, perhaps for reputation. Marquis Naberius it is, if he would be open to it. If not, it was dared.

Scanned eyes over demonic script,
Marquis Naberius,
Please hear my petition.
Please improve my reputation with all who I talk to.
Rough draft in my mind anyway.

A petition should reflect a real, genuine need. It is necessary both personally and professionally, to have a reputation. Now whether good or bad is moralizing, so lets say one is respected through their reputation, so that ‘good’ reputation is necessary.

Naamah, however, as

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points out, is great with material matters. A job making 50 per hour agin as opposed to 10-15 per hour would be a necessity to dig myself out of my financial hole I created, or bankruptcy, whichever is easier. Personally I think a professional job would be good as the route to take. That or self employment. So both would be helpful. Now King Paimon, and King Purson, they came to mind for a reason as well in my opinion.

So to whom and how to draft the petitions? Im looking at more than one here. Naamah’s invocation was provided by Uncle Al, so will use that for contacting her. Two weeks immersion, that would be my target. I should see cabalistically where they all are. I know Naamah is like Malkuth, Paimon in Thagirion like Tiphareth, etc.

05:30 Im as I always have been, my own teacher. There is limitation and freedom in that.
Everyone else is a god or well on their way and me, well, Im still here to experience the world they’ve created. But, no time to shed a tear.

Every aspiration I had, others have conquered. Dont know what the issue is, perhaps I read too much into the shel invocations for example. Perhaps I need to be like simple Simon and monkey read monkey do like others do that experience success.
Or … perhaps I should quit typing as Norse said and get to it.

Okay see y’all in six months.

My road ahead. Shuffled per Mikes instructions.
Celtic Cross, Rider-Waite

Significator: 0 The Fool. Kether to Chokmah. Elemental Air. Also the Holy Spirit, mania, lack of reason, lost in your own train of thought and inhaling the white rose soon to show on the banner of Death.
Covers: 9 of Swords. Yesod of Yetzirah. Overthinking leads to trauma. Demons - Barbatos, Shax; Angels - Aaneval, Mochayel.
Crosses: King of Swords. Fire of Air, X of EXARP.
Crowns: 5 of Wands. Geburah of Atziluth, Saturn in Leo. Needless strife at highest level in a power struggle, pairs nicely with bottom of deck (no dominion, a losing battle). Demons - King Beleth, Crocell; Angels - Vahaviah, Yelayel.
Beneath: XIII Death. Scorpio. Netzach-Tiphareth. Blue-Green, G#. Change/Transformation not priority.
Behind: Page of Swords. Earth of Air, P of EXARP.
Before: 10 of Pentacles. Possible Court appearance it seems, bankruptcy a possible cause.
Querent: XI Justice. Libra. Tiphareth to Geburah. Green and Red. E. Action-Work-Equilibrium. Judgement.
Environment: VIII Strength. Leo. Geburah to Chesed. Yellow-Orange. C. Law of Suggestion.
Hopes and Fears: IX The Hermit. Virgo. Chesed to Tiphareth. Green. C. Law of Response.
Final Outcome: Page of Pentacles. Earht of Earth. A of NANTA.
The four definers:
XVI The Tower. Mars. Hod to Netzach. Awakening.
3 of Pentacles. Binah of Assiah. Mars in Capricorn, yep thats what started it. Communication and trade work. Demons - Astaroth, Andrealphus; Angels - Yechavah, Lehachiah.
8 of Pentacles. Sol in Virgo. Hod of Assiah. Hard work pays off. Demons - Zepar, Alloces; Angels - Akaiah, Kehethel.
10 of Wands Malkuth of Atziluth. Oppression, prisoner. Demons - Bathin, Murmur; Angels - Hiheayah, Laviah.

Top of Deck: Knight of Cups
Bottom of Deck: 2 of Wands

 

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Aside from a very brief attempt to sleep, threw on coffee instead. Noticed daylight approaching, so did:
N Liber Resh Vel Helios Midnight adoration with Zelator sign
E Liber Resh Vel Helios Morning adoration with Theoricus sign
E Lord of the Universe adoration
E QC/LBRP/QC

Naamah Day 1. Dreamt arguing with everyone and pushing them all away. Why I have no idea.
Dejeceted by all. That was the dream I had to wake myself from. Nothing sexual. Just sad.
My bosses from India were in the dream, trying to hock me furniture I didn’t need.

Sunday, YHVH Eloah Ve Daat, Raphael/Michael (depending on source), Malachim (Kings).
Dreams and sleep mentioned above. Mood fair now.
Morning routine done.
Weather: Cold but sunny, light wind from east.
Moon Phase: 96.4% Waxing Gibbous in 22d22’ Aries
Current Planets:

Sun 14°11’ Sco

Moon 22°22’ Ari

Mercury 12°55’ Sco

Venus 17°56’ Sco

Mars 25°15’ Gem R

Jupiter 29°18’ Pis R
Saturn 18°46’ Aqu
Uranus 17°01’ Tau R
Neptune 22°51’ Pis R
Pluto 26°19’ Cap
Node (M) 13°08’ Tau R
Node (T) 13°23’ Tau
Lilith (M) 22°57’ Can
Chiron 12°52’ Ari R

Card of the Day: XIX The Sun. Sol. Yesod to Hod. Regeneration, new age.

 

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6,7,9 Cups still in picture due to Scorpio placements, 5 of Pentacles alluded to by Moon nodes in Taurus, Or Uranus in Taurus could be one of the two.

 

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A friend stopped by so I could give him money for smokes, as his mother is in the hospital and has a hard time coping in being alone. I suggested roommates before the parting, and they have talked about renting a house, which I thought was a good idea.
Told him about my dream and the part about my bosses made him laugh which was a good thing.
I need to make people laugh, not piss them off. Thats the way to make and keep friends. We need each other in this world, no man is an island.
Gave him a cup of coffee and talked and parted for the day.

 

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Speaking of, Ive been thinking of the mundane and magick all wrong.
Ive been focusing on a dream, a happy ending in some way or form.
What Ive not done is analyzed a common link in failure, and instead, attacking and transforming and binding that.

know I have more than one weakness, pride.
What are the other weak links in me. That is what to magick/ritual attack.

 

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My friend asked about my research, and told him about the state actor issue. Could be a script kiddie with a pardon for getting on my nerves, or just scripts from botnets running.
One thing is for sure, need to know exactly what I’m doing step by step script wise, as I have to test from a non-networkable laptop running ubuntu 14 with corrupted C libraries. Python however remains intact. May have to learn to write a mock real-time concurrent traffic generator for networking purposes. Pretty sure the wifi and not are toast, as Ive tried everything I could find.
With a mock traffic generator, however, will teach me quite a bit. Especially if it works installing the software requiring a network connection.
At the very least can script non networking stuff such as file I/O.