Journal Journal of Night and Day, Son and Moon

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Cannot sleep, and already in frustration closed all windows open related to research on the product . So me.

So, guess I will work on cleaning up the programs. Putting thoughts in comment form guiding an unaware through my code.

Fairly impressive for a failed computer science student that never knew how to program.

 

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When first writing these, I thought I was covering everything. That means I wanted to say I wrote 15k lines of code in 2 days. 15k bytes perhaps. A lot different than 15k lines.
I did notice when converting to Python from C manually, that I lost bytes.
Quality over quantity, right?
You win some, You lose some.

 

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So now, I guess. I can step through the code with comments.
The one non nicety of python is you cannot head a function with comments inside the block. That is a nicety of C.
That's what its about. Knowing elements of a programming language, and enough maths understanding to solve a problem.

 

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Up for nearly 24 hours now.

 

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A failure in tech, a failure in martial arts, a failure in Magick, and a failure in nearly everything else.
The reason?
My martial arts sensei once said "Be a bold failure!".

 

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As the sun rises. So does this newly 8nitiated Neophyte to engage the sun and the morning routine. Today I work on the Hexagram for Sol.

 

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Doing code cleanup. It may not be anything to anyone else, but it was a significant choice I made to be part of a solution for the ham race.

 

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Time for the morning routine...
Done with adorations and the Neophyte Formula.

 

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Card of the Day:
XII The Hanged Man. Elemental Water. Mem. 40. Water. Reversal.

 

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I guess back to reading the Golden Dawn introductions and forward.

This code of mine won't be going anywhere anytime soon, now will it?

 

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I guess oath no oath, people are well advised to stay away from:
Poor thought patterns,
Poor use of words,
Dabbling with the dark.
At least those in service to the light, newcomers included.
Finally, silence.

 

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Reading is ongoing. And for clarification, Christopher's book is the primary textbook in use for Magick, yet it is also a point that The Golden Dawn is the primary named textbook used for Kaballah, Magic and the Great Work of Self Transformation.

 

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The Kingdom of the Gods I will probably resort to using online, also other Anthrosophy/Theosophy books. As the laptop is man down for a while.
The other laptop can't network. So it's strictly for programming or scripting.

 

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My general disposition is ... "wtf was I thinking coming to this rock?"

The world doesn't completely suck, there are good people here and there.

I don't like people. That's about all I can say.

 

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Per a silence exercise, by restricting the topic or changing the subject...I'm going to add one personal rule for self...

No auto-liking responses. It it deserves a like, by all means. It it is overly critical, mean, divisive, etc, no like though possibly I might click troll.

This is not only a magickal exercise. But it is also a move for higher self respect and higher self dignity.

 

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Sticking to my journal i guess, though with the law of silence applied, not pouting, just being a diligent magician to may-be.

Also. With rule of Silence, bare minimum will be reported here, full detail in offline journal. Speaking of which, hopefully I'm paid soon. I could use new notebook journals.

Iow, I'm done with meanies

 

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In other news, and news for the mineral and plant kingdom fans. I washed all my rocks, and placed sandstone and quartz alongside a picture on the book cabinet.
The rest were placed in the rock box.
They still get attention. And still get bathed in sunlight.
So, Will get back to asking them advanced questions.

 

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And those sounds mean coffee is nearly ready. Ritz right beside me, only ... Pb or j?

 

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Too lazy to go to the kitchen I guess .. or trying to save myself calories.
Pb and Ritz it is.

 

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Tried 10 min HF meditation. Two rocks in each hand, a little better. I probably have hooks galore.